Chapter 19: I Touched Only Myself

Liu Mingming is a young man from the countryside, and he has an ordinary face from a poor family. But at this age, he is also like other college students, eager to have a love of his own.

He chased a lot of girls, spending money on their favorite gifts, buying them their favorite snacks, and he himself often nibbled on cold steamed buns alone in the dormitory. He was kind to them, and he couldn't wait to give up for them. But the final result is either that the girl said that he was black, or that he was low-headed, or that she felt unhappy to be with him, and that she didn't feel excited. In short, "I don't feel for you" became a stranger with him.

His heartache was hard to add, almost despairing.

By chance, the appearance of a girl regained his confidence. Maybe he didn't like her, but was deeply fascinated by her. After several twists and turns, he finally learned that her name was Nangong Siying, and she was a student in the School of Civil Engineering and Architecture in her senior year.

With low self-esteem, he didn't dare to ask her for contact information, and he could only look at her from a distance every time. He quietly went to her class, got up early every day and stood near her dormitory just to look at her, and occasionally she would go to the school cafeteria, and he would run to see it when he knew it. Although I can't stay with her, as long as I can see her, Liu Mingming will feel very satisfied.

Gradually, he really liked the girl. He felt that the reason why those girls ignored him in the past was that he felt that he was not good enough, so he began to study hard, and went to work outside to earn some living expenses in addition to studying. He was awarded a scholarship and received unanimous praise from teachers and students. In addition to sending money to the family, there is also a large amount of money left over for his own living.

When he felt that the time was ripe, he was surprised to find that the red Ferrari in the school garage, which was the envy of countless people, was actually hers. At this moment, he realized that the gap between them was so big. But by this time he was already trapped in a state of struggling to extricate himself.

He finally couldn't help but confess to her.

It was a thunderstorm night, and he bought a bouquet of flowers and stood at the door of her dormitory building, and the rapid raindrops hit the ground and the small waves showed his nervousness at this time.

She showed up and just looked at him coldly.

He stammered something, and before she could even give the flower out of her hand, she walked away, and she never said a word to him. The flowers slipped from his hands and fell to the ground, and some of the petals scattered because they couldn't withstand the heavy blow at this time, but he didn't know it.

He stood in the rain like that, watching her figure fade away, the tears left in his eyes mixed with the rain were swallowed into his stomach by him. The rain poured through his clothes and chilled his heart.

In the next few days, he was like a walking corpse, and his roommate couldn't stand it anymore and comforted him: "This is an era of looking at faces and fighting for money, what boys who play football are handsome, and boys who play basketball are handsome, they are all farts." As long as you are handsome, you are handsome with glass balls. So look a little away, it's not a big deal. ”

Love is like drinking water, cold and warm self-knowing.

As everyone knows, the enthusiastic comfort of his roommate not only did not alleviate the pain in his heart, but made him even more painful.

He really couldn't figure it out, why did God punish himself like this? She is not tall or handsome, but she has a kind and enthusiastic sincere heart, why doesn't she give herself a chance at all? All kinds of complicated feelings came to my heart, so much so that it evolved into a scene where I was about to jump off the building this morning.

Now seeing Nangong Siying's indifference as that day, the same rejection of people thousands of miles away, his heart is like being cut by a knife, and he can't breathe in pain.

"Maybe jumping off will be free, right?" Thinking like this, Liu Mingming closed his eyes and slowly moved towards the edge of the roof.

Everyone was stunned, this kid really wants to jump?

"Ah......" When a girl saw this scene, she couldn't help but scream loudly, and other timid people began to look away. Everyone couldn't bear to see this happening.

"Liu Mingming, are you still not a man? For the sake of a woman, you put your life at risk. Ye Pu's voice seemed to be penetrating, and it clearly reached Liu Mingming's ears.

Ye Pu learned from the people around him that his name was Liu Mingming, and although the life-saving air cushion would not pose a threat to his life, it would definitely cause a fracture somewhere in his body. So when he saw Liu Mingming about to jump off the building, Ye Pu quickly shouted.

"Huh?" Liu Mingming stopped his steps and opened his eyes at the same time.

"You're waiting, I'll bring her to you!" Ye Pu shouted, and after pulling Nangong Siying's hand up, he walked into the No. 8 dormitory building.

"Director Wang!" Ye Pu's voice came out, and Wang Jian understood what Ye Pu meant, and stood next to the air cushion just in case.

Ye Pu was very angry, angry at Liu Mingming's infatuation, and angry at Nangong Siying's ruthlessness. Everyone else is about to jump off the building, and she is still indifferent?

"Huh? Who is he? Someone asked the people around him.

"This guy is so tough, he dares to hold my goddess's hand!"

"Why didn't the people from the Security Section stop you?"

"Damn, I know who he is, he is the newly appointed Director Ye of the Security Section!" Someone exclaimed in surprise.

"Director Ye? It's the one who beat ......" This person was patted by his companion, and by the way, he pointed to Li Guanghua in front of him, and this person shut up knowingly.

Director Ye's glorious deeds have already spread in the school, and everyone wants to know this legendary guy who beat Chen Yang. I didn't expect to see it today, there was a good show, and the crowd began to boil.

"Everyone, be quiet!" Li Guanghua is still very majestic, and a word makes the noisy crowd quiet again.

Li Guanghua was also nervous, at the moment when the boy was about to jump off the building, he was about to stop him, but he didn't expect Ye Pu to be one step ahead of him. Watching Ye Pu pull Nangong Siying into Building No. 8, Li Guanghua couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

"Hopefully this kid won't let himself down." Li Guanghua sighed.

It only took a few minutes for Ye Pu and Nangong Siying to reach the roof of Building No. 8 together. Along the way, Nangong Siying was held by Ye Pu's hand, and Ye Pu's attitude of not speaking or resisting made Ye Pu can't help but look at her a few more times.

"Liu Mingming, I brought Nangong Siying to you, what else do you have to say to her?" Ye Pu shouted at Liu Mingming.

Liu Mingming turned around slowly, his eyes staring directly at Nangong Siying's beautiful and moving face.

"I know you like me, and I know you're basically everywhere I show up." Nangong Siying said calmly.

"You know everything?" Liu Mingming was a little surprised.

He thought she hadn't known what he was paying, "Then why did you reject me?" Do you think I'm not good-looking and worthy of you? ”

Nangong Siying shook her head gently.

"Do you think I'm poor?" Liu Mingming had a bitter face.

"You're good, even better than most college students."

"Then why didn't you even give me a chance to pursue it? I really like you! Liu Mingming's face was full of pleading.

"Seriously, you're the only one of my many suitors who moves me a little, but we're not one world, and I'm born with a lot of responsibilities to take on and a lot of things to do, so ...... I'm sorry. "It's rare for Nangong Siying to explain so much to a man.

"Not a man of the world? What a clumsy excuse. Liu Mingming smiled bitterly, and his whole body didn't seem to be able to accept such a blow, and became a little shaky.

"I thought I had touched everyone, but in the end, I only touched myself."