Chapter 107: Can I hug you?
Xia Mo lowered his head and was silent, we were in such a stalemate.
"Are you here for me?" It took a long time for Xia Mo to say to me.
I smiled, "Who do you think I'm going to find here?" ”
Xia Mo looked at me, and her always gentle eyes still looked unfazed.
I think the real life is to cry thoroughly when you should cry, laugh when you should laugh, and speak to the fullest, so when you want to be alone, you should fight for the past.
I grabbed Xia Mo's hands, just like the temperature of Xia Mo's hands in the early hours of the morning, let me completely forget about it once, and be unscrupulous when I should be crazy.
Maybe the encounter in this life can't match Xia Mo's unspoken farewell. It's just that liking or even loving someone is something that even you can't control.
"Come with me!" I said to Xia Mo with a smile. I didn't wait for Xia Mo to answer, I took Xia Mo's hand and started running, we shuttled through the forests of this city, picking up all the memories of the past.
This time, Xia Mo didn't let go of my hand and turned away, we ran to the top of the avenue and stopped a taxi: "Master, Baishazhou Avenue." ”
"I remember one time you went to another school and accompanied a friend of yours to class, and you messaged me and you said you were going to eat plums! And then what happened later, do you remember? Xia Mo and I sat in the back of the taxi, and I looked out the window at the lights of thousands of homes and said to Xia Mo.
Xia Mo stretched out his index finger and pointed it on his chin: "Then half an hour later, you rushed into the classroom, filled with a big bag of food, and threw it on my desk." Xia Mo was reminiscing, with a smile on the corner of her mouth: "But the whole class was in a stir, my friend's teacher rushed out of the classroom and chased you all over the school." Haha, it's fun to think about. ”
I also laughed: "You don't know that it really tired me that time, I don't even know the southeast and northwest after chasing." ”
Xia Mo also looked at me at this time, I also stared at Xia Mo, our eyes met, I don't understand, why did such a gentle Xia Mo leave me, those who were squandered by us used to say that they didn't remember if they didn't remember? Do you forget the promises made under the stars? On this vast planet, this faint love seems so unbearable, so vulnerable.
Half an hour later, the car stopped in front of our university.
After I paid the bill, Xia Mo and I walked down, and we walked side by side to the school gate. The wind blows directionlessly, mixed with the smell of the past. I stood at the entrance of the university, gulping in the air, as if all the memories were flooding in.
"What the hell are you looking for me?" At this time, Xia Mo on the side asked embarrassedly.
"Then what did you do with me two days ago? Don't you still think about me? I stared at Xia Mo tightly, trying to find the slightest hint of nervousness in her.
Maybe it's because Xia Mo hides it too well, or maybe she hasn't been together again for five years, she has changed, I can no longer see her nervousness, and the love that her breath can bring out.
"Come with me!" Somewhat disappointed, I walked towards the university.
"Remember this road, right?" I said to Xia Mo on the side.
"You said that this road has the least number of couples, because it is the most remote here, and you said that this road is called Nanmo Road, which belongs to the two of us." Xia Mo gradually began to recall, and a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth.
"At that time, I accompanied you to press the road, and every day when I went back to the dormitory, I stepped on the dots. Once, when I was late to go back, the door to my bedroom was closed. Then I went through the window into the bedroom on the second floor, and was almost beaten up by the thief. ”
Xia Mo giggled while covering her mouth as she listened.
"The lights of Huangjiahu are always so scarce, I feel that one more light is redundant." We walked to the lake behind the school, and Xia Mo sat on the bench on the side and looked at the lake and sighed.
"Am I superfluous, then?" At this time, I looked at Xia Mo who was sitting on the side and said.
The spring color of the lake is unobstructed, the summer foam seems to be draped in a little starlight, there is no time machine, relying on this only remaining fragrance, I can also go back to the past.
"Gu Nan, do you know, the word was really depressing later."
I don't understand what Xia Mo meant.
"The fate you once succumbed to is still the same as always, a shackle that can never be broken, and you can't escape." Xia Mo rested her feet on the bench, swaying from side to side.
I bit my lip and nodded, "Let's go for a walk!" ”
After that, Xia Mo and I almost visited all the places we used to go to before. This is an exclusive memory that belongs to us, and I am recalling it again.
"Gu Nan, can I ask you a question?" After walking silently for an hour, Xia Mo and I stood on Baishazhou Avenue, Xia Mo hugged his thin body and said.
"You say!"
"If a person has done something wrong, should he have a chance to be forgiven?"
At ten o'clock on Baishazhou Avenue, there were no pedestrians, no buses, only trailers full of goods, whistling away with the wind and dust all the way, as if they could roll us in at any time.
"It depends on what wrong things she has done, and the wrong things that can be forgiven are not worth mentioning." I said indifferently, and gradually I began to find that Xia Mo now is not like the one I knew before, and it will never be the same as before, and I can guess the ending with his smile.
"Really?" Xia Mo replied to herself.
I didn't speak, and I didn't understand what Xia Mo was talking about.
"It's not too early, I have to go back." Xia Mo smiled cheerfully at me.
"Goodbye!"
Xia Mo beckoned to me, took two steps ahead, and began to stop the taxi.
"Xia Mo,"
"Huh?"
"May I give you a hug? Just a little bit. "I'm looking for something.
At this time, a taxi stopped beside Xia Mo, Xia Mo smiled at me, waved her hand, and turned into a taxi.
The sound of a rapid motor crushed the past, and it was nothing.
I squatted alone on the empty Baishazhou Avenue, held my head for a while, slowly stood up, and walked towards the end of Baishazhou.
After walking a few steps, my phone rang, and I quickly took out my phone, because this is the exclusive dynamic ringtone I set for Xia Mo.
"Time is reluctant, but once only the passage of time can not go back, forgive me, forgive me for not even giving you a hug in the end."
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