Belated wedding
When Song Jingyan returned home, Mu Xiao was sitting on the sofa watching TV.
Seeing Song Jingyan at this moment, Mu Xiao remembered the lingering with Chu Shaochen at home during the day, his cheeks couldn't help but turn crimson, and he couldn't help but lower his head.
Song Jingyan didn't seem to notice the change in her, smiled at her, and sat aside to accompany her.
"Squeak".
The door was suddenly pushed open.
"I wanted to knock on the door, but I didn't expect the door to be closed." Zhao Rong walked in with a smile.
Aunt Zhao also came......
Coincidentally, let her make a complete break with the Chu family today.
"Aunt Zhao, you're here." Mu Xiao stood up and greeted him with a smile.
"Xiaoxiao, sit down, you're welcome."
She smiled gently, a lot of things have happened to Mu Xiao these days, she always comes to see her, and she is relieved to see that Mu Xiao is safe and sound now.
Aunt Zhao, like Brother Jing Yan, always felt so sorry for her and cared about her, Mu Xiao was moved in her heart, sat down, and waited for Zhao Rong to sit opposite and said:
"Aunt Zhao, you came just in time, I have something to tell you and Brother Jing Yan."
"Hehe, it's all a family, just say anything straight."
Although it was calm, Zhao Rong still had a premonition, and looked at Song Jingyan in surprise, and saw the flash of loss in his eyes.
"Hehehe......"
As if guessing what Mu Xiao would say, he pretended to laugh lightly:
"Xiaoxiao, Mom finally came over, let's find a place to have fun."
Then get up.
"Brother Jing Yan......" She reached out and grabbed his arm, her voice and eyes were full of apology:
"I know you don't want to hear it, but I'm sorry, we have to break it off."
She still said it herself, so bluntly and clearly, the words were like sharp swords, piercing into his sensitive heart.
What does he know......
He knew that he couldn't keep this little woman, but she was so ruthless that she didn't give him any affection or a chance, and she didn't even want to stay with him for a few more days to satisfy his vanity.
"Huh."
The strength of his whole body seemed to be drained, and he sat back beside her, knowing the reason, but still asked weakly:
"Why?"
"Jing Yan, I have always been grateful to you all these years, and I also tried hard to be with you, I didn't want to make you sad, but, gradually, I knew that I couldn't lie to myself, Jing Yan, I'm sorry...... I don't really love you! ”
Knowing that he would hurt and she would hurt, she still told this cruel fact.
After experiencing this qiē, she has understood that it is precisely her own hesitation that has created today's situation where everyone is hurting.
Hehe......
The corners of Song Jingyan's mouth were sadly hooked, and he couldn't even laugh.
"Xiaoxiao ......"
Seeing his son's painful expression, Zhao Rong's heart was like a knife:
"Is it because of Chu Shaochen?"
"......" she nodded:
"Aunt Zhao, in fact, I recovered my memory before the wedding, I knew my true identity, and I knew that the person I loved had always been Chu Shaochen......
She smiled faintly:
"But, Jing Yan, Aunt Zhao, you all spoil me so much, love me, treat me so well, and the Chu family is even ready for the wedding, how can I still hurt you and hurt the dignity of the Chu family? So, I pretended that nothing happened, pretended that I didn't remember anything, and tried hard to treat myself as the daughter-in-law of the Song family, I thought that I could make compromises, I thought that I could adapt gradually, and I could deceive myself, but gradually, I found that I couldn't do it, I couldn't sleep day and night, my mind was full of Chu Shaochen's figure, I knew that I couldn't escape...... I love him. ”
"Alas!"
Zhao Rong sighed secretly and didn't speak, but Mu Xiao could still feel that she was sad.
But Song Jingyan beside him suddenly became silent, he hung his head and looked at his shoes, and his hands crossed between his legs couldn't help trembling.
He was sad, she knew ......
She knows what it feels like to be hurt when someone she loves says in front of her that she loves someone else instead of him/her.
However, she had to go on:
"I'm sorry, Brother Jing Yan, I'm sorry, Aunt Zhao, I failed you, but I can't help it."
She really has no choice, she once thought that if she wronged herself, she could make everyone happy and happy, but it turned out that it was not, it turned out that the more reluctant she was in this relationship, the more she looked forward and backward, the more people were hurt for it, and the deeper the hurt became.
Song Jingyan, Chu Shaochen, Gu Xinru, Aunt Zhao, Uncle Song and even Chu Xiaoran......
In this misplaced love, there are too many innocent people who have been hurt.
"Jing Yan, I'm sorry, Aunt Zhao, I'm sorry, I hurt you, hurt your Song family, I'm sorry ......"
She kept apologizing, so seriously, so sincerely.
But Song Jingyan still lowered her head, like a torn doll, and she was the one who ruthlessly tore him apart......
What's the use of being sorry?
owes Song Jingyan a debt that she can't afford to repay in this life.
But it can't go on like this. The longer the pain is better than the short pain, the more she is entangled with him, the more he will have hope for her, the more he will refuse to let go, and he will blindly stay in her world and refuse to leave.
In the past, she didn't make a complete decision with him, which was the greatest cruelty to him!
"Jing Yan, forget about me, there will definitely be a good woman who loves you well for me...... Aunt Zhao, I'm sorry I disappointed you. ”
She stood up and walked briskly in the direction of the door.
"Xiaoxiao ......"
Zhao Rong's voice suddenly came from behind him.
Mu Xiao stopped and turned around: "Aunt Zhao." ”
"Hehe, there are a lot of things I actually wanted to say to you a long time ago." Zhao Rong glanced down at Song Jingyan, secretly breathed a sigh of relief, walked over, and gently grabbed Mu Xiao's hands:
"Xiaoxiao, you know, I used to have a daughter named Miaomiao, but she went early, my heart has not been peaceful, I always want to have a daughter, I have always regarded you as my own daughter all these years, of course I also very much hope that you marry Jing Yan, so that we can be regarded as a real family."
Mu Xiao smiled movingly, Aunt Zhao was good to her, she had always known.
"But it often backfires, two years ago, you stubbornly wanted to marry Chu Shaochen, no matter how much Jing Yan and I persuaded you, you didn't listen, then I knew how important Chu Shaochen was to you. Then you had an accident and lost your memory, Jing Yan didn't deliberately hide your past, he did it for your good, but I also knew that he had a selfish element. Alas...... Xiaoxiao, who in love do you say is not selfish? ”
Zhao Rong's graceful face was a little regretful.
"Yes."
Mu Xiao nodded, Aunt Zhao had always been so knowledgeable.
Zhao Rong smiled and continued:
"Later, you finally held a wedding, but I know that even if you hold a wedding, you are not husband and wife, because you and Chu Shaochen have not divorced yet, you are legally recognized, what can you do? Jing Yan's suffering, his father and I can't stand it, knowing that this is the case, we still plan this wedding for you......
"Xiaoxiao, in fact, before the wedding, Uncle Song and I both knew very well in our hearts that sooner or later there would be this day, so you don't have to blame yourself, you didn't do anything wrong, Jing Yan is too persistent, I think he also knows in his heart that after you recover your memory, you will definitely follow Chu Shaochen like you did two years ago...... Xiaoxiao, you are not sorry for your Brother Jing Yan, nor are you sorry for our Chu family, we forced you, you don't have a psychological burden. ”
"Aunt Zhao, thank you."
Mu Xiao pursed his lips with emotion, everyone has always known in their hearts that it is just a labyrinth of feelings, and no one can get out.
"From now on, I will be your own family. Xiaoxiao, go ahead. ”
Zhao Rong let go of Mu Xiao's hand.
"Okay, Aunt Zhao, you persuade Jing Yan." She looked over to the couch, and he was still in that sitting position, like an old man in the twilight, so lonely and decadent.
"Don't worry." Zhao Rong nodded.
"Click!"
Mu Xiao walked out of the door and closed the door with his hand.
"Jing Yan." In the voice of concern, Zhao Rong walked towards Song Jingyan.
"Jing Yan, Jing Yan?"
A familiar call sounded in his ears, and Song Jing Yanmumu raised his head, "Mom, where is Xiaoxiao?" ”
"She's gone."
She's gone......
He knew, she's gone!
He smiled sadly, as if a large piece of flesh had been stripped of his heart, the pain was tormenting, and the whole person was empty, as if even his soul had been emptied.
"You don't have a good face, get up and walk." Zhao Rong anxiously grabbed his arm, and now he realized that his face was wrong, like a cloth that was bleached in an instant, pale and terrifying.
Standing up like a puppet with his mother's support, he looked at Zhao Rong in a trance, but what appeared in front of him was Mu Xiao's face.
"Xiaoxiao, why?" He let out a mournful cry, and a resentment in his heart suddenly surged over his head, and his eyes went black, and his tall body fell to the ground with a thud.
……
Mu Xiao walked on the road where people came and went, and let out a long sigh of relief.
In the past 2 years, she seems to be lost in the endless desert, wandering around, but she can't find herself;
I used to have too many scruples, and I didn't dare to open my heart and explain things, but when I really did this, I found that my heart suddenly opened up, and I realized that letting go of my burden and worries, and chasing and loving without hesitation was my true self.
She's back......
"Xiaoxiao? You're back. When Fang Ning walked into the villa in the southern suburbs, the first person to see Mu Xiao was Fang Ning.
Mu Xiao smiled and nodded.
Fang Ning smiled knowingly: "Madam, welcome back." ”
"Mu Xiao? What are you doing here? Chu Xiaoran was living in Chu Shaochen's house these days, she saw Mu Xiao in the room, hurriedly greeted her, opened her pretty eyes, and looked at her in disbelief.
Mu Xiao looked at her indifferently:
"Why can't I come?"
"Eh, hehehe......" Knowing that Mu Xiao was hostile to her, Chu Xiaoran stood up with a dry smile and looked Mu Xiao up and down:
"The pictures circulating on the Internet a few days ago are very good, I can't see that my sister-in-law is usually serious, but there is such a bewitching and charming side behind it."
Chu Xiaoran in front of her, with a sarcastic tone and a provocative gaze, this little woman has never been friendly to her, however, she has long been relieved of those pictures, she looked at her calmly, and smiled meaninglessly:
"Xiao Ran, you are not serious on the surface, according to what you said, is it more charming and enchanting behind you?"
"You!" Chu Xiaoran was choked by Mu Xiao's words, Lao Gao, who had a bulging mouth, gasped for breath, and smiled angrily:
"Mu Xiao, you are just brazen!"
"You already knew that, didn't you?" The corners of Mu Xiao's mouth pulled up a hint of sarcasm, 2 years ago, this little woman and her mother used to insult her with words like "thick-skinned" and "cheap woman" almost every time they saw her, and she was already immune.
"Humph! Too lazy to argue with you, boring! He turned around angrily and sat down on the couch, sulking.
The room was very quiet, even Chu Xiaoran's heavy wheezing sound was extremely clear, she unconsciously looked at her, and saw her two little arms hugged in front of her chest, looking very angry......
She suddenly thought that even though she had had a lot of friction with Chu Xiaoran, if Chu Xiaoran was willing to be polite and polite to her, she could completely blame her and live in peace with her, but this little woman always likes to deliberately provoke her and provoke her.
"Hey!" Chu Xiaoran suddenly thought of something.
Mu Xiao raised his head:
"How?"
"Can't you let Dr. Song go?"
The crisp voice came, Mu Xiao looked at Chu Xiaoran, and at this moment it collided with the two complaints in her eyes, and it turned out to be the same as when Gu Xinru persuaded her to "let go" Chu Shaochen, and her heart moved faintly:
"Okay."
"Okay?" Chu Xiaoran's eyes lit up:
"What do you mean? You're saying you agreed to break up with him? ”
Mu Xiao smiled gloomily, and was about to say something, but there was a knock on the door.
"Xiao Ran, that's enough!"
Suddenly, a clear voice came from the top of the staircase.
Chu Xiaoran followed the prestige, and saw Chu Shaochen standing at the door of the study on the second floor, staring at her with dark eyes:
"Two years ago, you didn't have enough respect for your sister-in-law, and this time I will never allow you to hurt her again."
As he spoke, his gaze had already turned to Mu Xiao, and an extremely handsome face couldn't help but show a light smile:
"Since you're here, why don't you come up and sit down?"
Mu Xiao knew that Chu Shaochen was doing this because she was afraid that she and Chu Xiao would quarrel together, so he gave him a light smile and turned to go upstairs.
The two of them chatted upstairs for a while, and after half an hour, when they walked down the stairs, they saw the scene in the living room, and Mu Xiao couldn't help but stay in place.
There were three people sitting on the sofa in the living room, from left to right, Chu Tianqing, Yan Fenfang and Chu Xiaoran.
"Mom and Dad have been waiting for you for a long time, and you haven't come down to talk?" Chu Xiaoran pursed his mouth.
"Good ......"
Chu Shaochen gently pulled Mu Xiao's arm.
Why did you suddenly feel that the air was so depressed, Mu Xiao smiled uncomfortably:
"Mr. Chu, I won't bother you if you have a family meeting."
"If you want to come over, you'll come here, what are you doing with the twisting and pinching?" Yan Fenfang looked at it coldly.
With a sharp voice and a repulsive gaze, after two whole years, Yan Fenfang's attitude towards her has not improved at all, but has become sharper and more hateful......
Looking at her, the arrogance in Mu Xiao's heart was instantly aroused:
"Aunt Yan, I just don't want to disturb your family's gathering, I don't understand, where did I squirm? Where did you get so much anger? ”
It's not two years ago now, and she's no longer the terminally ill Mu Xiao who goes against the grain.
"You ......"
"Stop arguing!"
Chu Tianqing suddenly let out a cold snort, interrupting Yan Fenfang's words.
Yan Fenfang didn't dare to make another attempt, panting and muttering dissatisfiedly:
"It's really uneducated."
"Xiaoxiao, come and sit, Shao Chen has already talked to us a few days ago."
Chu Tianqing's voice came, still so kind and kind, like a kind father, Mu Xiao "boomed" in his heart, and finally did not disobey him, and walked in slowly.
"Xiaoxiao, sit next to me." Chu Shaochen lightly hooked his lips.
Mu Xiao nodded lightly and sat down beside Chu Shaochen, his familiar breath and temperature made her worried heart quickly calm down.
"I really didn't expect that on the day you and Song Jingyan held their wedding, he felt that you were a little familiar, it turned out that it was really Xiaoxiao who came back......" Chu Tianqing sighed secretly, looking up at Mu Xiao:
"Xiaoxiao, Shao Chen discussed with me and wanted to hold a new wedding with you, what do you think?"