525 A complete rupture
Seeing that the time was about the same, and the face had arrived, Hua Tian made a look, and the eight maids took action one after another, Yan Yan invited the four sisters of Hua Chuya out of Hua Tian's room, and let a few people leave willingly and with a smile.
Not to mention that the four sisters went out and felt inappropriate to look back, Hua Tian finally didn't have to see the four of them full of unwillingness and jealousy, and didn't have to listen to the endless complaints and temptations of the four of them, and the original fear of marriage was also slightly alleviated.
That's right, Hua Tian had premarital fears, full of worries about getting married, and began to feel restless all day, eager to pack up his things and go back to Shanyang Town immediately to live the idle life he used to have.
For the first time in three lifetimes, she was so close to marriage, the first time she was so close to another person, and then reorganized the family.
She was worried about her relationship with the Zhenguo Mansion, worried about the final parting of ways with Zhong Liche, worried about all kinds of trivial matters after the birth of her child, and worried that she didn't know how to integrate into another strange family.
Because of this worry, she is no longer even suitable for teaching the little nephew in the house.
Mother Lan and Bawen both saw Hua Tian's worries in their eyes, but they didn't know what was going on, and they didn't know how to solve them. All they can do is to make Hua Tian happy, and nothing goes against her will.
Zhou Yuan is from the past, so she naturally knows. When the busyness came to an end, she found that something was wrong with Hua Tian, so she came to the door with the maid.
first comforted Hua Tian with warm words, and then began to explain the Tao at the head, which made Hua Tian's sadness a little, but she still couldn't go back to her past appearance.
But these things are gradual, and Zhou Yuan can't say much at one time, so before leaving, he educated the eight maids again, and even left his maid to teach her experience.
On this day, Zhao Xiuchu, Lin Xinqing and Jian Liuzhu came over to add makeup to Hua Tian, and happened to meet Situ Shan.
When the four of them saw it, they simply came in together, gave Hua Tian the makeup they had brought, and then sat together and talked.
Because of his friends talking with him, Hua Tian was a little happier again. But Zhao Xiuchu and Situ Shan were both pregnant and couldn't stay too long, so Lin Xinqing finally sent them back.
Hua Tian sat under the window, listening to the chirping of birds under the eaves, and looked at the mottled light and shadow leaking from the green leaves outside the window, without making a sound.
Jian Liuzhu chose to stay this time, he must have something to say.
Because of the fear before getting married, Hua Tian was restless in his heart, and he no longer had the good cultivation in the past, so he chose to wait for Jian Liuzhu to speak first.
The eight maids have all been spent, and there are no idle people in this garden, and no one will overhear what the two say.
Looking at Hua Tian's graceful side face, Jian Liuzhu was full of thoughts, but he didn't know how to speak.
She knew that she hated the person in front of her, even if this person was her friend, even if this person had done nothing wrong.
Obviously, she met first, obviously she fell in love first, but in the end, why did she lose?
Jian Liuzhu thought of 11,000 reasons and analyzed the reasons why he lost, but none of them were reasonable. Obviously, no matter what, she deserves to win, but in reality, she is a pathetic loser.
Hua Tian didn't know how to cherish it at all, Hua Tian didn't have to do anything, Hua Tian did a lot of bad things, but Zhongli chose her.
Why, why doesn't Zhongli want a really kind little lady like her, but instead wants a person who is only kind on the outside but has done many bad things?
In terms of family background, she is simple and Zhu does not lose Hua Tian; In terms of talent, she is not as good as Hua Tian, but she is many times kinder than Hua Tian, and talent is dispensable for women, and even if a woman is not talented, it is virtue; In terms of appearance, she was born more beautiful than Hua Tian, but she was not as tall as Hua Tian and not as white as Hua Tian; In terms of personality, she is gentle and kind, but Hua Tian is inferior.
What is the reason why Zhongli has always refused to choose himself? Do you want to choose Hua Liuniang?
Jian Liuzhu stared at the verdant green trees outside the window, dizzy by the white light leaking from the cracks in the trees.
She thought, she is willing to pay a qiē for Zhongli, and she is willing to love Zhongli regardless of a qiē, why does Zhongli refuse to appreciate it?
"Are you happy at the moment?" Jian Liuzhu asked faintly, and shook his head, which was dizzy from the sun.
Hua Tian didn't expect Jian Liuzhu to ask such a question, he was stunned for a moment, but he still answered truthfully, "At the moment, I am very scared, but I am not happy." ”
As if he had been slapped hard, his heart was full of blood and tears, Jian Liuzhu's face turned white, he stood up suddenly, and his voice changed, "How can you be so disgusting?" What I asked for, but you feel afraid? ”
Hua Tian's face changed suddenly, she looked at Jian Liuzhu, and she didn't believe that Jian Liuzhu, who had always been shy, would say such a thing to herself, "I, I don't mean this, you haven't experienced it, so you don't understand ......"
Before she finished speaking, she knew she had said the wrong thing. His eyes moved to Jian Liuzhu's face, and he saw the hatred in Jian Liuzhu's eyes, so deep and full of malice.
"yes, I haven't experienced it, so I don't understand...... But who prevented me from experiencing this qiē? It's you, it's you! It's you Hua Liuniang! It was you who snatched Zhongli, and it was you who didn't know what kind of tricks you used to make Zhongli die for you! I hate you, I hate you to death! ”
Jian Liuzhu gritted his teeth, his always pretty face twisted, and shouted viciously at Hua Tian.
Hua Tian trembled all over, full of sadness, she really thought that Jian Liuzhu was a friend, she didn't expect this friend to hate herself so much, full of malicious speculation about herself, and put words like "disgusting" and "foxy" on herself.
She clenched her fists, stared at Jian Liuzhu, and saw that the hatred in her eyes was getting stronger, and she immediately understood that there was nothing to be sorry for, even if she didn't have a friend! Because if a person is a friend of you, you won't say it so hurtfully.
"What kind of nasty means did you use to make him willing to marry only you?" Jian Liu Zhu Gu spontaneously vented the resentment in his heart.
The sadness in Hua Tian's heart slowly disappeared, and her trembling body gradually returned to normal, she looked at Jian Liuzhu coldly,
"Go away, I don't think I've heard these words today. It should be the last bit of compassion we give each other for this friendship. ”
Jian Liuzhu smiled, she looked at the indifferent Hua Tian, and smiled viciously, "Do we still have friendship?" When you know that I like Zhongli, you still have to come up and snatch Zhongli away, is there anything else? is so fake, with the usual disgusting means, is there still friendship? ”
The last sentence, she even roared, her voice sharp and full of resentment.
Hua Tian stood up, walked to Jian Liuzhu's side, and looked down at Jian Liuzhu from top to bottom,
"What about what you like about Zhongli? Does Zhongli like you? But he likes me and loves me like crazy, even if I stab him with a dagger on the first day of the new year, he still loves me. I hurt him, hurt the people he cared about, and he was reluctant to punish me. You have done everything for her, I have hurt him many times, but he still wants to marry me wholeheartedly, but he abandons you as if you were a. ”
Hua Tian said as he looked at Jian Liuzhu's face, watching her face distorted because of her words, her eyes were full of resentment and resentment, and there was not much pride in her heart.
She can understand Jian Liuzhu, as a loser, who has used many small means to calculate herself. But he couldn't tolerate it, Jian Liuzhu trampled on his sincerity with such evil words.
In the relationship between her, Jian Liuzhu, and Zhongli, she does not think that she is a third party, and she is the one who snatched Zhongli away from Jian Liuzhu. If Jian Liuzhu and Zhong Liche were in love with each other at the beginning, then she would be the wrong person. But in fact, this is not the case, Jian Liuzhu has always been just unrequited love.
Since Jian Liuzhu and Zhong Liche are not in love, then what is wrong with her inserting it? Why did he attract such resentful and vicious curses from Jian Liuzhu?
Those words, in fact, she shouldn't have said them, they were Zhongli's tolerance for her, and she shouldn't have taken them out to be complacent. But only these words made Jian Liuzhu the most painful, so she still said it.
She has never been a good man and a woman, because she has suffered, she really wants to be ruthless to make a person feel bad, and she has thousands of ways to make people shudder. At present, what Jian Liuzhu has suffered is just the most ordinary abusive method.
Jian Liuzhu's beautiful eyes turned red, and his face was full of tears, but the hatred in his eyes was still so deep.
She stretched out her hands to support the tabletop so that she would not tremble and fall to the ground.
Hua Tian's words really pierced her heart. She didn't care about Zhongli for anything, and even disregarded the reputation of her family, but Zhongli still trampled her into the dust. And Hua Tian has never done anything good for Zhongli, and even hurt Zhongli, but Zhongli still loves Hua Tian with all his heart.
She loved Zhongli, and even if Zhongli stepped her into the dust, she was still reluctant to resent him and hate him. Because of this deep love, she couldn't listen to the person she loved deeply to another little lady, even if she knew it in her heart, even if she had said so.
She broke down and wept bitterly, irrefutable, powerless to argue.
She thought, how could there be a person in the world who made her love so painful.
Why is there such a sad thing in the world as "I love him, but he doesn't love me, but he loves her".
And why, these things happened to her, and she was born as the one who was not loved.
What is this qiē?
Jian Liuzhu lay on the table and cried hoarsely, crying with grief.
Hua Tian slowly sat back in his original position, looked at Jian Liuzhu, and suddenly felt like he had bullied someone in his heart.
After crying for a long time, Jian Liuzhu slowly stopped crying, stood up and walked out the door. As she was about to leave the door, she stopped.
"I have never done anything bad in my life, nor have I ever harmed anyone. Thousands of calculations, but for the sake of getting the word 'love', but Zhongli can't look down on me after all. And you, in every possible way, have done many bad things, harmed countless people, and your heart is a hundred times dirtier than mine, but you get love lightly, or the love I can't ask for. You say, what does Zhongli like about you? ”R1152