Chapter 128: Who is it

Shen Nanzhu looked at Mengbao's chatter as if she was going to talk endlessly, and reached out and gently touched her cheek.

She said that she was just a lonely soul from another world, but now the person in front of him was obviously real, her skin had a warm touch, and the words spoken from her lips could really reach his ears, crisp and moving.

If he didn't know what kind of thoughts he had about her like this before, then the instinctive maintenance just now had already made a choice for him.

This instinctive choice made him a little nervous, and he didn't know how to face the "unknowns" about her.

Could she harbor any evil thoughts?

Will she use some weird "witchcraft"?

Will she hurt the family around him?

These questions came back to his mind again and again, giving him a splitting headache.

He wanted to have her, and he felt a little ...... about this completely unknown existence Afraid.

Yes, scared.

This kind of love, which he had not experienced since he was eight or nine years old, appeared again, and he was afraid of the delicate woman in front of him.

He couldn't tell whether the fear was more due to the fear of the "unknown" or the fear that she might "leave" her.

Which one scares him more?

There was a sudden blow to his chest, and he was suddenly startled in a chaotic thought, and his body reacted one step faster than his consciousness, raising his hand and attacking the woman who suddenly hit him.

"I'm so scared, Azhu...... I'm so scared......"

The woman wrapped herself tightly around him after crashing into his arms. The delicate body leaned against his chest and kept choking and sobbing: "I have nothing, nothing...... Mom and Dad, family and friends, all gone...... I don't know anyone, I don't know any of them, and even if I knew who they were, they were all strangers to me......"

"I have to pretend to be Su Mengbao every day, and I am afraid that others will find out that I am not Su Mengbao, and I am afraid that they will lock me up as a monster when they know about it, and think that I robbed Su Mengbao's body......"

"But I really didn't. I really don't. Azhu ...... I'd rather die at that time than ...... Hmmm......"

The word "death" stabbed Shen Nanzhu's heart again, his expression suddenly became ruthless again, and even a little gloomy, and his hand that stopped in mid-air suddenly raised Mengbao's chin. Sealed her lips fiercely.

"You dare!"

After a punitive kiss, he gritted his teeth.

The man in his arms burped. Somewhat dazed. Then, as if the kiss just now didn't happen, he continued to cry: "I just don't dare, if I die at that time, forget it." Obviously survived but went to seek death, if you die, it's better to be able to return to the previous world, wouldn't you be dumbfounded if you can't go back? ”

"And there are no sleeping pills in this world, I really can't think of any way to make it painless except for dying of old age, I'm afraid of pain......"

"What are sleeping pills?" Shen Nanzhu frowned and asked.

"Sleep, burp, medicine. If you eat more, you will burp and you will be able to sleep to death......"

The woman said as she burped.

Shen Nanzhu almost broke her wrist, and it wasn't until she frowned and screamed in pain that she woke up and relaxed her strength slightly.

"You're so reluctant to stay with me?"

His voice was as low as a deep pool, which made people feel oppressive and cold.

Mengbao hurriedly shook his head and threw himself into his arms again: "Ah Zhu is the best, Ah Zhu is the best, I have never seen someone as good as you......"

Shen Nanzhu's heart softened again, his brows slowly stretched, his body was not as stiff as before, and the corners of his eyes and lips even unconsciously revealed a happy smile.

He has heard so many words of praise since he was a child, and it seems that none of them have this simple and straightforward word "best" that makes him feel beautiful.

He reached out and gently pinched her chin to lift her little face and look directly into her drunken gaze, which was a little out of focus.

"Then why did you leave me? Why do you still want to take the letter of resignation? Why...... Won't let me touch you? ”

When he said this, he almost touched her face, his lips touched his lips, and the faint aroma of the woman's body mixed with the sweet aroma of wine penetrated into the tip of his nose, making people a little smoky and drunk.

Xu is the smell of alcohol accumulated in her body made Mengbao feel a little hot, and she pushed the man away slightly and sat up straight.

"Because you are Su Mengbao's father-in-law, not mine, what you like is her and not me, and what you want is her and not me...... Although I am in her body, I have repeatedly told myself to treat myself as her and her as myself, but we are two different people after all! ”

"What you are thinking in your heart is obviously Su Mengbao, but it is me who is doing this kind of thing with you...... It makes me feel like I'm a third party, and it's weird to think about......"

Ha......

Shen Nanzhu chuckled, his mood became more and more happy, and he reached out and rubbed her into his arms again: "Just because of this? ”

Mengbao was really hot, and struggled a few times to break free from his arms, but he couldn't succeed, so he had to let him hold it.

"Now it's because of this, not before."

"What was that before?"

He casually pulled a strand of hair from her sideburns and wrapped it around her hand.

"I didn't know you before, eh...... It is...... The real me doesn't know you! And I don't want to live the kind of life of three wives and four concubines serving one husband. ”

She seemed to be serious when she said this, even if her eyes were still misty, but her tone was very solemn.

"It's normal for a man to have three wives and four concubines here, but it's not okay with us, a man can only marry one wife, and there is no concubine. If this man wants to be with another woman, he must first divorce his wife, that is, the reconciliation here, otherwise he will cheat in marriage and will compensate his wife! ”

She seemed a little helpless as she spoke: "But that's useless, isn't it still cheating if you should cheat...... Especially people who are not married and are just in love. If you are cheated, you can only consider yourself unlucky......"

Mengbao stretched out his finger as he spoke, comparing a number seven.

"Seven years...... Seven years! I ...... with my boyfriend I've been in love for seven years! He said he wanted to marry me, we booked the wedding dress in advance, chose the ring, made an appointment for the hotel, and took a set of wedding photos that everyone would envy! ”

"I waited for him to come back and hold a wedding with me after asking for marriage leave, and the result was ...... He's back! Ha...... Holding someone's hand and coming back! Ridiculous, you say? Ridiculous! ”

She was a little excited, and smashed her fist on Shen Nanzhu's leg.

Shen Nanzhu's brows furrowed again, and he squeezed her little hand on his leg.

"Boyfriend? In love? Ring? Wedding? ”

The focus of what he heard was obviously not the question of "ridiculous or not" at the end of Mengbao, but the things in front of him that he obviously didn't understand but intuitively made him feel uncomfortable.

Meng Bao ignored his question. He continued: "He called me to advise me to rest at home and not go to work. While I was out on a date with someone, I happened to see it behind them when I went out, and I ......"

"I'm asking you, what are those things you just said?"

Shen Nanzhu was not at all interested in what she was going to say now. Just want to ask about the ones just now.

Mengbao still ignored it. He continued to take care of himself: "Listen to me. If it weren't for him, how could I have ......"

"I'm asking you, what the hell is a boyfriend?"

He asked, pinching her chin.

Mengbao shook his head. Throwing his chin away from his hand, he explained a little impatiently: "It's similar to the future Xianggong, but it doesn't necessarily become the future Xianggong!" If it weren't for his ......"

The man pinched her chin back again, and his voice gradually became a little cold: "What about love?" Ring? And wedding dresses? ”

"Love is two people, you like me, I like you, and then talk about love, talk about love, if it is suitable, get married, that is, get married, and if it is not suitable, separate. The ring is similar to the love token you have here, and the wedding dress is the wedding dress...... Oops, none of that matters! You listen to me, the point is ......"

"So...... You've been in a relationship with him for seven years? Almost married? But I don't want to leave for seven days or seven months, and I want to leave all the time? ”

"I want to leave you because you are a stranger to me, it is normal for you to marry blindly and dumbly, and many couples only meet for the first time when they get married. But in the place where I live, it is different, husband and wife knew each other before they got married, and because they have an emotional foundation, they will come together and then join hands for a lifetime. ”

"Although I think you are a good person, even by the standards of our world, you are a perfect good husband, but no matter how good you are, you are just a stranger to me, how can I be with a stranger?"

"Aren't you a stranger if you know each other? But you didn't even give me a chance, you rejected me all along! ”

Shen Nanzhu gritted his teeth and said.

Meng Bao was stunned, and raised his eyes to look at him, his eyes were confused but extremely serious: "Because I don't believe it." ”

"Don't believe what?"

"I don't believe that you will have no intercourse, I don't believe that you will not have three wives and four concubines in the future, and I don't believe that you will only accompany me alone for the rest of your life."

"It's not about what kind of character you are, or about faith, it's just that your concepts are different, and the environment and social background in which you grew up are different. Although I knew that I had to live here, I had to recognize the reality and try to adapt to the environment and customs. But those ideas that have been engraved in my bones since childhood are not so easy to change, especially when I still have a choice. ”

"If I don't have the ability to be self-reliant, and I can only survive by clinging to you, then I may force myself to accept it. But if I can live well on my own and get out of the life of being trapped in a deep mansion compound, then I will naturally choose to leave. ”

"Azhu, I am actually very selfish in my heart, I don't want to have a bad life, and I don't want to give up my bottom line for others. I admit that you are a good person, a rare good man, worthy of entrusting your life, but this does not mean that I am willing to give up my free life for you, and I am willing to be trapped in that boxy yard for the rest of my life for you, and live the kind of life that is intrigue except for husband and children. ”

"You can look down on me for being selfish, but if it were you, I would ask you to give up your qi qi to live that kind of life with me, would you be willing?"

"So you see, we're all the same people, and we may both think each other is good, but it's not good enough to make us willing to give up a thing for each other. To put it bluntly, the most important thing in our hearts is actually ourselves, and we usually seem to be very generous and think about others, but once it comes to our own bottom line, everything else can be discarded. ”

Shen Nanzhu looked at this person who was full of alcohol but spoke such a long list clearly, and almost thought that she was sober, but her out-of-focus gaze clearly showed that she was still drunk.

The woman licked her lips after saying this, and seemed to be a little thirsty.

He reached out and poured another glass of wine, naturally handed it over, and watched her raise her head and drink it all, and after drinking, the few sober appearances just now were a little drunk.

"So what you say...... Are we irreconcilable? ”

"What is reconciled, what is reconciled."

Mengbao waved his hand and said, "I have already become Su Mengbao, what kind of harmony?" I don't want to be her anymore, it's already her, can I really die in order to get rid of her identity? Since it's her, I can't help it, I have to take her mess, I have to confess her sins, who let me use her body! I deserve to be unlucky! ”

As she spoke, she poured herself another glass of wine, and took another sip.

After finishing thinking of something, he turned his head to look at Shen Nanzhu, and suddenly smashed it with a punch: "It's all to blame for the bullshit you gave me!" You're pit me! Su Mengbao has never been suspended, how does she know that the letter of retirement still needs to be sealed! I haven't been with you before, so how do I know I need a seal! You've pitted both of us inside and out! Bastard! ”

Shen Nanzhu's heart was suffocated, his mood went up and down, and he couldn't say how he felt at this moment.

He stretched out his hand and pressed her into his arms, and sighed silently: "What's the use of pit her, I just want to pit you." ”

"Hah! You did it on purpose! You just deliberately wrote such a letter of resignation to amuse me, didn't you? ”

She said and smacked him twice.

"Su Mengbao."

Shen Nanzhu looked at her in a daze, and suddenly called in a deep voice.

The woman was about to open her mouth to argue, but she lowered her head and smiled bitterly: "Su Mengbao is Su Mengbao, I can't get rid of this identity in this life......"

"I want you."

The man suddenly picked her up and walked towards the bed.

Mengbao was stunned, and immediately struggled violently, and beat him angrily: "Let go of me!" Let go! ”

But as if he didn't feel it, he threw her on the bed, and as soon as his long legs were raised, he knelt down on top of her, and held her firmly under him.

"Have you forgotten what you just said? Since you are already her, then you have to take her mess, you have to confess her sins, and her husband ...... Naturally, he is your husband! ”

As he spoke, he began to untie his clothes, one by one, and his gaze was determined, never intending to let her go.

Mengbao was lying on the bed, his sideburns were slightly messy, and the hairpin was worn crookedly on his head, and he really quieted down after he said these few words.

Shen Nanzhu took off his shirt and reached out to untie her.

The woman looked at him in a daze for a while with her misty drunken eyes, and suddenly smiled: "Su Mengbao, Su Mengbao...... You only have Su Mengbao in your heart......

Shen Nanzhu's movements suddenly stopped, and she held the placket of her untied clothes in her hands.

"And who are you? Who are you?

Meng Bao shook his head with a smile and covered his eyes with one hand: "It's not important, it's not important...... Anyway, all you want is Su Mengbao, what does it matter who I am......"

"Nobody cares who I am, it doesn't matter who I am, it doesn't matter......"

She seemed to mumble to herself, repeating it over and over again, and a tear flowed from between her fingers, slid down onto the pillow, and quickly penetrated into it and disappeared without a trace......

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PS: Typo corrected ~ (to be continued......)