Yu Ruyi would go to the wards of the appendix girls several times a day, chat with the girls, and guide the girls to do rehabilitation exercises.

This is the first surgery performed by myself, and more attention is a must.

On the other hand, Yu Ruyi saw her previous shadow from the girl: simple-minded, optimistic and cheerful. Yu Ruyi hopes that the girl will always be full of hope for life and can always be happy.

The girl recovered quickly after surgery and was discharged from the hospital on time after seven days.

Seeing the girls packing up their things with their grandmother, Yu Ruyi was happy for them from the bottom of her heart.

The girl happily hugged Yu Ruyi goodbye: "Thank you, sister doctor, I will be like you in the future, be a doctor!" ”

Yu Ruyi smiled and said, "Well, I believe in you!" ”

"I'm going to be admitted to college, and I'm going to come and tell you." The girl confidently promised.

Yu Ruyi took pity on the girl's hair, and looked at her with a smile: "Talk is counted, I'm waiting for you!" ”

After seeing the girl leave, Yu Ruyi confidently sat back at the desk and opened the new medical record card.

It has been almost half a month since she came to surgery, and Yu Ruyi has been able to handle the daily affairs of surgery.

"Wang Hao!" The nurse shouted at the top of her voice, "Emergency room consultation!" ”

Wang Hao immediately bounced up from his seat and ran downstairs quickly.

When Yu Ruyi bent down to pick up the signature pen that Wang Hao had rolled to the ground, she just heard the second sentence of the nurse: "Injured in a car accident, one old and one young." ”

One old and one young? Yu Ruyi suddenly had an ominous premonition, and immediately put down the medical record card and ran downstairs behind Wang Hao.

There was a circle of people watching the excitement outside the emergency room, and people were talking about it:

"Poor thing!"

"It doesn't seem safe to walk either."

"How did you know that a car would suddenly rush out?"

"The driver may be drunk."

……

Yu Ruyi separated the crowd and squeezed to the door of the rescue room.

It was the appendix girl lying on the rescue bed!

The girl lay on the rescue table with her eyes closed, a few strands of wet hair scattered on her white paper-like face. The girl's chest had been stained scarlet with blood, and the bright red blood was dripping down the sheets under the girl's body. With the rhythm of heart compressions outside the chest, the blood from the girl's mouth was still gushing out......

Wang Hao touched the girl's head, rolled the girl's eyelids again, looked at Director Pu and shook his head.

Director Pu waved his hand, everyone stopped the first aid, and the nurse regretfully removed the infusion device of the appendix girl.

"And the heartbeat!" Yu Ruyi pounced unwillingly and pointed to the ECG monitor for everyone to see.

"What for?!" Wang Hao stopped Ruyi, who rushed to the side of the rescue bed, grabbed her arm tightly, and dragged her to the office next door, "Can you calm down?" ”

"She's not dead yet...... Ruyi pleaded, "can I save her again...... The ECG monitor also shows a little irregular heartbeat! ”

Wang Hao looked at Yu Ruyi's eyes sternly: "The skull is deformed, and the cerebrospinal fluid flows everywhere...... The pupils are no longer responding...... Do you understand common sense? ”

"It was fine just now...... I was still laughing when I went downstairs...... "Yu Ruyi couldn't hold back her tears, and her body trembled slightly.

Wang Hao held Yu Ruyi's hand tightly in his palm and did not speak.

Yu Ruyi looked at the rescue room with tears in her eyes, where the girl was lying alone, and her body was already covered with a white sheet.

After pulling her hand out of Wang Hao's palm, Yu Ruyi stubbornly walked towards the girl.

"You're a doctor!" Wang Hao grabbed Yu Ruyi's arm, "Is it okay to look like a doctor?" Aren't you afraid of people's jokes? ”

Yu Ruyi said weakly, "I want to see her again." ”

"Can't go!" Wang Hao looked at Yu Ruyi dissatisfied, "Did you come back to life after seeing her?" ”

Yu Ruyi tried to pull away Wang Hao's fingers like iron tongs.

"Can you be sensible?!" Wang Hao grabbed Yu Ruyi's shoulders with both hands and stared at her eyes angrily, "She's dead, dead!" Don't you understand? ”

Yu Ruyi's tears fell down like beads.

Wang Hao sighed and gently let go of his hand.

Yu Ruyi slowly squatted on the ground, sobbing silently.

Wang Hao also squatted down: "Witnesses said that the incident happened suddenly, and they didn't have time to react at all, and she should have walked without pain." ”

Yu Ruyi's shoulders shrugged and sobbed even more.

"I told you not to get too close to the patient, you just won't listen!" Wang Hao complained while taking out a tissue and stuffing it into Yu Ruyi's hand.

Seeing that Yu Ruyi's love was almost stable, Wang Hao pulled Yu Ruyi up: "Seeing a dead person like this, how do you become a doctor?" ”

Yu Ruyi angrily threw Wang Hao's hand away, and looked over again, the girl's body had been moved.

A glimmer of hope appeared in Yu Ruyi's heart: "What about her?" ”

Wang Hao said angrily: "It's such a hot day, what do you say?!" ”

Yu Ruyi suddenly remembered: "What about her grandmother?" ”

"In the observation room, just a little irritated."

The fluorescent lamp illuminated the observation room in a miserable white, and the girl's grandmother lay on the bed against the wall with empty eyes, letting people come and go around her, like clay sculptures and wood carvings, and did not move. Only the stray gray hair and the fresh dirt on the sleeves revealed the thrill of not so long ago.

Seeing the old man on a drip with one hand and the girl's small bottle full of lucky stars with the other, Yu Ruyi's tears flowed out again.

I bought colored paper for her.

It's the little star who taught her to fold by herself.

It was he who swore to her: as long as you write your wish on paper, fold it into a star, and put it in a bottle, you can make it come true later.

The hopeful eyes were still so clear, the cheerful smile was still imprinted on the heart, but the girl was gone forever.

In less than an hour, the life of a fresh water spirit is gone!

Yu Ruyi looked at the girl's grandmother with teary eyes, turned back to Wang Hao and said, "Let's go." ”

Sitting in the office, Yu Ruyi's eyes were full of girls' figures: the frightened eyes in the operating room, the warm and smooth abdomen exposed to the shadowless lamp, the cheerful smile after the operation, and the firmness to endure when the wound was painful......

Seeing Yu Ruyi sitting in a daze, Wang Hao reminded her: "Have you written the preoperative summary of the four beds?" ”

“……”

Feed! Wang Hao raised his voice.

Yu Ruyi turned back in panic: "What's the matter?" ”

"Preoperative summary!"

"I'm sorry." Yu Ruyi hurriedly opened the medical record card, and took a closer look at the postoperative patient's. She raised her head and looked at Wang Hao timidly, "Which bed?" ”

"Four beds." Wang Hao looked at Yu Ruyi worriedly, "You have to adjust quickly!" People often pass away in hospitals......"

But she is only fourteen years old, simple and kind, and many dreams have not been realized...... Ruyi's tears overflowed his eyes again.

Although he held his elbow to prevent Wang Hao from seeing his expression, Yu Ruyi couldn't write a word on the continuation page of the medical record.

Seeing that Yu Ruyi didn't start writing for a long time, Wang Hao frowned: "Don't forget, you are a doctor!" ”

Doctor? I can only watch her die and do nothing! Are you still worthy of being called a doctor?! Yu Ruyi only felt a wave of sadness suddenly surging from her chest to her nose.

Wang Hao frowned and looked over, seeing Yu Ruyi hanging her head, tears dripping, and her heart was angry; "Why is it always like this? You're at work right now, did you know? ”

Yu Ruyi lowered her head and whispered, "I don't want to go to work." ”

Wang Hao was stunned, thinking that he didn't hear clearly: "What did you say?" ”

"I don't want to go to work anymore."

"Is there any mistake? Do you think you're playing a game? Play if you want to, don't play if you don't want to! What about your ability to work under pressure? Look at Liu Xing - Liu Xing is a boy, let's not talk about it. Let's just talk about Chen Li, has Chen Li seen fewer dead people? Some died before they could get off the operating table. Not only have people never been like you, but they have also done their jobs properly! ”

Yu Ruyi's heart sank to the bottom: "I'm not Chen Li, I'm useless, and I'm not worthy of being a doctor." ”

"Why are you like this?"

"That's what I am."

Seeing Yu Ruyi's disheartened look, Wang Hao was deflated, "Okay, let's rest for a few days first!" ”

Yu Ruyi couldn't wait to start taking off her white coat.

Wang Hao looked at her helplessly: "Sleep well after you go back." ”

"I don't want to stay here." Although Yu Ruyi's voice was small, the meaning was very clear.

Wang Hao blinked: "Okay, it's okay to go see your grandfather." ”

"I'm going to grandma's." Grandpa had just been sick, and Yu Ruyi didn't want her grandfather to see her like this.

Wang Hao asked tentatively: "Will you go again tomorrow?" ”

Yu Ruyi couldn't wait to leave here immediately: "There is still a car now." ”