Chapter 317: Liu Shishi's decision

Liu Shishi smiled miserably, only to feel that the pain in her heart was like her heart was torn, she was able to hold on until now, the only thing she could rely on was Lin Yuquan's love for him, but now this man actually said that he still loved others in his heart, and suddenly, she felt that every corner of the sky in her heart had collapsed, it hurt, it hurt.

Although Lin Yuquan said that he loved her, but a man has another woman in his heart, is this kind of love still pure love? And Lin Yuquan actually loves Liu Yifei, just like Liu Yifei hates her, she actually hates each other all the time.

It's hard to explain why, maybe it's because of the jealousy of Liu Yifei in her bones, yes, jealousy, this is the feeling of Liu Yifei before she didn't know Liu Yifei, the same age, the same woman, but she found that she couldn't compare to Liu Yifei in too many places, when she hadn't entered the Kyoto Dance Academy and was just an ordinary high school girl, Liu Yifei had already become famous with the role of Bai Xiuzhu in "The Family of Gold Powder", and when she started acting by accident, Liu Yifei at that time was known as "Dragon Babu" Wang Yuyan's corner is popular all over the country and has become a well-known fairy sister.

That is, after she entered the showbiz, with her understanding of the showbiz, her envy of Liu Yifei suddenly rose to jealousy, why are two people of the same age, one has become popular, and the other can only star in unknown dramas, without any repercussions.

Although sometimes Liu Yifei looks like a child who has not grown up, compared to herself, she is beautiful, beautiful and beautiful, lively and cheerful, and has a prominent family background.

I still remember the first time I met Liu Yifei, she was like a princess on top, but she was like a village girl coming out of the mountains.

Speaking of which, she has always been able to perceive Liu Yifei's dislike or disgust for her, originally she thought it was because of the identity gap between herself and the other party, but now it seems that it is because of Lin Yuquan, because the other party feels that she has robbed her of Brother Yuquan.

Is it possible to share a man with such a woman?

Feeling the familiar warm feeling coming from Lin Yuquan's chest, Liu Shishi felt pain in his heart, like a pain in his heart, is this still the same Lin Yuquan who swore to love her for the rest of his life? Scenes flashed in her mind, there were encounters at the airport, he confessed to himself, kissed her hard, two people hugged each other and said very sensual and childish love words, there was the sun shining, the two of them were talking and laughing, he was happily cooking for himself, and there was the madness of the two of them in bed But this qiē seems to be over, she is like an illusory dream.

Although Lin Yuquan said that she still loved her, she couldn't accept it at all, and she felt even more uncomfortable, why love herself and fall in love with others, and since she is already in love with Liu Yifei, why do you have to sue herself, and be one of his women, don't you have self-esteem? Is his love with him so cheap?

The more he thought about it, the more angry Liu Shishi became, so he broke free again, and yelled at the same time: "Let go of me." ”

"I won't let go, I can't live without you." Lin Yuquan hugged the nephrite warm beauty tightly and shook his head firmly.

"You can't do without me, then why do you want to provoke Liu Yifei, I know that I can't compare to her in many places, but since you are all like this, why don't you just abandon me, why do you want to tie me to your side." Liu Shishi said angrily.

Lin Yuquan can feel the girl's pain, although he has thought about Liu Shishi's reaction after telling Liu Shishi many times in his mind, but when this scene really happened, his heart was extremely guilty and uncomfortable, although he faced the Golden Horse Award, in the face of Wu Yusen, he could fight back mercilessly, but at this moment, it was extremely difficult for him to even say a simple word: "Because I like you, I don't want you to be hurt, I want to give you happiness." ”

In just three sentences, Lin Yuquan seemed to have exhausted all his strength.

"Heh, what about Liu Yifei?" Liu Shishi smiled dismally.

"I like her too, and in my heart, you are all the people I love the most." Because of too much force, Lin Yuquan's voice became dry.

"Oh, it's all your favorite, can your heart be divided into two halves? Can you hold both of us at the same time like you do now? Liu Shishi let the tears run down her cheeks and fell to the ground, her self-esteem did not allow her to share a man with a woman she hated, and she didn't need such love at all, and although she once jokingly said to Lin Yuquan that if Lin Yuquan liked someone else or did something sorry for her, she would leave immediately, but now it is difficult for her to say the word leave, because Lin Yuquan still likes her, she also likes Lin Yuquan, and at the same time she doesn't know how to live without Lin Yuquan.

"You can only choose one of the two of us, me or her?"

Liu Shishi said coldly, although she couldn't imagine leaving Lin Yuquan, she was even more reluctant to share him with Liu Yifei, she loved Lin Yuquan, and it was love from the bottom of her bones, if Lin Yuquan was willing to give up Liu Yifei, then she would treat him as if nothing had happened, no, it was better for him than before, it sounded silly, but this was her heart, she was willing to make sacrifices for love.

"Whew." Lin Yuquan sighed in his heart, after understanding his feelings for Yifei, he knew that there would be such a day, there would be such a scene, which was destined to be faced, unless he didn't confess to Yifei at that time, unless he had deceived himself all his life to hide his feelings, but how could he watch Yifei continue to suffer for him and be indifferent.

"Shi Shi, I know I'm too selfish, but I really can't watch either of you and Yifei get hurt"

"Let go of me, and then look me in the eye and tell me, is it me or her?" Liu Shishi interrupted her, his voice extremely cold.

"Shi Shi, I," Lin Yuquan said astringently.

"Let go of me, then look me in the eye, you can only choose one." Liu Shishi interrupted Lin Yuquan's words loudly again, her delicate body trembled uncontrollably, and she only felt that her heart was almost broken, why did she give it to him again and again, but he didn't have the slightest intention of turning back, what else did she want her to do, and asked her to share a man with other women without self-esteem.

Hearing Liu Shishi's resoluteness, Lin Yuquan let go of his hand, held the girl's shoulder, looked at the girl's red and moist eyes with guilt, and felt the thick expectation and incomparable sadness in the girl's eyes, his heart was very painful, and at the same time, he didn't dare to look directly into the girl's eyes with guilt.

Liu Shishi, who couldn't stop flowing with tears in his eyes, looked at the face of the man in front of her who made her love to the bones, no charming smile, no warmth, no sweetness, no self-confidence, Lin Yuquan at this moment was completely different from what she saw in the past, instead of pain, guilt, embarrassment, and sorrow, which made her very strange and very sad, why is it so difficult to make such a choice, am I really not as important as Liu Yifei in your eyes? What flowers are under the moon, the mountains and the sea swear, the white head is not old, it is just a lie, for me, you can't even give up Liu Yifei.

"Sue me sù your choice, is it me or her?" Liu Shishi's voice was hoarse, and he said very resolutely.

"Shi Shi, don't force me, you are all the people I love the most, and I can't lose any of you." Lin Yuquan said bitterly.

"You keep saying you can't lose any of us, do I have to share you with another woman? Lin Yuquan, do you think this is fair to me? Don't force you, okay, I won't force you, I will fulfill you and her, I wish you happiness. Liu Shishi said as he broke free from Lin Yuquan's hand on her shoulder, endured the pain in his heart and turned around to leave.

"Shi Shi, don't leave, don't you love me?" Lin Yuquan hurriedly grabbed one of Liu Shishi's hands.

"Love, of course I do, but because I love you, do I have to endure sharing you with other women? I'm sorry, I can't do it, it's okay to end it like this, in fact, I've been worried about whether we'll be able to go all the way to the end a long time ago, you're a big director, a big tycoon, but I'm just an ordinary actress with no name, you know? I'm always worried about if you suddenly don't want me one day, always worried about what will happen after our relationship is exposed, it's so tired, it's too bitter, I've had enough of it a long time ago. And I also get along very badly with your friends, too, you are so good, of course your friends are prejudiced against me and do not accept me, your friends are like this, let alone other people. Anyway, we can't make it to the end, and it's good to break up now, so that I don't have to continue to suffer, continue to suffer, I really can't hold on. Liu Shishi laughed miserably.

"I'm sorry, it's me who didn't do enough, I didn't care about you more attentively." Lin Yuquan said guiltily that he found that his boyfriend was really a failure, and he only cared about his own feelings, but he didn't consider the problem from Liu Shishi's point of view, which made the girl suffer too much, and he knew that Liu Shishi didn't get along well with Jiang Yan, Wang Luodan and others, and he didn't solve the problem.

"Don't say it, it's useless to say it again, heh, in fact, since I've been with you, I've always felt like I'm dreaming, an ordinary girl has a big director, a billionaire boyfriend, it's like a plot in a TV series, now it's time to wake up, I can be my true self, and I don't have to be scared anymore." Liu Shishi, who still had tears on his face, smiled reluctantly.

Lin Yuquan felt a pain in his heart: "Shi Shi, don't leave me, okay?" I know it's me wrong, but I swear I'll make you happy. ”

"Heh, can you give up Liu Yifei for me? If you can't, don't keep me anymore, let it go, this is the best choice for you, for me, for Liu Yifei, if someone is always hurt, let me leave, in fact, for me, this may be the best ending, because I don't have the confidence to go to the end with you, all along, I am gritting my teeth and insisting, I don't know when I will collapse myself, you and I are like people from two worlds, not suitable for being together at all, and even if we fall in love like this, then what about the marriage I want, you can make Liu Yifei a lover, Then marry me? Liu Shishi looked at her directly.

Lin Yuquan was silent because he knew that it was all true, but his heart was very painful and bitter.

"Let it go, that's what's best for me, I don't want to be tired and wait for the pain later." Liu Shishi broke away from Lin Yuquan's hand.

"What do you need?" Lin Yuquan said hoarsely, he didn't continue to stay, he already knew what kind of pressure and pain Liu Shishi was undergoing, and now what face did he have to keep her to continue, empathy, if he was in Liu Shishi's current position, how would he choose?

"I may not be able to act in "Liao Zhaiqi Woman", it is difficult for me to face Liu Yifei and your friends now, in addition, I also need time to be quiet, and I want to leave the Yuquan family, and it is not suitable for me to stay there now." Liu Shishi said calmly.

"It's okay not to appear in "Liao Zhaiqi Woman", but why do you want to leave the Yuquan family, I just make you so annoying, you want to completely erase me from your life." Lin Yuquan said excitedly.

"So how do you think I should work there as your breakup ex-girlfriend, and what would others think of me if they found out?" Liu Shishi looked at her calmly, and only from her weak and hoarse voice did she know how painful and sad she was under the calm appearance.

Lin Yuquan was silent for a moment and then said in a deep voice: "You can leave the Yuquan family, but you can't leave the system of Shuguang Films, I will set up another brokerage company later, you go to a new brokerage company!"

"Why can't I leave the system of Dawning Films, we have broken up, do you still want me to live under your control all the time?" Liu Shishi looked at him excitedly, with stubbornness flashing in his eyes.

Lin Yuquan smiled bitterly, of course he didn't think so, but the situation in the entertainment industry was very chaotic and dirty, because of his savings, so there was no atmosphere of other brokerage companies in the Yuquan family, such as Emperor and other brokerage companies would arrange artists to accompany some bosses to eat, drink, sing and even that, how could he watch the woman who broke up, but still loved in his heart enter the kind of place where the filth and dirt were hidden, and no one could hurt her, this was the promise he made to the girl at the beginning.

"No why, you just listen to me, okay? The outside world of showbiz is not so beautiful, and you also want to win success only with your own efforts and your own strength, and not rely on anything else! ”

Liu Shishi was silent for a while, of course she understood what Lin Yuquan meant, although she is now a little famous, but it is not so easy to join other brokerage companies and want to get on the top, in the entertainment industry, the unspoken rules are the most common phenomenon, but how could she be willing to accept the unspoken rules and kill her.

Although she wanted to refuse, she really wanted to leave Lin Yuquan completely, but it was really difficult for her to say the words of refusal, what is the situation of the Yuquan family, of course she knows it very well, because almost all the film and television dramas filmed by everyone are made by their own companies, so the directors and producers will not ask the actors for unspoken rules or anything at all, because they belong to Lin Yuquan's subordinates, from the director to the field affairs, they take very good care of them, and they feel like a family. And even if it is filming other company dramas, because everyone in the circle knows that the Yuquan family is not so much a brokerage company as a family, for the sake of Lin Yuquan's face, no director or investor will be stupid enough to mention the unspoken rules.

It can be said that unless he leaves the entertainment industry, the Yuquan family, or Lin Yuquan's newly established brokerage company, is his best choice.

"Isn't this bad, I don't need special treatment, and I don't want others to look at me in special eyes." Liu Shishi said stubbornly.

"I'll watch it deal with it, no one will see it." Lin Yuquan said lonely.

"This is the last thing you do for me, don't do anything for me in the future, let me live my own life." Liu Shishi took a deep look at him, and then walked downstairs.

Lin Yuquan moved his hand, but he didn't keep it after all, and he didn't say anything, just said silently in his heart: "I'm sorry, Shi Shi, I wish you happiness!" I'll always watch over you. ”

When Liu Shishi ran downstairs in one breath, the pain that was gradually suppressed came out again, broke up, she broke up with Lin Yuquan, the truth is so wonderful, she came here with joy, and in a blink of an eye, it turned into a sad departure.

Why is this happening, as soon as she stepped out of the gate of Lin Yuquan Villa, she immediately lost all her strength and squatted on the ground, and the tears that had stopped, one drop, two drops, three drops flowed down her delicate cheeks.

All along, she has relied on Lin Yuquan's sworn love for her, and just when she had just made up her mind to continue to persevere, fate played a big joke on her, the man she loved so much actually fell in love with someone else, although she had been full of worries about herself and Lin Yuquan's future, but ending in such a way was really not what she wanted.

After getting along with Lin Yuquan for nearly two years, she can feel the true emotions in Lin Yuquan's heart, but the more this is the case, the more she feels hurt, and she can't hate that man, maybe every qiē is providential, why did he meet Liu Yifei before he walked into his life, such a pure and beautiful girl, which man would not love it? She also understands Liu Yifei, always getting along with such a perfect man, how can she not fall in love for a long time? A qiē is providential.

But why did such a providence happen to me? If, if, there is no if this time is not, she can only accept her fate.

But her heart hurts, it hurts, she knows that this is the best choice, and she obviously proposes to break up by herself.

I should be happy, yes, I should be happy, that man already has another woman in his heart besides her, and he doesn't have to bear huge pressure anymore, he is always worried about this and that.

Singing a song, the melody and lyrics of Liang Jingru's "Happy Breakup" appeared in her mind, "I can't help you predict, you are really much more beautiful when you are confident, you swear that you will live with a smile, no one can confiscate anyone's happiness, if you see through the heart, it will be sunny, like taking a slow train, parting with old love, waving goodbye to the wrong talent and the right meeting, please be happy, happy breakup"

But the more she comforted herself like this, the more tears appeared on her face.

She had considered breaking up with Lin Yuquan, but when such a scene really happened, she knew that breaking up was so painful, and at the same time, her heart was also confused, could she forget Lin Yuquan in the future, can she like others again? Scenes of happiness with Lin Yuquan flashed in her mind, and before she knew it, this man had already become all she had.

Maybe it was enough to cry, Liu Shishi dragged her tired body to get up, she didn't find the answer, or she was subconsciously avoiding the answer generated in her heart, looked back at Lin Yuquan's brightly lit villa, and said silently in her heart, "Yuquan, I wish you happiness!" Then he was ready to leave, to return to the harbor of his home, and silently lick his scarred heart.

However, when she turned around and saw the slender figure under the street lamp, she was stunned, and her eyes became very complicated, anger, hatred, sadness, and so on.

The other party also looked at her with particularly complicated eyes, and when she and the other party's eyes met, the entire time and space seemed to freeze at this moment. R1152