Chapter 24: Not Love
Whether they are married on a blind date, or a marriage based on interests, there is no basis for love, except for knowing that she is crazy in love with herself and has a rich father, Fu Zijun can be said to know nothing about Ji Qingling, when is her birthday, what her hobbies are, what she likes to eat, what she likes, what she hates, all he doesn't know.
The only thing that is certain is her feelings for herself, although I don't know where this ridiculous feeling comes from, but this relationship has always made him very confident, but this confidence has become shaken since she moved out of their marriage room, and now her attitude makes him feel that the previous confidence is not his own illusion, or is it self-inflicted?
"Are you blaming me? Or are you dissatisfied with this marriage? He has always been a direct person, and there is no intention in his tone to ask the teacher for sin, but more curiosity.
"Is there a difference?" Ji Qingling's attitude is still perfunctory, anyway, in her opinion, she is just talking to a stranger, isn't the man on the other end of the phone a stranger in the name of her husband to her?
"Whether you believe it or not, I am serious about this marriage, and I hope you will do the same." Fu Zijun's voice on the other end of the phone became stable again, and he was as if he was negotiating business.
Conscientious? Seriously want to take advantage of her?
Ji Qingling pulled her lips and smiled, too lazy to argue with him about anything, "I can't go on Sunday, but I will give me a gift, you apologize to her on my behalf, and wish her a happy old man like the East China Sea, and a longevity better than Nanshan." ”
"What can you do on Sunday?" Fu Zijun couldn't hold his breath again, what else could a housewife do?
"I'm going abroad on Sunday, and I've already booked my ticket. Don't worry, your mother will never want to see me, I'm a daughter-in-law with no tutor and I'm embarrassed to her, and the gift makes her happier than when I arrive. ”
Ji Qingling's words were bitter, although Zhao Yajing hated Ji Qingling, secretly made it difficult for her countless times, and stumbled her, but she never embarrassed her in front of her son, although Fu Zijun knew that her mother didn't like her, but she felt that her mother's personality would not be what she would do to her after she entered the door, and she didn't know anything about the turbulent tide between the mother-in-law and daughter-in-law.
Now when he heard Ji Qingling say this, he was not angry, but surprisingly calm, and even calm, "Ji Qingling, do you have any misunderstanding about me and my mother?" I remember that you were not like this in the past, and now you are covered in thorns all over your body, and it is not good for anyone. ”
"Oh, what was I like in the past? A docile, slaughtered little sheep? Fu Zijun was not angry, but Ji Qingling was aroused, "You really don't think I'm brainless?" What you married me for, we all know it, you say you are serious about marriage, how serious can a marriage based on interests be? ”
"Isn't it too late for you to talk about this now? Since you don't want to, why don't you say it before you get married? Am I going to tie you with a rope and get married? The marriage with the Ji family has always had a complicated and indescribable feeling for Fu Zijun in the depths of his heart, not only the gratitude for Ji Jingui's help when he was in danger, but also the bruising of male self-esteem, after all, he relied on his father-in-law to revive the Fu family, even if Ji Jingui profited a lot from it, but the embarrassment at the beginning was like a small thorn in his heart, Ji Qingling's words were undoubtedly worse.
"I was willing at the beginning, who let me love you so much that I loved you to death!" Ji Qingling roared indignantly.
As soon as the words came out, the two of them were silent.
"And now? In less than a year, you don't love? After a while, Fu Zijun spoke slowly.
"Yes." Ji Qingling gently spit out a word.
"Why?" Fu Zijun's heart was not as calm as he seemed at the moment, and the moment she answered "yes", her heart froze inexplicably.
He didn't deny that he was a little sad, although this marriage had no emotional foundation, but he was not a careless person, since he decided to marry Ji Qingling, he was determined to live with her for the rest of his life.
"Because you don't love me." Ji Qingling's answer was very calm, but with a hint of sadness.
He doesn't love her, she has always known it, but when she was young, she was influenced by countless girl's comics and novels, and always felt that as long as she worked hard to give her love, he would one day be moved by her, and wishful thinking love could also achieve positive results.
A novel is a novel after all, the reality is always cruel, she tried her best to pay, he just took it for granted, took 10,000 steps back and said, the emotion of being moved and accepted is not love after all, and it is also vulnerable in the face of "true love".
She spent all her strength to love someone, and finally died alone, and now she is tired, so tired that she has completely lost the ability to love someone.
"Love will eventually be transformed into family affection, although I don't want to cater to the unrealistic fantasies of you little girls, but I treat you as my lifelong partner, and I hope you can have the same idea as me." Fu Zijun frowned slightly, although he felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, he was still a look.
"Actually, we are not all the way at all, Fu Zijun, do you think you are wronged by marrying me? You don't have to be in a hurry to deny it, it's not just you, your mother is even more wronged, I am ordinary-looking, my academic ability is very ordinary, I am an inconspicuous Cinderella, if it weren't for my wealthy father who had to stuff me into you, how could you marry me? Although he is rich, he is also an upstart, how many people in your circle can afford me? I don't know anything about the unspoken rules of social etiquette in high society, and if you marry a lord like me, it's no wonder if you don't be wronged. Ji Qingling, who had always thought that he had stopped his heart, couldn't control his feelings again when he faced him on the other end of the phone, and those aggrieved and sad tears fell down his face one by one.
She had said these words before, and at that time she was already a woman tormented by married life, and she shouted these words at him with resentment and hatred.
I remember that at that time, he was still that indifferent and handsome appearance, but the coldness in his eyes revealed his anger, and in the face of her hysterical questioning, he only had four cold words, "Unreasonable!" ”
With that, he brushed his sleeves and walked away.
At this moment, Ji Qingling in Fu Zijun's impression is not the middle-aged woman who is bloated and terrifying regardless of her image, but a slightly mellow and lovely, once warm and simple, but now with some cunning little girl.
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