After coming out of the hospital, Yu Mingyue was in a state of confusion and contradictions. Her legs instinctively walked on the way back to school, and she didn't even notice that Zhongyong and Li Yong had been following her.

Yu Mingyue has always felt that she has done enough to let go of her hatred for those who have never hurt her again.

Because even if those injuries only happened in the previous life, but for her, those injuries were all experienced by her own after all, and she could not hate them and retaliate against them in this life, but whenever she saw these people who hurt her, she couldn't forget the past scenes.

Over the years, she can not hate, nor take revenge on the 'innocent' villagers and children who grew up together, but she is unwilling to have too much contact with these people.

Even if these people have always been kind and warm to her in this life, she can see that the children in the village still like to play with her, get close to her, and want to be friends with her. But she couldn't open her heart to them, let alone make friends with them.

The only thing she could do was ignore them.

She always thought that except for relatives and friends, she could no longer care about what any outsiders said about her, or whether they lived or died.

But today, she realized that she was wrong.

She would regret the Chu River Han Boundary drawn many years ago due to revenge; I blame myself for the fact that my behavior of excluding the son of my 'innocent' enemy in the first place has affected the children in the village for many years, and has made these children more ruthless, more selfish, and more narrow-minded than in their previous lives.

What she didn't want to admit the most was that she felt guilty about Tang Xiaohua, who had always hated hatred.

Yu Mingyue never thought of herself as a tall and broad-minded person, and she had some hatred and hatred for her. Able to let go, but some even if it only happened in a past life. I can't forget it, and I want to take revenge.

For example, Tang Fugui. For example, Tang Wanfang, such as Huang Bing and Yu Zhigao. Even if they don't mess with her in this life, she will definitely pick up and suppress them in the end.

If she watched them live well one by one, she wouldn't be able to live well in this life.

But Tang Xiaohua, the stupid child who smiled at her with two lines of snot since she was a child, was the innocent person who took revenge without distinguishing between right and wrong. On the other hand, now he still treats her as an old classmate, which shows her narrow-mindedness and selfishness even more.

What made her even more unexpected was the group of children in the village who had been ignored by her with indifference, whether they were older than her, younger than her, or children who grew up with her. It can even give her the 'friendship' that she wanted so much in her previous life, but this life makes her feel so heavy that she can't breathe.

Because of her influence, in the past few years, she has become the person who does not distinguish between right and wrong, focuses on interests, is narrow-minded, and loves to engage in small groups more than in her previous life.

Although she doesn't want to admit it, they have become what they are now, and she has the responsibility that she can't push away even if she wants to. After all, they were children, but she wasn't.

Yu Mingyue knew very well that she grew up in such an environment in her previous life, and her personality was a little distorted. But since being born again. Yu Mingyue has always wanted to change those bad personalities and be a normal and happy person.

She successfully changed her low self-esteem to self-confidence; I don't want to be cowardly, sensitive, and timid anymore. use indifference and decisiveness to make yourself appear strong; With a 'kind smile' that she has practiced freely in the face of outsiders, she looks amiable.

But after a careful evaluation today, she realized that her personality was so contradictory. and change. State.

Under this false and contradictory image, he lived for 12 years.

Low self-esteem, timidity and fear. Maybe it's really not. But she is still the cowardly, sensitive, obviously withdrawn but always eager to integrate into society and want more recognition.

Should she continue to work hard to change herself, or should she live with her heart?

looked at Yu Mingyue's back as she walked forward in a daze. Li Yong and Jiang Zhongyong, who followed her all the way, communicated with each other for a long time, but they couldn't understand what happened to their squad leader today.

After all, it wasn't once or twice that the children in the village fought with others, and Yu Mingyue had never asked before.

And the two agreed that even if Yu Mingyue was very good to their old classmates, they would never be sad because Yang Xiaobao's younger brother broke his head and was hospitalized.

It is even more unlikely that he will sympathize with Tang Xiaohua, who was the most seriously injured. After all, they all know how much Yu Mingyue hates Tang Xiaohua and how much she hates Tang Xiaohua's family.

In the past, whenever someone mentioned Tang Xiaohua's family, especially Tang Fugui, after the smile on Yu Mingyue's face disappeared, they remembered the deep hatred in their eyes very clearly.

Cutting off one's wealth is like killing one's parents. Tang Fugui's family robbed Yu Mingyue's family's stall selling vegetables in the district and city, cutting off Yu Mingyue's family's financial route for selling vegetables.

Not only did the adults say so, but they could also understand the meaning of this sentence, after all, they also hated those people who came from other villages to rob them of mountain goods, not to mention that Tang Fugui later poisoned the animals in Yu Mingyue's farm, and almost poisoned Yu Mingyue's family.

Along the way, the two of them moved out of these old things as a basis, and analyzed such a conclusion, and they couldn't find the reason why Yu Mingyue was abnormal today.

Back at school, looking at Yu Mingyue who was walking directly to the girls' dormitory building, Jiang Zhongyong couldn't help it, shouted and saw that Yu Mingyue still didn't hear it, and didn't react at all, and was about to step forward to pull Yu Mingyue, but was pulled by Li Yong.

This guy is so blindless. Li Yong glared at General Zhongyong. whispered: "Don't you see that the squad leader has something on his mind?" ”

"It's just that the squad leader has something on his mind, so I have to ask, at least I can help come up with some ideas to comfort me, if you don't go, I'll go." Jiang Zhongyong wanted to shake off Li Yong's hand, but he didn't, and glared at Li Yong with some dissatisfaction.

"But, who do you think you are, the squad leader has something on his mind to tell you?" Li Yong glanced at Jiang Zhongyong with disdain, he knew very well that this dead boy liked the class leader like him and many boys.

The squad leader definitely didn't know this, and none of them dared to let the squad leader know, but the squad leader simply wouldn't and couldn't like them. Because she shines as brightly as the sun, and they are just one of the weeds that grows in the meadows that are all over the mountains in the sun.

Although she only appeared in the classroom a few times a semester over the years, he lived in the same village with her, except when he was selling mountain goods. I usually like to come forward to talk to Yu Mingyue and report some things in the class, and use this method to let her know that there is a classmate like him. So it's very clear what kind of character he is as a squad leader.

In the face of these old classmates, she is very kind and enthusiastic. I will also take special care of people like him who are not in a good financial situation. But more often than not, it's cold, as if these old classmates are just a bunch of strangers.

She never brags to them. She seems to know everything, whether it is life or study, as long as they ask, she will smile and seriously solve their doubts.

She helped them a lot, but she didn't need them to give her anything in return.

But like other classmates, he wanted to do his best to reciprocate, so he and Yang Xiaobao bullied Tang Xiaohua with their heads over the years, just to avenge her family. But he knew very well in his heart that she didn't need their help at all.

In fact, it should be said that they all knew it, so no one ever told her, and they never dared to say it.

She is a good class leader, and she is also the person who teachers and adults have always let them set an example for, and she is also a kind and soft-hearted person. While they learn from her, they also want to protect her, but even this. She didn't seem to need it at all.

The more he thought about it, the more he felt that the gap with her was so big, and the more Li Yong felt inferior, and sighed a little weakly: "Alas, Yu Mingyan is too." It's okay to go to a national middle school, if she is there, at least she can let the class leader have someone to talk to. ”

Thinking of Yu Mingyan, the only girl who has been inseparable from the squad leader since childhood, Zhongyong can be regarded as recognizing the reality. Then he sighed. He likes the squad leader, but the squad leader will never like him. But he still worked hard to keep himself from repeating a grade, and wanted to be her classmate all the time. Under the control of her squad leader.

Thinking of this, Jiang Zhongyong's mind suddenly appeared a person who made him both envious and disgusted.

Could it be that the reason why the squad leader is in such a bad mood today is that stinky boy who is ugly, dark and short, sloppy, and doesn't know what to do?

Jiang Zhongyong glanced around, and when he saw that there was no one, he asked in a low voice: "Lao Li, do you think it will be because of that 'shell lang' in our class?" Thinking that it might be Li Yunchuan who caused Yu Mingyue to be so abnormal today, a trace of ruthlessness flashed on Zhongyong's face.

Shell Lang is the nickname given to Li Yunchuan by his classmates, in addition to this, they also gave Li Yunchuan the nickname of 'low bench'.

On weekdays, when they talk about Li Yunchuan in private, they all use 'that stinky boy', 'that miscellaneous hair', 'that miscellaneous skin', 'that dead miscellaneous'. species' instead.

So when Li Yong heard the words "shell lang", he was stunned for a moment, and immediately knew who Jiang Zhongyong was talking about.

Thinking of the sloppy ghost who was at the same table with the squad leader, but did not have the slightest awareness, and wore dirty clothes to class every day since the beginning of school, Li Yong's face was not good.

He really didn't understand how the squad leader could take a fancy to that dead boy. With his understanding of the squad leader, it is impossible for her to take the initiative to get close to anyone, but from the first day of the start, the squad leader has to subvert his perception of her once a day.

Not only did she take the initiative to get close to Li Yunchuan from the first time they met, but she also showed unusual concern for Li Yunchuan. not only took the initiative to tease Li Yunchuan to brag and fart with her, helped Li Yunchuan tutor and study, brought all kinds of fruits from her family to Li Yunchuan, followed Li Yunchuan to line up to buy food, and then forcibly pulled Li Yunchuan to sit on the stone slab under the Huangguo tree in the garden to eat together, and also brought delicious food from home to share with Li Yunchuan.

Anyone can see that the class leader likes Li Yunchuan so much, and their classmates, who have liked the class leader for so many years, are so jealous and envious that they want to go crazy, but Li Yunchuan's little miscellaneous hair doesn't know what to do.

not only refused the good things brought to him by the squad leader, but also avoided the squad leader like the plague all day long, as if he Li Yunchuan was so great that he needed their squad leader to have a meal together and begged.

Of course, although Li Yunchuan's appearance is mostly because he is threatened by him and a bunch of squad leaders' lovers, he is angry when he sees such a situation.

Now the students in the whole school know that Yu Mingyue, the beautiful genius class leader of the third class of their first grade, is chasing Li Yunchuan.

And these people from Caiyun Village, in addition to intimidating Li Yunchuan from time to time, what they did the most was to unite and threaten the rest of the students who liked to gossip, not allowing them to open their mouths and shouting, let alone let those guys tell the teacher.

He, like everyone else, didn't want her to be embarrassed by being talked about. Although she has always said that she doesn't like the classmates in the village joining forces to bully other classmates, this is the only thing they can do for her now.

After standing for a while, Li Yong sighed in his heart, gritted his teeth and said: "Let's go, let's talk to that miscellaneous hair today, if you don't know what to do, and don't give Lao Tzu an honest squad leader, he will be beaten up today." ”

"Hmm. Yes? ”

Jiang Zhongyong just nodded, but immediately reacted to what Li Yong meant by this, Jiang Zhongyong screamed in surprise, staring at Li Yong angrily.

"Lao Li, this bastard won't be confused! Even that shell is worthy of our squad leader? I don't do it. Jiang Zhongyong didn't think about it, so he shook his head vigorously.

Even if the squad leader can't take a fancy to him, he will never give the squad leader to Li Yunchuan's ugly and short miscellaneous skin.

After speaking, he complained: "The squad leader wants to play friends with Li Yunchuan, it's like flowers inserted in cow dung." As he spoke, he looked Li Yong on the other side a few times.

Although he didn't want to admit it, Jiang Zhongyong still felt that the person who got the heart of the squad leader, even if it was not himself, but Li Yong or Yang Xiaobao, was better than Li Yunchuan.

"." After Li Yong scolded, he said helplessly: "Then you can't just watch the squad leader be so unrequited." Anyway, you're dead, there's no way the class leader likes you, or any of us old classmates. ”

Li Yong thought helplessly, if she could like one of them, with her current strength to chase Li Yunchuan, she would have become boyfriend and girlfriend with one of them, and she would still be chasing Li Yunchuan's ugly stray hair that can flash blind eyes.

Although Yu Mingyue has always been the head of the horse, worshipping Yu Mingyue as an idol, and treating Yu Mingyue as the omnipotent Li Yong, at this time, he doubted Yu Mingyue's aesthetics in his heart.

After thinking for a while, Jiang Zhongyong said fiercely: "Anyway, I don't care, if it were any of us today, I wouldn't have anything to say, but it was definitely not that shell." It's a big deal that we will beat him up today, vent to the squad leader, and warn him not to take a cold ass to the squad leader's hot face. ”

After speaking, he looked left and right, and took the lead in walking to the side of the school. That dead boy didn't dare to appear in school until he was in self-study.

"Alas, veteran, you're waiting for me. Really, you have a little brain, if you beat him, the squad leader will have to turn his face with us again, and he will ignore us for a long time. ”

Yu Mingyue never expected that her treatment of Li Yunchuan was different from everyone else, and it would bring Li Yunchuan more bullying and suppression than in her previous life.

During self-study last night, when she saw Li Yunchuan walking into the classroom with the corners of her mouth swollen and red, Yu Mingyue was shocked, but immediately swept around the classroom with cold and murderous eyes.

"What's wrong with you, who did it?" Yu Mingyue trembled with anger. She had privately warned her old classmates from the village, and she had also warned the class leader that many classmates who liked to bully people in her previous life, but she didn't expect that someone would dare to beat her friends like in her previous life.

"I got out of bed and fell." After Li Yunchuan finished speaking, he forced out a smile.

Yu Mingyue didn't believe it at all, glanced at Yang Xiaobao who was looking at Yang Xiaobao in the other row, and after seeing Yang Xiaobao shrugging his shoulders innocently, she looked directly at Li Yong and General Zhongyong, who had not been talking around her since she entered the classroom today.

Looks like she'll have to talk to them again. Even if she has let go of those old hatreds, and they have been very good to her for a few years, but now if she dares to hurt him, she will be cold and will never let go. (To be continued......)

PS: Dear friends, it's later. But the things at home are all taken care of.,Starting tomorrow.,It's going to be updated on time.,A chapter of recommendation votes owed last month.,And the chapter of the day before yesterday.,It's also going to be made up as much as possible.,Mo Mo Da~~~