Chapter 163: Divorce Because I Love You
The dim white light of the underground parking lot flashed twice above Qian Xiaomo's head, and her whole person was shrouded in flickering light. The beam of light directly above her head set off her dark eye sockets and a thick nose shadow, like a ghost. And her gaze is unusually complicated, like the mountain in the rainy season, the smoke and rain are hazy, and she can't tell whether it is a psychedelic white fog or a thick sea of clouds.
This is the first time Lei Ming has seen such a look, he looked at her in a hurry, but he couldn't understand anything.
"You...... What did you just say, what did you just say? Lei Ming was confused, and his brows furrowed deeply.
"We divorced..."
Qian Xiaomo blurted out stiffly, her thin and weak eyelashes trembling in the wind like lonely and homeless fallen leaves.
Lei Ming was suddenly suffocated for several seconds, his brain was completely numb, and the muscles on his face were trembling uncontrollably.
He stared at Qian Xiaomo in disbelief, he didn't believe that a word like "divorce" could come out of her so cute and charming little mouth... With such a look and such a tone, it would not be Qian Xiaomo joking with him, and she would never joke with him about such a strict matter...
However, he didn't believe it was true...
Lei Ming immediately stepped forward and held Qian Xiaomo's hand tightly, and said restlessly: "It must be Qianya's matter that makes you mess up... You don't have to worry, I'll call in the best doctors at home and abroad to treat her... As long as she wakes up, I promise Ke Haohan will never fail her again... He knows it's wrong, and I would never make such a mistake... Because I know you're the only one I'm going to have, and you're the woman I want the most... In this life, you are the only one..."
"I think I've made it clear enough..."
Ignoring the eagerness, expectation, impatience and horror on Lei Ming's face, and even more ignoring the trembling in her heart, Qian Xiaomo suddenly withdrew her hand, "...... I'm sorry, I'm serious, I don't think I'm fit with you and I want to divorce you. ”
"I ...... I don't understand, aren't you happy and unhappy with me? ”
"Happy and happy..."
"Then why do you ......?"
"That's all once..."Qian Xiaomo interrupted Lei Ming's words loudly, Bei Yan bit his bloodless lips tightly, his face was as pale as a crisp white waste paper flying in the yellow sand, "I used to like you wishfully, because you fulfilled all my fantasies about men, I thought you were what I wanted most, the marriage partner of my dreams... But now I find out that I was wrong, I don't know you very well, and our personalities are not suitable for being together at all... So, Lei Ming, please let go... Give me freedom..."
Lei Ming's dark eyes trembled like an earthquake at the moment, no, his heart, yes, it was indeed an earthquake...
The castle called "happiness" in his heart has begun to collapse, rumble, shake the ground, and lose its color.
Qian Xiaomo's words made the sun lose its light, the sea began to roar, and the mountains began to tremble...
Even more to his hopes, his love, his marriage, his family, all shattered...
Lei Ming's face was not much better, becoming paler and haggard, with an incredible depth at the corners of his mouth.
"And now you're suddenly telling me that we don't have the right personality?"
"Yes. How long have we been in a relationship? Marriage proposal is only an impulsive passion that will lead us ......"
"That's not an impulse..."
Lei Ming suddenly roared, the green tendons on his forehead were so irritable that they were about to explode, his hands were clasped on Qian Xiaomo's shoulders, and his fingers were blue and white because they were too hard. She was so petite that she couldn't bear Lei Ming's anger at all, but Qian Xiaomo always clenched her teeth and didn't scream in pain. The pain in her body is far less than one ten-thousandth of what she feels in her heart...
"That's not what you really think... What's going on? What's wrong? ”
"Nothing happened... I'm just tired, I'm just burned out, bored... I was just...... I just ......"
I just don't love you anymore...
Qian Xiaomo pursed her dry lips, and the hard lump in her throat was swallowed back by her.
If she said such a ruthless word, she couldn't say it, but she couldn't say it, how could Lei Ming give up?
She was the perfect and pure bride in his mind, but she wasn't...
She can't let him know about herself and Lian Ronglin, he will not be able to stand it, he will collapse, and he will hate her...
Qian Xiaomo is afraid of such a day, afraid...
Putting aside such selfishness, there is another woman who has raised his son silently for five years...
Lei Ming likes children so much, but Qian Xiaomo's children don't deserve Lei Ming's fatherly love at all...
She had no way to settle down, no right to break them up... They are the real family of three...
A thin layer of mist obscured Qian Xiaomo's vision, and Lei Ming in front of him gradually blurred.
Lei Ming's hands gripping her shoulders increased his strength, as if he wanted to crush the lovely person in front of him.
"You don't love me anymore, do you?"
Lei Ming stared intently into the depths of her eyes, like a sharp knife poking into the softest place in her heart.
Qian Xiaomo's eyelashes trembled, and the mist became thicker, but she couldn't open her mouth for a long time, and her throat and eyes seemed to be burning with fire.
"It's Lian Ronglin, you like Lian Ronglin, right?"
Lei Ming asked aggressively, and the sound of gritting teeth was squeezed out of the closed teeth.
Qian Xiaomo took a sharp breath, how could she like Lian Ronglin? How could he think that?
"I should have seen it, in the hospital hallway, in the ward, I should have seen it... I should have seen the ......"
Lei Ming roared angrily, gritting his teeth, "Say... You don't love me anymore, you fall in love with Lian Ronglin, don't you? Isn't it? Isn't it? You said... Say..."
No, it's not... Qian Xiaomo struggled desperately in her heart, wailing in pain, the only person she loved was Lei Ming...
just slid to her lips to answer, but it was the most helpless "yes"...
Crisp and clean.
Lei Ming's body stiffened, turned into stone in an instant, his face was expressionless, but his blazing eyes turned into a pile of loose sand, looking at her without focus. He didn't speak, but his deep heaving chest and the sound of tense and short breathing seemed to have spoken a thousand words.
Qian Xiaomo's heart hurt, as if a pair of big hands had ravaged and crushed her heart, so painful that she just wanted to escape from here as soon as possible... But she hurts like this, let alone Lei Ming?
"When?" Lei Ming clenched his fists, "When did you change your mind?" ”
“…… I do not know...... Maybe it was a long time ago, or maybe it was a long time ago...... In short, unconsciously. ”
"What am I not doing well? What did you do not satisfy you? ”
"Love is only about a heart, not whether you are good or not, and you are not satisfied."
"Love? There is love between you and him, but what about with me? And what... You're by my side, but you're always thinking about other men? ”
"......" Qian Xiaomo turned her face away, tears wet her eyelashes, "Yes..."
"Where's the kid?" Lei Ming raised his voice, the joints of his fists clicking, "Whose child is it?" ”
Qian Xiaomo trembled suddenly, Lei Ming's eyes were burning in front of her, and her expression was so desperate and fierce that she was frightened.
Now Lei Ming's face was pale, his blood was swollen, his breathing was irritable, almost hysterical, terrifying, like a hideous hungry monster crawling out of a dark swamp...
She is his prey... He will eat her and wipe her clean, he will drink her blood, and he will draw her tendons, and he will eat her flesh...
And she was even more worried that such a monster would devour him...
"The kid was just a mistake, but he didn't mind. We'll talk about whether we want this kid or not. ”
Her answer was ambiguous.
"Qian Xiaomo, you're crazy..."Lei Ming thundered angrily, his voice was hoarse and low, and he hugged Qian Xiaomo tightly into his arms, "That's our child... Why leave it to other men? He is the crystallization of love, not an accident... Not even more a bug... As long as you stay, as long as we continue to be together, we will be the happiest family... You will know that the person you love most in your heart is me... It's always me..."
Qian Xiaomo struggled, "Let go of me...... Lei Ming, where do you get your confidence? Why should I only love you? Lian Ronglin is a gentleman who is funny, gentle and considerate, and he knows every thought in my heart, and will never force me to do what I don't want to do... Can you do it? Aren't you forcing me now? ”
Lei Ming was stunned, his imprisoned arms suddenly loosened, but they were suddenly locked, "No... Even if I force you... I can't let you go either... I'm not going to divorce you... When hell freezes over... You're my wife and have our children, and I'm not going to let you go......"
"Even if you have children, you can't imprison me... My heart is free... I like Lian Ronglin, I love Lian Ronglin... And I don't love you anymore, I don't love you for a long time...... I don't love you at all......"
Qian Xiaomo's words landed, and tears faltered in the corners of her eyes, but she didn't dare to shed tears, and the whole person struggled desperately.
Lei Ming was shocked, the arms holding her were trembling, and her whole face was vicissitudes, grief, sad and painful.
He disregarded his image and dignity, he surrendered at her feet, his people, his heart were hers, he put down a qiē begging bitterly, and in the end he only got a sentence......
I don't love you anymore, I don't love you for a long time...... I don't love you at all......
What kind of woman is this? Is she still Qian Xiaomo, or the simple and sweet Qian Xiaomo he loves?
Her heart is made of lead, her blood is made of mercury, her bones are steel, her flesh is cement...
She has no feelings, no emotions, she is a cold, cruel monster...
Lei Ming can see her true face clearly, "You...... Get out..."
His voice was weak, Qian Xiaomo was stunned, looking at the man in front of her with his head lowered and his hair scattered, she cried.
But the words were a foregone conclusion, and tears were useless.
"Get out... I don't want to see you again... You roll... I give you freedom, you love who you love and who you go... Don't appear in front of me again... ... Get lost... Get lost... Roll ......"
Lei Ming roared heartbreakingly, and there was a wanton storm outside the parking lot at this moment.
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