[Chapter Word Count: 2003 Last Updated: 2015-04-0100:02:13.0]

At this time, the last person I want to see is Bai Li, because I don't know how to face her, how to say it.

Bai Li looked at me in a daze, and didn't speak, I lowered my head and finally chose to walk forward, and Bai Li and I sat face to face through a glass.

"Gu Nan~" Bai Li's voice called me hoarsely.

In this life, the scene I am most afraid of is not life and death, but we are close at hand, but we can't touch each other. Life is always like this, you know what you want, but you never get it. You don't know what you want, and some things just crash into your bosom, like me and Bai Li.

Bai Li's "Gu Nan" crushed all my disguises and strength. I am a human being, not a god, and I will be tired, afraid, afraid, flustered, tearful, stubborn, and give up, and not all of them will bear it. People are always selfish, and I also want to be loved, so I keep such a distance from Bai Li, I have been used to it for so many years, and I have enjoyed so many leisurely years. After all, I'm just a spoiled child who did a wrong thing in order to be irresponsible, and now she is crying for me and afraid.

I kept my head down so that Bai Li would not see me crying. I choked up for a while before slowly raising my head to look at Bai Li. Bai Li smiled at me, and at this moment, my whole world lit up.

Bai Li stood up and pressed his palm on the glass: "Gu Nan, thank you." ”

I'm a little surprised, I don't know what white glass means,

"At least you'll still do some crazy things for me, and I'll be content with this life." Bai Li smiled so brightly.

I tilted my head a little guiltily, I should be the one who should say thank you!

"Gu Nan, if you are wronged in for a few days, I will definitely save you out." Bai Li is like an angel, saying to me that he is about to fulfill his promise, but I understand my own situation. Bai Li doesn't have the ability to save me at all.

I smiled and nodded, but didn't speak.

Bai Li walked to the other side with red eyes, and Xiong Xiong walked up: "Gu Nan, what do you want me to say about you, hey, forget it." The fat man looked helpless.

I looked at the fat man's expression and wanted to laugh a little: "Okay, buddy has been crazy in this life, although he has long passed puberty." ”

"I'll do everything I can to get you out. Smash the pot and sell iron, and I won't let you stay in it for the rest of your life. Gu Nan, if you really can't do it, your life will be ruined. The fat man, who was silent for a while, said.

Listening to the fat man's words, my heart warmed: "Just do your best, just take care of my uncle and aunt for me." And also. ”

"Don't say that, you'll definitely come out." The fat man hurriedly interrupted me.

I smiled hehehe: "Another day Xia Mo got married, send me a blessing, help me sue her, I Gu Nan has never forgotten her in my life, I love her so much that I forget to breathe, and I can't extricate myself." And you have to take care of Bai Li, don't let her suffer. Mo Bei is also a hard-working woman, she is in trouble, remember to help. I did my best to open the supermarket, so I should open it for my buddy. ”

The fat man listened to me, his eyes gradually became rosy, he stood up suddenly, touched the chair, and made a piercing and sharp sound, and the fat man pointed at me angrily: "Gu Nan, let me tell you, these things are not my business, put away your hypocrisy, you have to do it yourself, you come out and do it yourself, I Xiong Xiong doesn't have this ability." It's not like you, a lover, who is so worried about so much, and you haven't given up after so many years, you're a fucking idiot! After the fat man finished yelling, he turned around and walked out with red eyes.

I looked at his back and smiled, my brother, just trying to make my life a little better. It's just that over the years, I have always been unable to get along with myself, and I have always tossed myself repeatedly.

Bai Li walked over again, stretched out his hand and stroked the glass in front of me, so gently: "Gu Nan, did you say that you would reconcile with Xia Mo again?" ”

"Let it be!" I thought for a while and said, now what capital do I have to recover her.

"What about me?" Bai Li pointed to himself cutely.

I smiled: "Don't you have Han Fei, just be nice to you." ”

"Gu Nan, I really want to hug you." Bai Li said abruptly.

"If time could be turned back, I would rather choose not to know you back then, so that the happiness of these years can flow into a river, enough to warm you in the years to come."

Bai Li shook his head when he heard my words: "The happiest thing in my life is to know you since I was a child, and the only thing I can win is this." It's just that the most regrettable thing in my life is that I missed you at the most beautiful age. ”

I smiled wryly and shook my head, it's useless to say these words now, time will not go back, we will still grow in the wind, tears. We have long passed the age of crying when we fell, and now, we can only endure the pain, smile and caress the wound.

Bai Li looked at me stunned, as if he wanted to remember me forever. In the end, after the time was up, Bai Li turned around and left, she didn't look back, and walked very resolutely.

I was arraigned once, took notes, and was locked up in that dark room again.

During the day, it was fine, at least there was still light, but at night, the whole body began to slowly fall into darkness, and the whole person began to panic. I walk around this confined space alone, and sometimes I do exercises when I am bored.

"I'm most afraid of the sudden silence of the air, and I'm most afraid of the sudden concern of my friends. I am most afraid that the memories will suddenly roll over, and the colic will not subside. "I hid in the corner and sang ***'s "I Miss You Suddenly". I'm reminiscing over and over again, bits and pieces of what I used to do with Xia Mo. I'm a little afraid, I'm afraid that one day I'll turn over all the memories with Xia Mo and scatter them, and there will be nothing to support me anymore, rather than let me get carried away, it's better to let me die in my memories.

I don't know how long I've been living in this little house, but I feel like my whole body is starting to get moldy and erosive. No one interrogated me for a few days after that, and I ate on time, always reminiscing, and it didn't hurt.

Until one day, two policemen finally opened the door and walked in, and one of them glanced at me: "You can go out." ”

(PS: Happy birthday, dear daughter-in-law, I love you.) I owe you happiness and give it all to you in the years to come. Today's daughter-in-law's birthday, brothers and sisters do a favor, say happy birthday in the comment area, grateful, write as much as you want today. Everybody is happy. ）