Chapter 194: The Last Lesson, Do It and Cherish It

That day was Shen Liangshi's birthday, and it was also his last day as a teacher at the School of Medicine at C University.

At 3:05 p.m., he appeared in the sophomore surgery class, so calm and calm, with such a superb temperament.

Before class, he didn't say a word, and there was a faint smile on the corner of his lips, and this smile lasted for ten minutes.

It wasn't until the classroom was quiet that he spoke, and his voice drifted through the cool air into the ears of everyone present.

Every word, every word, everyone, listened carefully, did not say a word, and could not bear to say a word.

"Five years ago, like all my classmates here, I was a student at the School of Medicine at the University of C, I was from City C, and my family had studied medicine for three generations. I am no stranger to C University, every flower and tree here has been stuck in my memory, I entered the school at the age of eighteen, graduated at the age of nineteen, and then worked as a surgeon in Minghua, and then studied abroad. ”

"Everyone knows that I am entrusted by Mr. Tan to replace Mr. Yang as your teacher, that is to say, if Mr. Yang is in good health, if I don't happen to return to China, then the person standing on the podium now will not be me. Putting these 'ifs' together, what we achieve is our fate today. ”

"Do the math, from the age of nineteen when I left here, to the twenty-four years when I am now back here, it has been five years, five years ago, I wanted to leave early, to achieve my own career, to create my own future, I studied hard, worked hard, and wanted to be ahead of everyone...... Then, flowers, honors, applause, came one after another. However, after working as a doctor in Minghua for a year, I felt empty, I felt that this was not the life I wanted, I walked in front of many people, but I was also destined to be the only one on this road, which would make people feel lonely. So, I chose to study abroad. ”

"Four years of studying abroad seems to be a long time, yes, it is indeed a long time, I have been in college for less than two years, in Minghua for less than a year, and abroad, I have stayed for four years. I am not attached to my family, I earn all the expenses of studying abroad, I work, study, and travel, and I live a busy and simple life like all international students who go abroad. Although there are no waves, but I feel fulfilled, maybe I can really go far, I can see far, I walked out, out of the city that imprisoned my mind and body, so there is now Shen Liangshi. I greedily enjoyed this kind of life, and it was actually a time to spend four years peacefully. ”

Speaking of this, he smiled, his eyebrows and eyes curled into a beautiful arc, and this arc of his seemed to infect everyone present.

As a result, the students present also pulled the corners of their lips, and their mood was inexplicably relaxed.

They all knew that the twenty-four-year-old man was saying goodbye to them, but he said so much without saying a word "don't".

He is using his own life experience as a precedent to guide them in the next life.

Shen Liangshi said, "Then, I returned to China and came to C University again, yes, again." When I was eighteen years old, I came here with passion and dreams to learn useful knowledge at C University and become an excellent doctor in the future. So, now that I'm twenty-four years old, what do I think when I come to C University again? ”

"Nearly six years have passed, and there have been great changes in the University, the once small saplings have grown, the old school building has been renovated, the meals in the cafeteria have become richer and more diverse, the students have more, and the equipment in the real room has become more advanced...... And then, and me, I've changed. I am no longer the self-confident teenager of the eighteen-year-old, the years have polished me into the person I am today, it seems to look perfect, but no matter how perfect it is, I will not return to the same me when I was eighteen, no matter how perfect I am, I can't find the mood I had when I entered the school at the age of eighteen. ”

"When I was nineteen years old, I left C University, walking like a fly, full of confidence and dreams, I probably had one more shortcut than you, went directly to Minghua Hospital, worked as a doctor, turned into a regular in a month and a half, and in a year, I had 73 successful surgeries with no failure record, which seemed to be satisfactory in the eyes of everyone. I used to think it was perfect, just as I thought it was when I walked out of C-University. But now, five years later, I stand here to give you one last lesson, and then I walk out and leave C University again, but I don't have the spirit and dreams of five years ago...... Then you say, 'Have I lost it, or have I gained it?' ”

“……”

No one answered, in fact, no one knew how.

Shen Liangshi smiled, "You don't know, because you are not me, and you don't know what I think in my heart." You think I've got it, but it's like I've lost it too. You think I've lost it, but it's like I've gained it again. It is impossible to say whether you have gained more or lost more, because life is going back and forth between gains and losses. But I'm here, I still want to say that I've spent five or six years like this, and looking back, I still won't say a word of regret. ”

"Five years, six years, this is neither a long nor a short time, there is always a balance between gaining and losing. So now, you are a sophomore, in the past year, when you look back on the past and sort out your life like me little by little, can you also say that you have no regrets? ”

“……”

The scene fell silent again.

Shen Liangshi continued, "Actually, I envy your youth, vitality, and self-confidence, but how long can this self-confidence last? Five years ago, I sat here like you, five years later, I stood on the podium, and in five years, where are you? Is there already a difference? Is there someone who succeeds and someone who fails? Is there someone who is glorious and someone who is down? So, do you want to be the one who failed and fell down? Or the one who succeeds and glorifies? ”

"Naturally, he is the one who succeeds and glories!"

A boy muttered quietly, and there was an uproar at the scene, and someone laughed, but it quickly became quiet.

Shen Liangshi also laughed, he said, "Actually, you don't have to laugh, because I know that none of the students here want to be the latter, so if you want to be the former, shouldn't you think carefully about what you should do?" A lot of time in college is self-study, teachers can only give you guidance, but have no right to interfere, so the future is in your own hands, how to do, you can do and cherish. ”

"Besides, today, after the bell rings for class, I will walk out of here, and I will no longer take your classes, and I will no longer be your teacher, but I hope that after you go out from here, you can be your own teacher once, sort out your past life, arrange and plan how to go next, your life, you are in charge."