"Your dream is also my dream, we can plant flowers and plants here, cook and make wine, watch the stars, and invite friends to come here to taste tea and ...... wine" Fu Zijun's voice was as light as ever, but with the magic of bewitchment, her eyes gradually moistened.

"I gave this place a name, it's 'Taoyuan', would you like to accompany me to finish my dream?" He is really not a romantic person, and he usually doesn't have any romantic actions, and those flowers, candles, balloons, and slogans have nothing to do with him.

But once he became romantic, it was really romantic to the bone, so romantic that she had no ability to resist and plunged into it, unable to extricate herself.

At this moment, what could she say except nodding, she turned around and hugged her, "Thank you!" ”

Thank you for taking my words to heart and thank you for cherishing every dream of mine.

"It's something that the two of us have in common, what are you thanking me for?" He stroked her hair, knowing that she was moved, the corners of his lips couldn't help but rise slightly, "I originally wanted to bring you here after I got all the qiē done, but I'm afraid that there is a gap in our aesthetics, if you don't like it......"

She thought of his duplex building designed by a famous teacher, and sure enough, there were two completely different styles from what she liked, and there was indeed a gap in aesthetics, so she couldn't help but purse her lips and smile, "You don't like what I like, so how do you live?" ”

"I like everything you like." After being with her for so long, his aesthetics have been assimilated and accustomed to warmth, and he has long been unable to adapt to returning to that cold home.

"That's what you said." She giggled, she had wanted to own a little house of her own for a long time. She hoped that this home was built by her and him, and now that she finally had the opportunity to realize her dream, how could she not be excited?

"But now you're going to do a Ph.D. again. I have to write a book and learn the piano, and now I want to design our home, will the pressure be too much? He asked her deliberately tangled.

"No, no, no!" She waved her hand again and again, "I can squeeze out time for what I want to do no matter what." ”

"But I'm worried about your body," he hugged her, "and I want to wait until we build our own home." Greet the birth of a new life at home, do you say? ”

She nodded like garlic, but suddenly tangled. "But from the construction to the renovation and then to the ventilation, I'm afraid it will take two years before we can live in it."

"Then don't be in a hurry to have a child so soon, since you are ready to have a child, then you should give her the best environment. You say, don't you? We're all busy right now. If you haven't adjusted your physical condition to the best, you should wait until you've been busy for a while to think about it, okay? ”

"However, I haven't ......been pregnant for the past few months," her voice lowered, and the words that had been held in her heart, the bitterly suppressed feelings, were finally released at this moment.

"What are you crying about?" He chuckled and wiped away her tears, "Our kid is a smart baby. Knowing that Mom and Dad hadn't built the house yet, they weren't in a hurry to report for duty. We have to thank her for her thoughtfulness. ”

"But what if I can't give birth?" Fear has always haunted her heart, and she can't let go.

"How do you have that idea? Now that medicine is prosperous, don't worry about this, take 10,000 steps back and say, even if we don't have children, aren't we living happily now? If you really want a child, we'll adopt one and treat her like our own. He said indifferently, "It's not your style to give up on yourself because of a momentary setback." ”

She said these words when she said these words in front of Zhao Yajing, she was full of confidence at that time, so she could say it very chicly, but if she really couldn't have her own children, she felt unacceptable.

But now that the words came out of his mouth, it was strange that the love that she had been entangled in had stabilized, yes, the most painful and painful time had let her go through, and now she has his love and her own life, and she is already extremely happy, if she is still depressed and entangled all day long, she will be sorry for God's love for her.

Well, since God loves her and gives her a chance to do it all over again, he will definitely give her a child.

"Shall we continue to take measures?" She picked herself up and really listened to him, but her face was somewhat embarrassed.

"Don't be so deliberate, children are fate and providence, let it be." He looked at her playfully, "I find that there are always a few days in the month when you are especially happy to come to me, and the rest of the time is too cold, which is not good, when there is a drought, you die of drought and when you are flooded." ”

Hearing his explicit jokes, Ji Qingling's face was so red that he was about to drip blood, it turned out that he knew everything.

"I know you're in a bad mood because of what I said that day, so I've always regretted it," he stroked her hair with a gentle expression, "Don't put any pressure on yourself, or I'll feel guilty." ”

"Oh." She replied with a sneer, suddenly understanding what he had brought her here for.

She has been careful to hide her love, but he finally found out.

"Zijun, I want to have a child for you, I want to do it very much." She choked up, she had been avoiding this before, and when she untied the knot, she couldn't wait to have it, and even she felt that her mentality was very unhealthy, "I know this mentality is wrong, but I just can't control it." ”

"You're thinking too much, I've heard that stress can lead to hormone level disorders, which is not good for your body, and it is not good for your future children." He always stroked her hair to soothe her.

"I know ......"

"I really regret saying that day about having a child, I knew it would bring you so much pressure, I really wouldn't talk nonsense so without thinking." He looked apologetic, "Actually, for children, I really don't want as much as you think." ”

"I know, although you want to have a child, but you don't have to it," she sighed, "I haven't been able to pass this level by myself, and I'm worried that I won't be able to be a good mother, so God won't give me this opportunity." I've always wanted to have children, but I've always faced it negatively with an evasive attitude, but this time I finally mustered up all the courage, who knows......"

"Can you tell me why you have such a deep obsession with children?" He had always suspected that it was the shadow of her childhood that caused her to be timid and loving to her children.

She hesitated for a long time, so long that he almost thought that she would not answer before he spoke slowly, "Because I once had a dream that we had a son, and we loved him very much, but as a result, he died in an accident......"

She didn't say it too carefully, but these three words were enough to arouse her pain and grievances, and she couldn't control her feelings again, and she cried out loud, he was very surprised by her words, and kept patting her on the back, "It's just a dream." ”

She shook her head desperately, she knew it wasn't a dream, it was a shocking reality, and she would never forget the red and piercing blood.

"I promise you with my life that this will not happen, we will be fine, and the child will be fine." He hugged her hard and swore word by word, "You have to believe me, you must believe me." ”

Years of grievances were completely vented at this moment, and she cried happily in his arms this night.

She once thought that after being reborn, she would be able to look down on the past and be an invincible woman, but when he was willing to be her solid support, she still turned back into that sensitive and fragile little woman, because she understood that all feelings in front of him were safe, and now he was willing to tolerate her one, whether good or bad.

Although she still has the fear that she may not be able to have children, she no longer regards pregnancy preparation as the top priority in her life as she did before, firstly because of Fu Zijun's enlightenment, and secondly, because she is so busy now that she has no time to think about it, and she doesn't even have time to count on the ovulation period.

"I plan to build two wood-burning stoves, just like the one in Uncle Wen's house, the meals made from the wood-fired cauldron are fragrant, and you can also build one specially for baking bread." Ji Qingling said as he wrote and drew in his sketchbook, "Well, that's it." ”

"I didn't pay attention last time," he shrugged, he just ate and didn't go to the back kitchen of Wenzhong's house, "but your painting is good." ”

Ji Qingling covered the sketchbook with some surprise, "I scribble casually." ”

She has always liked to draw, but she has never learned, she will use colored pencils and sketchbooks to doodle a few strokes when she has nothing to do, this time in order to be able to design the house of her dreams, she also chose to use painting to express her own ideas more intuitively.

However, her drawings are just like children's paintings, they look childish and simple, and at a glance people can tell that they are from a layman.

Fu Zijun smiled, although her painting was not very exquisite, but this fresh and lovely feeling was quite in line with her character.

"Is it good to have a garden here?" She quickly forgot about her shyness, turned another page, and discussed it carefully with him.

"This area is relatively shady, so it's best to plant some shade-loving plants, and these flowers you painted are all sun-loving, so it's not very suitable."

"That's right......," she was a little disappointed, "Sure enough, I didn't think it through, so I'll think about it again." ”

"Think about it, don't rush." He stroked her hair, his eyes were full of pampering, "There will be a home furnishing exhibition in Beijing in a few days, all of which are exhibited by some internationally renowned designers, do you want to go and see it?" ”

Ji Qingling has never had a good impression of those so-called houses designed by famous teachers, she is an ordinary person, she can't appreciate those things that are too tall, in her opinion, the key to the house is warm and comfortable, and it feels like home, but Fu Zijun likes that abstract style, and considering his aesthetics, she still agreed to go to the capital, anyway, she has never been to the capital, so she just took the opportunity to have a good time. (To be continued......)