Colossian College, Administration Building, Dark Room.

I didn't expect the witch to arrive, and I couldn't even muster up the motivation to sigh that there were several layers of ingenuity and chaos.

In this self-written and self-directed black prank, it seems that it will not be able to completely achieve his wish after all.

At the moment, I really feel a headache and my brain is swollen.

I know my character best, but now there are people who know more than me.

That's why you can grasp a certain weakness of yourself, so that you are bound by the inability to be up or down.

Loki reached out and grabbed his wet hair, and the center of gravity of his pupils couldn't find a suitable place for a moment and was extremely confused.

How could he come up with a justified and dramatic reason?

Before he had brought the man in, or even touched the bottom line set by the other party during the exchange, Loki could no longer take it easy.

And these hidden causes and conditions can only stay on the unspeakable infinite extension line, still bleak, eternal, and unable to find the end.

The muscles of his face gradually tensed, and he could see that every pore exposed to the bubble bath water had forcibly suppressed ups and downs penetrating into it, Loki stretched out his only remaining left hand, and grasped the hazelnut chocolate ball with his open five fingers, which was obviously larger than the size of his hand, and handed it directly to his mouth, his eyes full of unpleasant eyes stared at the TV screen without blinking, he took a bite, and with the scattering of milk chocolate and hazelnut crumbs, Loki actually bit off along with his only remaining hand to his wrist, Rattle and chew carefully. Then swallowed it.

In the blink of an eye, the left hand reappeared, such a scene of indifferent, playing with himself, deceiving himself, and destroying himself, which was crisp and neat, making people feel frightened, and their hands and feet were cold.

Repeating and repeating, he bites off his left wrist along with the chocolate, and he doesn't feel the pain but blatantly grinds his own proportions into a blank with the pain.

Just look at the eyes and read that Loki's thoughts are undergoing a high-intensity sifting operation, but the man chooses such a distorted and unsafe means of expression.

The ground was interrupted, the fit of the teeth was stagnant and motionless, and the cold air that poured into the respiratory tract was dry and stinging the throat. A pair of eyes are about to burn.

I saw that the nine TV screens embedded in the wall snapped at the same moment, interrupting the broadcast and transmission. The figures disappeared, or the trembling ** or the terrifying harmonies also shattered into flowers with black and white.

What's going on?

He knew the situation of every powerful character in Colossae at this point in time, and no matter how much he thought about it, he couldn't imagine who could cover and wash away his power.

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Look back at the woods inside the academy.

Treehouse.

"Xunjian ......" repeated in a whisper, whether it is a combination, extension, or breaking it apart. It is certain that they are all first-time encounters. First appearance.

It's just that I'm in this urgent situation that I can't be idle. There is even a great possibility of a long-hidden crisis in the shadows, and Gu Xiaoxiao, who has lost his soul, is really in a trance.

A pair of eyes lowered to the bottom of the platform on which he was standing. I saw that the army of "Mercy" that had already gathered, although they surrounded it in the center, they only stood in place and did not make any moves.

It seems that it has not completely given up, but it has also relieved the urgent need.

At least it gave her a lot of time to think, didn't it?

"Thank you. It's just ......" lowered his head and raised it again, "why are you helping me?" ”

"Y-why, do you-have such an expression?" The boy who called himself Xunjian did not answer the rhetorical question.

I didn't expect the other party to speak so openly, but it was very thorough, picking out what I didn't want to admit and tried to ignore.

Then I don't know why, my eyes suddenly swelled with mist, very sour, very sour, and slowly swirled in it, but it didn't fall off.

"I'm scared—I'm just scared all of a sudden......" floated in the air, trembling helplessly, emptiness penetrating, sadness flowing.

The boy did not mean to press, but waited quietly, as if he knew when he should speak and when he should remain silent.

The two of them stood on a high platform, as if they were isolated from the world, and everything below had nothing to do with them.

"I ...... In fact, I was lost and regained, and I started to walk again, or I should say that it was a belated life, but I don't know why, I feel like I can't grasp anything, and I can't find anything here. Gu Xiaoxiao stretched out her hand to cover her chest, as if she was going to crush all the internal organs deep in her body, making her fall apart, and then scattered under the mirror, being refracted to the point that her skin was incomplete.

"Have you ever had a ...... like this" The countercurrent of blood made Gu Xiaoxiao feel tingling all over his body, something was burning his nerves, something was gnawing like aggression, and something was plundering heavily, "When I want to make a move, I will suddenly hesitate, afraid that my speculation about the other party's purpose is just wishful thinking, afraid that what I did is actually wrong, afraid that I will lose all my possession in the end, but I also know that when I pause and hesitate, maybe all this will have long passed, Even the opportunities that were available at the beginning have vanished. ”

The suppressed and rapid pumping sound condensed into frost in the air, and the boy could see that Gu Xiaoxiao's entire mind and mind were falling all the way at this moment, like a mountain collapse.

Now, if she continues like this, she will only be unable to move an inch.

"I don't have any exaggerated expectations, I just want to protect what I have now, but I don't know why, I'm so scared, I'm so afraid that if I do this, not only will I not be able to achieve what I want to protect, but I will also lose the precious ...... I have now. All. ”

Strive to condense your thoughts, along with the ventilation between each bite and chew

"But I didn't dare to speak, I wondered, what is it about me that he is by my side? Will those who are willing to be by my side now be disappointed when they see the other side of me and turn away? Because I didn't really get it, I used to be an invisible character who could pretend to lose all my senses even if I had nothing. But now, I'm scared, so scared. Maybe I'm supposed to be alone! This may be my fate, but if this is the case, why should I be allowed to exist in this world? Why me? ”

In the end, they were all replaced by crying bitterly, and the reverse roll was painful, and at this moment on the verge of collapse, Gu Xiaoxiao suddenly felt that he was surrounded by a pair of arms and held in his arms.

It's so warm that it's like a beautiful illusion.

Then there was a voice, full of water vapor mixed with understanding pain, as if it were spilling down from the distant sky.

"'Will you regret', 'Will you regret', 'How to choose', 'Nothing to rely on'...... Fear of losing what you have. They are even afraid that they will lose the meaning of their existence. Then not only his own words, but also every choice he made while standing at a fork in the road, began to question himself, and he completely denied himself. The boy spoke, his shallow breath enumerating one by one.

Every word poked into the heart. Gu Xiaoxiao didn't have time to care why the boy knew him so well. I used to think that I was not qualified to speak and do things because I couldn't accommodate it. Until now, I don't know whether to go with the flow or continue to use fools as shields, but after meeting Alpha and getting so much love that I couldn't even think of, I suddenly became even more confused and flustered.

What is hidden in the depths is finally revealed. It's just that I didn't expect to face such a strange sea of people in such a strange place.

Why would he really choose himself so well?

How can I be happy like this forever......

Gu Xiaoxiao allowed himself to rest his chin on the boy's shoulder, his eyes were tightly closed, like a fool, he didn't know that he had said everything he wanted in his heart, and the object of his speech was either himself, and some were Alpha, I don't know if the boy can understand it, and how much he understands it.

"You're such a kind child—"

The crying stopped abruptly, and Gu Xiaoxiao opened her eyes in a daze, her expression full of surprise and surprise.

"There's nothing wrong with being scared, how hard you want to be strong as you want to be strong, how vulnerable you are about trusting others. You say, 'It's the fate of being alone.'......" But no one can say for sure that there is such a thing as fate, and you will only see it when you really live it once. ”

The soft intonation slid into her ears, and Gu Xiaoxiao felt that apart from this voice, even breathing could no longer be heard.

"Just like you said to make a choice, no matter which direction, you can't make a judgment and estimate until you arrive, but even if you are wrong, it does not mean the end, and then you can choose - you have to suffer the consequences of your mistakes, no matter what the future is, because you listen to the call of your heart, even if you choose to avoid it decisively, as long as you do not disobey the true thoughts of your heart, because deceiving yourself will be the most painful attachment...... I believe in you, I believe you can. ”

The boy put his hand on the back of Gu Xiaoxiao's head soothingly, Gu Xiaoxiao's pupils trembled faintly, and the water swayed.

"You don't need to imitate others to make it black and white, and you don't need to label yourself as mature for some so-called gregariousness and harmony, you are you, and you are the only one in the world, such an existence......"

The chaotic and disoriented eyes tend to calm down and slowly move downward.

"It's not so much to resent that your feet are in the mire, as long as you can see the person you cherish standing in a safe place, but you also want it, the other party can reach out to you, it's not such a big fault, you are just you, you will look forward to it and be overwhelmed, so there will be people who grieve for you and move for you." The boy let go of his hand that was wrapped in a circle, slightly widened the distance between the two, and gently held Gu Xiaoxiao's arm, "And now, hasn't that person already appeared?" ”

"Yes......" Let him hold it, the once cloudy eyes finally stopped walking towards the darkness, and the emotion ended out of control after hearing the words, and a tear fell down in the blink of an eye.

"So now, what do you want to achieve in your heart?"

"I want ......" Gu Xiaoxiao's eyes were as bright as stars.

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Thank you for your concern, and thank you brother for joining the WTO, every word I say is deeply in my heart, it was always difficult to get out of the past, because Sheng Huan is really a person who cares about feelings, and will feel that most of the water in his body has a sour taste, but now, with you, cheer for me, I really don't feel lonely, I feel that no matter what I encounter, I can be strong, thank you! I'm very happy to have you. (To be continued......)