Those memories are as vivid as ever.

Suddenly, the qi and blood were tumbling, and all the internal organs were painful, as if there was a fire burning.

Ruosheng's hand hanging at his side was clenched into a fist.

At this moment, she finally understood that the past, where she wanted to forget, she could really forget it all. Those gains and losses, those naïve years, those panicked, are still all there.

She was in so much pain that she could hardly breathe.

The neatly trimmed nails almost pierced the skin and embedded in the palm because of the force.

She knew that her complexion at the moment must be very ugly, her eyebrows were distorted and hideous, and her violently fluctuating emotions were difficult to calm down, and even the air became turbid and stuffy.

At this time, her clenched hand was gently grasped.

The other party's hand, with a slight coolness, flowed through her heart like a clear stream in this sullen room.

Ruosheng's consciousness was a little sober, she gritted her teeth and said in a low voice: "Fifth brother...... I found out that I hated her so much, I hated her so much that I couldn't help but want to cut her with a thousand knives! ”

Obviously, she has always been very calm, and when she faces Lu Youyun's real person, even if she still has hidden fear in her heart, she can carefully deal with him.

But now, anger and panic swept in, like a big wave, pouring down on her head, completely drowning her.

She didn't feel like herself anymore.

"Fifth brother, I'm so scared of ......"

Ruosheng muttered, looking down at his hand.

He was breaking her fingers one by one, straightening them out, scrutinizing her palms.

There are four small crescent-shaped red marks on the top, which are very dark in color. It looks like blood will burst out in the next moment.

He swept the tip of his index finger over them one by one and asked, "Does it hurt?" ”

Ruosheng shook his head and nodded again.

He raised his eyes and looked at her fixedly for a while, and then said lightly: "You are afraid, if you cut her with a thousand knives, you will be no different from her." After all, now you have never had a bad relationship with her openly, and there is almost no contact, she is the same as the person in your memory, but different, if this revenge is avenged to her. Where to start? And once it happens. You have become a murderer, a wicked person, just another Lu Youyun in your memory. ”

These words were calm and cold.

Will be born of the mind. That's right.

She was already distraught. In the midst of great sorrow and wrath. Hearing this, he felt that this situation was even more difficult to solve, and he felt sad from his heart, and his eyes were red all of a sudden. Tears sprung up, swirled, and rolled out one after another.

Even if she gritted her teeth, the tears still didn't obey the call.

Ruosheng felt embarrassed, covered his face, and squatted down.

But tears still kept flowing down between my fingers.

There was no sound, there were teardrops in the light, strings of strings, like falling rain.

Su Yu looked at it, and naturally squatted down in front of her, reached out and rubbed the hair on the top of her head vigorously, and said, "Silly girl, you have come here, what are the hurdles that you can't pass?" ”

"If you are determined to take revenge, then let it go."

"Hugh said to kill someone, even if it is to slaughter the gods, I will accompany you."

"If you decide to let go, then ignore her, who is bad to worry about in a good time?"

He said, sighed lowly, and said: "The past is just the past, the coming days are long, you will get married, you will have a child like you, you will live a life that you have not had time to experience, there will be a completely different life, you will live a long life, peace and joy......"

"Men and boys are good like you......" Ruosheng looked at him through hazy teary eyes, and said with a sob.

However, as soon as the words fell, she herself was stunned.

Su Yu, who was on the other side, was also stunned.

Ruosheng just put down his hand, and immediately covered his face again.

This time, it was covered so tightly that there was not even a seam.

Su Yu came back to his senses and called "Ah Jiu", but before he could speak, he first met the girl in front of him with her hands covering her face and hurriedly stood up, and then took out one hand and waved it at him, and said in her mouth: "Oh, I forgot, before I went out, I promised my father to go back to plant flowers with him earlier, I'm afraid it's too late——"

Before she finished speaking, her person ran away like an arrow from a string.

I ran all the way in a direction away from the gate, and after a while I ran back with my face covered again, and finally went to the gate.

But before she could go to the bottom of the porch, Hu Qiuniang had already greeted her.

Seeing her face full of tears and a panicked look, Hu Qiuniang strode forward unconsciously and asked urgently, "Girl, what's wrong with you?" Lord Su......"

Ruosheng gasped for breath, and hurriedly interrupted her words, and said nonsense: "Don't panic, it's just that the sand has blinded your eyes, Master Su is busy with official business, and there are important things to do temporarily, and I also promised my father early in the morning to go back early, so let's go." ”

Hu Qiuniang was worried in her heart, she didn't believe her words, the sand was blind, where could she cry like this? But it wasn't the first day she followed Ruosheng, and she also knew her girl's temperament, since Ruosheng didn't want to say it, she couldn't ask anything if she asked again, so she stopped asking and didn't continue to ask.

But she didn't take her eyes off her girl, and cautiously looked around, and saw that only her eyes were red and swollen from crying, and everyone around her was the same as before, so she relaxed a little.

Shaoqing got into the carriage on the return journey, Hu Qiuniang took a handkerchief to wipe Ruosheng's face, and after wiping it a few times gently, she looked at Ruosheng's expression and pretended to ask casually: "I don't know if Master Su has anything important to do, but what big case has he encountered?" ”

"Since it is an official matter, how can others know the inside story." Ruosheng turned his face away, took the handkerchief from her hand and wiped his face indiscriminately, "Qiu Niang......"

"Huh? What did the girl command? ”

“…… Don't mention him to me these days. ”

When Hu Qiuniang heard this, her eyes couldn't help but change slightly.

Ruosheng grabbed the handkerchief in his hand, then let go of his hand, threw the handkerchief back to her, leaned to the side, and closed his eyes to recuperate.

Hu Qiuniang had to agree: "Yes, the slave maid wrote it down." ”

"Hmm." Ruosheng closed his eyes and leaned on the soft pillow, his voice answered faintly, and there was no movement.

After that, she didn't speak again.

The atmosphere inside the carriage was so quiet that it was strange.

The turbulence in Ruosheng's heart was all hidden under the surface of calm.

She strictly forbade Hu Qiuniang to mention Su Yu in front of her, but even so, her mind was full of Su Yu, her voice and smile were so clear, where could she mention it to others.

What a shame!

Soon, the carriage entered Pingkangfang and returned to Lian's house.

She got out of the carriage with a straight face, walked back to the Muxi Garden with a straight face, hid in the house with a straight face, sent everyone away, and buried herself in the quilt and did not move.

The maids looked at each other, and some of them had the audacity to quietly ask Hu Qiuniang: "What's wrong with the girl?" ”

Hu Qiuniang shook her head and said, "It's nothing, it's just a little tired, just take a break." ”

When everyone heard this, they dispersed with confidence.

Hu Qiuniang stood under the window of the moon cave, looking at the parrot who was dozing off on the shelf, but she was a little worried.

- Her girl, I'm afraid that she will have a dispute with Master Su and quarrel.

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(Spring is blooming, I haven't seen you for a long time, I'm ^_^ back~ How are you doing?) (To be continued.) )