Chapter 134: A sad past

Dou's mother didn't know why, she wanted to step forward, but she didn't dare to step forward, so she could only watch her cry.

Silently, the tears fell.

In an instant, Mrs. Yun Zhen seemed to be ten years old.

Mother Dou was so frightened that she couldn't hold back in the end, so she rushed forward to help her, her voice was soft and soft, and said, "Madam, it's cold on the ground, the slave and maid help you go back and sit." ”

Although it is the middle of summer, the ground is paved with cold and hard bricks, and it is still cold when you touch it, and it is uncomfortable to sit on it for a long time.

However, after Mother Dou worriedly persuaded her, Mrs. Yun Zhen still didn't look like she was going to get up, and her eyebrows were full of exhaustion and her face was pale.

"Madam...... Mother Dou was very anxious, and called again, "What's wrong with you?" If there is something on your mind, tell the slave and maid, and don't hold back your illnessβ€”"

Mrs. Yun Zhen smiled sadly: "What's the matter, it's nothing." ”

She grasped the things in her palm so tightly that she almost pinched the things in her hands into powder.

The bloodied lips also pursed hard, as if if she didn't do this, the words that had accumulated in her heart would be blurted out by her the next moment.

Mother Dou has been with her for many years, what kind of Mrs. Yun Zhen hasn't seen? Looking at her appearance now, you know that there must be something hidden in her heart, and that thing must be not small! But Mrs. Yun Zhen was reluctant to sue her, so she could only silence herself and stop asking.

If the master's affairs were not said by the master, she would only be a servant and anxious.

After a long time, Mrs. Yun Zhen grabbed her arm and stood up with difficulty, and then said, "Go down." You don't have to be here with me. ”

Mother Dou was stunned when she heard this, and when she woke up, she shook her head and said, "The slave is here to accompany you!" ”

Now at this time, she can leave Mrs. Yun Zhen with peace of mind.

But after Mrs. Yun Zhen listened to her words, she only turned her face sideways and looked at her fixedly for a while, and said, "I'm really fine." ”

At least physically, she is not sick.

Heart disease is also a disease, but it is not so easy to die.

Anyway. Her voice was deep. He replied, "Stand down." ”

Mother Dou had no choice but to agree softly and retreat slowly.

Madame Yun Zhen kept looking at her. But she was never asked to stay.

Before walking to the bead curtain, Mother Dou couldn't help but stop and turned around hesitantly.

Mrs. Yun Zhen immediately shook her head: "Let's go." ”

"Yes......" Mother Dou sighed secretly and reached out to lift the curtain. Walked out.

The figure flashed, and the beaded curtain flickered. There was silence.

Mrs. Yunzhen was the only one in the room, cold and silent.

After Dou's mother left, she stood in place. There was no movement for a long time, like a jade statue, gorgeous and exquisite. But it is so pale that there is no trace of popularity.

The golden sunlight shone on the trees. As soon as the wind blows, the branches and leaves rattle. The sunlight swayed and shattered into patches of yellowed old times.

Lady Yun Zhen's gaze fell on a stone in the distance through the half-open window. The stone lay in the corner, with sharp edges and corners, faintly like a wolf. A small, just learned to hunt, a wolf with a fierce spirit.

In the territory of Dayin, wolves are rarely seen.

Most of the people who are in Dayin will never see a real wolf once in their lives.

But she had seen them with her own eyes.

Oily and slippery fur, white fangs, deep and cruel eyes.

After many years, looking back again, she still remembers it clearly.

Some things may just happen yesterday and can be forgotten clearly after a sleep, while some things are still vivid and clear as yesterday even when they are about to die.

Many times, she even feels that the years she spent in Dongyi are like a long life, but they are so short that people don't even have enough memorability.

After returning from Dongyi, she had never set foot on that piece of land againβ€”a sad place that hurt her heart whenever she thought about it.

However, even if she was reluctant to look back, she still kept in mind from time to time, always asked people to stay in Dongyi, and carefully inquired about what she wanted to know. But what she wanted to know was just that.

Just one thing!

Until the day she died, she would definitely remember the day he died.

It was the day when he refused to forsake her; That was the day when she would never see him again; It was destined that she would not be able to reunite with him under the Nine Springs even after her death.

He wouldn't want to see her again.

If she were him, she would never want to see her again.

From the day she set foot in the Dongyi Realm, her whole person was a lie.

It's just that she lied and cheated, but in the end, she even deceived herself......

So the most hated thing in the world is myself.

On the day he died, she gave birth to a child, like a sad and joyful reincarnation.

She cried and laughed, but how could God, who was cruel and cold, willing to give her a chance to laugh? Tears are never enough to flow, like rain in the sky, falling down in a hurry, accumulating into rivers, flooding...... The poor child, as soon as he landed, abandoned her with his father.

Maybe this is retribution, she thought.

As fate would have it, she didn't deserve that child.

Many years later, she embroidered a bunch of pomegranate tents, the pomegranate flowers on the top bloomed fiercely like fire, and the knots were full and crystal like cinnabar, which meant that there were many sons and many blessings, which could be used on her, like ridicule.

However, she was obviously unhappy, but she never asked someone to remove the tent and change to another bed.

Because looking at the tent, the pain of seppuku during childbirth that day will not go away, and the child's wrinkled and purple little face will continue to be deeply engraved on her heart day by day.

The past is flying in front of me, like a marquee, constantly flashing.

Madame Yun Zhen took a deep breath and closed her eyes tightly.

On the spy report crumpled in her palm, only a few words were written.

-- To the north of the Dongyi border, it was found that the ground was shaking and collapsed in many places. The mausoleum was not spared.

It's all ruined......

The moment she saw the news, she could almost hear the pounding thing in her chest "click" to shatter, shattered into pieces, and could no longer be put together.

The thing was still jumping, and it hurt with every blow.

Before she left Dongyi, she quietly buried the child not far from his father.

At the very least, they should meet each other.

She ordered people to keep an eye on her. Take care of it. Every death day, people quietly send branches.

But in the future, there is no need to leave anyone to take care of it.

Tears slowly trickled down the corners of her eyes.

The room grew silent. It was so silent that you could almost hear the tears snaking down.

But Mother Dou, who was guarding outside, didn't know that she was crying so much that she was stiff, bent down, and clenched her fists against her heart. Biting the lip flap.

Mother Dou couldn't see her people, nor could she hear her crying.

Because she didn't make a sound. But Dou's mother was still very worried, like an ant on a hot pot, anxious at the door, not knowing whether she should go inside to check the situation. Mrs. Yun Zhen clearly said it first. ordered her to retreat, and she obeyed, but she couldn't go in on her own.

Time passed little by little.

I don't know how long it took. There was finally a voice inside the door.

Madame Yun Zhen's voice was muffled, with her inherent hoarseness.

She's calling herself in!

Mother Dou suddenly breathed a sigh of relief. The ugly face also looked much better, and he quickly walked inside.

Mrs. Yun Zhen didn't see the slightest tear on her face, and when she saw her come in, she ordered with a tired look: "Dry my hair for me." ”

Scattered to this point, although it is already semi-dry, it is still a little wet after all. The heart that Mother Dou was carrying when she heard the words also fell back to its original place, walked over and took a handkerchief and carefully wiped Mrs. Yun Zhen's hair. When her hair was dry, Mrs. Yun Zhen said that she would sleep for a while, and let her retreat on her own, without having to wait, and not allowing anyone to come to see her.

Mother Dou agreed one by one, put down the tent, and then retreated lightly.

Outside, she said a few words to the doorkeeper before turning and walking along the corridor.

At the same time, on the other side of the corridor, someone was walking at a brisk.

It won't take long for the two to meet head-on.

Suddenly, another person appeared in the oblique thorn and called out to Dou's mother.

Mother Dou frowned, stopped her steps and looked back, and saw that it was Yuyin, and her frowning brows relaxed slightly.

There are many people in Qianzhong Garden now, and there are even more who have raised them, but over the years, she has looked at it with Mrs. Yun Zhen, but the most different thing is that there is only this Yuyin. Mrs. Yun Zhen treated him differently, and she naturally treated him differently.

"Has Madame never gotten up?" Yuyin asked with a smile.

Dou's mother was noncommittal, but she smiled silently.

Yu Yin also smiled and said nothing.

Dou's mother was leaving, so he asked again whether the jar of flower tea in the lady's room was given by the third girl.

This matter is not a secret, when Ruosheng came back from Pingzhou, he brought a lot of things, and sent things to the elders in the house, and Mrs. Yun Zhen was even more indispensable here. Mother Dou nodded and said yes.

She didn't have the heart to chat, and after Yuyin finished speaking, the two dispersed.

However, after a while, when Dou's mother's figure disappeared at the end of the corridor, Yu Yin came back again, hurriedly walked to the corner, and pulled out a person, who was his brother Yu Zhen.

Yuzhen patted his heart: "It's so dangerous!" ”

I almost collided with Dou's mother.

He shouldn't have come from the other side at the moment, in case he called Dou's mother to meet him, he had to ask a few questions.

Yuzhen is most afraid of this.

He patted Yuyin on the shoulder again and said, "Thanks to your eyesight!" ”

Yu Yin turned his body away, frowned and looked at the corner of his clothes: "What's on it?" ”

Yu Zhen looked down when he heard this, and there was some green juice on his white clothes. (To be continued)

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