Chapter 431: Afraid of Forgetting, Not Dare to Forget
Yang Yichen never dared to take too much initiative with girls, not that he was shy, nor that he didn't dare to take responsibility, he was afraid.
He was afraid that what would happen if the other party really pierced the last layer of window paper and opened the skylight to say something bright?
He was afraid that the other party would really ask himself directly, and he was even more afraid that the other party would give him an ultimatum, do you want me or who do you want?
At the end of the day, he's still afraid of losing.
Dancing with the teacher, the lingering in the spiritual field is far more than physical contact, not only will she not say that she will not even ask, not that she has other views on love, but that she is using time and space to polish this love, she believes that it is really the day when she can polish to the satisfaction of each other, and nothing outside the body is important, if you can't polish it, we won't have tomorrow.
Or, you are perfect in my eyes, our love is perfect, and I am willing to ignore everything in the world for your sake. Or, we forget each other in the rivers and lakes, and leave each other the best warmth in our hearts for a long time, that's all, because you are not perfect in my eyes.
With other women, Yang Yichen has always been worried that they will speak directly, once they open their mouths, what the other party wants is to gamble, and win or lose in one game, but in Yang Yichen's case, the other party directly closed the door to the relationship between each other, and was destined to not get the answer she wanted.
Outsiders see that they are hugging left and right, enjoying the blessings of all people, but they have never thought about what they need to pay for such a life, just this one worry has made Yang Yichen very uncomfortable.
When the crew withdrew, it was already more than two o'clock in the morning, and Yang Yichen did not taboo someone next to him and did not show his thoughts to Gao Yuanyuan: "I'll send you back." ”
In the car, Gao Yuanyuan didn't say anything. Yang Yichen secretly let out a sigh: "Early tomorrow morning, I will ask the doctor to come to your home." Help you take a look......" he moved his hand, applying ice to the towel. He always took it in his hand to apply it to Gao Yuanyuan in person, just now, he also knew that he didn't control his emotions, and he was in place everywhere, and the difference was that he was completely free, he knew that when he could reach this realm, he basically had the level of Liang Chaowei and Chow Yun-fat, and at that time, he would have the confidence to go to the world to see.
"It's fine. It would be nice to have a day off tomorrow. ”
Yang Yichen looked at Gao Yuanyuan, his eyes were connected, and his feelings flowed between the two, Yang Yichen took the initiative to stretch out his other arm, hugged it, and let her head rest on his shoulder, at this time there was no need for any superfluous words.
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Closing the door and leaning his back against the door, Gao Yuanyuan sighed. She wanted to keep that man, but she knew that it wasn't her, let alone the other party. At this juncture. Staying is no longer two meanings, but one.
Stay, we build relationships. Tomorrow we will make our relationship public, and from then on we will move forward towards the goal of getting married.
Remain. It's all adults, and something happens when you have a good feeling. I like you, you like me, and I don't expect you to give me promises right away.
It can only be the latter, Gao Yuanyuan is unwilling, no woman can accept a man stepping on a few boats, he wants to give up fiercely, but he can't be ruthless, he has told himself countless times that he is the flame and he is just a moth, don't pounce on it, once he gets close, he is destined to burn himself into ashes, but he always can't control and wants to get closer......
At the same time, Yang Yichen in the car closed his eyes and recuperated, no one knew what he was thinking, perhaps, it was pain.
More than once to face it, more than once to bear it.
I really want to wield a knife to cut the love and protect a person to achieve perfect love in the end, but I find that a passionate heart that has been divided into many parts is really difficult to get back together.
First self-deprecation, then anticipation, then helplessness, and finally a long sigh.
Greedy.
Men's inferiority-root-sex.
The flowers are beautiful, the flowers are fragrant, one is not enough, I want to taste a hundred flowers.
After a long sigh, he waved his hand and slapped himself with no light or heavy force, scolded him shamelessly, and then, wanting to override morality, still moving towards a road that does not know where the end is.
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From Yang Yichen's entry into "Thirty-three Days of Broken Love" to the completion of the filming of the whole film, it took twelve days, accompanied by the last card, Gao Yuanyuan first pointed at him: "Big boss, it's time to treat you today, don't take out a nutritious meal, you don't need to keep it." ”
In the past ten days, Gao Yuanyuan told himself that some things would be more comfortable if he pretended to be confused, no matter what, that man respected himself, and he also had feelings for himself, and he didn't know how to go in the future, so he simply didn't think about it, it was the 21st century, and it was no longer the era when men and women were together and must be moving towards the marriage hall, so they should find a temporary home for their youth.
With this idea, the next shooting atmosphere is completely different, she is not stingy to show her little woman's side in front of Yang Yichen, she doesn't care when she sees the other party, she simply doesn't care what the people next to her think, the matter of sisters-in-law has already made everyone shake their heads helplessly and smile bitterly at Yang Yichen's woman's fate, good cabbage is for you to occupy alone.
The mentality is open, getting along is naturally much more comfortable, Yang Yichen, who has a little guilt in his heart, spoils Gao Yuanyuan in every way, outside the play, she can do whatever she wants, including some of her bad tastes are also completely satisfied, such as a table of fragrant dishes, she eats there alone, and let Yang Yichen sit beside him with a small basin of nutritious meals, and from time to time he also seduces him to see if he will break his insistence and give up nutritious meals to eat delicious food, especially in the past two days, seeing that it is about to be all filmed, Even if you start eating, it won't affect the body change so quickly, and the result is still unsuccessful.
I don't want anything, just enjoy the process of being cared for and loved by a man I like, Gao Yuanyuan feels that he has made a right choice, maybe those girls who have gotten scandals have the same idea as themselves, in the face of him who is as tender as water, there are several people who have resistance.
A real feast, a meal worth more than 200,000 yuan, the whole crew participated, with so much money, Yang Yichen found that he would be very happy to take out a little insignificant way to see the smiling faces of others, not the kind of charity, but a small reward that they called generosity in their mouths.
He gave up the nutritious meal, but he didn't eat a lot, just ate a little light, everyone felt that he should let go of the big food and eat the twenty pounds back, but they didn't know that in the world's top nutritionists, trainers, human bone experts, muscle experts and other more than 20 people in the training program development team formulated by the program, now, is the more difficult moment, simple maintenance is perseverance, simple weight loss is perseverance, and now it is the moment of double perseverance.
Spending one million US dollars, these experts were invited to follow Yang Yichen collectively to formulate a set of plans according to the changes in his physical state and various indicators of his body within half a month. It can be said that this program is the world's first in terms of physical training, and it is definitely the world's top, O'Neill was dumbfounded when he heard that Yang Yichen was so generous, and the world's best athletes did not dare to say that such a comprehensive set of training programs to enhance physical fitness, as lazy, he is even more impossible, and he can't wait to be lazy.
No one knows what Yang Yichen is fighting for, Zhang Qingxin doesn't know, and the crow doesn't know, only he knows.
If he didn't put pressure on himself and the slightest bit of pain, he was afraid that he would forget the past and be covered by the achievements in front of him, and his eyes would be complacent. He is afraid that he will forget everything he experienced four years ago, or more precisely, he is afraid that he will forget another self, the Wu Ti who is called a waste, the self who has never let his life shine, he has been an ordinary person at the bottom for more than ten years, no, no, no, not an ordinary person, if it was an ordinary person, he would have already married and had children, and that self did not even have the capital to start a family.
Pain, tiredness, fatigue, and pressure from all sides will make him remember everything that he once had.
Others like carefree, he doesn't dare, he is afraid that once he really relaxes himself, everything in front of him will become a mirror and disappear without a trace, he is afraid that he will open his eyes and continue to lie in the small hotel, listening to the snoring of his partner who is also a martial artist and an extra, and only then will he know that it is just a dream.
There is a sword of Damocles hanging high above his head, and he does not dare to relax, and he does not dare to give up his last bit of insistence.
Practicing his body to be stronger may be the last bit of contact between Yang Yichen and that martial artist. Uncle didn't die, married a wife and had children, and he also found his little grandfather, a relative, and now he has his current career and everything, I still remember that time and space, every time I dream back to my back and spine pain in the middle of the night, when I wake up, I will make a wish that I have never thought is unrealistic - if God can give me a good body, I must cherish it, I must carry forward the kung fu I practiced as a child, and never let those guys say that I am a crippled martial artist.
Now, no one will say that the world superstar Chen Zai is a crippled martial artist, and even if the word martial arts is placed on his body, countless people will exclaim, then which artist in the world is qualified to stand in front of him and let him be this martial artist.
This sword of Damocles is not only the obsession that Yang Yichen doesn't want to forget about his roots, but also the diary he prepared for another life, using the continuous strength of his body to break through various limits to keep himself firmly remembered, you still have that period of life.
Everyone else left with a full meal, but he had already started a new round of training with the crow, in the villa, a lot of beef and eggs and other things were prepared, while gaining weight with high nutrition, and at the same time using high-intensity training to consume even the excessive muscles shaped, but the strength, speed, explosiveness, etc. derived from this muscle must be retained, and Yang Yichen doesn't understand a lot of terms, he only knows that the potential of his body, and it can be stronger, so continue to squeeze it......
Song Dexian pushed the door and entered the fitness area on the second floor of the villa: "Chen Zai, don't let go of the news, it's almost time." ”
Three figures appeared in Yang Yichen's mind, and he nodded: "Put, the voice of Huaxia, let's have a mentor first." (To be continued......)