He slumped and sat on the dragon chair, but he felt exhausted.

Seeing Emperor Yuan Ding like this, the eunuch wanted to summon the imperial doctor, but was stopped by Emperor Yuan Ding.

Emperor Yuan Ding said that he wanted to be quiet and let everyone in the palace retreat.

After everyone retreated, Emperor Yuan Ding took out a jade pendant from his cuffs.

The crape myrtle engraved on the jade pendant is lifelike, which is a gift from the Queen Mother when he ascended the throne.

He still remembers Empress Dowager Bo telling him with a relieved face, "The queen mother can finally live a quiet life!" ”

That night, Empress Dowager Bo was not as cold to him as usual, but finally smiled at him like a kind mother.

She said, "The queen mother is so tired! ”

She said that she was tired, so he became the emperor and let her live in peace, but his mother never seemed to want to live in peace.

She has always had an obsession in her heart, and gradually this obsession has become a resentment, so that she has tested her bottom line again and again, and she has indulged her again and again.

Emperor Yuan Ding closed his eyes, leaned back, and sighed heavily.

Everyone wants the throne, but he is the opposite.

He never wanted this burdensome responsibility, he just wanted to be an idle cloud and wild crane, however, in his position, he would have to bear the weight, and he had to inherit all the responsibilities that his father had thrown at him.

Emperor Yuan Ding thought for a long time, until he felt tired, and the voice of the little eunuch came from outside the hall, "Your Majesty, the national teacher has come to see you!" ”

Emperor Yuan Ding slowly opened his eyes, and his voice was faint. "Let him in!"

Soon, a young man wearing a moon-white robe walked in from outside the hall.

In just half a month, Guang Mohan has lost a lot of weight, and his good-looking face also looks a little embarrassed at this time. After he entered the hall, he saluted Emperor Yuanding, and Emperor Yuanding waved his hand, "Get up!" ”

Guang Mohan stood up, and Emperor Yuan Ding looked at him. "You're here today. What do you want to say to me? ”

"What the minister wants to say, Your Majesty actually knows very well, isn't it?" Guang Mohan stepped forward and took out a stack of letters from his cuffs. This is a letter written by Bo Xiang to his ministers in the past few years. He let his ministers destroy it. The minister has always been put! ”

He did not destroy these letters and left evidence, not because he was afraid of death. It's because. He was afraid that after his accident, the people of the Bo family would bully Liu Wenxian.

However, now that Liu Wenxian is gone, he has kept these things and they are gone.

During this time, he also figured it out.

Emotionally, he was a coward.

In this life, he is extremely unsuccessful, and everything he does seems to have achieved nothing.

He stopped the pill he used on Emperor Yuan Ding, and Emperor Yuan Ding would wake up, but the old poison of the past had already penetrated into the bone marrow. And Emperor Yuan Ding, time is running out.

Emperor Yuan Ding laughed sarcastically, "You actually dare to give these to me?" Aren't you afraid of death? ”

"Dead? Chen has never been afraid! Guang Mohan was very calm at the moment, "The minister, like the emperor, is not afraid of death!" ”

His short words made Emperor Yuan Ding's smile freeze on his face, "What do you mean?" ”

"The emperor actually knows what the minister has added to the elixir, but the emperor thinks that these are harmless!" Guang Mohan continued, "The emperor doesn't believe in ministers, because the emperor has never believed in anyone, what you believe is only the queen mother, isn't it?" ”

As soon as Guang Mohan's words fell, Emperor Yuan Ding grabbed the letter he had placed on the table and slammed it into his cheek.

The thing he thought was well hidden was exposed to outsiders like this.

At this time, Emperor Yuan Ding was a little annoyed and angry, but he understood that what Guang Mohan said was right.

He, do not believe anyone.

The only thing he believes in is the queen mother who has always been with him.

People outside think that his queen mother is a lucky woman, but he doesn't think so, he thinks that his queen mother is a poor person, and he is not even qualified to choose what he likes.

He has been a crown prince since birth, and he is responsible for the future of the Great Yan Dynasty.

However, no one has ever asked if they want the position of crown prince.

When he grew up, he watched his mother be stunned all day long, and the women beside his father changed again and again, he looked at those unfamiliar faces and silver bell-like laughter, and for some reason suddenly sympathized with his mother.

At that time, the Empress Dowager Bo said to him, "You grow up quickly, grow up, and the queen mother will not be tired anymore!" ”

He listened to his mother's words, and also thought that none of the women in the palace who were exchanged were as good as his mother.

When he was ten years old, he unintentionally saw the queen mother dancing in the hall with the pipa, and his father sat on the side, a pair of eyes straight up, and the queen mother, who rarely smiled, forced a smile on that day, and then after his father left, he couldn't help crying, and the bathing water was changed bucket after bucket.

Dirty, she said.

He knew that the queen mother didn't like his father.

But in this palace, where can she say likes and dislikes.

He also asked the queen mother in private, "Queen mother, don't you like your father?" ”

At that time, the Empress Dowager Bo was stunned, and then held him in her arms, "It's enough for the queen mother to have you!" ”

She didn't answer the question he asked, and everything was obvious.

He remembered this sentence until now and never forgot it.

Emperor Yuan Ding knew very well that only with the right could he protect his mother and give her everything she wanted. Then, what the queen mother wanted...... Former lovers.

A man who is dead.

He was in great pain, and he knew that he could not do anything that would make his mother unhappy.

Everyone who was sent to the palace was similar to that person, some had similar eyebrows and eyes, some had similar lips, and the most similar was the current Jingzhai.

The person that the queen mother likes is never her father, but another person.

He had seen a portrait of that man in the palace of the Queen Mother.

He is indeed a man who is like a fairy.

Emperor Yuan Ding did not continue to speak, but Guang Mohan, who was on the side, spoke, "Your Majesty, there are some things that the minister will not say!" If you want to know, you can ask the Queen Mother...... The Bo family has dealings with Rouran and Wu Huan, now the emperor should make a decision as soon as possible! I'm afraid ......"

When Guang Mohan said this, he paused, "I'm afraid, in a few days, the emperor may not be able to make an order!" ”

Emperor Yuan Ding knew that his limit was approaching, but he was not surprised.

He just smiled coldly, feeling exhausted all over.

Since childhood, Empress Dowager Bo has instilled in him how hard she is, and the Bo family has instilled in him that only by becoming an emperor can he protect everything. Since he was a child, he has listened to these words a lot, and he has also used them as motivation.

However, it seems to be too long.

He almost forgot that his former self just wanted to be a carefree prince, not a cruel king who stabbed his younger siblings.

Emperor Yuan Ding was silent for a long time before he spoke, "You bring a pen and paper, I want to leave something." ”

(PS: Forget about today's Friday.,I'll turn on the crazy update mode after work.,Again.,I'm not going to write about marriage.,It's over when you get married!) Hou Menfu's wife wrote that she was sprayed too badly after marriage, so she was not good at it, I won't write it, I'm sorry, dear. If you have to watch after marriage, I can write a chapter. (To be continued.) )