The moment I walked out of the bubble tea shop, I was stunned. It's not because of anything, it's just because of the voice that Mo Bei called me just now, like a person, with a sad expression hidden behind him.

I turned around and stared at Mo Bei, who was following closely: "What did you just call me?" ”

"Gu Nan!"

"Not this."

"It's Gu Nan." Mo Bei leaned over and looked at me, dazed.

"No, no." I muttered, turned around, and walked forward.

Just like the eraser in my mind, the tone and demeanor of Mo Bei who called my name just now are like a person, and I am still looking for the past in a trance, practicing myself.

"Hey." Mo Bei called me again at this time.

I turned around with my hands in my pockets, and the wind in Wuhan disturbed my unbearableness: "What? ”

"Can't you really be yourself? Maybe you don't recognize yourself, but why did you choose the tourism industry in the first place? You can fool everyone, even yourself, but you can't fool your heart. ”

I stared at Mo Bei, who was panting in front of me, why could this small body support an extraordinary heart.

"You're thinking too much, I'm really not interested." I don't know why, I was a little reluctant to touch this industry again from the bottom of my heart, and then go down the previous path, maybe it was too dark before to face my true self.

I turned around and really wanted to leave, and I didn't want to talk about it anymore.

"Gu Nan, you just look down on yourself, look down on you who you used to be, you think you can throw away the past and forget everything. But have you thought about it, sometimes fate is so ridiculous, you have no way to escape from your true self, how can you be so fake, you don't even dare to face a real you, you are really alive. Mo Bei then yelled behind me.

I was stunned for a moment, smiled coldly, turned around and left.

"Gu Nan, Gu Nan, hey, you're such a big idiot!" Behind him, there was the sound of Mo Beihuo's fire.

I didn't go back to the supermarket, but walked around the neighborhood, sat down and smoked a few cigarettes when I was tired, and then set off again, without purpose or thought.

When I returned to the supermarket in the evening, Aunt Hou came back unexpectedly, and I walked over with some curiosity: "Where have you been in the past two days?" I couldn't find anyone everywhere. ”

Aunt Hou smiled a little embarrassedly: "Something happened at home, so." ”

"It's okay, it's all done, right?"

"Hmm."

"Okay, you get busy first, I'll go in." I patted Aunt Hou on the shoulder, turned and walked into the room.

Instead of rushing to wash up, I lay on the bed, lit a cigarette, looked at the ceiling, and fell into deep thought.

Every word Mo Bei said was recalled in his mind one by one. Maybe she's right, it's actually ourselves that we tend to deceive the most. The step we can't take is often because we can't be ruthless and forget ourselves.

Is my life now what I want? I can't see the future, I'm not sad or happy, and I live in the present without any color.

There was only one door in the room, and the memories in the room were locked. The curtains were lifted by the cold air blowing in through the gaps, and there was no TV, no other you. There was only one mirror left on the wall, and I stood up, reflecting my lonely shadow upside down.

Lying on the bed, I fell asleep in a daze, and then I always felt that my face was being patted, and I opened my eyes in a daze, and I saw the fat man standing in front of the window. I thought I was dreaming and patted his hand: "Dead fat." ”

"Brother Nan, are you awake?"

I sat up suddenly, I was really fat, and I hit the fat man in the chest with a fist: "Where did you go?" ”

The fat man clutched his chest in pain: "I'm distressed." ”

"I feel sorry for your uncle, where did you go? He left without saying hello to me. ”

"Okay, okay, I'm not back. Give, society my brother Nan, I was wrong. The fat man grinned and pulled out a cigarette and handed it to me.

I lit a cigarette and looked at my lungs: "Where have you been these two days?" ”

"Hainan."

When the fat man said the place, I almost didn't choke on the smoke: "I'm quite good at running, say, where are you going?" ”

"Robin said she wanted to take me for a walk, wasn't she hurt, and then I eloped with her."

"Yes, you're good, just go, hold the beauty and leave me alone in Wuhan. I've been guarding the store for the past two days, and I'm tired to death. I glared at the fat man, but I didn't give him food.

"Okay, okay, I was wrong, okay. It's a big deal in the future, you find a girlfriend, you go out to be chic, and I'll guard the store. ”

"That's pretty much it, buddy." I took a puff of my cigarette and stared at the fat man.

"I don't even look at who my fat man is, hehe." The fat man smiled very sweetly, at least I thought so, I really wanted to go on like this for the rest of my life, many years later, I carried a pot of old wine, brought a little peanuts, and woke up the fat man late at night and had a few drinks.

"Pretty good, right?" I asked.

"Okay." Looks like the fat guy is having a lot of fun.

"Actually."

"Actually, how?"

"I think you're a little biased against Robin." As long as the fat man stared into my eyes and didn't laugh, I knew he was talking seriously.

"You say." I dropped the remaining cigarette butt on the ground and stepped on it.

"She is not what you look like on the surface, she has so many children to raise, and she is a teacher and a father and a mother, she is not easy, how capable she is as a woman, she can make some money. And she has her bottom line, yes, she cheated other people's money, but there is nothing to be done, there is no way. ”

The fat man said very seriously, I know that he is really moved by Robin and has feelings. I began to hesitate, I didn't know whether to tell him the news of Sister Duoduo. If you don't tell sù, sooner or later you will know. Sue sù, but isn't he and Robin very good now?

"What's wrong? What do you think! ”

"Ah, I didn't think about anything." I looked at the fat man with some embarrassment and smiled.

"Come on, say something." The fat man put his arm around me: "It's not like we've only known each other for a day." ”

I looked at the fat man, he was really smiling, I didn't know how to speak, I didn't know what to do.

(PS: I'll recommend songs to you in the future.) Zheng Zhongji's scoundrel, and his promise not to love you. I should have heard of it, he should really come to the music scene to develop, but he can't hear it with a good voice. ）

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