I spoke in a somewhat impatient tone, and the fat man knew me too well, so he just patted me on the shoulder, and walked towards the banquet on the side, and the people sitting next to me and the white glass consciously leaned towards the side.

"White or red?" Bai Li asked in a voice on the side.

"It's red, girls are easy to get drunk when they drink white, and it's very bad for their health." I grabbed a bottle of 10-year-old Great Wall raisins.

Bai Li looked at me and shook his head: "Gu Nan, you are wrong. I get drunk when I drink plain water now. You are the air that has fermented more and more over the years, even if the degree is too low and the breath is too much, I will get drunk. ”

"I'm not to the point where I'm transparent." I jokingly responded, but I didn't know what Bai Li meant.

I opened the red wine and poured a glass for Bai Li, and then poured another glass for myself.

"Are you so compatible with me now?" I raised my head slightly and took a drink.

"What's out of place? Whoever falls in love first loses. What's more, do you think I love Han Fei? Bai Li said a little jokingly, and drank the red wine in his hand.

"If you don't love it now, maybe you will love it later."

"I hope so!" Bai Li picked up the red wine and poured my and her glasses full. Her movements cannot be called slow, but tender.

I don't know what Bai Li's "hopeful" contains.

We are all playing passers-by in other people's plays, and we have seen and met them. In the past, we will eventually return to our own world, not remembering the old feelings, not chasing the past, and not grieving.

I lit myself a cigarette and said, "What are you going to do in the future?" ”

"What do you mean?"

"You know!" I said indifferently.

Bai Li propped one hand on the table, put the other hand on my knee, and kept tapping my thighs with his fingers, a little numb: "How can I slowly pass by." What it looks like in the future is what it looks like. ”

I smiled and realized in a trance that sometimes we were asking about topics that were too long-standing to even know how to answer. I can only leave the answer to the river of time, drifting slowly, like a dream!

"Shall we drink some white?" Bai Li squinted and stuck out his tongue at me, I was touched like an electric shock, and the picture was too gentle, it was inevitable that it would remind people of the past.

I didn't refuse, and nodded naturally: "If you want to drink, I'll accompany you!" ”

Bai Li smiled, picked up the liquor and poured two glasses: "Gu Nan, I want to ask you a question, but you must answer me." ”

"You speak first!" I thought about it for a moment and said.

"No, you have to promise me first." Bai Li muttered and said coquettishly.

I nodded helplessly. A coquettish woman is a disease, while a close woman's coquettish is a congenital venereal disease!

Bai Li was sitting down at this time, and moved a little closer to me, her lips pressed to my ear: "Gu Nan, can you sue me, why don't you like me?" That's all I want to answer. "It's like a midsummer afternoon, a maple leaf drifting down from the surface of the lake, breaking the pond that has been precipitated for a long time, and the ripples in circles are rippling, touching the heart, and the strings are ticking.

Bai Li maintained this movement, always waiting in my ear.

How should I answer her?

I tilted my head slightly, and saw Bai Li's somewhat moist eyes. With some heartache, I picked up the liquor on the table and drank it all, a spicy spicy rush to the bottom of my throat, and I almost forced tears out: "Bai Li, in fact, I don't know how to face this kind of relationship between the two of us, really!" Sometimes I give myself the illusion of what is between us. ”

I didn't look into Bai Li's eyes, I was afraid that I would choke: "I know that you have been very good to me all these years, and I admit that I have enjoyed your goodness." I'm selfish, selfish and want to have you for the rest of my life. It's just that being too selfish is never a good thing, and people are not saints and sages. It's just that we can't make mistakes, you are Bai Li, not Xia Mo, we will not be able to afford such years. ”

Bai Li listened to my words, there were already some tears in her eyes, she didn't want me to see her crying, so she deliberately tilted her head to the side, and then picked up the white wine bone on the side and drank it in one go, turned her head to look at me, and tears flowed down.

Bai Li looked at me with a smile: "This wine is so spicy, it gives me tears that are spicy." Hehe! ”

I couldn't bear to go on.

Bai Li wiped her tears: "You haven't said the point yet, why don't you like me?" Bai Li's tone was a little aggrieved, like a child.

"Maybe everyone has a passerby in their hearts, but she is the first to move in, and she can't get out when she comes in. Even if she tears your heart and rears your lungs, you don't want her to leave. You say, how can I let go of someone else's coming? ”

Bai Li bit her lip and nodded incessantly: "It turns out that this is still the case, it's not that I'm not good enough, and it's not that I'm not attractive enough." It's just that someone else lives in your heart first. ”

I was silent for a moment before nodding, "Well, maybe that's what you said!" ”

"But now that people are also famous, can't you consider me?" Bai Li seemed to be begging me. At this moment, I felt so fragile and humble. And I was the one who kicked her in the dust.

I sighed: "Bai Li, let's not do this, okay?" ”

Bai Li's face was full of tears, and he shook his head: "Gu Nan, one day you will understand!" ”

"Come, after drinking this glass of wine, let's turn around in style!" Bai Li smiled and poured two more glasses of liquor.

I stopped her: "Don't drink, you'll get drunk while you're drinking." ”

"You let go of me, I'm just going to get drunk!" Bai Li shoved me away and screamed. Many of the guests around us looked to our side.

I let go of Bai Li's hand a little embarrassed: "Okay, isn't it just drunk, it's okay to be drunk." ”

Bai Li and I are like two neurotics, there is no one to dissuade us, and drinking liquor is like drinking boiled water.

We greet the past like a glorious one, fighting the past in this drunken way, but we seem so weak and pale.

Many of the people you identify and the things you are determined to do, after waking up from the dream, will slowly become the past, in another way, your sad memory.

(PS: It was promised to be a plus.) It's just that I've been in a bad mood for the past two days, because of feelings, because of career, and because of myself. That's why I haven't added more, brothers, I'm sorry. Forgive! ）

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