I, so much, so desperately, so desperately want to escape from this world; I want my eardrum to break; I want the end of the world right now. I stood where I was, took two steps back, my body was a little weak, as if I couldn't hold my inner world anymore.

At this time, I was suddenly hugged by someone, and I numbly glanced to the side, it was a fat man. The fat man put me on his arm: "Don't run away, brother! ”

I smiled at the fat man, "Let me go!" I really can't stand this kind of scene. ”

The fat man's hand on my shoulder increased his strength again, and he looked at the sky: "Gu Nan, I actually think this is quite good, really." Bai Li has Han Fei, Xia Mo has Shen Xiangyang, they are all quite happy. It's time for you to make them happy, too. ”

I looked at the fat man with a blank look, and suddenly I realized that the color of the sky was so black, it was no longer a blue sky. A lot of butterflies danced in the air, and one by one they died in the dark night! It's like my torn heart, raining flesh and blood.

"What about me? Who do I have? How do I go about being happy? I haven't waited for anyone in the past five years, and the people who are waiting for me have already left, you sue me, this is a damnation, right? "I tore my throat and pulled at the fat man's collar, very excited.

"Gu Nan, you cheer me up." The fat man jerked me back, and I stumbled to the ground.

"You? You have yourself, you look at what you look like now, it's exactly the same as when Xia Mo left five years ago, and now that people are back, people have their own happiness, didn't you say to yourself that you gave up? Bai Li, hehe, you don't cherish it when you're around, but now that people are gone, you know it's precious, right, Gu Nan, why are you so cheap? The fat man pointed at me and scolded angrily.

I threw myself on the ground, a little cold as my breath entered my body, and my eyes wanted to close. I slammed my fist on the ground, and then slammed it several times, until my right hand began to blur and gradually lost consciousness, and I stopped swinging. I looked at my bloody right hand, and no matter how painful it was, you couldn't help but panic yourself. I felt like I couldn't breathe anymore and the whole world was suspended.

"Give." The fat man handed over a cigarette.

I put a cigarette in my mouth, and the fat man crouched down, and naturally lit one for me, and then lit it for himself. The fat man took a big sip and spit it out evenly and slowly: "Some love is only suitable for being buried in the years, and some touches can only stay in the heart." The people you have loved, the roads you have walked, are all landscapes, and they are all going backwards no matter how you move forward. Go forward and don't look back, you will cry and cry when you look back. ”

The fat man looked at me with a smile, and in the sunlight of the 78-degree perspective, the fat man's face was in a trance, and he looked so dim at every qiē.

"What are you afraid of, don't be afraid, Gu Nan, you don't believe it and look back, in fact, you can walk over." The fat man slowly helped me up, and I turned back to look at the stage step by step.

The enthusiastic and noisy shouts rose and fell on the stage, and Liu Yuxin stood on it, cheering loudly into the microphone.

There are only three pairs of contestants left, Bai Li Han Fei, Shen Xiangyang Xia Mo, and the pair of elderly uncles and aunts.

Bai Li and Han Fei kissed each other passionately, and at this moment, it was like a wilderness. Shen Xiangyang still looked like a gentleman, holding Xia Mo gently in his arms, and the French wet kiss was deduced to the sky.

My heart was beating, rhythmically, neither fast nor slow. The sad Bruce gradually sounded in his ears, like a lot of elves shuttling between high-rise buildings. Then they jumped down one by one, flew in the air, and then fell in a straight line, falling to pieces, and never recovered.

Bai Li hugged Han Fei's neck and kissed passionately, but I saw the corners of her eyes and began to cry drop by drop. More and more tears were mixed together, and the more she kissed Han Fei, the more enthusiastic. I looked at them, staring intently, breathing heavily.

Suddenly, Bai Li pushed Han Fei away, ran down from the stage crying, and ran towards me. Her tears were bursting Milky Way, shimmering and blinding, drowning my world. She's coming for me? Are you here to hug me? I looked at the figure of Bai Li running towards me, and Mu Ne's hands gradually began to feel conscious.

She's getting closer, faster, but 、、、

She just passed by me and dropped a sentence: "Gu Nan, I just can't forget you, even the picture of kissing someone else is you." Bai Li ran away and ran away.

I didn't chase it, my heart ached violently, it hurt so much that I choked, I wanted to cry but couldn't. The most powerless thing in my life is not to meet you in the most powerful years, but to meet another her in the most beautiful time and space. After all, we just pass by, and we will eventually get farther and farther away.

I took a deep breath, and the cool air hurt my heart. I rolled my eyes upward, tears in my eyes, but there were still no tears.

Xia Mo and Shen Xiangyang and Xia Mo on the stage also stopped kissing, leaving only the old man and aunt who were still there, kissing passionately. I was a little envious, envious of this pair of uncles and aunts, I smiled, in this life, who will accompany me to the end? No one can be suspicious, no one can predict. Love is on the way, and I have to start walking.

At this time, Han Fei walked slowly towards me with a cigarette in his mouth, and took a puff of cigarette after taking a step, he didn't look at me, his expression was a little helpless, and he walked to my side: "Gu Nan, you won." He threw away the cigarette butt in his hand, ran violently, and chased in the direction of Bai Li.

I was stunned for a long time, and the fat man patted me on the shoulder: "I still have some things, you go to the room to rest first, and I will call you later, digest it yourself." ”

I didn't play in this game, and I was the real loser.

I glanced at Xia Mo and Shen Xiangyang on the stage, they were so happy, really, much happier than me.

I walked slowly towards the Weiyang store, there were many people in the supermarket, I went straight into the room, locked the door, and locked myself in my own world again.

I closed the curtains, turned off the lights in the room, found my phone, put on headphones, and chose a song to play. I took out the cigarette on my body, squatted in the corner, lit a cigarette, the yellow light of the lighter reflected my face so brightly, and the reflection on the wall was fluttering and floating!

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