Pantha 16 – the first refusal
"I see."
The phone hung up, and only the sound of electricity in Yan Fenfang's ears was left with a single rhythm.
She maintained a talking posture, looking straight ahead with wooden eyes, the courage to reject Chu Tianqing just now was suddenly withdrawn, and there was only a hole left in her heart that could not be filled.
The first time he rejected him, completely and cleanly, the first time he didn't have any scruples about what the consequences would be if he disobeyed him, and didn't think about whether this would be a drop in his attitude towards her......
Does this mean that you can no longer love and no longer hurt?
"Fragrant ......"
Song Chengwu realized the severity of the situation, and did not dare to ask more, nor did he dare to say more.
This little woman has always been like this, she can't stop what she wants to say to him, and she can't ask what she doesn't want to say.
And he is arrogant and uninhibited by nature, most of the time he is not serious when he talks to Yan Fenfang, he is usually fine, at this time, he wants to comfort, but he is afraid that his way of speaking will become more and more chaotic.
"Put aside the work in your hand first, and call me anytime if you want to take a leave of absence."
Song Chengwu patted Yan Fenfang's shoulder, stood up, and when he passed behind Du Xiaohong, he quietly poked her shoulder with his finger.
Du Xiaohong understood, put down the information in his hand and walked over:
"Hey, what's going on?"
Yan Fenfang glanced at Du Xiaohong blankly, and lowered her head again.
"Yo, look at the grievances of our family's fragrance, who bullied our family's fragrance?"
Du Xiaohong squatted beside Yan Fenfang, her slender arms wrapped around her, and her little face reached in front of Yan Fenfang:
"Yao Yuan? Chu Tianqing? ”
“……”
Hearing Chu Tianqing's name, Yan Fenfang's eyes suddenly swelled violently, and tears fell straight to the table.
……
The corridor in the evening was already dark, Yan Fenfang walked upstairs step by step, in the past, she always felt that there were too many steps here, and it was very tiring to walk, but today, she wanted to walk a little more.
There are lights in the room and someone is at home.
Yan Fenfang stood at the door for a long time, took out the key and opened the door, walked through the entrance, and broke into the slender black shadow in his sight.
"Why did you come back so late?"
When the words fell, Chu Tianqing had already walked in front of her, saw her face clearly, and his dark eyebrows were slightly locked.
There was a fresh breath that rushed into his nose, it was the peculiar sandalwood fragrance on his body, since the moment he rescued her from the water, she had firmly remembered this smell, it smelled good, and made her feel very safe, like a charming bait, all these years she always sucked her and stuck it on him without knowing whether she was alive or dead......
But now, she didn't want to get near him.
For the first time, I didn't want to do it from the bottom of my heart.
"What's wrong with such a bad face?"
Chu Tianqing walked closer to her and looked at her carefully with eyes like the night sky.
Yan Fenfang was standing directly opposite him, raising her head, not looking at his face, but at the position of his collar, her face was an excessively pale color, and the bags and dark circles under her eyes were obvious, Chu Tianqing noticed her abnormality on the phone, but he didn't expect her to be in such a bad state.
Chu Tianqing's eyebrows tightened, and his wide right hand held her haggard face:
"Who bullied you?"
There was an abnormal warmth on his face, it was the heat flow from his palm, and at this moment, Yan Fenfang felt that his cold whole body had become warm.
Yan Fenfang's body trembled obviously:
"No one bullied me, it's just a little uncomfortable."
Pushing his hand away, he walked past him with his head down.
The warmth he gave, she was not greedy, she was just afraid that she would fall too deep, so deep that she no longer even had the courage to continue living when she lost it.
"What's wrong?"
Chu Tianqing strode after her, and his tall body blocked in front of her.
Yan Fenfang hurriedly retracted her feet, and wanted to bypass him, but his left hand suddenly passed under her armpit and firmly squeezed her into his arms.
Obviously feeling his sturdy body, Yan Fenfang was flustered and confused, lowered her head and didn't look at him, and pushed his chest with both hands:
"Let go, please let go of ......"
"You haven't answered me yet."
Chu Tianqing lowered his head and looked at her for a moment:
"What's wrong with that?"
Yan Fenfang gasped weakly, she couldn't say what was uncomfortable, since she saw that video, she had become restless, obviously hungry but couldn't eat, obviously very sleepy but couldn't sleep, every day was like living in a nightmare, after a few days, her body was close to collapse.
"Here?"
Chu Tianqing's right hand was firmly covered in her heart.
Yan Fenfang's face suddenly turned red:
"Chu Tianqing, please respect yourself."
Dead weight?
Chu Tianqing's eyebrows were deeply locked, and the right hand covering her heart slowly relaxed:
"Did Yao Yuan say something to you?"
Yan Fenfang smiled godlessly, and everyone knew some things without saying anything.
Who doesn't have privacy, who doesn't have secrets they don't want to tell?
Just like the incident between her and Yan Xiaodong back then, she didn't want to say that she would get bored if someone asked again and again.
And Chu Tianqing seems to be equally sensitive to the secret between him and Hua Ziya, so she doesn't want to be bored anymore, she can't change anything after all, Chu Tianqing likes her to pretend to be confused, she will be confused with him like he wants.
Or it was clear that it was in vain to break free, Yan Fenfang gave up struggling, Chu Tianqing clearly felt that her body was trembling, he wanted to see what kind of eyes she was looking at now, but her face was tilted to one side, and she refused to look at him......
In the past, this little woman always took the initiative to pester her and get close to her, as long as he gave her a little kindness, she would be overjoyed and carried away, but now, what did she know?
A touch of pain flashed in Chu Tianqing's eyes:
"Fragrance, why don't you believe me?"
His lips blew in his ears, and the warm touch made the exhausted Yan Fenfang feel a little relaxed, as if she was bewitched by something, she tried to muster up her courage and looked at him tentatively:
"After going through so much, I just can't believe it anymore."
Unlike most other girls, she has a warm family and the loving protection of her parents, and all these years, she has been alone, and she has to bear the hardships and hardships of life alone, which makes her even more insecure.
Besides, Chu Tianqing's attitude towards her had changed suddenly.
Besides, between him and Hua Ziya......
Chu Tianqing's eyebrows were locked very tightly, and ink seemed to be squeezed out of his dark eyes:
"Fragrant, I like you to live truthfully, live with pursuit; I like that you are soft and weak, but dare to bear the hardships of life; I like that you are obviously stupid, and you write everything on your face, but you think you are very smart and good at disguise; I like you, it's not that there is no pressure, no obstacles, now I dare, why don't you dare? ”
The magnetic voice with an excited trill sounded like a warm spring breeze blowing on Yan Fenfang's face one after another, she saw the solemnity in his eyes, she felt his heartbeat and breathing, even and strong, Yan Fenfang began to waver:
"But, you and Hua Ziya ......"
"I've drawn a line with her." Chu Tianqing's voice paused, and he quietly hid the worry in his eyes:
"I did have my own purpose when I married you, but now it's different, I don't want to talk about those things again, and I don't want it to affect us."
Yan Fenfang had been dizzy in the past few days, but when she heard Chu Tianqing's words, she was even more dizzy, she looked at him in a trance, and actually smiled at him stupidly.
She was laughing, her haggard face was like a flower bone that had been beaten by the wind and rain, and finally bloomed at this moment, Chu Tianqing breathed a sigh of relief, and wiped his fingers on her dark circles:
"Don't let me see you tomorrow again, don't let me see you like a ghost, go to bed early."
Yan Fenfang smiled:
"Okay."
These days, those questions and worries piled up on her heart like stones, making her confused and restless all day long, she thought that Chu Tianqing was bound to tell the matter between him and Hua Ziya clearly, and she could be relieved, but even she didn't expect that Chu Tianqing just said a few good words to her and swept away the haze in her heart.
Perhaps, what she really cares about is not what he has done in the past, but whether he belongs to her now.
"Click!"
With the crisp sound of the door closing, Yan Fenfang's figure disappeared behind the door in an instant, and Chu Tianqing sat back on the sofa, his handsome face shrouded in exhaustion and sadness again.
He has not been a person who likes to show his heart to others since he was a child, and over the years, he has been crawling and rolling in the business field, accustomed to sinister people's hearts, deceitful and deceitful, and even wrapped his true self deeply with a veil of indifference, and never refused to show his true thoughts to others.
But just now, he seemed to have revealed too much to Yan Fenfang.
He is not a man who talks a lot, and he used to know nothing about the language of love and love between men and women, but when he saw her lost soul, he seemed to be a different person, and he unconsciously wanted to coax her, no matter how nice words were said, he didn't think it was enough......
She seems to be becoming more and more sensitive to the events between him and Hua Ziya, and he seems to be more and more afraid of seeing her sad, so how should he tell her about the matter he decided with the Hua family in the United States this time?
……
Early the next morning, Yan Fenfang was woken up by the alarm clock, there was no one on the pillow, and there were no traces of messiness on the quilt on that side, Chu Tianqing didn't come over last night.
Since the last time he came back, he and her had no longer slept in separate beds, Yan Fenfang thought, he was probably afraid of waking her up last night.
Thinking like this, Yan Fenfang walked towards the door, and as soon as she pushed the door open, she heard a crisp metallic sound of "click", she followed the sound and saw Chu Tianqing:
He sat on the couch, his legs folded naturally, his hands resting on the upper leg, and his thumb mechanically flicked open and closed the case of the golden lighter in his hand.
What the hell is he doing?
Is it a smoking addiction, but you are entangled because you promised Qin Shu that day that you will not smoke again?
Yan Fenfang walked over:
"If you really want to smoke, don't suppress yourself so much."
Probably not noticing her coming over, Chu Tianqing's thumb was stuck on the casing, and he said lightly:
"It's fine."
His voice was slightly hoarse, Yan Fenfang sensed his abnormality, and when he got closer, he found that his face was very pale.
Chu Tianqing never looked up, just looked at the lighter in his hand motionlessly, the early morning sun shone on it, and the strong light reflected on it was like a needle.
Yan Fenfang squinted reflexively, and in a trance, he suddenly found that he was still wearing the same clothes as yesterday, and a small pit had fallen into the place where he was sitting on the sofa, so he sat like this all night?
"Don't you go to wash? I'll take you to work in a moment. ”
Chu Tianqing finally looked at her, the corners of his mouth slightly hooked a shallow arc, and Yan Fenfang also smiled:
"Okay."
Turning around, he walked towards the bathroom as if nothing had happened.
He either didn't want to be noticed by her, so he wanted to hide it with a smile, but the smile was far-fetched, he had achieved a lot in the business world, and a man like him must have experienced strong winds and waves, and she didn't know how annoying it was to keep him awake all night.
It's not that she doesn't want to share his worries, but she can see that he is deliberately hiding it, and he doesn't want her to know......
……
Ma Xingjie's place should not be far from Yan Fenfang's house, and after Chu Tianqing called him, he rushed over in less than twenty minutes.
When Yan Fenfang and Chu Tianqing went downstairs, Ma Xingjie was waiting in front of the garage with a smile:
"Boss, where are you going?"
Chu Tianqing threw the car keys to him:
"Find a place to have breakfast first, and then go to Song Chengwu's company."
"Oh, good, good, understood."
After having breakfast at a restaurant on the road, the three of them got back into the car.
The early summer in S City is not too hot, the car window slides halfway, and the wind outside blows in, and the cold and warm are just right.
Chu Tianqing and Yan Fenfang sat side by side in the middle row, Yan Fenfang peeked at him, most of the way he looked out the window silently, his thick black sword eyebrows locked deeply, as if thinking about something.
This man always seems to be like this, and when he is silent, he is like a layer of ice around him, revealing a kind of indifference that rejects people thousands of miles away.
"Enough of it?"
Chu Tianqing suddenly looked back, Yan Fenfang didn't have time to retract his gaze, he was looking at him, his face couldn't help but be hot, and he covered it up: "Just look at the scenery outside." ”
The scenery outside?
However, he had just seen her in the car glass and she was not looking outside......
Chu Tianqing didn't tear it down, the corners of his good-looking mouth were slightly hooked, and he looked at her with interest with his dark eyes.
Yan Fenfang was flustered by his staring, looked at him timidly, and smirked unconsciously.
Was it her delusion?
At this moment, she seemed to see two hot rays of light blooming in Chu Tianqing's eyes, she was surprised to see clearly, but Chu Tianqing raised his wrist and moved his gaze to his watch.
"Boss, it's Miss Yan's company in front, do you want to drive over?"
Ma Xingjie pointed to the "Song Building" in front of him on the right, slowed down the car, and Chu Tianqing glanced out:
"Find a place where there are fewer people to park."
"Okay, boss."
Ma Xingjie responded respectfully, and slowly parked the car next to the flower pond on the side of the road:
"Boss, Miss Yan, you can get out of the car......"
"You're not going to buy cigarettes?"
Chu Tianqing suddenly interrupted Ma Xingjie's words coldly.
Ma Xingjie was obviously stunned, then understood something, and hurriedly smiled:
"Yes, boss, I'm going to buy cigarettes, I'm going to buy cigarettes."
Chu Tianqing's deep eyes narrowed:
"Buy a few more packs and come back later."
"Oh, good, good."
The car door opened and closed, and Ma Xingjie fled away, leaving only Yan Fenfang and Chu Tianqing in the car.
Yan Fenfang felt that Chu Tianqing was a little abnormal, however, when she thought of the normal time of an unfathomable person like him, she didn't think much about it, and smiled:
"It's time for me to get out of the car, too."
was about to push the car door, but her left hand was suddenly grabbed by his powerful big hand, and before she could understand what was going on, her soft body was pulled into Chu Tianqing's arms.
"There's still half an hour before you go to work, and I'll be back later."
Chu Tianqing stared down at her, his thin lips pressed against the tip of her nose, and this time, Yan Fenfang saw clearly the kind of look hidden in his beautiful eyes, gentle, hot as if to melt people.
Yan Fenfang's body trembled, her cheeks suddenly became hot for some reason, she lost her mind, and her body was suddenly pushed by Chu Tianqing, she was defenseless, and lay flat on the saddle like a piece of tissue paper.
Chu Tianqing's sturdy body approached, and her warm lips blew on her cheeks:
"Now it's just the two of us, you don't want to do something?"
Yan Fenfang instantly understood what he meant, and her face turned even redder:
"But you ...... last night"
"You were in such a bad condition last night, I'm not afraid that you won't fit in?"
Chu Tianqing usually looks arrogant, as if the whole world owes him, and he speaks and acts with a kind of deep and indifferent, however, at this time, his tone began to be hot.
Yan Fenfang breathed crampedly, not daring to look directly at him:
"I mean, you didn't sleep all night last night."
The corners of Chu Tianqing's mouth hooked slightly:
"What's this?"
There was a strange feeling on his body.
"Don't!"
Yan Fenfang nervously grabbed his wrist and wanted to stop it, but instead of relenting, he intensified.
Yan Fenfang's breathing stagnated, and her taut fingers sank into the skin on his arm:
"Don't ...... here"
She trembled slightly, her eyes crossed his shoulder as she spoke, and she looked out in panic, Chu Tianqing glanced out of the car window:
"Afraid of being seen? Song Chengwu? ”
It's not good to be seen by anyone!
Yan Fenfang's anxious hands and feet broke out in a cold sweat, while Chu Tianqing seemed very calm, but his voice was still gentle:
"The windows are coated with glass, so no one can see them."
Yan Fenfang wanted to say something, but he had already firmly blocked her words with a gentle kiss.
People outside the car came and went, and from time to time there was the sound of car horns and the conversation of passers-by, even though she knew that they couldn't see it, Yan Fenfang was still extremely ashamed.
About half an hour later, Yan Fenfang was sitting opposite Chu Tianqing, her snow-white arms around his neck:
"Tianqing, all my qiē has been given to you, don't let me down."
At this moment, Chu Tianqing's dark eyes condensed deeply, and the big hand caressing her shoulder froze:
"Good!"
Seeing that it was time to go to work, Yan Fenfang hurriedly finished taking care of herself, got out of the car, said goodbye to Chu Tianqing, took two steps, and suddenly saw her reflection from the car glass.
The self inside, his eyes are blurred, his hair is messy, his face is crimson, looking at himself like this, he seems to smell the masculine breath he still retains, and the slight pain there......
As if she was afraid of being discovered something, Yan Fenfang kept her head down and walked forward, eager to rush into the office.
"Yan Fenfang."
A familiar voice suddenly came from beside her, Yan Fenfang looked up and said uneasily:
"Huh?"
Li Suqin walked up to Yan Fenfang and grabbed her arm with her little hand:
"You were the one in that car just now?"
Yan Fenfang's face was flushed, and she wanted to be unconscious on the spot.
"Who is the man in the car?" Li Suqin is a well-known gossip in the company, and she can't help the people in the company who can't fight with her, and she can't wait to investigate all the people's family backgrounds, at the moment, the more Yan Fenfang doesn't say that she is more itchy:
"Hehe, it can't be Boss Song, right?"
Yan Fenfang's face turned from red to purple:
"It's not."
Shaking off Li Suqin's little hand, she hurriedly walked forward.
Today, Song Chengwu didn't just fall for any evil, Yan Fenfang just entered the office with his front foot, and he followed.
The abnormality on Yan Fenfang's face hadn't faded yet, and he was afraid that others would see it, but he stood directly opposite her, lowered his head, and looked at her silently.
One second, two seconds, three seconds......
Yan Fenfang was finally looked at by him, and glared at him angrily:
"What's the matter?"
Song Chengwu folded his arms around his chest, and there was no expression on his face, just a thoughtful sigh; "Alas!"
Yan Fenfang sensed his abnormality, and simply unfolded the text on the table, lowered her head and looked.
"Alas, alas, what a pity......"
Song Chengwu sighed and walked out, Yan Fenfang looked at Du Xiaohong opposite:
"What's wrong with him? What a pity? ”
"You didn't look in the mirror yourself...... Du Xiaohong stared at Yan Fenfang's face and smiled:
"The woman who has been thinking about it for so long has been eaten by other men, can Boss Song not feel pity?"
……
Yan Fenfang has a habit of lying in bed on Saturdays, and always sleeps until she wakes up naturally.
When he walked out of the bedroom, Chu Tianqing was sitting on the sofa in the living room, and when he saw Yan Fenfang, his lips hooked:
"Take you somewhere."
The place Chu Tianqing said was a well-known jewelry store in the city, and the shopping guide recognized Chu Tianqing and bowed standardly:
"Mr. Chu, welcome."
Chu Tianqing didn't reply, glanced at the shopping guide lady lightly, and then looked at Yan Fenfang on his right.
The shopping guide saw something, and bowed to Yan Fenfang again:
"Miss, you're welcome too."
The jewellery store is well-stocked, with crystal chandeliers overhead emitting a glittering light.
Chu Tianqing stopped in front of a counter selling rings and pointed inside:
"Whichever one you like, take your pick."
Yan Fenfang looked over, and her eyes were full of diamond-encrusted rings, red, black, blue, purple, and all kinds of brilliant colors made her a little dazzled.
In the past days, she lived a hard life, was reluctant to use cosmetics, never willing to buy clothes with a price of more than three figures, and was even more reluctant to buy luxury things such as jewelry.
There is no woman who doesn't like beautiful things, it's just that she has never had the qualifications.
"Don't you like anything, so let's go look elsewhere?"
Chu Tianqing's magnetic voice came from his ears, and Yan Fenfang collected his thoughts:
"That's good."
Even though Chu Tianqing never said it, Yan Fenfang seemed to understand, he wanted to compensate her for the wedding ring he owed her, she chose for a long time, and finally chose a white gold ring, the ring was very thin, with a few broken diamonds on it, and the price was not as expensive as she imagined.
The beauty she likes, simple and unpretentious, dazzling but not glamorous.
Chu Tianqing didn't seem to be satisfied:
"You don't have to save me money."
Yan Fenfang smiled:
"I chose it purely out of love, okay?"
A hint of surprise flashed in Chu Tianqing's eyes:
"Yes."
Seeing the situation, the counter lady hurriedly took out the ring and handed it to Yan Fenfang:
"Miss, take a closer look, it's not me praising you, you really have a vision, this one is high-end and high-grade on your hand, do you want to wear it and try it?"
Yan Fenfang took the ring, stretched out the ring finger of her left hand, and looked up at Chu Tianqing, only people who are engaged or married would wear the ring on this finger.
He smiled lightly, and Yan Fenfang thought that he acquiesced, so he put the ring down.
"Tianqing, what a coincidence, you're also there."
A crisp voice suddenly came from behind, and with the sound of fast-paced footsteps, a woman with a bewitching figure was already standing on Chu Tianqing's left hand.
It's a flower elegance.
Yan Fenfang looked at her, the current Hua Ziya and the sickly she were completely like the two, at this time she dyed her fashionable brown hair, slender bangs hung down, and her small face was soft and red, like a proud princess. R1154