Chapter 162: If We Change

Wuhan ushered in spring with a shallow green and astringent taste, and winter was also sealed in the past.

I rented a house on this side of Jianghan Road, and for more than a month, I snuggled up to this house during the day, and in the evening, I would start my work.

"Beauty, look at it here, the skirt is very beautiful, 48 pieces."

"Hey, classmate, this dress is handsome for you."

Jianghan Road Pedestrian Street can be said to have the largest night market in Wuhan, and the stalls here can be seen at a glance every day.

The crowd of people has crowded the city even more. I sat in the innermost part and lit a cigarette and looked out at the pairs of laughing people, squinting their eyes, colorful, and lonely.

At this time, a young man came in, with his back to me and picking out clothes, and I quickly put out half of the cigarette in my hand and put it on the chair next to me.

"Handsome guy, just take a look, there is a fitting room inside, you can try it if you like." I smiled and rubbed my hands together and walked up.

It's just when the man in front of us turns around and we look at each other. He and I were stunned, this life is really full of drama.

Jersey just regained his lazy eyes for a moment: "Long time no see." ”

"Oh, long time no see." I said with some embarrassment.

"Why are you here?" Jersey pointed at me, looked me up and down, and said.

"Isn't there no supermarket, there's no way, life is forcing it."

"Boss Xiong?"

I suddenly remembered something, if the fat man had left, he should have greeted Jersey, thinking of this, I pulled Jersey's collar with some excitement: "Someone else?" ”

After Jersey was shaken a few times by me, he pushed me away: "Gu Nan, I think you are mistaken, how do I know where he went." At first, he called me and said that I had been fired, and then gave me a month's salary. Aren't you together? ”

I listened to Jersey's words, sat down on the chair next to me, and scratched my hair vigorously: "Yes, how can you know." ”

I don't know how long it took, Jersey slowly sat down on the chair on the side: "Gu Nan, I don't think you can do this now, it's not you." ”

I lowered my head, listened to Jersey's words and smiled, and looked up at him: "What is me?" ”

Jersey didn't have a hint of expression like a puppet, and shook his head mechanically: "Anyway, it's not you now." ”

I looked up at Jersey and said, "I've been like this for years, I've been like this before, I'm still like this, and I'll be the same in the future." ”

The small shop is full of people coming and going, and the noise and quietness form some deviations.

"Oh." Jersey spoke lightly. He glanced at me, then turned away without saying a word. He slowly disappeared into the sea of people, as if he had never been there.

"What a strange person." I muttered, picked up the half-cigarette I had just snuffed out, and lit it again.

For more than a month, every day was the same, with no expectations, no drop of faith. Boring, mechanical life. Isn't there something missing?

At the beginning, the fat man divided my 50,000 yuan, plus the rent, and the cost of the supply of goods in his hand, for more than a month, others were earning, but I was losing, not only did not sell, but also was a lot of goods away.

Guarding the same life every day, in the early hours of the morning, the prosperity is old, and it is another day to close the stall.

I lit a cigarette and slowly sorted things out.

At this time, I felt something unusual behind me, and I turned my head, and Bai Li stood alone outside, staring at me and panting.

At this moment, I was in a trance, I looked at Bai Li blankly, and I couldn't say a word.

Bai Li looked at me stunned, there were small vendors behind her from time to time, confetti and garbage all over the ground, and the sanitation aunt was carrying the light on her back, and she was already there to clean up.

Bai Li bit her lip and pouted a little aggrieved, she walked towards me with messy steps, looking at me crying and laughing, tears flowed down uncontrollably.

"Gu Nan, you bastard." Bai Li roared out, rushed over, and pounded my chest indiscriminately in front of me.

"These days, where have you gone, do you know that I have searched all over Wuhan, and I just haven't found your body."

Bai Li said angrily and hatefully, slapping my body indiscriminately. I stood there and let Bai Li vent.

I suddenly remembered that some time ago, when I was busy every day, I was walking home alone, and the whole person began to be confused, and the car whistling on the street in the middle of the night almost killed me. I hugged my body so that the cold air didn't pour in too hard. The dappled starlight in the early night is not so ostentatious. The chaotic monsoon wind can't blow the cool frustration in my heart.

The corners of my eyes were slightly red: "Am I not here?" ”

"Gu Nan, I won't force you to find Mo Bei. It's a big deal, I'll just raise you for the rest of your life. ”

I laughed out loud when I heard Bai Li's words, and I rubbed Bai Li's hair: "Bai Li, do you know? ”

"I'm not saying I'm embarrassed to rely on anyone, no, not embarrassed. I'm just afraid that I'll always be dependent, and I'll think that the future is always smooth sailing, just like the fat man was at the beginning. One day I suddenly have no dependence, and I won't be able to hold on. "I smiled softly, and all the time it was gentle.

"We are not the same as we used to be, sometimes only we are the most reliable, and we have to control our own destiny. Even if you fall one day, you can't blame anyone else. You say, yes. ”

Bai Li looked at me, choked up a little, pounced on me, and hugged me: "Gu Nan, you have changed." ”

I didn't push Bai Li away, but shook my head with a smile, and continued to stroke Bai Li's hair: "Bai Li, it's not that I've changed, there are some things that everyone understands, but I just don't want to accept it." ”

"Gu Nan, what if I change?"

"If you change, I'll ......"

As I said this, I was completely stunned.

(PS: I said: Have you ever thought about me all these years?) She said, "No." I said no, I've been thinking about you. She said that the one who missed you in the first place was dead. I said yes, okay. She said that the cells were still alive. Good night, today recommend the doctor to her far away. )

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