Chapter 190: I've Always Been There

The catharsis above the head is a very warm red and white oak light, obviously so shallow, but there is an aggressive vision on the body, the soft branches quietly turn into bloodthirsty congested joints in the blink of an eye, strong step by step, clinging to the wrong breath, eyebrows intersecting, until you see it for what it is - vicious, hideous, ill-intentioned, and then at the end of being eaten clean, you will laugh and swallow all the brilliant blood.

Sure enough, it was.

Chi Zi calmly let out a sigh in his heart that would never startle the snake, like a smile but not a smile, as clear as the refracted waves under the crystal glass.

There is nothing cheerful, the you standing in front of you at the moment, the you who are still wearing white pajamas and long skirts and forget to comb your long hair, this you who are flustered but still maintain a low profile, is not a complete you.

There are no rules that don't allow you to delete your own memories, but insisting that you can save yourself shows your vulnerability.

"You ......"

"What?"

"If, I mean, you have a chance to realize one of the bird's survival instincts at this moment, which one would you most like to get?"

"Let's Migrate ......"

Is it because I forgot to return to the nest, or because I have lost even the nest where I can return.

So I'm sure that you are still abiding by that cowardice at this moment.

For the pair of pale pale eyes, the shape that overflowed was helpless for a long time because of the ill-intentioned life and was helpless, just because the body did not have much strength. It's just a bubble that slows down.

It's just that I know that if I don't care about it, one day it will slowly seep into my body from the outside to the inside.

Whether it's biting your tongue and committing suicide, throwing yourself into a river or hanging a beam, it's all the same, but I can't let you kill yourself.

Chizi took the initiative to lower her eyelids, walked to a counter that did not fit in the corner of the kitchen, opened the door and closed it tightly, and when she turned around, she had an extra apron in her hand.

Walked up to Gu Xiaoxiao and stood still. Pinching two slender cherry red ribbons around the little neck. tied a circle and a half into a simple bow, and then when the girl in front of her cheeks was slightly red and looked down, she reached out to "rescue" the long Garo-colored hair that was still beautiful although it was messy from the "bondage" of the ribbon, and then walked behind Gu Xiaoxiao. Wrap the remaining two long ribbons around your waist. Tie a loose bow as well.

"Alright. How cute that is! ”

"......" Gu Xiaoxiao looked at Chizi with a pair of watery eyes, and there were slender pre-moon clouds floating on the lens, although there was no brocade. But there is joy and greed.

can interpret the dazed into such a silent barrenness, this woman has no way not to make people feel distressed.

"Didn't you say you wanted to help me?"

"Yes."

If you do things seriously, you will be extra focused, of course, the premise is that Barberet is playful and does not deliberately make trouble, not only to take into account the unjustified determination of Gu Xiaoxiao to insist on helping herself, but also to take into account the various pickiness of a demon in eating, can not bring Xiaoxiao the tragic memory of being disgusted by the wanton demon snake, nor can it leave Xiaoxiao with the possibility of cranky thinking, so after many brain-burning sighs entangled with his refusal to leave, Chizi screened out a relatively suitable plan.

"Xiaoxiao, for the first time, you just watch me do it!"

"Hey, I can do a lot of things for you."

"It's also important to observe and learn! Lay the groundwork so you can make a delicious cherry pie on your own in the future! ”

Nodding, it was easier than you thought to agree.

Chizi was stunned, but did not leak the love to the woman.

As soon as you put yourself into it, you will forget about the things around you, and your obsession will somehow lie in these things, only when will you know when you will know that a qiē is not because of how delicious the cherry pie is to make, but for whom the cherry pie is to be made.

It's just that what I never expected was that even the observation teaching that didn't need to be used would have problems.

When I took out the semi-finished product, I could feel that the breathing of the woman next to me was a little short, some of them seemed to be pumping, and the most terrible thing was that this half-suffocating feeling was being strongly suppressed, Chizi didn't dare to take care of Xiaoxiao, so she tried to pretend to be unaware and continue to finish, until finally, she took it out and put it in front of Xiaoxiao's eyes, wanting to show her a fragrant eye, but she didn't expect that it was the wrong choice for her to do so.

It happened too suddenly, Gu Xiaoxiao covered her mouth with her hand, bent over and couldn't stop retching, Chizi subconsciously lost strength in her hand, and the cherry pie lost its support and made a free fall movement towards the ground, just at the moment when it was about to shatter on the ground, the kitten "bell" appeared and held the silver vessel containing the cherry pie, which was more alert than the acrobat, but this acrobat did not cause laughter, but made Xiaoxiao cry irrepressibly.

"Yes, I'm sorry." With tears in his eyes and an apologetic face, the intermittent sound passed through the fingers, and the frost froze all the flowers, which were the pasts that someone missed, pouring out all beings—flowers.

Leaving a word, he turned around and ran out, and Chizi stood in place in a daze.

She knew how bad it wasn't the cherry pie she made, but that something had stung her.

Chizi sighed, withdrew his gaze from the door, and then looked down The kitten "Bell" was gone.

"Hey."

Along with the voice, a cold man stood there in his sight, those blood-red eyes were unique to him, so he never erased the mark on his heart, even if he was in the heavenly realm, he was a cameo character who had nothing to do with him.

"Help me take care of her, thank you."

In his left hand, he handed a silver vessel containing cherry pie, and turned to leave.

"Lord Lucifer......"

What she needs is you, only you.

Without giving Chi Zi a chance, a dark blue shadow turned into the kitten again, and with the crisp sound of the bell, Chi Zi knew where he was going next.

In the bathroom, in front of the sink, the sound of running water can't cover the intensity of a small constant retching.

Slowly raised his head, looked at himself in the mirror, and hated that his self-isolation was not complete enough.

And the most painful thing is the reason for crying, overflowing with the inability to delete the smoothing.

That's right, the second half is pain and not hatred, hatred is self, and it is yourself who suffers.

He sat down on the bathroom tiles and covered his mouth to give himself a chance to cry.

Outside the bathroom door, there was a wall printed with a cherry pattern, and the kitten couldn't make a word of "bell".

When you are watching, you are clear, you are in love with the shadow of time and space, and you always have a clear face when you look at other people's worlds, and you feel that the person is too real and too infatuated, and you are lost in falling apart, but when it is your turn, you can't do it, and even the temporary parting of things can't be regarded as meaningless.

Before the wind, the eyelashes are rippling, the love is as promised, and it is not sad.

Even if the clouds are gone, I don't want to see you whimpering alone. (To be continued......)