Zhang Yang looked at Chen Xue, he suddenly felt that his eyes were hot, and he was almost about to cry.

Chen Xue said: "It's very cold here, you hurt your meridians, and you can't stay in the snow for too long." ，

Zhang Yang shook his head and said, "I'm not going anywhere, I'm here"

Chen Xue sighed, she stretched out her hand and held Zhang Yang's big hand, Chen Xue's slender hand was smooth and delicate, but lacked temperature, Zhang Yang suddenly felt a cold and soft inner breath sent through his palm, and he realized that Chen Xue was helping him heal.

Zhang Yang broke free of Chen Xue's palm, and he staggered to his feet.

Chen Xue looked at him worriedly, what happened to make Zhang Yang so sad, he refused his help, obviously wanting to use the pain in his body to torture himself. Although she has few opportunities to meet Zhang Yang, she still knows a little about Zhang Yang, Zhang Yang is a strong person, and in her impression, she has never seen him so sad and depressed.

Zhang Yang said: "Jiatong is dead. ，

Chen Xue was stunned for a moment, she finally knew the reason for Zhang Yang's sadness, Chen Xue said softly: "You love her?" ，

Zhang Yang nodded.

Chen Xue said: "What do you want to do?" Desperately torturing yourself to prove your true feelings for her? ，

Zhang Yang said: "I'm not trying to torture myself, I just can't forgive myself, if it weren't for me, she might not have died." ，

Chen Xue said: "I don't know what happened, but I heard that it is happy to die for a loved one, and I think she must be like this." ，

Zhang Yang turned his head, his eyes were red, and said, "I can't forgive myself." ，

"What can it be? Will you be like the ancients who died and died? Use your life to prove your love for her? , Chen Xue's tone was still cold, but her heart was full of worry about Zhang Yang.

Zhang Yang said: "I don't know what the point of living is"

Chen Xue said: "Fifty steps forward is to sacrifice yourself to the cliff, jump down for a hundred, you don't have to suffer from now on, and you won't feel guilty anymore, I will tell your family and friends about your martyrdom." ，

Zhang Yang was stunned.

Chen Xue said: "If you feel that you can find comfort in doing this, I support you, but what about your family? What about Chu Yanran? What about your friends? You die, you no longer feel guilty, but how many people will you bring pain, how many people will you make sad? ，

Zhang Yang was silent.

Chen Xue said: "I always thought that you were a big husband who could afford to let go, but I was wrong, you are just a coward, you are suffering because you want to escape, you came here to get drunk and sing, or do you want to escape, if Gu Jiatong has a spirit in the sky, she will think that she has seen you wrong, and she will regret loving you"

"Stay." Zhang Yang is like an angry lion.

Chen Xuejiaojie's face was still unwavering, and she said softly: "You are not hurting yourself, but the people around you, wake up!" For her sake, you should go down well, her departure is not to let you indulge in sadness, but to let you know how to cherish the people around you, know how to better protect everyone around you, to avoid them from being hurt. ，

Chen Xue's words were like an etheric empowerment, which made Zhang Yang, who had been in chaos in the past few days, suddenly sober up, he couldn't escape, he wanted to make the living happy, and he wanted to avoid Gu Jiatong's tragedy from happening again.

Chen Xue said softly: "Are you hungry?" ，

Zhang Yang shook his head.

Chen Xue said: "There is snow sleet on the mountain, if you really have to wait until the heavy snow covers the mountain, you may not be able to go back." ，

Zhang Yang said: "It doesn't matter"

Chen Xue said: "I don't want to be trapped in this mountain with you for the rest of my life. After saying this, he suddenly felt a little speechless, and his heartstrings couldn't help but flutter slightly, Chen Xue controlled his state of mind very well, but in an instant, he quickly regained his calm, Zhang Yang was sad at this time, of course he wouldn't notice this.

Chen Xue said: "I'm going to Black Mountain Township, and I told my mother that she must be in a hurry when it's late."

Zhang Yang nodded pointedly: "I'll send you"

Chen Xue heard him say this, and felt comforted in her heart, Zhang Yang no longer insisted on staying alone in this barren mountain and wilderness, she knew that Gu Jiatong's departure was a deep blow to Zhang Yang, and it was impossible for Zhang Yang's inner wound to be healed in a short time, she only hoped that Zhang Yang would not be so masochistic, and slowly come out of sadness, when people are depressed, it is not suitable to stay alone, someone to talk to him, talk to him and talk about it will be much better.

The two of them went down to Qingyun Peak, and Zhang Yang noticed at this time that although the road of Qingyun Peak was steep, and the snow road was slippery, it was difficult to walk, but Chen Xue walked on the snow very calmly, and his feet were gently fluttering on the snow, Chen Xue did not deliberately hide his martial arts in front of Zhang Yang, and walked down the mountain like a cloud.

Zhang Yang remembered that Chen Xue wanted to heal herself just now, and the internal force that came from the palm of her hand, this little girl's internal cultivation had already reached a considerable level. Compared with Chen Xue, Zhang Yang's situation is a little bad, he was grief-stricken just now, dancing the sword in the snow to vent the pain in his heart, in this state it is most likely to cause a bad pool, at least it will damage the meridians, and at worst it will go crazy. If it weren't for Chen Xue's timely appearance, Zhang Yang's damage would probably be even greater.

Zhang Yang quietly breathed as he walked, repairing the injured meridians, and in this way, his speed slowed down.

Chen Xuexiu was thoughtful and thoughtful, she had already noticed that there was something wrong with Zhang Yang's meridians, and quietly reached out and held Zhang Yang's left hand, and the cold and soft internal breath was transmitted into Zhang Yang's meridians again, this time Zhang Yang did not refuse. Although Chen Xue's internal force is not as strong and domineering as his, it is like a trickle that stretches endlessly, and her internal force has a strong effect on the repair of the meridians.

The snow was falling heavier and heavier, and the speed at which the two of them walked in the mountains was not in a hurry or slow, and there was nothing abnormal at first, but later, white steam came out of the top of their heads, and Chen Xue's pretty face was as delicate as a begonia, and her breath became rapid. This is because in the process of helping Zhang Yang heal, her internal breath loss is not small.

When Zhang Pi saw Chen Xue's appearance, he couldn't help but feel pity in his heart, he gently let go of Chen Xue's slender hand, and said with a sigh of relief: "It's much better."

Chen Xue saw that his face had finally recovered a trace of blood, and knew that his internal injuries had recovered a lot, so she said softly: "I hope you don't abuse yourself anymore."

Zhang Yang nodded, he pointed into the distance, his pickup truck was parked halfway up the mountain, covered with snow, and if you didn't pay attention, you would almost miss its location.

The two came to the front of the car, Zhang Yang opened the car door, let Chen Xue go up, brushed the snow off the car window, returned to the car and started the engine, and warmed the car for a while before starting. Chen Xue was going to his mother Geng Xiuju in Black Mountain Township.

Because of the snow road slippery, Zhang Yang did not dare to put the speed of the car fast, and when it was already dark in Heishanzi Township, Zhang Yang's career started here, and he was very familiar with everything in Heishanzi Township, because of the development of Qingtai Mountain, Heishan Zixiang has also undergone earth-shaking changes, and there are obviously a lot more small buildings in the town, and the gate of the township government chalk house has also been renovated.

Geng Xiuju was on duty in the Township Government Mansion today, and was waiting for her daughter to come over outside the Township Government Mansion when she was anxious, when she saw the pickup truck coming to the gate of the Township Government's Mansion, Geng Xiuju looked at it curiously, but saw her daughter push the car door and walked down, Zhang Yang then followed, and came to Geng Xiuju, he smiled reluctantly and said: "Happy New Year, Sister Geng"

Geng Xiuju was pleasantly surprised: "Isn't this Director Zhang?" What wind brought you to Montenegro? You're a guest! I heard that you went to the Nancy Sports Commission, and now you are the director of the Sports Commission, and you are at the level" three sentences do not leave the bank, Geng Xiuju is still inseparable from the topic of the system.

Zhang Yang smiled indifferently: "It's in the past, I recently took sick leave and haven't gone back to work." ，

Geng Xiuju said with concern: "What kind of disease?" Haven't you always been in good health? ，

In the face of Geng Xiuju's incessant questions, Zhang Yang could only smile bitterly.

Chen Xue couldn't help but say, "Mom! Don't you ask if the snow is so big, you let the guests stand like this? ，

Geng Xiuju realized that she was a little rude, and she smiled embarrassedly: "Look at me, I forgot to ask you to sit inside." ，

Zhang Yang said: "No need, I'm in a hurry to go back to Chunyang and go see my mother"

Chen Xue said: "It's so late, and it's snowing so hard, don't leave today"

Geng Xiuju was secretly frightened when she heard this, how did this little girl and Zhang Yang get together? actually left him to live here, that is not possible, he is a widow, and only Chen Xue's daughter, if you let outsiders know, I don't know what gossip will be, Geng Xiuju said: "Director Zhang, or you stay to eat......,..., she said very reluctantly, but she was reluctant in her heart."

Zhang Yang really didn't mean to stay for dinner, he smiled: "I went to Zixia to see Shangxiang today, and I happened to meet Chen Xue, so I took her a ride along the way, so I won't bother you, my mother should cook at home, and it's not far from here to Chunyang, it's an hour." After he finished speaking, he turned around and got into the car.

Chen Xue said: "You drive carefully. ，

Zhang Yang waved his hand to the mother and daughter in the car, and the pickup truck quickly disappeared into the wind and snow.

When Zhang Yang walked away, Geng Xiuju grabbed her daughter and said, "What's the matter?" How are you with him? You guys are not. ，

Chen Xue said: "Mom, are you annoyed?"

The chance encounter with Chen Xue on Qingyun Peak made Zhang Yang realize that there were many friends, relatives, and lovers around him who cared about him, and he couldn't be blindly depressed, and his love for Jiatong could never be forgotten, but he shouldn't let the people around him worry about him.

If it weren't for Chen Xue's words, Zhang Yang was still immersed in pain and self-blame at this time, he had no time to take care of the people around him, the things around him, and even he wouldn't think of going to Chunyang's home to see, he wanted to escape everything now, escape from reality, and taste pain alone in loneliness.

When Zhang Yang came to Chunyang's house, it was already more than eight o'clock in the evening, looking at the orange light on his small building, Zhang Yang felt warm from the bottom of his heart, he parked the car, stepped on the snow and walked a few steps, but hesitated when he came to the door, he didn't know if he should go back.

Just when he hesitated, the door opened, and a girl walked out of it, it was too late for Zhang Yang to dodge and leave, that girl was He Xinyan, He Xinyan stood in the snow, looking at him quietly, as if he had already known that he would come, her beautiful eyes were full of deep longing, and her concern was overflowing: "I'm back"

Zhang Yang nodded.

He Xinyan said softly: "Everyone in the family is waiting for you"

Zhang Yang followed He Xinyan into the courtyard, and saw his mother standing in the courtyard, Zhao Jing beside her, Zhao Tiesheng, Zhao Lijun, Zhao Liwu were all there, Niu Wenqiang, Jiang Liang, Zhao Xinwei, Du Yufeng were there, An Yuchen, Hailan and Hu Yinru were also there.

A pair of concerned eyes were all looking at Zhang Yang, Zhang Yang's heart was washed by the warm current, and he finally realized that there were still many people in this world who cared about him. He can't give up on himself, he can't sink like this, it is for Jiatong that he wants to treat every relative around him better.

Xu Lihua looked at her son and smiled, how much love and care was contained in her smile, she stepped forward, held Zhang Yang's hand and said, "San'er, everyone is waiting for you to come back for dinner."

Zhang Yang didn't speak, but his heart was embraced by warmth.

Niu Wenqiang said: "I said Zhang Yang, how do you know that our people are coming over today?" ，

Zhang Yang said: "I still want to ask you this."

Jiang Liang laughed, in fact, they were gathering in Niu Wenqiang's Jin Kaiyue today, and Zhang Yang could not be contacted everywhere, Hailan, Hu Yinru, and He Xinyan made an appointment to come to Chunyang to accompany Zhang Yang for the New Year, but they couldn't contact him, An Yuchen came to Chunyang on the third day of the Lunar New Year, one was to sweep the tomb of his grandfather, and the other was to find the master who had lost his news, and several people coincidentally lived in Jin Kaiyue.

As for why they came to Zhang Yang's house together, it was because Chen Xue called Zhao Jing in advance and told her that Zhang Yang would go home, and Zhao Jing was also very worried after hearing about her brother's condition, so she contacted Niu Wenqiang and staged a scene of relatives and friends ceremoniously welcoming Zhang Yang home.

The emotion in Zhang Daguan's heart is indescribable, and when people are at a low ebb, what they need most is this kind of care.

Zhang Yang said to An Yuchen: "When did you come from Hong Kong?" ，

An Yuchen said: "I'm embarrassed to say, you didn't know to give me a red envelope during the New Year when you were a master."

Zhang Yang rarely showed a smile and said: "You haven't kowtowed to me yet, how can I give you a red envelope"

Everyone laughed.

Xu Lihua beckoned: "Hurry up and sit inside, it's still snowing outside, tonight, let's have a reunion dinner"

Feng Wenqiang said: "Aunt Xu, do you have sausages?" That sausage you made with your own hands was so delicious."

"Yes! Yes! Make sure you have enough to eat tonight."

Zhao Lijun and Zhao Liwu got a long whip and put it outside, and Du Yufeng shouted like a child: "New Year's Day"

The faces of the crowd were beaming with joy.

Niu Wenqiang and Zhao Xinwei pulled Zhang Yang to sit down at the round table, Zhao Tiesheng picked up the wine glass and said: "The New Year is over, we have to be reunited and lively, the new year and new atmosphere, the unhappy things in the past have been forgotten, tomorrow is a new beginning, cheers" (to be continued.)