Chapter 679: Greenhouse Flowers
However, Tang Chengnian couldn't patronize and sighed, Tang Chengyi's glass heart was broken, and she had to help him glue it again.
Tang Chengnian looked at Tang Chengyi with a smile, comforting people doesn't have to put on a bitter gourd face to be effective.
"Don't always feel bad about yourself. I was able to guess this right away because I knew all four of them well. The only one who is relatively unfamiliar is your master, but I have heard Ziya and Ziruo talk about him, and I probably know what kind of person he is. As for the others, let's not talk about Zixun, whether it is Ziya or Ziruo, they are already very familiar to me. And you? When you came here, you didn't even know what was going on, it was your master who didn't say it, and he didn't blame you, you didn't know much in the first place, how can you guess? Don't be presumptuous, don't you remember how you encouraged Fei Fei just now? ”
Sheng Fei?
Speaking of Sheng Fei, Tang Chengyi couldn't help but turn his head and set his eyes on her.
Seeing Tang Chengyi coming, Sheng Fei immediately looked back at the past with full trust.
She didn't have to say a word to fill him with confidence.
That's right, in the same way, when he educated Sheng Fei, he was full of words, why did he become so depressed when it was his turn?
That's not right.
Tang Chengyi immediately looked at Sheng Fei and smiled, he was full of enthusiasm again, and thought in his heart that since Sheng Fei trusted him so much and believed in him, he should also set an example. She called him Yibo, he should also look like an elder, how could she be disappointed? He should be worthy of her trust, and make her feel that trusting him is worth it!
"It's my mistake, I even taught you a lesson......" Tang Chengyi was a little embarrassed.
Tang Chengnian looked at him very gently and persuaded: "It's okay, we are all mortals. ”
What she wants to say is that we are all mortals, not gods, and we all make mistakes sometimes.
However, Tang Chengyi raised his head and looked at her blankly: "No, we are not mortals, we are monks!" ”
Sheng Fei also nodded in agreement.
Tang Chengnian's heart was almost broken, she didn't mean that!
Tang Chengyi suddenly touched his head: "No, how can we talk about this matter?" We didn't seem to be talking about this just now, did we? Why did you suddenly talk about my master, will they reconcile? What did you say before? ”
He slowly remembered.
Tang Chengnian said that she was leaving, and said that if Feng Youxian and Du Zi were to reconcile, she could leave when her responsibilities were fulfilled.
Then he asked why she was sure that Feng Youxian and Du Zi wanted to reconcile.
"You're leaving?" At this time, the person who broke down in his heart became Tang Chengyi, "They are reconciled, why are you leaving?" ”
Tang Chengnian narrowed her eyes slightly, and she said, "I have other things to do." ”
"What's the matter?" Tang Chengyi asked.
Belch...... Cold poison? You can't say that.
"Anyway, something." Tang Chengnian bit this sentence to death, but he couldn't say it in more detail.
Tang Chengyi sighed: "It's okay, you don't have to say it." ”
This is...... Angry? Because she has been hiding and diverting the subject?
Although Tang Chengnian didn't want him to worry about himself, he didn't want him to be angry because of her.
"Brother, it's not ......" As soon as she opened her mouth, Tang Chengyi interrupted her.
"Don't talk yet, listen to me." Tang Chengyi said.
"Oh, good." Tang Chengnian obediently shut up.
Tang Chengyi's eyes flashed with a kind of love that she couldn't understand, like forbearance, and like relief: "Actually, I understand your thoughts. ”
No, no, no, what you mean by that is that you don't understand.
Tang Chengnian complained desperately in his stomach, but his face showed surprise.
If Tang Chengyi is willing to make excuses for her and it is not bad, she is willing to accept Tang Chengyi's kindness.
Seeing Tang Chengnian open his mouth slightly, Tang Chengyi quickly said: "Don't interject, listen to me first." ”
“…… Good. Tang Chengnian nodded, "Brother, you can continue." ”
Tang Chengyi continued.
"I know you like freedom and need to go out and practice, but you don't want me to worry. I've heard from my mother, you like to experience, you don't want to be protected under your wings, with your personality, you must not want to let yourself stay in the capital, right? You go from Central City to Yunjin City; From Cloudsdale to Xudu; From the capital to the ancient city, from the soul-eating forest to the plain...... You obviously want your life to be on the road. ”
Tang Chengnian was silent.
She thought that Tang Chengyi had misunderstood something again, but she didn't expect that she had misunderstood.
In fact, Tang Chengyi has always understood her, understands her, he is her brother, and he really understands her.
Even though she had two lives, this wonderful blood connection gave her a wonderful connection with him.
Of course, it doesn't mean that as long as there is a blood relationship, there can be a connection, but Tang Chengyi regards her as a sister, she regards Tang Chengyi as a brother, they are related by blood, and they are willing to believe in this blood relationship, the line between them is not indifferent and reluctantly maintained, it has the joint management of her and him. It wasn't a pitiful thread, it was a string that represented a wonderful understanding between her and him.
There are few bosom friends, who listens to broken strings? Fortunately, she and him are their respective bosom friends, and she and him will not allow the strings to break.
"Brother, I also have something to say." Tang Cheng said.
Just now, Tang Chengyi said first, and this time, he also politely conceded: "Okay, you say, I'll listen." ”
"There is a flower in this world, called the greenhouse flower. In the greenhouse, it is like spring all year round, there is no scorching summer, no bleak autumn, no cold winter. In the greenhouse, the flower can live as delicately as spring, but it cannot leave, and once it leaves, it will wither. The flowers that grow in the greenhouse are delicate. ”
"Greenhouse flowers?" Tang Chengyi thought quietly.
Tang Chengnian continued: "As you just said, big brother, we are monks, not mortals, and we shouldn't be lenient with mortal standards. Monks can't be flowers in a greenhouse, we have to see the cruelty of the world, because the world is cruel in the first place, and there is no greenhouse in this world. Is the Celestial Gate an overlord? It's gone. Is the Five Spirit Sword Sect a wealthy family? It's gone. Relying on anyone is unreliable, it has nothing to do with people's hearts, and the world is changeable, so monks should see through a truth that only they are eternal. ”
"Only yourself will live forever?" Tang Chengyi did not refute this sentence.
With his character, he wouldn't have liked this kind of talk, but Tang Chengnian didn't make this sentence extreme.
The human heart in this world is not terrible, but the human heart of some people is terrible.
It's not that people's hearts don't change, so it's okay, isn't Fengyouxian also a reliable senior brother? But he couldn't prevent the Five Spirits Sword Sect from perishing.
It's the world that is fickle.
"If a monk is also a flower, it must not be a greenhouse flower. The flower transformed by the monk lives in a greenhouse, and sooner or later it will die, and only by going to see the heat, to see the bleakness, to see the severe cold, and let the grinding and carving make this flower vibrant. Brother, you're right, I don't want to hide under anyone's wings, even if it's you, it's my mother, I don't want to. I don't just trust myself, but I just want to rely on myself. I hope I can go out and practice, see more of the world, and do more polishing. Tang Chengnian said slowly.
Her words were like a mallet on a drum, hitting Tang Chengyi and Sheng Fei's hearts hard.
"Brother, when we are together, we will care about each other, but this care will only make us all delicate. But we are monks, we are flowers that don't need greenhouses, we are flowers that need heat, bleakness, and cold to polish. There is no only light in this world, but we also have to survive the darkness, we don't need care, we all need to grow. Tang Chengnian looked at Tang Chengyi seriously, she understood that she had cut his heart fiercely, but why didn't she cut her own heart?
Only by opening the heart, seeing the light and darkness of this world, and understanding that this world is not only warm, but also summer, autumn and winter, can this flower really have hope to become indestructible.
"Brother, you have the master of Fengyouxian, and I have the apprentice of Feifei, our paths are different, and the tempering we have to be undergo is also different. However, we have two things that are completely in agreement. We all need to grow up, and we all care about each other, and we all need to grow up so that we don't hide under our wings, and you and I can be the wings that protect people. In today's world, there are more crises and opportunities, and this is the best time to reach the top, and we must not slack off. Tang Chengnian finished speaking.
Tang Chengyi was speechless for a long time.
After a long time, he said slowly: "In order to leave me, you really came up with anything. ”
"yes." Tang Chengnian chuckled.
Tang Chengyi bowed slightly: "But you're right, who of you and I can hide under the wings for a lifetime?" ”
Tang Chengnian said with a smile: "I hope that one day, when the wind and rain come, you and I will be umbrellas to shelter the wind and rain." ”
"That's what I want, too." Tang Chengyi got up, walked in front of Tang Chengnian, opened his arms, and hugged her into his arms.
His warm hug made Tang Chengnian's eyes red.
At this moment, a strange and excited feeling suddenly surged in her heart.
She has an older brother, and she has a relative, which may be the only relative she has in a long time.
How reluctant she was to give him up, but she had to give him up.
Like, he also wants to let go of this embrace, and he also wants to let her go.
This is the most ruthless and gentle kindness.
……
Tang Chengnian got up and said to Sheng Fei, "You also get up." ”
Tang Chengyi asked, "Go out now?" ”
Tang Chengnian nodded at him: "Let's see if Senior Feng is back." ”
"It's fine." Tang Chengyi agreed.
The three of them were about to go out, Tang Chengnian whispered: "I'll go out first, you guys be quiet." ”
Sheng Fei was helpless: "Master, are you going to scare Senior Brother Su again?" ”
"It's not a scare, it's a random check, to see if he will be distracted by carrying us behind his back." Tang Chengnian walked out with a grin.
However, when she jumped out of the cave, she did not see Su Yin outside the cave. R1152