Chapter 164: Give Her a Shoulder
"The horoscope book really says that we don't get along."
The tone was mixed with seven points of unwillingness, two points of reluctance, and one point of helplessness.
"Well, even if it's true, each of us has to live well, don't you say?" I said lovingly, rubbing her hair.
Bai Li just smiled indifferently and got up to leave.
I quickly cleaned up, grabbed the things on the side, and trotted out with Bai Li: "Wait, I'll send you." ”
Bai Li turned around at this time: "No need, I'll leave myself." ”
"It's not safe for you to be alone, I'll send you off."
"You sent me back, and when you come back, I still have to worry about your safety." Bai Li waved to me after speaking, and soon walked down, and could hear the echo of going downstairs from the hallway.
I was alone in place, and I was about to say something, but the person was gone, and only my right hand, which was half left in the air, was left.
"Bai Li, actually, I want to say that even if we can't be together, no one can deprive you of your place in my heart." I stood there, it was a little cold outside, I looked at the dark hallway for a moment, then turned and walked in.
Since moving here, I've had to make do with instant noodles every night.
Such days have been continuing, as if life has finally returned to dullness bit by bit. People will always be afraid of idle days, especially when you are alone, you will see your former self, and the past that you can no longer grasp.
In April and May, Wuhan was already able to wear only one coat. Winter goes to spring, and the days crawl silently on everyone's annual rings, shaking their hands, but they can't feel the traces of that carving.
Since the last time we met, I haven't seen Mo Bei again, and I haven't gone to her, I don't know why, I'm a little scared, and I don't even know what I should say if I meet her. Bai Li will still come to see me from time to time, will bring me some food, wash my clothes, and accompany me to keep vigil. I didn't ask Bai Li and Han Fei about it again, she didn't say that I didn't ask, this is not a distance, this is a tacit understanding. Bai Li sometimes doesn't go back to Wuhan for a few days because she takes the group out, and the days without time will inadvertently remind me of Xia Mo, think about it, we haven't been in touch for a long time, how is she doing now?
Those so-called cheapness are when you are thinking about someone, in fact, what you want to know is not whether she is doing well, but rather, without me by your side, will you still be happy? Do you also remember our old days?
We will always be the soul of our own soul.
It has been drizzling in Wuhan these days, which has made the city even more foggy. There's no way to go out and set up a stall at night, and not many people will be there.
I was alone at home listening to the song and staring at the ceiling.
"Knock knock." At this time, there was a knock on the door outside.
I took the headphones off: "Who?" ”
No one was talking outside, but there was still a knock on the door.
I walked out with some confusion and opened the door, but it was Ning Kewei standing in front of me.
"Hey, why are you?"
Before I could come back to my senses, I felt a strong wind in my ears, and I grabbed Ning Kewei's right hand: "Give me a slap when you don't need to see me!" I stared at Ning Kewei coldly and said.
"Gu Nan, are you still not a man?"
I frowned and didn't understand what Ning Kewei meant, I just smiled: "What, want to see if my Gu Nan is a man?" ”
"Shameless." Ning Kewei glanced at me disdainfully and jerked his hand out.
"What, what are you looking for me?" I turned around and went into the room, sat down on the bed on the side, and lit a cigarette.
Ning Kewei slowly entered the house at this time: "Gu Nan, I really don't understand what Mo Bei likes about you?" ”
"Hehe, you don't have to worry about it."
"Yes, I don't have to. But, Gu Nan, I'll just ask you a word, you don't care if Mobei is going to die? ”
I listened to Ning Kewei's words and stood up suddenly: "What did you say?" ”
"Heh, I'm still in a hurry, I thought you weren't in a hurry."
At this time, I was a little anxious, and I took two steps towards Ning Kewei: "What's wrong with her?" ”
"Gu Nan, I thought you wouldn't care. It is you who say that you are together, it is you who say that you are happy to Mobei, and it is you who say that you will always be happy. It's also you who said to go, did you open an inn in Mobei, our home? Just go. You men, you don't have a good thing. "Ning Kewei must have endured it for a long time, that's why it's such an atmosphere.
Suddenly, the time box seemed to be opened. I remember the day and Mobei at her secret base, my personal promises, all my catharsis, my forgetfulness, my life drunk.
I was a little anxious, so I dragged Ning Kewei: "What's wrong with her?" Say it quickly. ”
"I won't say it."
"Do you want to talk about it?"
"I don't say, what can you do?" Ning Kewei stared into my eyes and said deadly.
I breathed heavily: "Ning Kewei, even if I beg you, you can sue me." ”
"Can you give me a cigarette?"
I nodded, and quickly lit a cigarette for Ning Kewei.
Ning Kewei's smoking appearance is particularly ecstatic, when she is sandwiched between her fingers, she can't see the cigarette, but she can see the curling smoke.
"Don't worry, I lied to you. Ning Kewei didn't do much, but now she needs a dependency too much. Since you promised and broke into her life, then you have to give her an explanation, Gu Nan, do you say yes? ”
I didn't nod or shake my head, I stood still, my mind full of mush.
"You must also know the situation in Mo Bei's family, she is just a woman, do you know how heavy the burden is on her shoulders. If you can help her, why don't you give her a shoulder. I also know what you think in your heart, it's nothing more than your man's face, but Gu Nan, think about it, if you really can, really work hard enough, Mo Bei is not your dependence, on the contrary, you are her reliance. Ning Kewei finished the last puff of her cigarette and elegantly extinguished the ashtray on the side.
Ning Kewei turned around and walked outside, just took two steps and stopped: "Gu Nan, remember, you are a gentleman, and your so-called grandfather is just an excuse for self-face." If you say it, you have to be responsible, don't be in such a mess. ”
(Sleep, good night.) )
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