Chapter 92: Change
The appearance of Chu Ci does not seem to have much impact and change for Charlene.
She still repeats that she spends three-quarters of the day sleeping, and the other quarter is either drinking nutrients or being drawn and examined.
Of course, there are times when there is an occasional daze, like now.
Looking up at the pale ceiling overhead, Charlene's spirit was a little sluggish.
She never knew that she herself was a person who was quite afraid of hollowness and loneliness. Or, never, never to face it.
Empty and lonely or something, what is that?
Before the end of the world, she was busy working, busy earning money, busy surviving, busy with all the things that all the busy people were busy with, where was the time to be afraid of these?
As for the post-apocalyptic times, let alone that. This pale affection is not worth mentioning at all compared to survival.
Even after coming into this world, she never felt that she would have a day when she felt empty and lonely.
She has always thought that after experiencing the last days, after experiencing such empty and desperate days, she is strong enough, and one person is enough to live a quiet and stable life.
But it doesn't seem to be possible......
Otherwise, why has she always been alone, even after Chu Ci came, her life still didn't change at all, and she even had to worry a little more about whether she would be implicated if the other party was discovered. But why is it that after finding out that the other party really came here as promised, her heart is more peaceful than before?
It's as if all of a sudden there is an extra one to rely on.
One she can choose not to rely on. But no matter when you turn your head, you can find that you have no reliance on being abandoned. It was something she had never been in before.
Frowning slightly, Charlene felt that she didn't like this subtle sense of loss of control.
This upset her slightly. Inability to think calmly.
This feeling was very bad, and she unexpectedly thought of a figure that she thought had been forgotten by her in an unknown corner.
That broke all her confinements and barriers, disrupted her only persistence and belief, but also gave her a life that she never hoped for.
That, the man she never saw through and didn't want to see.
Raising his hand, he pressed lightly on his chest, which seemed to be a little disordered. Charlene took a deep breath. This kind of affection is too fragile. It's also too dangerous.
She, no.
These feelings are just synonymous with weakness and insecurity. In that case, she just tried to make herself stronger. As long as it's strong enough. You don't have to be as passive as you are now.
Just like at the beginning, if she had enough self-protection ability, how could she fall into the hands of Dr. K's group?
Even, if she was strong enough, even that man might not dare to do that to her, right?!
In the final analysis, whether it was Mu Yiqing at the beginning or Xia Lin now, she is still too weak after all, so she will fall to this.
It's just that the difference is that she had nothing to do at the beginning. And now Charlene at least has the capital to work hard.
If she blindly endures, she will only get farther and farther away from peace, and if she is weak, she will only experience helplessness and powerlessness again. So what exactly is she trying to do?
The confusion in his eyes gradually receded, along with the temporary fragility and irritability.
When he saw Xia Lin again, Chu Ci had a brief surprise in his eyes.
I haven't seen her for a few days, and the girl in front of me seems to have changed a lot.
Of course, this change is not in appearance, or even in temperament. It's a ...... Indescribable feeling.
It was as if the whole person's spirit had changed somewhat.
Yes, it is. It's spirit.
In the past, Charlene was like a low-level alien beast without much aura, although she looked well-behaved and cute, occasionally showing sharp but non-lethal claws, but in general, for a real powerhouse, she was just a pet that could occasionally be funny.
If it weren't for Xia Lin's rather unlucky entanglement with the Xia family and the Yu family, but she happened to meet him at that time, maybe Chu Ci wouldn't even look at Xia Lin at all.
Even if his eldest brother and Elder Huangfu told him that Charlene was his destined person, he didn't pay much attention to it.
But now Charlene ......
In any case, it is obviously far from possible or even insufficient to turn into a ferocious high-level alien beast. But at least, there is already a bit of the ferocity that belongs to the alien beast.
If it can continue, it may not be enough to grow to the point of Bai Qiang, but at least it is possible to gain a foothold in this society alone.
In Chu Ci's opinion, Xia Lin's behavior of escaping from marriage, and even wanting to settle down in Qingshan City, was simply naïve and ridiculous.
This world is much more complicated than she imagined. The reason why the people of Qingshan City silently accepted her existence was because of her status as a low-ranking nobleman, and on the other hand, it was just that they had not yet figured out her identity and strength.
After her strength is figured out, what awaits her will not be anything that loves her. Especially if her ability is so special.
This world is more realistic and cruel than the society before the era of Great Nirvana thousands of years ago.
I don't know that the reason why Xia Lin chose Qingshan City is just to have a plan, and she doesn't plan to really settle there for a long time, Chu Ci's definition of Xia Lin in his heart is always on "simple".
It is precisely based on this that I am undoubtedly satisfied with Charlene's change at this time. Especially in the immediate situation.
"You want me to steal the data?" Hearing Chu Ci's words, Xia Lin, who was originally thinking about what to do with the Vajra vine in the space, which was already growing longer and more unreliable, only felt full of incredulity.
"Or do you actually prefer to kill people?" Elegantly raised his front paws, revealing the sharp claws on his fingers, and gently grinding them on the ground in front of him, the little fox smiled brightly.
Charlene:......
Although she has killed many zombies, she is still far from the mad demon.
"But it's not surprising that you chose me like this, after all, these people have been tossing you a lot during this time, and they are not good themselves." It's just a bunch of guys who don't want to die.
The sound of the paws rubbing against the ground was very sharp, and the little fox only gently grinded it twice, and then stopped in disgust.
The reason why he dared to show up openly was naturally to interfere with the monitoring here with something. However, if you make a strange noise, you can't guarantee that you won't attract people on patrol.
"Actually, if you kill too much, you'll find that killing people is quite fun." Seeing the unhappy look on Charlene's face, the little fox tilted his little head slightly and thought for a while, and then added with a general explanation.
And most of the real warriors will not stay in the research center this time, even if there are a few, there are soldiers lurking in, and Charlene will not really be left alone to resist.
All she had to do was keep the two of them safe. After all, so far, I know that he can not only transform into a foreign beast, but also separate another person of his own, and slap him in the face.
And on the premise that no one knows his true identity, a strange beast that can move freely or even kill people neatly......
He really didn't want to gamble on whether he would be accidentally slaughtered by one of his own men.
Charlene pouted.
Although she holds a grudge, she hasn't been so cruel as she is, okay? Moreover, zombies and humans are different after all, she doesn't think it's fun at all, okay!
Such a willful take on a pre-adult/year/girl or something.,Is it really good, Lord Major General?!
Chu Ci obviously didn't have the slightest pressure, and even when Xia Lin was very serious and sure and told him that she chose to steal the information and hand over the glorious and arduous task of "fighting a bloody way" to him, she pouted very boringly.
He originally wanted to use these people to help Charlene test it. After all, Charlene seems to be very keen on cultivating and improving her strength during this time, isn't she?
As for the information or something, it won't run with long legs anyway, so what's the matter if you slow down?
Hearing someone's "whispering" just enough for her to hear, Charlene felt like she was going to be laughed at.
Feelings: This guy has planned it from the beginning, whether it is to solve these so-called scientists or steal the research results of these people, these two things have to be done by her?!
So what do you want this guy to do? Can't be an uncle?! Bastard!
Charlene gritted her teeth, but the little fox walked away gracefully. "Those people will probably arrive in these two days, you have a good rest and take care of your spirits. When you regret it, you can always sue me, I won't mind. ”
Charlene:......
"Thank you so much! Thank! Finish! ”
The little fox didn't look back, but just shook its tail lightly twice.
It doesn't matter, most of these people are weak chickens with very low ability levels, and next time he can ask his subordinates to guide each other.
Only strong theory is not enough, only actual combat can truly improve a person's strength.
And Charlene's practical experience ......
Tut! Did that safe run when surrounded by wind wolves count?
Although Chu Ci was a little disappointed that he had not found the whereabouts of that thing, it was not for nothing.
At least, the value of the mineral deposits he found in the depths of unexplored areas was not small.
After all, because more than 70% of the earth's land is covered by alien beasts and plants, it is much more difficult for humans to exploit the minerals in the covered area than it is to successfully colonize a planet.
After all, after experiencing the Great Nirvana Era, even ordinary people without abilities have the strength of their bodies about the same as the speed and strength mutants of the post-apocalyptic period. It is impossible for real ordinary people to survive.
And after overcoming the problem of not being able to breathe in the interstellar world, or even on most planets, other problems are solved.
But it is necessary to conquer the alien beasts and alien plants that are getting thicker and thicker......
Tsk, it can only be said that there is a long way to go. (To be continued) R580