Chapter 187: Confession (1)

Chu Weilin frowned as she listened.

She still remembered that day, when the red note knelt in the Songling Courtyard, listening to the orders of the old ancestor, her head was buried low, and a pair of bright eyes were red because of crying from the old memories before, she did not refuse the old ancestor and the Da Zhao family, but her hands were clenched tightly, looking at the past from Chu Weilin's point of view, I was afraid that she would be asked to pinch out a row of crescent marks in her palm.

At that time, the love could not be faked, and in the eyes of Chu Weilin, the red note was clearly unwilling, how could it be that after such a while, it was said by Guan Xin, and it was the opposite of each other.

However, Guan Xin's mouth will not say anything good, she is the henchman of the Da Zhao family, she is a widow and not an unmarried maid, she will not scruple or be shy when she speaks, naturally it is difficult to hear or something.

If you want to say that the red paper is beautiful, then you really can't say it.

There are so many servants inside and outside the Changfu, and in terms of appearance, there are many more outstanding than the red note, and the difference between the red note is the cinnabar mole in the center of her eyebrows, which makes the white face particularly charming.

Chu Weilin didn't care about the matters of Hongzhi and Chang Henghan, that was what the Da Zhao family had to worry about, she was thinking about what Guan Xin said.

The bones will rot to the mud.

Chang Henghan's concubines are not few, and there are still three or four people left, but these concubines did not give birth to a son and a half daughter.

Da Zhao's means are very good, and he is a child and daughter, how can he add a few concubines to block himself, he must be cleaned up.

And among them, not to mention the fetus in the womb, even those who died with adults must also be there.

The person who has been dead for many years, can still keep Guan Xin in his heart, and has to praise a beautiful person in addition to anger and jealousy, Chu Weilin is a little curious.

After dismantling the beads at night, Baolian waited for Chu Weilin to go to bed, and when Chang Yuyun came out of the clean room, she withdrew.

Chu Weilin was half-lying at the head of the bed and asked in a low voice, "Which aunt is the most beautiful in the eldest uncle's house?" ”

Chang Yuyun was wide-dressed, and when he heard this question, he was a little inexplicable, so he turned his head and glanced at her funny: "Why do you care about this?" ”

"Looks like he's been dead for years." Chu Weilin pursed her lips.

The word death, no matter when, is always uncomfortable, Chang Yuyun frowned, sat down on the edge of the bed, and said, "How many years have you been dead?" ”

"Yes." Taking advantage of Chang Yuyun's blowing out the lamp and closing the account, Chu Weilin roughly talked about the conversation between Guan Xin and Qian Qi that Baolian overheard today, but some of the words of those two were too explicit and straightforward, she really couldn't be cheeky and say it to Chang Yuyun, so she only picked something that could be spoken.

Chang Yuyun turned sideways towards Chu Weilin, shook his head and said, "I can't think of it." ”

Chu Weilin blinked her eyes, this answer was also reasonable.

After all, it is Chang Henghan and Da Zhao's house, Chang Yuyun is a nephew who is separated from the room, where will he care about the things in the house of his uncle and aunt, if it is a concubine who has given birth to a child, it is better to say, the family can always call her surname, and the rest may not be completely said by the ancestors.

The Da Zhao family has been married for more than 20 years, so many people come and go in the courtyard, whether it is a concubine or a room, Chang Henghan may not take it to heart, not to mention that Chang Yuyun is not such a gossip person at all.

"No wonder Master Kong said that the eldest aunt had too many sins and damaged the incense." Chu Weilin snorted lowly.

Chang Yuyun stretched out his hand and gently scratched her nose and asked, "Do you believe in that empty master?" ”

Chu Weilin pursed her lips and thought for a while, but she was still not sure.

On the evening of the 21st, the ancestor and his entourage returned home.

The old ancestor is old, and he is tired after sitting in the carriage for a long time, so he rested early, and let people spread the word everywhere, and he doesn't have to go over early tomorrow morning to say goodbye.

Unexpectedly, the first night suddenly thunderstormed majesticly, and the thunder hit the fourth watch day one after another, Chu Weilin didn't sleep well, and she couldn't open her eyes the next morning, and she didn't even know when Chang Yuyun got up and went out.

Chu Weilin slept until noon, she had a poor appetite in the summer, she was a double body, and she was disgusted when she saw big fish and meat recently, and the kitchen changed her way to prepare clear dishes, but in Chu Weilin's opinion, they were not as good as the refreshing pickles made by Manniang.

The porridge and side dishes are prepared in the morning, and they are always hot in the small kitchen, these things are not full, but they can be appetizing.

Chu Weilin ran out of reasoning slowly, and was about to tell Wan Yi to clean up the table, when suddenly she felt that her stomach was flooded, and the things she had just eaten were surging upwards, and she couldn't help it at all, and vomited on the ground.

It wasn't until I vomited all the inside of my stomach and vomited a few mouthfuls of sour water that it gradually stopped.

Wan Yi was taken aback at first, but quickly came back to her senses and called someone in to wait for her, first letting Chu Weilin change her clothes, and then cleaning up all the filth.

Chu Weilin was moved to the bed, looking at the curtain embroidered with pomegranate blossoms in green yarn and stunned.

She has morning sickness from time to time these days, but it is the first time that it is so intense this time, and she only feels that the whole person has been hollowed out of her heart and lungs, she reached out to cover her bulging belly, feeling the arc that is not very obvious, and slowly relaxed.

The child is still there, and he has not been spit out......

Chu Weilin's mind was full of vague thoughts one after another, that is, Baolian sat on the side and whispered to her, and she was a little difficult to concentrate.

It was probably because she didn't sleep well last night, Chu Weilin thought so, and simply closed her eyes, wanting to lie down a little longer.

There were some noises in the courtyard, it seemed to be the voice of Li De'an's house, and Baolian was about to get up and go out to have a look, when she heard footsteps coming in.

The person who came did not stop in the east room, but went straight into the inner room, Baolian stared at the lake blue figure that appeared behind the interstitial screen with dissatisfaction, and when she saw the person clearly, she hurriedly lowered her eyes and said, "Fifth wife." ”

Chu Weilin opened her eyes when she heard the sound, and when she saw that it was Chu Lunxin coming, she wanted to stand up.

Chu Lunxin stepped forward a few steps forward to hold her shoulder, and said busily: "Lie down!" I saw Li De'an's family in the yard, and she said that you vomited, is it better now? ”

"After eating something, I threw up, and it didn't get in the way." Chu Weilin smiled.

Chu Lunxin saw that Chu Weilin's face was as usual, and asked a few more maids, completely relieved, then sat down on the edge of the bed with a smile, and said, "Someone from the family came to report the good news just now." ”

Chu Weilin's eyes widened, Chu Lunxin's eyes were full of smiles, the corners of his lips were hooked, and he was indescribably beaming, so that people could know that he was happy to the bottom of his heart at a glance, and he could make Chu Lunxin so happy......

Chu Weilin's hand was still on her stomach, and she suddenly understood, and said in surprise: "The third sister was born?" ”

"It's raw!" Chu Lunxin nodded hurriedly, "I was born at dawn, it was a brother, and the Chongwang Mansion sent someone to the house to report the good news, saying that the mother and son were safe." Mother knew that we were all in mind, so she asked her to tell us. ”

Chu Weilin let out a long sigh of relief.

Chu Weiwan won the man in one fell swoop, which is really good, but unfortunately the prince is not in Beijing, Chu Weiwan has a safe birth and gives birth alone, and he can finally settle down.

Chu Weilin asked Liuyu to take out a box from the cage and open it for Chu Lunxin to see: "This is the third baptism ceremony I prepared for my little nephew, it's just that I'm like this, it's not convenient to go over, and I'm going to trouble a lot of people to take care of me, so help me give it to the third sister." ”

The box was covered with red silk and placed a longevity lock.

Chu Lunxin smiled and nodded, she was afraid that Chu Weilin would be reckless when she came, their sisters had a good relationship, if she had to go to Chongwang's Mansion to congratulate her, it would be really difficult to stop her. It's just that the palace must have been extremely lively that day, so many people surrounded it, in case something happened to one of them without paying attention, it would be really a dilemma.

Asking Brother Parrot to put the box away, Chu Lunxin patted Chu Weilin's hand and said, "You just have to rest assured, I will definitely deliver it." ”

Chu Lunxin was going to Songling Courtyard to report the good news, so he let Chu Weilin have a good rest, got up and left.

Chu Weilin was lying on the bed half asleep, and from time to time she would wonder what that little nephew looked like, Chu Weiwan and Chongwang Shizi were people with outstanding appearances, and that child would never be bad.

She was a little confused when she thought about it, I don't know why, the baby was a little familiar, she was groggy and thought for a long time, and suddenly she was cold, and the wrinkled face and crying looked like Brother Heng'er was stacked together, and she even remembered the first time she took Brother Heng from the nurse's arms after entering the door in her previous life.

The infant child is so small, so soft, she should hate it, but she can't hate such a young child, she can only hold him in a daze, motionless, the cold voice of the old ancestor and the big Zhao family went in and out of the left ear and the right ear, and she didn't understand a word.

She thought, she didn't want to hold such a child, she herself was a mud bodhisattva crossing the river, her parents had already died, why did she want to raise such a baby who brought her disaster pain?

Brother Heng has always been carried by the nurse, but in the end, she lives in a courtyard, how can she completely ignore such a child? Whether she liked it or not, she could hear Brother Heng crying and laughing, and she could see the maids taking out the baby's clothes, and the smell of milk in the air was so strong that she felt uncomfortable.

In a year, she watched Brother Heng learn to sit, crawl, and scream.

The nurse is a very dedicated woman, and on several occasions she was brave enough to tell her that although Brother Heng was not Chu Weilin's biological child, fortunately, she followed her at such a young age and would raise her relatives.

The nurse taught Brother Heng to speak, pointing at Chu Weilin and teaching him to be called "Niang" over and over again, but she was overwhelmed by the old ancestor and the Great Zhao family, but seeing Brother Heng'er drooling and wanting to call him "Niang", Chu Weilin couldn't completely harden her heart.

At that time, she thought of the Jiang family, her mother.

Until she got pregnant.

Chu Weilin relaxed a lot all of a sudden, she was pregnant, the ancestor would never be so harsh anymore, it was good to be relieved.

Maybe it's because she wants to be a mother, Chu Weilin doesn't treat Brother Heng as repulsive as before, and sometimes she is even willing to accompany him for a while.

Until that day......

Chu Weilin was drowsy during pregnancy, and it was hot in the summer evening, she didn't sleep comfortably, and Bao Hibiscus shook the fan for her, but it still didn't add much coolness.

"Grandma, grandma! Oh no! ”

Chu Weilin opened her eyes suddenly, and Baolian stumbled in, with a white face: "Grandma, Brother Heng has fallen into the water!" ”

With a bang, Chu Weilin couldn't believe it, asked the two maids to help her get up in a hurry, and hurried outside, Baolian crackled and said what happened, she couldn't listen to it at all.

Such a young child, even walking is shaky, and there are so many maids and wives around him all the time, how can he fall into the water? How could it be!

At the gate of the hospital, she saw Brother Heng who was held in the arms of the nurse, her feet were soaked, and her face and head were still clean.

Chu Weilin's attention was on Brother Heng, and before she had time to ask the people below, Da Zhao led people to rush in and gave her a vicious look.

She didn't even know Brother Heng'er's situation, so she was taken to Songling Courtyard by several mothers-in-law under the Da Zhao family.

The old ancestor slapped the table and lost his temper: "Go to the courtyard and kneel, if Brother Heng has a good one, you can weigh it yourself!" ”

Chu Weilin was incredulous and exclaimed, "Old Ancestor, how can I kneel with my stomach upright?" ”

A jade ruyi smashed at her feet, and the old ancestor's eyes were cold: "Xiao Zhao, don't think that you have a belly to rely on, I don't care how many you can have, Brother Heng will always be Yu Yun's eldest son, and if you give birth, you will never be able to surpass Brother Heng!" ”

No matter how angry she is, no matter how angry she is, she can't compete with her ancestors.

When kneeling in the courtyard, she knew that it was all a calculation, and the Da Zhao family just caught the moment when Chang Yuyun was not in the mansion and Chu Lunxin went back to her mother's house, no one could help her, no one dared to help her, she couldn't make a noise, so she could only kneel here.

Consciousness gradually blurred, as if her body was no longer her own, Chu Weilin didn't know how long she knelt for long, until a warm sun-colored figure appeared in her sight, she couldn't support it anymore and fell to the ground.

Chu Lunxin, who returned to Changfu and knew the situation, almost rushed into Songling Courtyard, and seeing Chu Weilin fall, she urged her mother-in-law to help Chu Weilin up, and what caught her eye was the dazzling blood on her blue dress.

Chu Weilin woke up in her own bed, the room smelled of blood, it was almost difficult to breathe, Baolian and Baojin had red and swollen eyes, she opened her mouth, and her throat was dry and she couldn't say a word.

Instinctively, Chu Weilin reached out to touch her stomach, her originally undulating stomach was flat, she was a little stunned for a while, and then suddenly understood.

She couldn't feel that little life anymore......

Without......

Tears welled up in an instant, and she looked at Chang Yuyun, who had just rushed to her bedside when she rushed back to the house, and cried bitterly......

The night was dark, Chang Yuyun came back a little late, knowing that Chu Weilin was unwell, and after sleeping all afternoon, he walked into the inner room lightly.

The person lying on the bed was not sleeping peacefully, it seemed to be a nightmare, and he kept muttering something in his mouth, Chang Yuyun was not worried about her, sat down on the edge of the bed, and called softly: "Linlin, Linlin." ”

Chu Weilin woke up and suddenly opened her eyes wide and gasped.

There were no candles in the inner room, and her vision was dizzy, and it took a long time to see Chang Yuyun beside her.

She couldn't think of what the past life was for a while, she couldn't tell what the night was today, the heart-wrenching experience was still hovering in her mind, Chu Weilin's eyelashes trembled, and she suddenly raised her hand to hug Chang Yuyun's neck, and cried out: "The child is gone, the child is ......" R1152