Yu Mingyue took Kong Xiaoyu's arm and walked out of the school, and Kong Xiaoyu told Yu Mingyue how Wang Ping asked about studying abroad after the parent-teacher conference.

Yu Mingyue listened quietly all the time, did not interject, and looked a little trance-like.

Study Abroad? The term was not new to her, but it was far away.

In her previous life, how her grandparents and three uncles were frugal, what kind of pressure they were undergoing, and what kind of hard work they had to provide for her to finish studying at the provincial Normal University, Yu Mingyue still remembers it clearly.

If she had been less selfish and more sensible at that time, she would not have gone to university according to the expectations of her relatives, but would have chosen to graduate from a secondary school or drop out of school to find a job, so as to share the burden for her family and repay her relatives for raising her for more than ten years.

However, because she was too unwilling in her heart, she ignored her conscience and used the excuse that she could only better repay her relatives by improving her ability, and allowed her relatives to save money for her to finish college.

Originally, everything went smoothly according to her conscience plan, and she became a junior high school teacher, with a low salary but the envy of many people.

The family has a salary income, and within two years, she has paid off the debts she has pulled down for several years to study, and the family has gradually had some savings, and the most shrewd and energetic uncle also learned a driver's license, and then bought a big truck to run transportation.

Seeing that the life of the family is getting better and better year by year, the second uncle, who has never married a daughter-in-law, also became a relative in 2010, and when the cousin of the uncle's family also graduated from college and joined the work, the curse on her broom star took effect again.

A day during the rainy season in 2011. It was already dark on the way back from the uncle's husband and wife after delivering a truckload of goods, and after a sudden shower after many days of drying, a rare fog rose on the mountain.

The usually cautious uncle did not rush again, but parked the car in the dam of the nearest water filling station, and the couple took the opportunity to catch up on sleep in the car, preparing to wait for the fog to dissipate, and then rush back to the city to load the next batch of goods.

With such care, there should not have been an accident, but providence caused people, and disasters still came. A driver who drives tiredly. Driving a large cargo of Liuqiao with expired insurance and full of coal, he rammed into the water filling station, and then crashed into his uncle's empty truck of Four Bridges.

One is a larger truck with a full load of goods rushing down the slope, and the other is a smaller and lighter truck that is unloaded and parked in the dam without any defense. The latter was directly knocked into the outer rule by the former. After pushing more than ten meters. Rolled directly down to a steep slope nearly 100 meters high.

The uncle-in-law and his wife, who were tired for most of the day and were sleeping soundly in the car, had no chance to escape from this electric light and fire, and followed the car directly. I was knocked under a steep slope that could almost be described as a cliff.

In the process, the windshield shattered, and the inertia caused the couple to fall out of the car from the front, killing both of them.

The pair of daughters left behind, Yinling has just entered high school, and Jinling has just entered kindergarten.

And the driver who caused the accident, the insurance expired, and the family had nothing but the big truck bought with a loan, and he was unable to compensate at all.

Even if the driver was fatigued, a car accident was a car accident, and according to the laws of the country, he was only in prison for a few more years.

When the neighbors heard about this, they all remembered the notoriety of her parents' broom stars, and for a while, in the mouths of these neighbors, she was actually the culprit who caused this misfortune.

Even the Renyi District Middle School, where she taught, had students who knew her notoriety and carried her behind her back to tell more students about the misfortunes that had happened to her over the years like telling stories.

When such an incident happened, not only did no one in the family put the blame on her, but they also enlightened her not to listen to outsiders' nonsense, saying that these were accidents, coincidences, and disasters for her brother-in-law and his wife.

But she knew in her heart that all this was caused by bad luck on her. There are so many coincidences in this world that can make all the misfortunes happen to her, and the relatives closest to her are hurt.

Parents are like this, grandparents are like this, grandparents are like this, and uncles and husbands are like this.

If it weren't for worrying about her two cousins who hadn't grown up yet, if it weren't for worrying about her grandparents who had fallen ill from the pain of losing her son, if it weren't for the fact that she still owed more and more debts that hadn't been paid off, she really didn't want to live anymore and burden her relatives.

When I was young, I didn't know much, I only knew that I instinctively wanted to live, and when I grew up, I realized that it was actually easier to die than to live.

But there are too many responsibilities for her to selfishly choose the easy path, she can only live and take on the responsibilities she should mention.

raised a pair of cousins to adulthood, served his grandparents for the rest of his life, and helped the remaining two uncles live a better life.

Xu is relieved that he has lost his two granddaughters who have lost their parents, and maybe he also wants to see the second son's soon-to-be-born child, and his grandfather, who was critically ill several times, survived the catastrophe and was discharged from the hospital a few months later, but his health was not as good as before.

Many years ago, seeing that my grandfather was healthy, the family's sheep were sold, but after my eighty-year-old grandfather was discharged from the hospital, he did not listen to any persuasion, and pulled his grandmother, who had already eaten fasting and recited Buddha, to raise cattle.

She knows that it's not that her grandfather doesn't believe that she has the ability to raise a pair of cousins to adulthood, but that her grandfather's temperament is like this, he always thinks about paying for his relatives first, even if he is very old, even if his body is overwhelmed, but he still stubbornly burns his last life until the end.

Just when her conscience has been uneasy, her bad luck played a decisive role, and in 2013, her increasingly thin uncle was dragged to the hospital for examination, and the result was terminal stomach cancer.

After discovering his condition, he was treated in the hospital, but he died after less than three months.

Rumors in the village have arisen again, and the grandmother, who has suffered the pain of losing her child in two years, has quarreled with the three aunts and six mothers-in-law who are talking behind her back for a long time, and she can't remember how many fights she has had with her.

The uncle died unexpectedly for two years, and the uncle's death hit my grandfather harder, and he was admitted to the hospital several times, and his health was worse, but as soon as he was discharged from the hospital, he still bought a few small cattle and went to the mountains with crutches every day.

The cousin saw her guilt and comforted her. said that this is illness, everyone has birth, old age, sickness and death, and it has nothing to do with her.

Hearing her cousin's words, she felt even more guilty in her heart.

Because she knows that everything has a cause and an effect. If she hadn't gone to her grandfather's house to live, Niu Guizhi wouldn't have eloped with someone, her cousin wouldn't have lost his mother at the age of three, her uncle wouldn't have been addicted to drinking all day long, and she wouldn't have had stomach cancer in the end.

It was she who caused my cousin to lose his mother at a young age. It hurt that my cousin hasn't started a family yet. There are no parents.

She and her cousin have a good relationship, but the two siblings rarely talk to each other, and that day she wanted to ask her cousin if he really didn't blame her or said he didn't hate her. But she still couldn't muster up the courage to ask.

After that, though. She had already made up her mind. When her two cousins became adults and her grandparents died, even if she still had unfulfilled responsibilities, she still owed too much to her relatives. She no longer bothered her loved ones.

My cousin is a capable and responsible person, and his work unit is also good, he is a promising civil servant, and she is very relieved to have him by her relatives' side.

But she was once again fooled by the heavens, and less than a year after making such a plan, she was struck to death by a lightning bolt from the sky.

At the moment when the lightning came, time seemed to be deliberately slowed down infinitely, and all kinds of memories in her life clearly emerged, and even the heroic smiles of the deceased relatives appeared in front of her eyes one by one.

At that time, she did not have the fear of death in her heart, but was full of guilt, unwillingness, regret, but more importantly, anger and hatred.

She hates this unscrupulous God.

And when he finally lost consciousness, he gave birth to a delusion that he had never had before, and if he had the opportunity, he would definitely not be fooled by God again.

Maybe it was because the resentment she had when she died was too deep, or maybe it was some other reason that she could never figure out, but she didn't die.

It's just that when she woke up, although she was still herself, she was the self of a 3-month-old baby. The most important thing is that the parents, who only know their appearance based on the photos, did not die from the lightning strike.

She never dared to think if God was fooling her again, but she just made her have a real dream before she died.

I don't dare to think about what would happen to my grandfather and relatives who were sick in reality if the first guess was correct.

She was afraid, so she saw it as a rebirth, a change. As a conscience of God, it was found to compensate her.

And the only motivation that can make her move forward is to realize the delusions she gave birth to at the moment before she died, and do her best to control her fate in her own hands, live the life she wants, and no longer be fooled by God.

She, she did. Now in the eyes of anyone, she and her relatives have an enviable wealth and life.

Study Abroad? As long as she is willing, her family has the strength to send her to any country she wants to go to, even if she wants to study until she is old, money is no longer a problem.

But she didn't want to go, and she couldn't go.

Because in addition to letting her relatives live a good life, the most important thing is to protect the relatives around her.

Although his parents were different from his previous life and did not die in that thunderstorm, whether it was his grandparents or his own grandfather, they all encountered a life-threatening catastrophe in the same time as his previous life.

It's just that because there are more and more changes in this life, each time there is a bigger and bigger difference, and the final result is also different.

Although according to this rule, the uncle and his wife should not encounter a catastrophe until 2011, and the uncle who is not addicted to alcohol and anesthesia in this life should not get sick.

It is said that she should be at ease, but she always has a very unsteady feeling, and the way that can make her feel at ease is to protect her relatives as much as possible

Kong Xiaoyu said that in the end, she looked sideways at her daughter, who was already half a head taller than herself, and saw that her daughter was in a trance, and the expression on her face was even more poignant, Kong Xiaoyu was slightly stunned.

Immediately, the love in her eyes became even stronger, and she raised the hand on the other side that was not held by Yu Mingyue, and combed Yu Mingyue with a few strands of hair that fell to her ears.

"Satsuki, how about going to university abroad? When the time comes, let Xiaoyan and Dalong Xiaolong go together, you five sisters and brothers also have company, Teacher Wang said today, as long as you have financial ability, junior high school can also go abroad. ”

Without waiting for Yu Mingyue to answer, she sighed again: "Alas, if it weren't for Mr. Wang's question today, according to the little knowledge in the hearts of us adults, where would I have thought that in addition to letting your two sisters be admitted to universities in China, you can also send you to study abroad for a while, listening to him for a while, I, an uneducated person, also think that it is good to go abroad, and if the rest of the family knows, they will definitely agree." ”

At this time, Yu Mingyue had already recovered from the trance of various memories of her previous life, and she was busy tightening her mind, raising a sweet smile and hugging Kong Xiaoyu's arm coquettishly.

"Hehe, I was still thinking just now, Mom, why did you go out of the classroom to wait for me today, it turned out that you wanted to drive our brothers and sisters far abroad."

"Alas, yes, you little rabbit cubs are more worryless than the other, especially you disobedient girl, of course, how far you are sent, saving you from being busy for a day.

Look at what kind of weight you have lost here, it's all because you don't listen to persuasion and tired yourself like this, and you don't have two taels of meat all over your body. Kong Xiaoyu said, pinched Yu Mingyue's little face, and then laughed.

Seeing her mother's reaction, she should not have discovered her previous abnormality, Yu Mingyue breathed a sigh of relief in her heart, stubbornly together, inserted her hands on her waist, raised her chest and raised her little face, and smiled proudly.

"Hehe, Mom, what kind of vision do you have, look at my figure, it's standard, at most it's slim, right, this place where meat should grow is only more than people, not less than people."

Although it has just entered April, the summer in Kapok City has come earlier, Yu Mingyue wore a loose short-sleeved casual suit today, but at this time, the action of putting her hands on her waist and holding her chest high revealed her tall and delicate figure.

Yu Mingyue, who will turn 18 years old in nearly two months, has lost some weight, but her height has grown by two or three centimeters in the past year, and she is already around 168. She often likes to wear casual clothes, and the first feeling she gives people is that her legs are long, her hands are long, her waist is thin, and her breasts are really not small.

Kong Xiaoyu was amused by Yu Mingyue's strange arrogant appearance, but she belonged to that kind of conservative type, and when she saw someone around at this time, she was busy slapping Yu Mingyue's back and pulling Yu Mingyue's hand to the waist while laughing and scolding.

"Oh, you girl, this is out there, what is this like?"

Although she was laughing and scolding, looking at her daughter's figure, which was more charming than other people's daughters, Kong Xiaoyu was also very relieved and proud.

Yu Mingyue, the mother's temperament, understands it, and was pulled by Kong Xiaoyu, and she also let go of the action of inserting her waist to show off her figure, which is the topic of going to study abroad.

Yu Mingyue herself does not go abroad to study, but she is very much in favor of several other siblings going, after all, the family's business is getting bigger and bigger, and they need to have the ability to manage it.

And she, really tired, when they grow up, she wants to live the ordinary life she wants most. The calculations, competition, schemes, and deceptions in the mall are not what she wants to participate in again.

Maybe one day, when she feels that her ordinary life is too idle, she will become a teacher who teaches and educates, not to earn the salary that she valued most in her previous life, but because she really likes this profession. (To be continued......)

PS: I'm sorry I've said it many times, I won't say it today, I'll take this weekend and have nothing to do, and the doll will continue to work hard to code words, Mo Da ~~