- Seeing that Mo Ye fell into silence, Li Gai just waited for a while, if Mo Ye could figure this out on her own, she wouldn't have become like that just now.

After a moment of waiting, just to give her a time to calm down, Li Gai continued to say slowly: "Because this problem has appeared in you since a very early age, I have also thought about it for a while. I thought you had overcome it, so I never mentioned it, but now I know that you have only done it with restraint. ”

That's all he said, and just as Mo Ye was about to listen to his opinion, he saw him hesitate.

Sensing the doubt in Mo Ye's eyes, which was also what her interest was referring to at this time, Li Gai only said, "Do you want to know?" Knowing this may require you to face questions that you don't want to go back to. ”

Mo Ye faintly realized what his words meant, her heart seemed to be stabbed by some sharp object, she lowered her eyes slightly, and after a moment of silence, she opened her lips and whispered: "If I can find a solution, I don't want to be bothered by the sudden situation just now for the rest of my life." ”

"When I was young, there was a long time when I would take a large number of soldiers to the battlefield every day to kill the enemy. If we ignore the spiritual beliefs held by the two armies when they faced each other, and only talk about the course of the battlefield, then it is undoubtedly the same as slaughter. Li Gai spoke slowly, but the content of his words seemed to have nothing to do with the question he had just asked Mo Yeti, "A soldier only has a physical body, a person who eats grains and prolongs his life, and he has experienced conquests all year round, and in that environment, there will also be mental breakdowns. ”

"In the peaceful period, even the soldiers on the front line. The daily work is also to carry out some physical fitness and combat rules exercises, the second-line tuntian soldiers are only farming most of the time, and their lives are basically the same as ordinary people, but the soldiers of the combat unit are completely different, even if the first charge can come back alive from the front line, the psychological pressure is still very great, I don't know if I can come back next time. ”

"In addition, in the process of fighting, it is common to see those stumps splashing blood and horses and chariots running over. This is a mental irritation for a person. It's not small. As I said earlier, soldiers are just ordinary people after all. Therefore, in the course of several years of continuous warfare, some soldiers could not bear this mental pressure, or committed suicide. Or madness. ”

"Later, when the war was completely over. This has also happened many times among the remnants. Because of the easing of the fighting, there was time for military doctors to focus on research and treatment on this matter. Summing up the psychological situation of a large number of soldiers with this psychosis, the military doctor came to a conclusion. This kind of psychological illness that erupts from the human body after a long time after the battle is actually caused by traumatic stimulation. ”

Li Gai slowly said this, and just as Mo Ye gradually cast her consciousness on the remnants of the post-war soldiers, she suddenly heard his words change: "For example, Wu, his face has been hit hard, and when the person who is looking at him focuses on the half of his broken face, even if his gaze is not touched, he will still feel love in his heart." Naturally, not to mention the touch of others, it can make him almost as crazy as you just did.

Mo Ye was slightly stunned, and subconsciously wanted to look back.

- When she was picked up just now, her eyes turned and she could see Wu Shu who had just stepped out of the house. Wu Shu was then scolded back, but he did not retreat into the study, but stopped as soon as his feet stepped on the door frame.

He's still looking this way.

However, Mo Ye endured it, and finally held back this thought, and calmed down, ready to continue listening to Li Gai's explanation.

She couldn't see it because of this, and not far behind her, Wu Shu was indeed still standing at the door frame.

Although the door of the study was open, there seemed to be an invisible wall in that square inch. He strictly obeyed his boss's orders and did not take another half step out of the study, but he was a little worried about the two people who had just fought outside the study for some reason, so he had been listening to the movement outside the room.

Mo Ye expressed her heart straightforwardly, and even the resentment that had just swept through her heart and could not be mentioned at all, did not miss it, which really made Li Gai feel a little surprised.

Maybe it's the flattery that usually rings in his ears, and after a few years, it finally has a slight impact on his listening inertia, Li Gai only thought at first that after he whispered those words just now, Mo Ye would probably choose all the pleasant words, right?

But he was born in the military, and his pragmatic mentality has never changed, and he has always had an attitude of listening to the pleasant voice, and it doesn't matter if he doesn't, so even if Mo Ye really wants to accuse him of hating him, he won't care.

However, Mo Ye showed her sincerity from the heart, so that Li Gai also opened a box in her heart that was specially sealed for her, and shook out a few of the questions.

He was silent for a moment, and ranked the several doubts that he had stored in the box for a long time and had always wanted to be answered, and then said: "You have this kind of thought, which is actually not in line with a girl's state of mind, but you are a child brought up by my third brother, and I can understand the state of mind you grew up in." It's just that now I want to ask you, what is the reason, or purpose, that makes you want to be stronger? ”

"Protect yourself, protect my friends......" Mo Ye suddenly hesitated, and after a moment gritted his teeth and continued: "If I encounter an opportunity, I will definitely avenge my master, and I only hope that when the opportunity comes, I have accumulated enough strength." ”

"The strength of revenge, have you thought deeply about it in your heart?" Li Gai shook his head slightly, somewhat categorically overturning the idea mentioned in Mo Ye's later words, "Even if I make a move, with my strength alone, I can't kill all my enemies." ”

Mo Ye's heart sank when he heard this.

This is not only because Li Gai's words hit her too directly, but also because she suddenly agreed with his words in her heart, which is like overturning an idea that she has been thinking for a long time.

In the past three years, many times, Mo Ye used the somewhat extreme idea of "practicing martial arts to take revenge" to support her to continue her hard work, and suddenly she overturned this idea that had been maintained for three years, and she only felt very uncomfortable at this time.

But at the same time, another voice in her heart nodded.

Ligai's words are not wrong at all.

It is only said that although the biggest suspect in the murder of the master, the official Shangshu Wan Defu, is dead, he is the only one who died. His protégés total thousands of people, and if Wan Defu is the mastermind, then the number of his accomplices is not insignificant.

Even if you are just facing this list, you may not be able to kill it cleanly if you rush in directly with your sword. And even if you frantically imagine that you can borrow the power of Li Gai to activate the force of the garrison and eradicate all this group of people, then the soil of the national dynasty that is tied to the vine of the relationship will have to peel off a layer of skin on the support body of the daily operation of the national dynasty.

It's not about killing people and getting revenge on your own. You can settle things.

And will others just wait to kill themselves? Surely they will come to her for revenge in reverse, right? This hatred. If you only use a knife to solve the problem, I am afraid that the impact of implication, whether good or bad, will snowball. Can you bear it on your own?

In the end, I am afraid that I can only cover myself in it. It's not enough to even want to die with them.

But the matter of the Master's murder. Is it just put on hold?

Even if this were the case, was the court willing to condone that group of people?

I'm not reconciled!

Master, he must be unwilling, right?

He lived in seclusion in a small mountain village for many years, and only returned to the court after many years. There must be something to be prepared...... That's right, the battle map that he had conceived for many years, and he was about to put it into action, but when this plan was about to unfold, he was plotted by the shady people...... He must also be unwilling!

……

Mo Ye gradually fell into the swamp of his thoughts, and all kinds of clues were tangled in his mind. When she wants to find her way away, she finds that when she is about to take a step, a force will be born behind her to pull her tight; And when she wanted to retreat, she found that there was someone behind her, only a big black hole, trying to devour her body and soul body.

She clearly understands those big truths, but at the same time, she is unwilling to give up the revenge decision she has insisted on for three years. It was as if if she really let go of this matter, she would lose the meaning of life and disintegrate her soul into itself.

At that moment, she suddenly heard a voice burst into her head, her tone softened and her words unusually clear:

"Revenge doesn't have to be the death of the other party's body, have you ever heard of 'live slaughter'? It is also called 'punishing the heart'. ”

Seeing that the confusion and depression in Mo Ye's eyes were getting heavier, his pupils almost lost their cohesion, this was the status quo of the birth of the inner demon. At the age of Mo Ye's personality fission, it is easy to be troubled by this extreme and stubborn thought, cutting out the gap in his personality. Therefore, Li Gai spoke out in time, and his voice contained his broad and heavy internal strength, which shook the haze that was densely entangled in Mo Ye's mind.

Mo Ye let out a sigh of relief, and when she came back to her senses, she felt that her chest had been blocked with a stagnant breath, if it weren't for Li Gai's voice coming in time, she might not be able to escape the catastrophe of backlash, vomiting blood at the lightest, and being unconscious at the worst.

And even if she had escaped this catastrophe at this time, she still couldn't help but feel suffocated in her heart.

Then, she listened to Li Gai continue: "The matter of my third brother, just say my mind, that is, I will never put it on hold. Your mind should not be limited to this. You need to open your mind, not to persuade you to forget things, but to develop your planning. ”

Mo Ye nodded.

The words that Li Gai broke through the misze of her thoughts just now had a great impact on her spirit, and when she stabilized her mind, she did not forget that sentence for a while, and quickly ignited a high interest, and then asked: "Uncle Li, what do you mean by 'live slaughter' just now?" ”

Just now, Li Gai was slightly anxious to clear Mo Ye's chaotic mind, and chose tautology when he spoke, so at this time, Mo Ye wanted him to explain those two words, but he didn't want to elaborate on them.

But he thought for a while, and still decided, and mentioned a few words to Mo Ye about the meaning of these two words.

After a little consideration, Li Gai loosened his fingers, let the willow leaf slip off, and then raised his hand to point to a willow tree in the backyard not far from where they were standing, and said calmly: "Let that willow tree wither and decay on its own, until it rots to the point that there is no trace left, it is 'slaughtered alive'." ”

Mo Ye stared at the willow tree, as if looking for any hidden wormholes on its body.

"You don't have an axe in your hand, just use your fingernails to make a towering tree die, as long as you have enough patience to slowly peel off a circle of bark wide enough, or successfully plant a nest of termites under the roots." ”

When Mo Ye heard this, his eyes lit up, but soon they darkened again. What Li Gai said seems to be a little transparent, but if you analyze it carefully, he is just explaining it to a tree. The method of slaughtering trees is understood by ordinary woodcutters, but the method of slaughtering people does not seem to have anything to do with the truth he said at this time.

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The ten-mile corridor pavilion, with green grass and shady, is a common scene in the spring of the South Garden of the Imperial Garden. In the spring, the royal garden area, which stretches for several miles, is mainly composed of the green grass in the middle, which is extremely well-manicured.

However, the grace of this green land is a matter of the previous dynasty.

Since Wang Chi became the owner of this garden, this landscape garden close to the core of the palace is no longer used to plant useless grass leaves, but has become a sea of flowers.

At first glance, this seems to be detrimental to the majesty of an emperor, and raising flowers should be a concoction for the leisurely days of a woman in the boudoir, but if anyone personally walks in this garden, there will never be such a thought again.

A corridor surrounds the edge of the sea of yellow flowers, which is a relic of the former dynasty, and it is said that the last emperor of the previous dynasty, who lost his mind, often walked through the corridor and watched the gardeners mow the lawn over and over again. After Wang Chi arrived, he made great repairs to this palace, or demolished or moved away a lot of things that were only for pleasure and had nothing to do with the construction of the community, according to his style, this cloister lawn should have been razed to the ground, but it was exceptionally preserved.

There is no other reason, just because this is just a corridor after all, and Wang Chi's family lives in the palace, and there is an easier way to walk, which is reserved for them.

Moreover, once Wang Chi converted the lawn in the middle of the cloister into a flower garden, this park took on a different nature.

In the corner of the corridor, two middle-aged figures paused for a moment and then hurried away. The footsteps of the two were not consistent, and in the process of walking, the distance between speed and speed was obviously widened.

The two of them did not stop in a hexagonal pavilion until they were in a quiet garden separated from the flower garden by a few courtyard walls.

Lin Shanxu held on to the carved railing, first breathed a sigh of relief, and then looked at himself a step behind, and the person who had just entered the pavilion said with a smile: "It's the first time I've seen a flower field as large as a wheat field." ”

"I was surprised to see a florist grow flowers like this for the first time, but that was a few years ago." Wang Chi lifted his robe and sat calmly at the stone table under the pavilion, facing his old friend and good brother, he always had a hint of gentleness on his face, "It's just that the smell is a little louder, and I can't think about it." (To be continued......)