Chapter 078, I can't forget you, I can't forget the pain

Mu Qingqing didn't know, did Gu Tingbei still remember that stormy but extremely sweet night six years ago?

But she remembered.

Although, every time she thinks of the scene of his heartless departure, her heart still hurts dullly.

But I will never forget how the two pounding hearts wanted to have each other that night!

It was very dark, black and oppressive, and there was not a trace of brilliance to be seen.

The wind outside the window whistled fiercely and grazed the window, smacking and "popping", which was shocking.

There is also the black rain that pours down, strung together into beads one by one, like a thick and inseparable curtain, densely covering the color of the whole city, and also blowing away the heat wave of the day little by little.

The rain is getting heavier and heavier. The temperature is getting lower and lower. The high fever did not go away, and she became colder and colder.

Gu Tingbei was so anxious that he took out all the bedding in the room and covered her with it.

But she still felt that more and more deep chills were pouring out from the depths of her body, so cold that she was shivering all over, and her teeth were trembling uncontrollably, "Cold...... North North, I'm cold...... It's so cold......"

This menacing cold burned her brain.

Except at the beginning, when Gu Tingbei said anxiously that she was going to take her to the hospital overnight, she cried out because she was afraid, and then Gu Tingbei fed her boiling water and medicine, she basically couldn't remember it clearly.

In a daze, I heard him tell her in her ear, "Take the medicine, sleep well, and call me if anything." ”

She lowered her eyelashes sickly, and her cherry red mouth lost its usual blood color, pale and trembling, only to know that she had been unconsciously repeating, "Cold...... North North, I'm cold...... It's so cold......"

In the end, Gu Tingbei couldn't bear her pleading, lifted the futon and got in, gritted his teeth, and hugged her tightly......

That was the first time they slept in the same bed/on after half a year of dating.

She usually lives in the girls' dormitory, and only comes to Gu Tingbei's small house on holidays.

However, Gu Tingbei is a humble gentleman, even when he is very emotional, he just kisses her passionately and tells her that he will wait until the day when she really grows up and will not regret it.

At that time, Mu Qingqing didn't know what day she would "really grow up and not regret it", and she always tried to make Gu Tingbei feel that she had grown up.

Because the girls around her say that a man who really loves her will want to have a woman who belongs to him.

However, Gu Tingbei just smiled faintly, "......" didn't say love, and he didn't admit that he had her in his heart.

Every time she stayed with him, she still insisted on giving her the only bed in the house, and she slept on the sofa in the living room with all her heart.

She always thought that he didn't love her. It's just that she has no choice but to accept her to stay by her side.

Until that night, Gu Tingbei went to bed, hugged her tightly in his arms, and soaked his scorching body temperature into her skin little by little, she burned and cried in a daze, "Beibei, you sue me, you also love me, right?" What they say isn't true, you don't hate me, you like me, don't you......"

She cried and slipped into his arms, greedily absorbing the breath from him, ignorantly imprinting her cold lips on the man's hot chest......

The thin clothes of summer keep blocking the two bodies that keep approaching, and also prevent the two hearts that are eager to deliver to each other.

The man's warm fingertips trembled and unbuttoned the buttons on her chest, she was unmistakable in front of him like a newborn baby, her beautiful little face was shy and crimson, the slender delicate body area was as white as snow, silky as silk, and the pair of girls on her chest were full and full, and her upright posture was so seductive.

And her muttered voice, "Beibei, I love you......" was more like a demon that stole his soul and disintegrated his proud self-control......

Her sharpened jaw was grabbed and raised high, and her burned chaotic eyes met a pair of deep and dark ink eyes, but she could see clearly, and there was an unknown scorching light flashing inside!

Before she could understand the meaning, a thick black shadow had already covered her forehead, her soft lips were suddenly suppressed by a strange warmth, and his hot voice made the night tremble and throb, "You will regret it...... You're going to regret it......"

Her beautiful, long, slightly curly eyelashes fluttered a few times in confusion, but she made a magnificent vow with strange firmness, "No...... North North, I don't regret ......"

The man reached out and hugged her tighter into his arms, his burning eyes staring at her cherry red and delicate lips, "You have to promise me that you will never hate me-"

His warm breath sprayed on the tip of her tall nose, and the pure masculine aura of masculinity stained her brain, and she only knew how to respond mechanically to his command, "Good ......"

The man kissed her passionately, sucked her soft lips, gently rolled over and over again, and overbearingly pried open her sturdy teeth, drove straight in, captured the city, and wantonly picked up her sweetness and beauty in her mouth......

His kisses are getting harder, denser, and more domineering......

It didn't take long for her to be overwhelmed, and her slender and white lotus arms couldn't help but wrap around his strong neck, sticking to his chest, "......"

The violent gasping made the pair of girls on her chest rise and fall with it, teasing/stirring his particularly fragile self-control that night!

His slender and sturdy body unconsciously approached her soft body, and such close proximity almost broke all his willpower!

The imminent bath made his body stiffen and burn rapidly, and the cells all over his body were screaming frantically and passionately......

Gu Tingbei's deep eyes became deeper and deeper, and the big hand around her slender bee waist was inexplicably hot and tightened, and her skin was inexplicably hot, she murmured uneasily and panickedly, and her flickering eyes were so panicked that they lost their normal focus: "......"

Her reaction fell into his eyes.

With a faint wry smile, he forced himself to stop with extraordinary self-control, and pecked her red/swollen lips kissed by him, "You know what? I suddenly want to get married. ”

His magnetic and melodious voice sounded hot in her ears, but Mu Qingqing's heart tightened inexplicably, forgetting to beat and breathing......

She opened a pair of confused eyes, so nervous that she looked at him with bated breath, "Who are you going to marry?" ”

But I heard his low baritone as beautiful as a cello, and he clearly spit out the most beautiful three-word movement in the world, word by word, "Mu, Qing, Qing." ”

"Boom!"

The music of the cello slowly fell, and Mu Qingqing finally found her heartbeat, and she buried herself in his arms in ecstasy, "Beibei, I love you!" I really love and love you very much...... Beibei, you are not allowed to lie to me, when I graduate, we will get married, okay? ……”

"Okay."

The man's short but firm answer sounded in her ears, and at that moment, her heart blossomed with happiness......

In their young and innocent years, they never crossed the bottom line of taboos.

When the rain stopped, she rested her head affectionately on his warm chest......

The man above his head worked very hard to refine the essence of his daily life, and told her in a magnetic and gentle voice, most of which were all kinds of small accidents and small surprises that happened in his doctoral class.

She never spoke: "......"

Just listened quietly, the thrilling or unexpected stories in his mouth, like the happy heroine in all romance novels, she quietly hugged his lean waist, silently sniffed his breath, and then, with a faint smile on the corner of her mouth, she sketched the charming and handsome heroic appearance of the lover in her mind over and over again......

She cherishes this moment of intimacy/intimacy, and the picture is so beautiful that people look forward to it.

She even fantasized that time could be frozen forever in the time she snuggled in his arms, making them happy and sweet like all lovers in the world!

However, on the day of parting, it came so abruptly and unexpectedly.

His back, which had left in the pouring rain, was like an all-pervasive worm, constantly eating and devouring her heart, making her miserable and sad.

That parting afternoon was her second serious illness at Beijing University. But there was no more of him by her side.

He wouldn't know, she still couldn't forget him, and she couldn't forget the pain he gave.

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Six years ago, in the hazy morning.

Gu Tingbei stared deeply at the pretty face that was tired of his arms.

After tossing all night, she finally had a fever after taking the medicine, and at this time she was quietly sticking to her warm chest, well-behaved and weak to the point of distress.

It was probably the familiar body temperature and breath on his body that made her feel relieved and satisfied, and soon after, her eyelids began to heavily......

I heard him ask, "How many classes do you have tomorrow, do you want to help you ask for leave?" ”

She barely propped up her eyelids and replied with the word "good ......", accompanied by the sound of her fine and regular breathing.

On her plain little face, she slept quietly, only the two rows of curly long eyelashes, which occasionally blinked, as beautiful as a doll.

In the dim glow of the dawn, he leaned over and lightly imprinted a kiss on her fair and smooth forehead, like a dragonfly dotting water, rippling in a circle of subtle ripples......

He didn't tell her, she was the love of his heart that he would never forget, and follow him in life and death.

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