Chapter 148: Fool
Liu Wenmin was kicked by him and lay on his back on the ground, but he lay down. He was really useless, the handkerchief Xu Qinglong wrapped in his hand was as soft as water, and it was fragrant, very comfortable, and his hand didn't hurt at all
Xu Xiantong answered the phone and soon drove in. Yes, in a car. On the phone, Mr. Chen said very clearly. Xu Xiantong also heard it very clearly. This time, it's here to show off your wealth, it's to bully people, so the tools must be in place - black-headed cars, although they are domestically produced, are also at the level of national leadership. Now there are imported cars, but the people don't recognize it, so they have to show off their wealth in a technical way, and they can only drive domestic black-headed cars.
The primary school doesn't even have a school gate, Xu Xiantong is not polite, he directly kicked the accelerator and drove in, if it wasn't for Tangtang now, he was in a bad mood, Xu Ziliang and Song Wenrang would really laugh. As far as there is no one in sight, Uncle is doing a really good job
Wang Qi held back his words, brewed for a long time, and didn't say anything, but explained the situation to Xu Xiantong very simply. After listening to this, Xu Xiantong didn't say anything, after all, he had already seen three children, except for Tangtang who was unhappy, there was no problem. Xu Xiantong took out two envelopes, "This is the medical expenses of those two children, buy some delicious food, our children are temperamental, and they have been practicing with their father since they were children.
Liu Jie stood aside, the children who were beaten were all in his class, and as the head teacher, he accepted two envelopes. It's thick. Liu Jie was tired in his heart, this classical beauty who looked like a fairy, the means of how to do things were worse than the evil ghosts, not to mention looking at the children and asking about the details, and he would give money to protect his shortcomings. Liu Jie saw that Xu Xiantong was leaving, so he stood up, "Those two children are now in the teacher's dormitory, do you want to take a look?" ”
Xu Xiantong glanced at Liu Jie, why did he look at it? "This, no need, after all, I am the parent of their child, in case it scares them, it will not be good. I am very relieved to have a teacher in charge like you," Xu Xiantong said and laughed, then nodded and left.
Liu Jie was covered with a face, and he couldn't say anything, so he could only watch Xu Xiantong take away the three children of the Xu family. Wang Qi didn't want to care about this matter anymore, "I'll leave it to Mr. Liu" and ran away after speaking. Liu Jie took two envelopes, looked at the smiling Maitreya Buddha-like teacher Chen, and also went out. Xu Qinglong is such a good child, the parents are like this, no wonder sometimes Xu Qinglong loses his temper so domineering
Here, Xu Qinglong sat sullenly in the car and didn't say a word. Xu Ziliang and Song Wenrang didn't dare to tease her, and the air pressure in the car was so low that it was almost suffocating. Xu Xiantong silently opened the car window, and he didn't dare to talk to Xu Qinglong. Such a difficult task, let's leave it to the old man
Grandpa Xu was originally tidying up the bonsai and wanted to get a rime, but after Xu Xiantong received the call and went out, he was in no mood. He also thought that Song Wenrang had beaten someone. After all, where is Song Wenrang's temper, and he can do it, Grandpa Xu thought, what is the reason why Xiaowen started to beat people? No matter what the children in the family are in their hearts, their appearance is very personable. Xiaowen is even more patient, even if he is much more cheerful now, he will not beat people
As soon as the three children came in, Grandpa Xu's mind flashed like lightning, and he understood that it was Tangtang who beat people. Grandpa Xu motioned to Xu Xiantong to go to Xu Qinglong to wash and change his clothes, and he asked first. Xu Xiantong bent down and picked up Xu Qinglong and went out. Song Wenrang and Xu Ziliang both breathed a sigh of relief, and Tangtang's momentum made their backs tense and they didn't dare to relax. Then he hurriedly told Grandpa Xu about the matter, they didn't know the root cause of Tangtang's beating, and then Xue Nan and Liu Wenmin came over and secretly said it, and they found out. At that time, Uncle took Sugar Candy to pack his schoolbag
Xu Qinglong changed his clothes silently, Xu Xiantong was anxious, what the hell is going on!! But Xu Qinglong didn't say a word, didn't look at her, and didn't thank her for changing her clothes. After changing, he went to the study by himself, and his expression was cold and hard, as if he was cold-faced Shura.
Xu Xiantong hurriedly came over to find Grandpa Xu, and at this time, Grandpa Xu also knew what was going on, so he asked Xu Ziliang and them to talk to Xu Xiantong, came out by themselves, and walked to the door of Xu Qinglong's schoolbag. Grandpa Xu knocked twice, "Can Grandpa come in?" ”
For a long time, it said, "No." ”
"Although Grandpa Xu had expected it a long time ago, he was still embarrassed, in the study of the glass house, he saw Xu Qinglong sitting on the mat with his back to him, tinkering with something, "Ah, it's so cold outside, it's really cold when grandpa doesn't wear a coat."
Inside quickly said, "Please come in." Grandpa Xu couldn't help laughing, then pushed the door in, stepped on the mat with slippers, and sat next to Xu Qinglong. It turned out that she was holding Huahua and playing with small gold nuggets, these small gold nuggets were twisted with small gold bars, which were left over from Xu Shantong's practice, after Xue Nan taught Xu Qinglong to use stones, she used these small gold nuggets to play when she went home, and the weight was more suitable for her.
Huahua still stretched out her claws from time to time to make trouble, but Xu Qinglong just didn't break it once. Grandpa Xu watched her play quietly and didn't speak. After a long time, Xu Qinglong finally broke it once, and then she held down the gold nuggets and looked up at Grandpa Xu, "I'm sorry, grandpa, I hit someone"
Grandpa Xu could see Xu Qinglong's anger, confusion, grievance and unwillingness, and also thought about how Xu Qinglong would talk to him and what he would say to him. But I never thought that the child's first sentence was to apologize. Grandpa Xu's heart was hot, and he raised his hand and gently touched Xu Qinglong's lion head, "It's okay, grandpa believes in sugar candy." Tangtang is a kind and sensible good boy, hitting people, you must have your reasons. Grandpa believes in you."
Xu Qinglong threw himself into Grandpa Xu's arms, and said very aggrievedly, "At that time, I seemed to have become another person, I don't like it." ”
Grandpa Xu hugged her, at that time? "At that time, you should be dominated by anger, and you rarely have angry feelings, this kind of feelings are very foreign to you, so angry you, for you, are naturally another person. This is called, losing one's mind. People live with a cool head, live rationally, and make all kinds of judgments. When a person loses his mind, he naturally loses a very important part of being a human being."
Nodding and looking into Xu Qinglong's eyes, "So it's like a different person." But in fact, I didn't become another person, but I lost myself. ”
After hearing this, Xu Qinglong's anxiety calmed down a little, but, "I have never lost my mind." That's not good. ”
Grandpa Xu smiled slightly, "That's because you didn't feel a lot of things before." For example, you weren't angry before, so you didn't lose your mind. That's a good sign for you. It's a good transition. But this opportunity for transformation is not so perfect and irrational, and it is really bad. But if people don't have a time to lose control, that's even worse. Joy, anger, sorrow, love, and evil desires are the seven emotions of human beings, and the first cry issued after the birth of a human being, these seven emotions will accompany a person's life. However, the spirit of all things is because human beings have seven emotions and six desires. It's normal, there's no need to be afraid of it, there's no need to resist it. ”
Xu Qinglong's heart was light, and he smiled slightly. Then he said, "Grandpa, I saw them stepping on Liu Wenmin's hand, and I was really angry. The hand is a very important thing and should never be injured. In the palace, the hands of the palace people who have injured their hands and are about to be kicked out are well maintained."
Xu Qinglong looked at her hands, she still remembered that there was once a palace maid who took care of her the longest, and she was by her side from the beginning, sleeping with her who was afraid and wolf, bathing and combing her hair, and telling her outside jokes. The voice is particularly gentle and the hands are particularly soft. Later, when she was walking, she didn't look at her feet and fell down the stairs, and the maid protected her and rolled down together. One hand was bruised on the ground, and the skin was broken and bleeding. Then the palace maid was taken away, and before leaving, she also said to the palace maid, hurry up, come back quickly, and the palace maid smiled and promised her
But she never came back. She didn't dare ask. No one dared to ask. After several years, she learned that the palace maid was in the hospital outside, went to change the dressing for the injury on her hand, and was involved in a medical accident. Half of the hospital was blown to the ground, and the dead bones of the palace maid could not be recovered. In that country, those who die outside, especially those without bones, are evil spirits, and cannot have graves, cannot be baptized, but can only be destroyed
That is in addition to His Royal Highness, beside her, the second longest person has been together for twenty years and twenty years, and once separated, it is goodbye
Although now, Xu Qinglong has understood that she shouldn't be so sensitive, and she shouldn't care about whether her hands are well maintained. It is the kind of palace system that derives the tragedy of one person, it is the old equipment of the hospital and the negligence of the work, which has caused the tragedy of many people. But at that time, she had been by His Royal Highness's side for more than 20 years, and she was still at a loss and afraid, and she lost the palace maid she was most familiar with, as if she had lost a relative. She was so anxious, so helpless, so desperate, but she didn't dare to ask or say a word. even forced herself to forget the feelings of the palace maid at that time, which she now remembers clearly.
If only the palace maid's hand hadn't been injured at the beginning, she had expected one thing countless times at this time. Now she just thinks that it is too much, if only she had walked well then
But seeing others maliciously trampling on other people's hands, a huge anger still rose in my heart. Xu Qinglong felt that many things in the past were awakening little by little, and they were also affecting her little by little. However, if you still think about her now, she has influenced the past a lot, so what is this? Coincidence or exclusion?
Grandpa Xu was puzzled by the word "palace", but Tangtang's expression of emphasizing the importance of her hands was obviously something that she regretted about it. Is it because of drawing? Grandpa Xu patted Xu Qinglong, "Yes, what they did was bad, we Tangtang are righteous, we should beat them"
Xu Qinglong felt a little better, but, "Violence is not good." Violence only begets violence. I shouldn't have hit someone."
Grandpa Xu sighed in his heart, you can't be violent, but in the end, there are still some bloodthirsty people hidden in this child's heart. Be awesome and not be bullied. "That's true, violence is not good. But many times, when many people in this world choose to give up violence and choose peace. Then naturally there are some people who want to choose violence and choose to fight. Otherwise, who will protect those who renounce violence? There is no absolute right or wrong in all things in the world. A gun is a weapon, but in the hands of a good person, it is a security guarantee, and in the hands of a bad person, it is the sickle of death, as Grandpa said, isn't it? ”
Xu Qinglong nodded, "Then, can I still beat people because of this?" ”
Xu Qinglong pondered, "Yes, yes." But you have to have a reason to hit someone, and that reason belongs to you, not to a third party. For example, you beat the two girls who bullied Liu Wenmin today because you hate them stepping on Liu Wenmin's hand so much, and this reason belongs to you. But if you just want to do justice, then you can't beat someone. Justice is a good virtue, not a shield for violence. Can you tell the difference? ”
Xu Qinglong thought for a while and nodded, "I can, grandpa, I can tell the difference." I'm going to do something because I'm going to do it, it's going to be it, not for what reason I'm going to do it. Grandpa Xu smiled and nodded, "Yes." Only in this way will you not regret it later, and you can have a clear conscience. Because what you do, is what you want to do. It's something you should do. Also, "When you beat someone, you must also be measured"
"You see, you have great strength, you act quickly, you never practice, and your brothers can't beat you, which proves that you are very strong. Again, the strong should be tolerant of the weak. When someone punches you, you just frown, but when you punch someone else, they vomit blood, which in addition to proving that you are strong, can only prove that you are very unmeasured. You should put away half of your strength, hit it, and make others frown a little longer, and that's fine. After a certain degree, it is a bully. ”
Xu Qinglong reflected deeply, and she also felt that she was too heavy, "I know, grandpa." I'll make it right. ”
Grandpa Xu let go of half of his heart, so, "You can talk to grandpa, why are you angry with your brothers, right?" "That's the key.
Xu Qinglong became sullen again, and it took a long time before he said, "The third brother lied for me, and the second brother also lied for me and the third brother." It's me who is bad. If I hadn't lost my mind so much at that time, I wouldn't have bothered my brothers. Moreover, the third brother didn't let me speak, and he didn't ask me, so he helped me bear the guilt, that feeling, as if I was a fool who was incapable, "unhappy," if the third brother told me, don't admit it, I also have a way to get out, I can't do it"
Grandpa Xu is a little ruined, this is different from what he thought, it was almost the same before, and later, it was completely different, shouldn't Tangtang be angry because they lied and blamed Xiaowen for violating Tangtang's honest character? How does it seem to be completely off?
"You" Grandpa Xu paused, and asked in a different way, "If it were you, would you give your third brother the blame?" ”
"Yes, I beat people harder than the third brother"
"Okay, Grandpa Xu continued to ask, "Then do you think that taking the blame is not a kind of lying?"
"That's a white lie."
"That's right, Grandpa Xu was a little sluggish, and after a while, he spoke again, "Don't you have the idea of doing things alone?"
Xu Qinglong tilted his head, "No," he added, "If there is a change of person or more people who bear the charge, this crime can be eliminated, so why do you have to do things by one person?" Anyone is exempt from punishment, so why let one person be punished? ”
"There's nothing wrong with Grandpa Xu's forehead, it's also very sad that the child suddenly becomes so sleek. Tangtang obviously knew that Xiaowen didn't have a school status, and the school couldn't punish him much, so he acquiesced to Xiaowen's guilt. She didn't think that Xiaowen would not be punished for her guilt, she was looking at the matter of guilt with the idea of eliminating the guilt and everyone not being punished. Broad-minded and far-reaching, Grandpa Xu is very proud, but he is still bad
So, the last question, "Do you think the principals and teachers believe it?" ”
Xu Qinglong was silent for a moment, "I believe it, I have to believe it"
This can be regarded as facing the dark side of society, Grandpa Xu is anxious, and Tangtang is not without feelings, then, "What do you think of this?" Any idea why they have to believe it? ”
Xu Qinglong thought for a moment, "The principal is convincing him to believe the third brother's lies. Obviously, he knew about it later, but he still believed the third brother. I think the principal is also reluctant to punish me, so he followed the third brother and protected me, "a little happy~~~" I thought the principal didn't like me, but he took care of me so much, probably he still liked me more than he didn't like me~~~" As for the other teachers, "The principal is older than the teacher, so the teachers have to believe it, and other students are helping the third brother lie together in order to protect me, they are all good children~~~"
"There is nothing to say. R1152