Shen Fuyan is a man with a gentle personality and even a gentle temperament, although his tone of voice is still peaceful, but Ji Qingling knows that he is already angry now, and such words are very harsh for him, and he immediately felt a little weak.

"Senior brother, I'm just ......"

"Tell the truth." Seeing that she wanted to speak and stopped, there was undisguised disappointment in Shen Fuyan's eyes.

His disappointment made Ji Qingling's heart ache, and he originally wanted to hide it, but in the end, he honestly told the ins and outs of the matter.

Shen Fuyan's reaction was beyond Ji Qingling's expectations, his originally gentle eyebrows slowly frowned, and in the end, his eyes were bloodshot, and his face was hideous to make her afraid, she had never seen Shen Fuyan like this.

"Teacher, senior brother......" She took two steps back in panic, embarrassed by her own intrigues.

Shen Fuyan is a frank gentleman, what she hates most is stealing, cheating, and scheming, but she plots against the innocent Cui Xiheng for her own selfish interests, he must think that she is a sinister and vicious woman.

Her heart was sad for no reason, and for the first time she felt regretful because of her calculation of Cui Xiheng.

Shen Fuyan saw herself at this moment from her clear eyes, and then looked at her scared and frightened look, and suddenly felt very powerless, "You go back first, I want to stay alone for a while." ”

Looking at his tired and weak appearance, she almost burst into tears, she not only calculated Cui Xiheng, but also used him, whether it was in her previous life or in this life, Shen Fuyan did not owe her anything, but had been helping her silently, not only did she not repay him a penny, but also hurt him like this.

What kind of person Shen Fuyan is, she couldn't be clearer, he is simple, upright and upright, and he is devoted to academics, if he can accept the conspiracy and tricks, he will already be mixed up in society, and he will not choose the pure land of school to live a poor life.

"Senior brother, I'm ......" She wanted to explain something, but he stood up, turned around and left without looking at her.

Shen Fuyan's back was gloomy, he knew that his appearance just now scared Ji Qingling, he would not be annoyed by her little scheming and calculation, but remembered some things that were definitely not pleasant, those painful memories were like a net, firmly binding him, in order to stay away from those people and things, he would rather hide in obscurity and live a clean life in A Da for the rest of his life.

Shen Fuyan's attitude hit Ji Qingling, and in the following time, she returned to her original pace of life, reading and exercising every day, ignoring things outside the window, and no longer getting involved in the Cui family's affairs, Ji Jingui asked her a few times, and when she saw that she had not taken action, he scolded her several times, and there was nothing she could do.

"What's going on lately?" Fu Zijun came home and saw that she had been sitting obediently at home for several days, and felt a little strange, "Didn't you say that Cui Xiheng came to City A some time ago?" ”

"Well, do you think I'm doing this viciously?" She lowered her eyelashes, "No matter what, Cui Xiheng is innocent, in order to take revenge on Cui Xinyi, I dragged him into the water, it's very unfair to him." ”

"Did someone say something to you?" Fu Zijun disagreed, "You just take other people's ideas too seriously, so you are a person who is easily swayed by others." ”

His unceremonious words made her want to refute, but after thinking about it carefully, she found that she was really powerless to refute, she thought that in this life, she was free and easy enough to ignore Zhao Yajing and Ji Jingui's thoughts, but since she fell in love with Fu Zijun, she still cared about his perception of herself, as well as her friends, Niu Jiajia, Zhang Yuan, Shen Fuyan, Fang Zhongnan...... The opinion of each of them is important to her.

"Isn't that right? I just take the thoughts of the people I care about very seriously, and wouldn't it be too selfish to ignore them? ”

"It is important to value other people's ideas, but more importantly, to have your own opinions, even if you decide to do something that is opposed by others, don't change it lightly, but find a way to persuade the other party and get the other party's understanding, if this person is important enough to you, you will not do anything to hurt him, if what you do is not harmful to him, but he likes to stand on some commanding heights and point fingers at you, it means that you are not important at all in his heart, so you don't listen to people's words."

"Not really." She smiled bitterly, in fact, Shen Fuyan didn't point fingers at her at all, but he looked at her with such eyes, which really made her feel very sad, she originally had a trace of guilt towards Cui Xiheng, but under Shen Fuyan's reaction, this guilt was infinitely magnified.

"How's that going?" He looked at her patiently.

She was silent.

"You have to be clear about one thing, you can never please everyone, among the people you care about, they will also have different opinions about something, you satisfy this person, you offend that one, how can you find a balance in it?"

"I ......"

So you have to remember that the only thing you have to satisfy yourself is, and you may think it's selfish, but a person can only be satisfied if he satisfies himself first. So in the matter of Cui Xiheng, you must be clear about what you think in your own heart, and ask yourself what to do in everything, instead of looking at others. ”

"I have to admit that my ears are soft, and you have convinced me again."

"It's not that your ears are soft, in fact, your subconscious has already counted, if you really have soft ears, then when your father asked you to go to the evil Cui Xiheng, why didn't you agree, you can bear it if you do it against him for this matter and make him so annoyed."

"It seems that I really don't have the material to do this kind of thing, just like my dad said I'm too cowardly to help you at all." Her expression was gloomy, "I hated Cui Xinyi very much at the time, and I wanted to take revenge on her fiercely, even if I involved innocent people, but things really went on like this, and I felt that I was too ruthless, if I did this, what was the difference between me and Cui Xinyi?" ”

"You want to help me?" Fu Zijun looked at her strangely, "What does this have to do with me?" Your dad has instilled some strange thoughts in you, right? ”

Looking at her noncommittal look, he still didn't understand, "I hope you can be happy, no matter what you do, as long as you feel happy, whether it is going to graduate school, learning guqin, cooking and baking, design for Cui Xiheng and Cui Xinyi to compete for family property, as long as you feel that you should do it, do it to make you happy, you just do it, don't bring any psychological burden, don't have any pressure, you are not doing things for anyone, but for yourself, the sky will fall and I will stand up for you." ”

His tone was as calm and cold as ever, but her heart was stirring, and in addition to her sense of morality, she was worried that he would see her as a vicious woman.

Men who do such things as intrigue and design others will be praised as being informal, while women will get a femme fatale evaluation when they do it, she can not care about other people's opinions, but she can't care about him.

Just like any woman wants her image to be beautiful in the eyes of her lover, after falling in love with him, she becomes weak, in the past, she does what she wants, how can she think so much about it.

And his words today are undoubtedly a reassuring pill for her, a woman's biggest dream is nothing more than that her lover is willing to withstand a pressure for her, just to protect her well.

"Husband, thank you!" She reached out and wrapped her arms around his waist, rubbing her face against his waist.

Fu Zijun's body froze, but the corners of her mouth widened, and her mood at the moment was as excited as a hairy boy, this was the first time she called herself "husband".

Wait, what did he just say to make her happy like this? Be sure to make a good note of it, such benefits are not available every day.

But he didn't say anything special just now.

Fu Zijun was in a state of excitement and entanglement, but Ji Qingling had already sorted out his mood and put down the big stone in his heart, "Then I'll continue to read." ”

That's it?

He froze, shouldn't he take advantage of the situation for a while at this time, and then fall back on the bed? WHY DID SHE READ BOOKS SO TONE-JUMPING?

She had already buried her books without distraction, and he was still stupidly stunned, so was she going to waste that great opportunity just now?

"Thank you, not like that." He finally couldn't help but tug at her sleeve.

"Huh?" She looked up from the book and looked at him blankly.

"Thank me, I have to be sincere." He leaned down and took her lips in his mouth, and between his lips and teeth, he didn't forget to whisper and coax, "Call my husband again to listen." ”

Her face flushed, and she passively allowed him to invade, but she still refused to call him again.

Originally, she thought that this time, as usual, was just a kiss he took advantage of, but when he unbuttoned the first button on her chest, she realized that something was wrong.

She pressed his hand in a panic, Fu Zijun's misty eyes were slightly clearer, and he looked at her steadily, although with longing and pleading, but more respect, just like that night, because of her fear, he could hold back all his desires without hesitation.

She knew that he was waiting for her, waiting for her to let go of all her guards, to let go of her fears, and to be ready to give herself to him completely, and he didn't want her to have the slightest reluctance.

There was a surge of emotion in her heart, she had gradually let go of the matter of Junjun, she shouldn't be so hypocritical anymore, she had already made a decision that night in H City, and today was the time to take this step.

She blushed and let go of her hand, her lowered eyelashes fluttering, acquiescing to his gesture. R1152