On Thursday, the course was very tight, and on that day, a professor did not care about the pressure of students' revision, and insisted on assigning an assessment paper, which had to be handed in the next day, and the paper score was included in the final exam.

After school that afternoon, the people in dormitory 512 gathered in the dormitory after dinner to study papers, and occasionally a few complaints came, saying that the old professor was "too cold-blooded", "inhumane", "antique", and so on.

But after complaining, I still had to bury myself in my studies.

In the process of reading and writing papers, it is inevitable that Xigu will check the information on the Internet and save the information in the mailbox by the way.

There were some junk unread emails in the mailbox, and she browsed them one by one in the process of deleting them, and one of the emails, which was about to be deleted, trembled her fingertips when she saw the sender's name.

Because the sender of the email is actually ...... Gu Huaisheng.

Looking at that name, Xi Gu's heart was a little stuffy, and his vision was a little blurry, how could it be Gu Huaisheng, how could it be him......

Xi Gu took a deep breath, tried to calm his heartbeat, and clicked on the email with almost weak fingers.

The email is a long, long string of words, a letter, the first sentence: Xigu, I am Xu Chengcheng......

Originally...... It turned out to be Xu Chengcheng......

No wonder, no wonder......

That's right, it's not Xu Chengcheng, who else can it be?

Huaisheng? Impossible, how could a person who died more than two years ago be Huaisheng?

What are you thinking, Mosigu......

Xi Gu took a look at the time of sending the email, it was actually two days ago, not long after Xu Chengcheng last called.

……

Xigu, I'm Xu Chengcheng.

When you receive this email, you should be curious why I have Huaisheng's email address.

yes, why would I have that? It may be hard for you to believe that more than two years ago, I actually knew about Huaisheng's illness before you do.

But it wasn't much earlier, just over two months.

Huai Sheng came to me at that time, and he said a lot to me.

He said he didn't have any friends to trust, and the only person he trusted was me, because he said I was very good to him......

At that time, his face was so pale, but there was a smile on the corner of his mouth all the time, and that smile made me look like a leaf in the wind, which could fall to the ground at any moment.

He said, you know, Cheng Cheng, I don't have long to live.

He said it in a very calm, calm tone, but do you know how I felt at that moment?

I think the sky is falling!

I didn't believe him, and asked him what was going on, how could he not live long if he was so good?

He continued to smile, his eyebrows softened, and the broken light in his eyes stained with glass.

He said that he was suffering from a very strict illness and could not be cured.

He told me how strict this illness was, and I listened to the tears that fell at that time, and I cried very sadly, and he put his arm around my shoulders and patted me on the back to comfort me......

It was the first time he had been so affectionate to me, but it was also the last time.

He said, Cheng Cheng, I want you to do me a favor, after a while, two months at the latest, I may have to immigrate with my parents, I will keep in touch with you at any time, if ...... I mean, if I'm no longer in this world, can you please help me send me an email every week......

I have saved the content of the email in the mailbox, and I wrote it for about the next five years, I don't know if it is enough......

But if I can write more in the future, I will continue to write......

Xigu, you know? As I listened to what he said, I felt like my whole body was drained.

Then, he shoved the slip of paper with the password to my email address in my hand, and I held the fluttering note and felt like it was worth a thousand gold......

At that moment, you don't know how jealous I am of you? You don't know how sorry I feel for Huai Sheng......

I looked at his face and thought to myself, how could he be sick when he was so good and so good? How can the world be so cruel?

So I refused, I said, I won't do that, if there is a disease, I will treat the disease, medicine is so developed, nothing is impossible.

But he shook his head and said, "It's useless." If he had had a chance of surviving, he would have had surgery a long time ago.

Now that his spirit is getting worse and worse, and the days ahead are numbered, he can only give me the email at such a time and let me help with this.

I still refused, crying and refusing, and he took my hand at that moment, and when he looked at me, his eyes were very serious.

He said, Cheng Cheng, if I can find a second person who is willing to help me and make me completely trust, I don't want to trouble you so much.

I was in a very mixed mood at that time, and I was grateful that he believed in me, but I was even more jealous that he was really willing to do anything for you, and even did not hesitate to beg me in such a low voice.

So I told him that I wanted to be his woman, and as long as he promised me, I would promise him.

Otherwise, it can't be.

He didn't speak, just looked at me in a daze, and he said, Cheng Cheng, I don't have much time, I want to go cleanly, fulfill me, and don't hurt yourself, okay?

I continued to cry, tears falling uncontrollably, and he begged me again.

For you, he's begging me again!

So Mosigu, do you know how cruel you are?

Huaisheng loves you so much, but what have you done?

If it weren't for the early deterioration and recurrence of his condition, you would never have known that he was sick;

You will never know how humble and vulnerable he was before me for you.

So, do you now understand why I hate you so much and blame you?

Do you understand?

I'm hating you for Huaisheng and blaming you for Huaisheng.

Although I know, I don't have that qualification at all!

Now, I am telling you this, just to tell you that all people in this world can forget Huaisheng, but you can't.

You are the same, not eligible.

Now Huai Sheng's emails, I will send them to you one by one according to his request, although in fact, there is no point in any qiē.

But at least it reminds you of how good a boy used to be and how much he loved you.

Also, there is a copy of something, I will look for a time to send it to you, but it is not an original.

In the end, what I am doing now is not for you, but for Huaisheng.

Xu Chengcheng, leave a pen.

……

Xi Gu looked at those words, her mood was very complicated, this complexity made her unable to explain clearly, she didn't speak, just looked at the computer and was distracted.

After a while, Tian Tian next to him noticed Xigu's strangeness and asked, "Xigu, what's wrong with you?" ”

Xi Gu's eyes trembled and he shook his head, "No...... It's nothing! ”

Xi Gu got up, raised his feet and walked towards the door, Tian Tian was surprised, "Xi Gu, why are you going?" ”

"I ...... I'll go down for a walk! ”

"Oh. Then you should come back early, it's cold outside. ”

Xi Gu said "En", turned around and left quickly.

After Xi Gu left the dormitory, Tian Tian frowned, "Why do I think Xi Gu is a little strange!" ”

"What's wrong?"

Tian Tian shook his head, "It's nothing, maybe I'm thinking too much!" ”