609 Consolation
Without Yaoguang and Chu Yi knowing, Mu Ying and Chu Lin had already discussed and made a general plan, planning to take the opportunity later.
"By the way, I've had some problems with my cultivation lately."
Mu Ying suddenly thought that his divine sense had not grown, and it seemed that he was stuck on the bottleneck and could no longer move, so he suddenly remembered it and hurriedly asked Chu Lin.
"You mean, your current divine consciousness strength has reached the realm of the late Yuan Infant stage?" Chu Lin was obviously a little surprised.
"Well, it should be." Mu Ying nodded.
In fact, there is no fixed statement about what kind of cultivation corresponds to what realm of divine consciousness, and each monk's own situation is different, and the progress he has made is also different. For example, alchemists are naturally higher than ordinary people in terms of the strength of their divine sense. However, some monks are born with a somewhat weak divine sense, and they cannot be strengthened without proper exercises in the later stage. So in this matter, the achievements are high and low, and it is impossible to calculate an average.
So Mu Ying is only a rough estimate, and he can't be completely sure of it.
"Because your cultivation is on the low side." Chu Lin had always known that Mu Ying had a strong sense of God, but he didn't expect that she would already have such an outrageous strength in the middle of her Jindan. "Your divine consciousness has reached the critical point of primordial infancy and distraction, and only after you have cultivated to reach the primordial infancy stage can you further improve."
"I see."
Mu Ying nodded suddenly, she also had a hunch about this, but she wasn't sure, but she felt that it was inappropriate to ask others about this, so she didn't have an answer until now.
In this way, the pine of Jiaguo that Tan Yuan found for her. She can't take it now, because there is a limit on cultivation, so even if she takes it. It will not increase her divine sense, but it will waste Tan Yuan's mind in vain.
The two chatted some more, then got up and walked to the place where Fang Cai Yaoguang and the others were, intending to see if there was still anyone there.
Before he arrived, Mu Ying looked at the situation there with his divine sense, and immediately raised his eyebrows slightly, "Only Yaoguang is here." ”
Chu Yi is no longer there. Still beside the stone, Yaoguang was sitting with his hands folded on his shoulders, his forehead pressed against his knees. And did not show his face.
Chu Lin obviously saw this scene as well, and exchanged a helpless look with Mu Ying.
Before the night passed, although Yaoguang woke up from a coma, his body was still suffering from the fire poison. If Chu Lin didn't tell Chu Yi about it. Then maybe Chu Yi will stay here to accompany Yaoguang and wait until dawn when she is okay before leaving, but now that he has left, this shows that Yuerao's matter still gave him a big blow, making him not want to face Yaoguang.
"Yaoguang, are you still not feeling well?"
Mu Ying approached Yaoguang and asked cautiously.
Yaoguang's figure shrunk into a small ball, and when Mu Ying got closer, he could see that her body seemed to be trembling slightly. If you listen intently, you can find her inaudible sobs.
Mu Ying and Chu Lin glanced at each other. There was a look of helplessness in his eyes.
Yaoguang was trapped in her own thoughts, unaware of their arrival, until Mu Ying's voice sounded, she was startled, and only after a while did she raise her head.
Her eyes were red, reflecting the blood in her eyes, but there were no tears on her face, and when she raised her face, she could only see her dead eyes, but when she saw Mu Ying and the two, she showed a smile.
"It's okay, I'm used to it." Her voice was faint, but her voice was hoarse.
Mu Ying couldn't help but feel distressed.
If you are really used to pain, how can you pass out in pain? Thinking about it, this pain was too intense, even if it lasted for a hundred years, she still couldn't resist this pain. Or, her so-called habits, referring to Chu Yi's treatment?
"It's okay, you don't have to worry about me."
Yaoguang stretched out his trembling palm to caress his eyes, as if wiping the tears from his eyes, "He has always been like this to me, and after so many years, I have long since disagreed." ”
"Yaoguang, what is his true heart, can't you really feel it?" Mu Ying sat beside Yaoguang and asked in a low voice.
"Really?" Yaoguang smiled self-deprecatingly, "He will always dislike me, I'm afraid I can't even compare to a single hair of Yuerao in his eyes." ”
Speaking of this, Yuerao couldn't help but think of the person who had made Chu Yi miss for many years.
Yuerao's name is just like her person, she is beautiful and enchanting, and there are countless male cultivators who like her, I am afraid that only Chu Lin will ignore her and not put her in her heart.
She is so good, no wonder Chu Yi will never forget her, and he is not even willing to look at himself more.
"Not really." Mu Ying shook his head, he couldn't bear to see Yaoguang look so sad, "I can feel that he has affection for you." ”
"It can't be." Yaoguang laughed at himself as if he had heard a joke, "His various performances prove that he doesn't like me at all, how can he have affection." ”
"You've been in a coma before, and there are details you may not have seen." Mu Ying glanced to the side and found that Chu Lin had already turned his back and walked some distance away from them, as if to let them have a good conversation, so he said seriously: "He never knew about the fire poison in your body, when Chu Lin called him to tell him the truth, he was clearly emotional, I can't be mistaken." ”
"How is this possible......" Yaoguang was surprised, and subconsciously didn't want to believe Mu Ying's words, "How can a person like him ......?"
She couldn't help but think of Fang Cai Chuyi's attitude towards her.
After Mu Ying and the two left, Chu Yi was silent for a long time, and Yaoguang didn't speak, just stared at Chu Yi without blinking.
After a long time, Chu Yicai only said: "I didn't expect you to endure so many years of pain for me, it's because I can't stand you, if you are willing, then I am willing to double cultivate to detoxify you, but ...... I can't ...... with you."
Yaoguang collapsed all at once.
Chu Yi's meaning was clearly that he was willing to take responsibility for Yaoguang's injuries, but he was not willing to be responsible for her future!
She Yaoguang was infatuated. It's not just Chu Yi's people who want it, if Chu Yi doesn't want to be with her, then what does she want Chu Yi's mercy to do?
"If you are willing to accept it. You can come to me at any time, I ...... I'm leaving. ”
After Chu Yi said this, he didn't seem to even want to look at her more, so he turned around and left, completely ignoring the pain on her body at this time.
As soon as he thought of this, Yaoguang felt a lot of pain in his heart, hesitated, and told Mu Ying about it.
"You don't just look at the looks. It's not as simple as liking or disliking. Mu Ying patiently comforted, "He has always felt sorry for Yuerao, and today he knows the truth of the matter." Knowing that Yuerao's death was completely his fault, then he would definitely feel even more guilty, so he would resist you so much. ”
Yaoguang didn't speak, but the expression on his face was obviously not believing it.
"Think about it. Is he a man overflowing with compassion? Mu Ying thought about it. Continue to persuade: "If he really has no affection for you, then will he say that he is willing to detoxify you?" ”
Yaoguang was stunned for a moment, and a look of confusion appeared in his eyes.
As soon as Mu Ying saw that there was a play, he was interested again. "Think about it, he just knew that Yuerao was wronged by him today, and he was the most guilty and uneasy in his heart, but at this time, he put aside his apologies to Yuerao and said that he was willing to detoxify you. Doesn't that mean anything? ”
Yaoguang's eyes gradually lit up.
Yes, so many years. She thinks that she knows Chu Yi best, and she can often know his thoughts for the first time. His happiness, his irritability, just by looking at it, Yaoguang can accurately judge it, without exception.
To put it mildly, he is the most selfish and cold-blooded, except for the person on the tip of his heart, he doesn't care about the life or death of the rest of the people at all, if he only treats himself as an ordinary person, then even if he is poisoned for him, he will not be able to say that he is willing to detoxify himself.
The biggest feeling she felt after hearing that sentence was despair and embarrassment, and her mind was full of only repeated reverberations of what he said that he was unwilling to take responsibility for, as for the previous sentence, she simply ignored it.
In this way, Chu Yi actually likes her? Even if...... Only a little bit?
When Yaoguang thought of this, she suddenly felt a glimmer of hope rise from her heart, as if a person who had been in the rain for a long time suddenly saw the first light of day, and that feeling made her forget even the pain in her body.
Has it paid off for all these years of hard work?
Yaoguang felt that her breathing was a little short, like a long drought and a rainstorm, which made her desperate to get more affirmation.
But......
Yaoguang, who was excited, suddenly thought of something, but the light in his eyes dimmed again.
"It's useless." Yaoguang shook his head, "Yuerao is a thorn in his heart, as long as he remembers her for a day, then he will never accept me, even if he has some feelings, what can he do?" ”
"Normally, that's the case." Mu Ying nodded, affirming Yaoguang's words.
Normal? Yaoguang couldn't help but be confused, and turned his head to look at Mu Ying, only to see a faint and determined smile on Mu Ying's face.
"When people are soft-hearted, even if it seems to be cold-blooded Chu Yi, it will not be an exception." Mu Ying looked back at Yaoguang, his eyes were full of encouragement, "Since he has you in his heart, as long as you grasp his weakness, he will definitely be soft-hearted." ”
Yaoguang was still puzzled, "Weakness? ”
"Yes." Mu Ying nodded, "If Yuerao is still alive, then you don't have a chance, but isn't she dead now." ”
"Death is more terrible than living." Yaoguang sighed, "If she dies, then her best side will live forever in Chu Yi's heart, and no one can surpass it." ”
"No, you can surpass." Mu Ying reached out and touched Yaoguang's hand, but instantly took it off again.
The power of the fire poison is still there, and although the heat on Yaoguang's body has dropped a little, Mu Ying, a person with spiritual fire, still can't accept it.
This made Mu Ying feel even more distressed about Yaoguang.
I really don't know how she endured it for so many years. On the one hand, he endured the intrusion of fire and poison, and on the other hand, he had to endure Chu Yi's cold-bloodedness and bitterness from time to time.
Mu Ying couldn't help but wonder: How could such a good girl fall in love with Chu Yi? This emotional matter is really unclear.
"Chu Yi, the reason why he treats you like this is because he himself doesn't realize his thoughts, no, or he already has a general understanding, but he doesn't dare to accept this reality, so he can only deceive himself."
Yaoguang looked at Mu Ying seriously.
"When you were suffering, he felt sorry for you, if he didn't know the truth about Yuerao today, then maybe he would realize it today." Speaking of this, Mu Ying couldn't help but sigh.
Chu Lin told Chu Yi the truth, firstly, to let Chu Yi understand that Yaoguang's was not easy, and secondly, he wanted Chu Yi not to hold on to the past, and he didn't want him to find his own troubles again.
But this statement also made Chu Yi even farther away from Yaoguang.
"Since this opportunity is gone, then you create another opportunity to let him feel sorry for you all the time, so that he can come back to his senses after more times?"
"Always feel sorry for me?" Yaoguang couldn't help but be stunned.
She only commits this fire poison once a year, how can she make him feel distressed all the time? Is it possible to take advantage of this opportunity once a year?
"You've been burning poison for a hundred years, but it hasn't been cured yet, who knows if it will become more and more serious?" Mu Ying suddenly laughed evilly and winked at Yaoguang, "You have been stimulated so much tonight, coupled with the pain of fire poison, where will your body be able to eat?" ”
Chu Lin, who was standing in the distance, heard this, his shoulder twitched suspiciously, and then he returned to normal, and those who didn't know thought that Fang Cai was dazzled.
Yaoguang blinked, and finally understood what Mu Ying meant.
"You mean to let me feign my illness with fire poison?" Yaoguang's voice was a little hesitant, "Is this useful?" ”
"Whether it's useful or not, you'll find out until you try it." Mu Ying smiled, "Could there be a worse result than now?" ”
Of course not.
According to the current situation, maybe Chu Yi will hide from him in the future, unless he wants to find him for double cultivation and detoxification, otherwise it will be difficult to get close to him!
What Mu Ying said is a solution.
"Okay, just do as you say." Yaoguang was also a decisive person, and immediately nodded in agreement, but then hesitated.
"But what should you pretend to be? If it's too fake, he'll find out! ”
Chu Yi was already sensitive and suspicious, the fire poison occurred once a year, and now she had to pretend to relapse often, if the body did not have the performance of the fire poison disease, then Chu Yi would definitely be suspicious.
If he found out that he was cheating on him, then she really had no hope at all.
"It's just to heat up your body, is it hard for me?" Mu Ying saw that his persuasion for a long time had finally worked, and he couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, and blinked with a smile, "Don't forget, I'm an alchemist." ”
And she is also a seventh-grade alchemist, just let her refine some pills with the same symptoms as the fire poison after taking it, how could she not do it?
(To be continued.) )