Do I have to have an abortion?

She looked up at the man in front of her heart, and she didn't know how she said this cruel truth:

"Jing Yan, I'm already pregnant with someone else's child!"

The moment the words fell, she saw Song Jingyan's expression distort sharply, and a clear pain flowed out of his scarlet eyes.

"Xi, what did you say?"

His voice trembled, panicked, helpless, and incredulous, and all kinds of emotions cut and scratched his heart like sharp blades.

Song Jingyan is a gentle and hearty man, in the past, he can smile when he encounters big things, Lin Xi has never seen him in such pain as now.

She tried to pull a smile into the corner of her mouth, but tears flowed down:

"Jing Yan, I know it's cruel to you, but it's already a fact, and we can't go back to the past."

"I'm sorry, Gu Jiali is a good girl, please ...... her well"

She lowered her head and walked forward quickly.

"Tide!"

Song Jingyan strode after her and grabbed her arm hard behind her:

"You're not a casual woman, sue me, what's going on? The baby in your belly...... Whose the hell is it?! ”

Lin Xi's heart seemed to have been slashed fiercely, she turned her back to her, and her voice was almost whimpering:

"Don't ask again, Jing Yan, I'm tired, I don't want to torture each other like this anymore, please let me go, please ......"

“……”

Song Jingyan's eyebrows tightened painfully, and every low sobbing and trembling of her body poked at his heart like an awl.

He inhaled heavily, the strength of his whole body seemed to be withdrawn slightly, and the right hand that was grasping her arm finally gradually relaxed.

Lin Xi was free, and walked forward as if he was fleeing, tears falling into the snow under his feet one by one.

Song Jingyan stood in place, the cold wind cutting his handsome face like a knife.

However, he felt no pain, all his senses seemed to be numb, and he stood distracted like a stone statue, except for the hysteria in his eyes like poison.

Not far away, a car whistle sounded, and a black Lamborghini slowly pulled up beside him.

The car door opened, Chu Shaochen got out of the car, and leaned on the car door with his long body:

"Get in the car, your friends and family have been looking for you."

Song Jing turned around slowly, and clenched his fists hard at the waist-high position:

"Chu Shaochen, why did you lie to me?!"

"You haven't been lying to me?" Chu Shaochen clasped his arms around his chest, and his cool gaze chased into the distance.

Lin Xi had already walked away, and he could still distinguish her thin figure, like a lonely catkins, floating crumblingly in the empty snow.

"You already know?" Song Jingyan walked directly opposite Chu Shaochen, and stared at Chu Shaochen fiercely with a pair of scarlet eyes.

"You've been hiding from me for two years, isn't that enough?" Chu Shaochen lit a cigarette and took a hard puff, with a trace of unpredictable love buried in his dark eyes:

"She's my wife, no other man is eligible for her, and besides, she's pregnant with my child right now!"

"It's you?!" Song Jingyan seemed to hear a thunderbolt on a sunny day, his body shook violently, and then rushed up violently and grabbed him by the collar:

"Chu Shaochen, you brute! You hurt her two years ago, and now you're hurting her like that! ”

"You know my relationship with her, you know that she has lost her memory, you know that the person she chooses now is me, why do you do this to her? Why? Why, why, why?! ”

Sadness, sadness, depression, all kinds of emotions rolled hard in Song Jingyan's heart like a volcanic eruption, he shook Chu Shaochen's body vigorously like a crazy beast, and with each shake of him, his fist pounded on Chu Shaochen's chest again and again.

Chu Shaochen didn't resist, just looked at him calmly and let him vent.

After nearly five minutes, Song Jingyan regained a little calm, and he slammed his fist on the front of the car angrily, tears welling up in his aching eyes.

Chu Shaochen walked over, sat on the front of the car, and looked at him meaningfully:

"Song Jingyan, what's wrong with Gu Jiali? In terms of appearance and family conditions, her family is right with yours, and if you marry her as a wife, it will not be a loss in this life. ”

"Hehe......" The corners of Song Jingyan's mouth hooked up a smile:

"Since you think Gu Jiali is so good, why don't you just marry her? Chu Shaochen, I can see that you are weak in heart, you are afraid that Xiaoxi will return to me, so you persuaded me to marry Gu Jiali, Chu Shaochen, you remember, I am going to settle Xiaoxi in my life, I lost to you two years ago, but now she doesn't love you anymore, this time she is my Song Jingyan's woman, and no one can snatch it! ”

Song Jingyan gritted his teeth and stood up, turned around and walked forward.

Chu Shaochen took a heavy puff of cigarette and looked at Song Jingyan's back in silence, and the rich frustration enveloped his eyes like black smoke.

Tong Guò's contact with Mu Xiao during this period of time, he has also understood that the person she really loves now is Song Jingyan.

He didn't know if even if she regained her memory now, would she still choose Song Jingyan.

After all, two years ago, he had hurt her again and again, and she had also proposed to divorce him again and again......

Perhaps, this is fate.

Is he doomed to nothing?

Are you destined to die alone?

……

The red sun is gradually sinking in the west, and the neon lights in the distance are lit up early, reflecting this bustling city more brilliant and luxurious.

Lin Xi stood on the balcony, looking at the world outside the window, and the dim light vaguely reflected the tears in the corners of her eyes.

is not a crying girl, however, once I think of Song Jingyan, tears always come so lightly.

"I'm sad because I know too well, and I have to listen to the breath of the wind without you......"

The cell phone in your pocket rang at this moment.

It was a strange call, Lin Xi picked it up: "Hey? ”

"Are you Miss Lin Xi?"

The young woman over there spoke standard Mandarin, her voice was tactful and polite, Lin Xi expected that a company had called her to go for an interview, and she moistened her dry throat:

"Hello, what company are you?"

"Hehe, Miss Lin is so smart, no wonder our Mr. Jin wants to hire you by name. Miss Lin, we are here at 'Dingli Group', you just came for an interview this afternoon, do you remember? ”

Lin Xi was pleasantly surprised: "So you're ready to hire me?" ”

"Yes, Miss Lin, if it's convenient for you, you can come to work tomorrow, can you come over tomorrow?"

"Yes...... Absolutely......"

Lin Xi was a little incoherent with excitement.

"Dingli Group" is a medium-sized magazine company, editor-in-chief of several well-known magazines in the country, Lin Xi studied "news media major" in college, so when looking for a job, the position he applied for was "editor".

In these days, Lin Xi went to different companies for interviews again and again, and was rejected again and again, she was almost desperate, and the "Dingli Group" could accept her at this time, which really made her overjoyed.

The next day, Lin Xi changed into clean clothes, cheered up and went to the "Dingli Group" early.

The decoration in the office building is high-end and elegant, and as soon as you enter the door, you can smell the fragrance of books, Lin Xi walked inside, looking at the unfamiliar faces, and couldn't help but be nervous.

"Excuse me, you are Lin Xi, right?"

The man in the white shirt walked up to Lin Xi and looked down at her.

Lin Xi smiled back politely: "Yes." ”

"Mr. Jin has been waiting for you for a long time, Lin Xi, come with me."

The man smiled gently, revealing his white teeth.

Just by this one face, Lin Xi could see that this was a gentle man, he looked about 30 years old, and his smile was neither sunny and hearty like Song Jingyan, nor as unpredictable as Chu Shaochen, but with a kind of warmth and mellowness in his bones, giving people a very down-to-earth feeling.

"This is Mr. Kim's office."

The man raised his hand and pointed to the door of the "General Manager's Office", seeing Lin Xi's nervous expression, his broad right hand gently patted her on the back:

"Take it easy, there's nothing to be afraid of."

Or infected by his gentle smile, Lin Xi suddenly stopped being so nervous, she pursed her lips and knocked on the door of the general manager's office.

"Enter!"

A rather heavy man's voice came from inside.

Lin Xi pushed open the door and walked in carefully:

"Mr. Jin, my name is Lin Xi, I came to our company for an interview yesterday, and I came to work today."

Jin Dingli was sad because of the headline in next week's magazine, and when he heard the name "Lin Xi", a friendly smile suddenly bloomed on his originally sad face.

"Hehe, Lin Xi, please take a seat." He stood up with a smile on his face and moved a chair across from his desk.

Lin Xi was simply flattered, and she sat down uneasily.

"Hehe, Lin Xi, I feel honored that you can come to work in our company."

Jin Dingli said with a smile on his face.

Lin Xi was a little confused, Jin Dingli said these words, obviously like the words of the subordinates who wanted to please the leader, but he was obviously her top boss, and she should be the one who said these words, right?

What went wrong?

"Lin Xi, in order to show my sincerity to you, I decided to give you 10,000 yuan of employment money first, in addition, generally other employees who enter our company have a three-month internship period, during which the salary is only 60% of the regular employees, as for you, you don't need to, sign the formal entry contract directly today, and enjoy the same treatment as regular employees from now on, with a monthly salary of 6,000, in addition to bonuses and commissions."

“……”

Lin Xi's brain seemed to go blank for several seconds.

These days, her only remaining 600 yuan of savings is about to be used up, and then she and Qiangqiang's life is not settled, and now, if Jin Dingli gives her 10,000 yuan of employment money, it will solve her urgent need.

Moreover, if she can get so much salary every month in the future, she and Qiangqiang will be able to live a worry-free life......

Lin Xi blinked vigorously and looked at Jin Dingli in a trance: "Mr. Jin, I heard you right, right?" ”

"Uh, hehehe, I heard you right, I heard you right."

Jin Dingli was afraid that Lin Xi would be suspicious, so he hurriedly explained:

"Lin Xi, you don't know, my person has the same twists and turns as yours, I looked for a lot of jobs at the beginning, and they all rejected me for various reasons, and then I didn't create such a big company with my own efforts?"

"Lin Xi, when I saw your resume yesterday, I remembered myself when I had no way out, I believe you must have the ability to do a good job, I decided to reuse you exceptionally, do you still have any questions?"

I see.

It's her Maxima who finally met Bole.

Lin Xi's heart was overjoyed, she stood up and bowed to Jin Dingli with a smile: "Mr. Jin, don't worry, I will work hard to do this job." ”

Jin Dingli secretly breathed a sigh of relief:

"Hmm, Ji ...... Remember to close the door when you go out. ”

"Okay."

These days, Lin Xi has endured too much depression, and at this moment, her mood is finally relaxed.

She turned around and walked out of the manager's office, silently saying in her heart:

"Lin Xi, there will be a beautiful sky after the wind and rain, your good luck has finally come!"

……

I went through the entry procedures in the morning, and in the afternoon, the money was transferred to Lin Xi's card.

It was her first time at work, and there were a lot of things to learn, and she devoted herself to her work and deliberately didn't think about emotional matters.

However, many times, she still inadvertently thinks of Song Jingyan.

In the past, when she was with Song Jingyan, she only felt sweetness and happiness, but now she realized that it was so tormenting and painful to love someone.

She made an appointment with the doctor online in advance, and on Saturday, she came to this well-known hospital in S City.

"Lin Xi, are you alone? Didn't he come with you? Doctor Ouyang looked at the lonely woman opposite and asked cautiously.

Lin Xi bit his lip silently, his cheeks flushed with embarrassment and embarrassment.

"Quarreled with him? Awkward? Ouyang Mei looked at Lin Xi gently, with a kind smile on her graceful face:

"Lin Xi, although our hospital is for profit, I still want to remind you that the child in your belly is a small life, and there is no regret medicine to take after it is aborted, are you sure you want to abort? The child's father agreed......"

"Doctor, you don't have to persuade me anymore, I will never keep this child!" Lin Xi categorically interrupted Ouyang Mei's words and resolutely signed his name on the surgical agreement.

"Alright then, I'll schedule surgery for you now."

Ouyang Yuan looked at the lonely and weak woman opposite, and couldn't help but feel a trace of pity in his heart.

This is actually a shy and kind little woman at heart, but she pretends to be indifferent and meaningless.

Like a weak snail, hiding itself in a cold and hard shell, because it has been hurt, because it is too easily hurt, so it refuses to reveal its true self.

What kind of unbearable past has this girl experienced?

Lin Xi was lying on the operating table, and the light of the operating lamp made her face even paler.

"We can have surgery now, it may be a little painful, but it's going to be fine, are you ready?"

"Okay."

Lin Xi replied with difficulty, and his dark eyelids slowly closed.

~~ Ah, more than 10,000 words broke out today, is it enjoyable to read it? The outbreak will continue tomorrow, and Niu'er will remember to recommend it