Chapter 113: Fail to Lose

His palm ironed along the delicate jade-like skin through the graceful winding undulations, all kinds of styles, thousands of charms, all endowed with her. He couldn't see her clearly, but he was singing about her beauty...... Her slender hands, slender legs, and a little delicate...... He had never been so obsessed with anything, and he had never been in a hurry for anyone or something......

"Masterβ€”"

The soft call of the woman below him woke him up.

"It's Yaohua!" he woke up from his dream, sweaty.

After that dream, he felt a little uncomfortable seeing her again. He didn't find it difficult for him to know that she had affection for him, just because he thought that he would enlighten her to let go of this humble child's private feelings and love all things, he was watching her as a master, he didn't want her to have the same tragedy as Shouxin, he didn't think that he occupied another position in her love, and he didn't think that he would have the same feelings for her, but that dream changed his mind.

For a short time after that, he couldn't face up to her, whom he valued most, and he would sometimes wander when he occasionally taught her, which he would never have had before, and his abnormality was naturally discovered by her, who was closest to him.

"Master, what's wrong? Did Yaohua do something wrong?"

It was the third time she had asked, and he knew it couldn't go on like this.

"No! I remembered that I still had something!" he knew that his attitude might have an effect on her, and it was because she had affection for him that his actions were more likely to shake her mind.

If Master doesn't think Yaohua is stupid, Yaohua can try to share your worries. ”

"No!" he forced himself to look directly at her and said, "You can handle it yourself as a teacher!

After that, he tried to get himself back to normal, he no longer avoided her gaze, and even looked at her more attentively than ever, perhaps as a result of watching her for too long, and when he calmed down and reflected one day, he realized that she was different in his eyes at some point.

"Masterβ€”"

"Yaohua, what's wrong?" After realizing that he had different thoughts about her, he began to be unable to clear up again.

"Master, thinking about things again?"

"Nope. He was calm in denial, but not in his heart. He knew that she was very affectionate to him, and naturally knew that she would take his actions very carefully, so what was wrong with him, how could she miss it?

"Master, why don't you play the piano, Yaohua suddenly wants to hear you play the piano. ”

"Good. He found that he could not refuse her less and less, and that he was happy to see her happy because he had promised her something.

Is this love?

"Master, Yaohua wants to be like this year after year, year after year, for a hundred years and a thousand years...... Together with the Master. ”

After having affection for her, he saw that she saw her love for herself more clearly, her words were no different from when she was a child, but now it sounded clear that she was courting, and she had been longing for him to give her the affection that was different from any living being.

Thinking of this, the piano in his hand stopped.

"Master?" she looked at him quizzically.

"Don't be cranky!"

She smiled and didn't speak, but he saw her loss, and his heart was different from before, and there was a faint pain.

The longer they got along, the more he understood how much she loved him and how much he valued him, and the more he felt that he could not keep her by his side, whether it was out of selfishness, his original intention or the responsibility of a master, he could not let her go on like this. He was her mire, and he couldn't watch her sink too deep.

He thought about her expulsion for a long time before he made up his mind, and on the eve of her expulsion from the school, he decided to spend the night with her, unable to tell whether he wanted her to leave a memory or himself.

He told her to wait in the front hall of the Mirror Heart Temple, and he brought the harp.

"Master, do you want to play the piano?"

"I'll play the piano for you. ”

"Okay!"

She was a little surprised, because in the past, he would play the piano only when she proposed or requested or on special days, and he took the initiative to play the piano for her, which was indeed the first time and probably the last time.

He played a song, and she listened to it very carefully and happily, and when it ended, she was still unfinished.

"Yaohua, do you want to play with me?" he proposed.

"Really?" said a little timidly after she was pleased, "but I don't play well, and I am not as good as my master." ”

"With me here, what are you worried about?"

"Good. ”

"Come, sit next to me!"

That song was the happiest song in his life, although she was really troublesome, worse than the usual level, always asked him to save the scene, many times he couldn't save it, so she went, but in that messy tune, there were two uneasy hearts. It was a long song, he thought, because they didn't want to stop, so it went on until midnight, until she broke her hand.

"Are you alright?" he barely held back his hand to hold her fingers to check

"I'm fine, Master!" she smiled as she took her fingers into her own mouth to soothe the pain.

He looked at her for a moment and whispered, "Tonight, that's the end of it!"

She frowned slightly in frustration, but quickly turned to a smile, "Okay." ”

He took the piano, got up and asked, "Yaohua, are you happy?"

"Yaohua is very happy! I haven't been so happy for a long time!"

He smiled slightly, "Rest early!"

"Good. Master, whoever you go to first, I will leave if you leave. ”

"Good!"

He got up and left, full of reluctance, and he knew that she would only be more than him, and he knew that tomorrow would be the day after which they would break up, so he was more and more attached to the present.

That night, he didn't sleep, and after dawn, he lost her cruelly.

After the separation, he would think about her all the time, so occasionally he would pass by the mountain where she stayed, in fact, he went to see Qinglan, and he saw her from afar, but he couldn't let her know that he had been, and then he met Yuhuaji, and then finally the day came, he was going to leave her, maybe for thousands of years, maybe forever......

The moment before committing suicide, all he thought about was her, and the more he thought about her, the faster the demon root spread......

"Yaohuaβ€”Yaohuaβ€”"

"Master?"

When he opened his eyes and saw her worried face, he couldn't help but sit up immediately and hugged her hard. "Yaohua!"

He also remembered the rest of the matter, he had lost her too many times.

"Master, you've finally woken up. ”

"Yaohua, I've made you wait so long, it's me not. He whispered.

"Master, I'm very happy that you can come back again. I almost thought you lied to me, that you couldn't come back. Li Yaohua wanted to cry.

Yuwei relaxed her hand, put one free hand on her cheek, and whispered, "I will take you with me wherever I go in the future, and we will never be separated easily." ”

"Good. ”

The two looked at each other and smiled, and hugged tightly again.

Yuwei and Li Yaohua quickly decided to leave Yuhua Mountain, and before leaving, Yaoguang left Yuwei to talk alone.

"Thank you, Yaoguang. If it weren't for Yaoguang, he might not have been able to reunite with her, so this thank you is sincere.

"This is what I owe her. Yaoguang chuckled, "What's more, in my eyes, she has always been my junior sister, and in Wen Xiu's heart, she has always been their senior sister, as for Yaoling, I think she has always liked her very much." ”

"If you need my help in the future, you can contact me!" Yu Wei drew a talisman in the air and handed it to Yaoguang.

If I don't use it, I will leave it to the descendants of Yuhua Mountain, and I hope you will not refuse. ”

"Naturally not. Yuhua Mountain is also special to me and Yaohua. ”

Yaoguang stretched out his hand to take the talisman and put it away, and then said, "I left you, and what I want to tell you is about Yuhua Mountain and Senior Sister Yaohua." ”

"Hmm, is it about the war more than 900 years ago?"

"Yes!"

"Say it. ”

"Back then, it wasn't that our major sects joined forces to defeat Yuhua Ji, and our teaming up was actually slightly inferior to her, but she suddenly stopped and was destroyed by the formation, so I think she might actually commit suicide. ”

Yuwei was silent for a long time, then nodded, "I understand." ”

"There's another thing that I've had in the last 900 years. ”

Yuwei nodded, indicating that she would listen carefully to what he said.

"Do you think there is something strange in the real person, they all say that Yuhua Ji is an evil thing, she was born to bring disasters to the world, and the creatures she killed are all wiped out and cannot be reincarnated superincarnated, but she is blessed by the human world and will never be destroyed, why is this?"

Yuwei was silent for a long time, and said, "She is a child of the human world, and there is nothing wrong with the human world protecting her." ”

"But everything in the human world is also her child, why does she just favor Yu Huaji alone? And everything is mutually reinforcing, there is light and shadow, and there is yin and yang, why did the human world give birth to an evil spirit that specializes in destroying creatures but did not give birth to the existence opposite her? Is it that the human world itself has such malice towards the creatures living in the world?"

"What you're saying is really confusing. ”

"There is one more thing I want to remind the real person, Yuhua Ji absorbs the evil things in the world and turns them into her own use, and after she dies, those evil qi will also be annihilated. ”

Yuwei frowned, "Could it be ...... She exists to ......"

"Maybe the human world created her to purify the evil spirit of the human world. That's what I think. ”

"If so, does the human world want her to die again and again? She is a sacrifice created by the human world to sustain itself?"

"I have heard of beings who were born to sustain the development of the world, who guide all living beings and who may sacrifice themselves for all living beings at any time. But as long as the world they guard exists, they won't die. ”

"What do you mean...... It's God. ”

"Yuhua Ji is, in a sense, the god who belongs to the current human world, and the demon of this world. I have thought about it, if it is a primitive and undifferentiated world, when the Six Realms are still only one realm, the gods are on the ground, the fairies and demons are also in this land, all the eternal and ephemeral life and death yin and yang are there, all the avenues are complete, and the original world is also complete, so there is no need for the existence of Yuhua Ji, but after the Emperor of Heaven divided the Six Realms, all walks of life have their own rules, and these rules are extracted from the human world, so the human world becomes incomplete, you said before that nothing is set in stone, so the human world is also adapting to this change, so there is Yuhua Ji。 ”

Yuwei looked at Yaoguang and let out a long breath.

"But because I'm just a scattered immortal, my knowledge is limited, and I don't fully understand her existence. ”

"What you said is not wrong, the Six Realms are changing, the human world is also changing, even the Emperor of Heaven has not been able to grasp all the changes in the Six Realms, has not been able to comprehend all the rules, let alone you and me? I think maybe one day she will become a god, maybe one day she will become a demon, maybe one day she will not be immortal, or maybe...... However, I am sure that the current change is only in the process of change, and everything is uncertain. ”

Yaoguang nodded thoughtfully.

"Yaoguang, I'm leaving!

"Take care!"

Yuwei walked out of the Mirror Heart Hall and saw Li Yaohua standing there with his back to him, he couldn't help but stop and looked at her quietly for a long time, and then she seemed to finally notice him and turned her head and smiled at him.

"Yaohuaβ€”"

If the Six Realms are immortal, there will be a time to meet. If this situation is not extinguished, it will have a long time to spare.