"What's wrong?"

Li Qiao strode into the church, and the sound of footsteps echoed in the empty church. Looking at a book? ・1 k?a?n?s book h?u・cc

There was anxiety and uneasiness in his voice, Li Qiao had already ordered him to go down and close the church for half a day today after receiving the call.

Just for, a man sitting in the middle of the row at this moment.

Li Qiao closed the door of the church, and the shadowy candle flame illuminated the whole church brilliantly. Actually, it's a very ordinary church. Simple and unpretentious, not flashy. But under the light of the candles, the whole church immediately gave a different feeling. Li Qiao slowed down and walked towards the person in front of him without saying another word.

The man sat upright, the candle outlining him, but unable to warm him.

Li Qiao was silent, sat down next to him, glanced at him, and looked straight at the idol in front of him, with a sense of joking but in order to ease the cold and tense atmosphere at the moment, he said lazily: "You haven't been here for a long time, I thought you would never come again." ”

"I'm a dead man, and being here will only cause you trouble."

A familiar voice sounded, Li Qiao met the gaze of the person in front of him, and Lian Ronglin's eyes looked weak and a little empty.

"What? Now that you appear, you're not afraid of causing me trouble? Li Qiao raised an eyebrow.

Lian Ronglin grinned bitterly, "Gu Qixue is dead." ”

"Gu Qixue?" Li Qiao frowned, "It's been a long time since I've heard you mention this person...... It's been two or three years, and you haven't mentioned her name again, why do you think about it now? What do you mean when you say she's dead? ”

Lian Ronglin concisely told Li Qiao that Gu Qixue was martini and was a member of the organization.

Li Qiao was stunned when he heard it, and even after Ronglin finished telling the story, Li Qiao didn't come back to his senses.

"So, this is polite...... Binbin, who followed Qian Xiaomo, is Gu Qixue's son? ”

"I just wanted to come and see this kid today, but I didn't expect to be sitting here all the time after coming here.? I want to read a book・1?k?a book nshu・cc"

Li Qiao frowned, "I remember, you said that Gu Qixue is the woman you love the most in your life." ”

Lian Ronglin pursed his lips, looking at his eyes emptyly, misty, everything seemed to be marked with a soft light. He was silent for a moment before slowly replying, "No, she is the woman I hate the most in my life." ”

"Really?" Li Qiao coughed lightly and began to tell the story of Lian Ronglin and Martini one by one, "At the beginning, who rushed to tell me that he met his true daughter in this life?" Later, you fell in love, who surprised Gu Qixue every day with different tricks, and who swore that they couldn't live without her? Later, she disappeared and disappeared, who never sleeped, who didn't think about tea and dinner? After finding out that she was in the United States, who chased her to the United States despite the opposition of the old man, and stayed for four years? Two years ago, at the wedding of Qian Xiaomo and Lei Ming, who met Gu Qixue, and then ran to me in despair and startled, grabbing me and shouting 'Gu Qixue is back'? ”

Lian Ronglin was silent.

Li Qiao sighed, stretched out his hand and put his hand on Lian Ronglin's shoulder, and said meaningfully: "If you don't love Gu Qixue, what are you doing in the sanatorium to see Binbin?" ”

"I just love Qian Xiaomo."

"Stop!" Li Qiao shook his head and smiled, "You don't love Qian Xiaomo, you just fell for yourself!" When you love Gu Qixue, Gu Qixue loves Lei Ming, and you already have a certain shadow in your heart. Later, Qian Xiaomo appeared, whether you are revenge or habitual, you will snatch the woman Lei Ming fell in love with. Later, you realized that Qian Xiaomo is a good girl, you are soft on her, you are addicted to her, you even let yourself think you are in love with her, in fact, you are just trying to force yourself to forget Gu Qixue! Your heart deceived you, until Gu Qixue's identity was exposed, all your stubbornness and infatuation finally exploded in your heart, and you realized the feeling you had never had. ”

Li Qiao paused slightly, "That is, you have never given up your love for Gu Qixue." ”

"No!" Lian Ronglin stubbornly roared, "I love Xiaomo!" ”

"As I said, that feeling is not love, it's almost an obsession, like being under a spell. The appearance of Qian Xiaomo, at most, makes you have a good impression of her, and this good impression is amplified by you and then used, and you unconsciously integrate your feelings for Gu Qixue, do you understand? ”

Lian Ronglin sneered and looked at Li Qiao, and roared: "You are not me at all, why do you say to me that the person I love is not Xiaomo?" How can you conclude that my feelings for Xiaomo are mixed with my feelings for Gu Qixue? Li Qiao, why do you say that! ”

"Just sit here now."

“……”

"You are mourning Gu Qixue's death, you are remembering and reminiscing about the relationship between you." Li Qiao stared at Lian Ronglin intently, his expression was stern and serious, just like facing every patient who came to him for counseling with psychological problems, "You don't want to admit it now, it's because you feel that once you admit it, then it will be even more heartbreaking!" Because you loved it but you missed it, and now it's time to regret it. In order not to make yourself regret, you don't let yourself admit and face it at all! ”

"Enough, Li Qiao......"

"Let's talk about it...... Seven years ago, you and Gu Qixue were born in this church. ”

"Li Qiao, don't force me." Lian Ronglin's face turned pale, as if he couldn't breathe.

Li Qiao didn't give up, but asked aggressively, "You remember it very well!" Otherwise, you wouldn't be unable to help but come to this place today. You're here, which means it's important to you! It's not the past when you were a kid, it's important to you, but it's not enough to touch the depths of your heart. Think about that year, you held the hand of the woman you loved, she was wearing a wedding dress, you were wearing a gown, and you were smiling so brightly......"

"Say no more! Say no more! ”

Lian Ronglin held his head in his hands in pain, but the memory in his mind was provoked by Li Qiao, setting off a bloody storm.

Seven years ago, it was really the best years of his life! He met Gu Qixue and fell in love with Gu Qixue. And the god of luck favored him, and Gu Qixue also loved him! Lian Ronglin has no shortage of women, but this incident made him excited, because he finally found the woman he wanted to spend his life with the most in his heart.

He imagined a lot about their future, the future they lived and loved together.

Lian Ronglin was ecstatic and brought Gu Qixue here, a very sacred church that was very important to him.

It was the hottest time of summer, the insects were chirping, the sun was shining, and the wind was scented. Lian Ronglin stood in the church in a dress, watching Gu Qixue, who was wearing a wedding dress, slowly walking towards him with flowers in her hand. Oh my God, she's so pretty! It's like a flower fairy coming out of the sun. Lian Ronglin was completely fascinated.

The snow-white wedding dress, golden sunlight, and flowers were also eclipsed in front of Gu Qixue.

Lian Ronglin only had her in his eyes, and he was willingly eaten by this woman.

He stepped forward and took her hand, slender and white, beautiful and beautiful, and they looked at each other and smiled.

At that moment, Lian Ronglin had only one thought, that is, the life he had in mind about their future life was finally going to come true! They stood side by side in front of Li Qiao, and Li Qiao, as a priest, was witnessed by Lian Ronglin's driver at that time, and they got married. His sentence of "I do" and her sentence of "I do" made the hearts of the two people tightly locked together.

At least, in Lian Ronglin's heart, yes.

Until the next day, when they were supposed to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau, Gu Qixue did not come. Lian Ronglin couldn't get through to her mobile phone, and searched all the places where she might be, but found nothing. Gu Qixue was like the world was steamed. Lian Ronglin went crazy, he came to Li Qiao for help, and the whole person was crazy to the point that he was almost like a madman. Li Qiao was forced to be helpless and injected him with tranquilizers.

Since then, Lian Ronglin has embarked on the road of finding a wife. He couldn't believe that the person he loved had disappeared from his life. Obviously, it is clear that they have sworn in front of the gods, and they will not leave each other, regardless of poverty or sickness. Gu Qixue must have suffered an accident. Lian Ronglin had such an idea at first, he sent someone to investigate, and later Gu Qixue and Lei Ming also had emotional entanglements, and even Ronglin was stunned.

Later, when Gu Qixue was found to be in the United States, Lian Ronglin chased after him despite the opposition of his family, and stayed for four years.

In the past four years, no one knows how Lian Ronglin came over in the United States.

They only know that Gu Qixue is married and divorced in the United States, and has a child, but the child is not her husband's. The gossip was raging, and Lian Ronglin's belief was finally shattered at this moment. He was so disappointed that he was rejected by Gu Qixue for four whole years, and he didn't even know why. Lian Ronglin simply had no way to accept this reality. He returned to China, and Li Qiao accompanied him, I don't know how many days and nights he was drunk.

Later, Lian Ronglin changed as a person. No one is allowed to mention Gu Qixue's name in front of him, not anything related to her. He began to deny his feelings for Gu Qixue, but he could deceive anyone, but he couldn't deceive the lonely and saddened heart in the midnight dream. So he forced his face to smile day by day, became idle and cynical, and it seemed that Gu Qixue had never appeared in his life.

Until, on the way to the airport that day, he met Qian Xiaomo, and it was indeed just a simple good feeling. has a good impression of women, and even Ronglin has never been stingy. But after he knew that this woman was the woman Lei Ming liked, it seemed that everything began to change. I don't know why, Lian Ronglin can't control himself at all, he is jealous of Lei Ming, and he is also hating Lei Ming for Gu Qixue, all the complex emotions are added together, Lian Ronglin has walked down step by step, and has come to this day......

"You have to admit, Ronglin, who are you really in love? When you left here for treatment in the United States, didn't you subconsciously think that she was Gu Qixue when you brought Xiaomo to this church? ”

"That's enough, Li Qiao......" Lian Ronglin raised his head weakly, his face haggard, "What's the point of talking about this now?" Nothing can be changed...... Until the end, I didn't forgive her, I didn't even look at her, I didn't know that her original name was Li Jinyu......" Lian Ronglin smiled bitterly, "Now, I don't know if the person I loved really existed!" Who is she, is it Gu Qixue, Martini, or Li Jinyu? ”

"The name is just a code name, no matter what name she uses, she is still her, and she is still the person you love."

Qian Xiaomo's voice suddenly sounded, and Li Qiao and even Ronglin didn't know when she came in.

"I'm just here to bring you a bowl of ginger soup."

While speaking, Qian Xiaomo had already placed the lunch box in front of Li Qiao.

Then, she looked at Lian Ronglin again and said meaningfully: "Loving someone is not a sin, let alone right or wrong. No matter what kind of person the other person is, if you fall in love with her, it proves that she is worthy of being loved by you. Please don't deny your love, this is the love for you, the least respect for the people you have loved. ”

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