Chapter 51: The Back Garden at Night
The whole banquet was spent in this way in the order of the third lady and the execution of the order of her two daughters, and the most painful thing was Xiao Hongxi, who was in the tug of war between Ding Junguang and his third lady.
Because both of them wanted to marry him, the goal in their hearts, Renwu, so they all rushed to make them attentive at the dinner table.
Ding Yishi is okay, after all, Ding Junguang didn't dare to be too embarrassed for her, for fear that she would not be happy and turn her face directly at the dinner table.
The other two were a little more pitiful and had been suffering silently.
Full of wine and food, I really couldn't stand the hypocritical face between them, Ding Yishi and Shang slipped out.
The white moon hung in the sky, the bright moonlight sprinkled on the ground, and Ding Yishi walked alone in the garden of the General's Mansion.
The bustle of the vestibule accentuated the quietness, which she loved.
The smell of sentiment and the chirping of insects in the grass add a mysterious color to the quiet night.
Sitting on the ground, without the constraints of the title of former lady, Ding Yishi breathed a sigh of relief and felt a lot more relaxed.
Looking up, the moon is also quiet there, in modern times, there has never been a quiet appreciation of nature's scenery, in such a night, is the best environment for her to complete the task, in the case of life, no one will be distracted to look up to admire the moon.
Lie on the artificial lawn, put your hands behind your head, put your head high, and enjoy this rare peace at a leisurely pace.
"The eldest lady in front of the people, and the queen of the people are so unruly, which opened my eyes."
The grass beside him was soft, and one person followed Ding Yishi's example and lay on it, and two people, side by side, lay there unscrupulously.
Ding Yishi didn't turn her head, from the time he came over just now, she could hear from the footsteps that the person who came was the sought-after goods, Xiao Hongxi.
Were people in ancient times so eyeless? Can't they see that she just wants to be alone here now, and she doesn't want anyone to disturb her at all.
This was the case last time in the palace, and Lang Haochen spared her purity, and this time it was like this again.
But last time in the palace, it was not her territory, she had no choice, this time it was in her general's mansion, even if it was a prince, a guest was a guest, no matter how enthusiastic the host was, she had to make her identity clear.
"The prince who is extremely noble in front of people, doesn't he also learn from me, a rough grass people, to lie on the ground."
"Sharp teeth."
"Hypocrisy."
The two of them didn't let anyone, and they even fought like children.
Xiao Hongxi suddenly reached his gaffe, and smiled, in front of Ding Yishi, he would be so relaxed, without any defense, this feeling...... That's nice!
The two people who were still arguing just now, Xiao Hongxi was happy there in the next second, Ding Yishi didn't know what was going on at all, and her heart was furious.
"Hey, Xiao Hongxi, what are you laughing at, you can't be crazy, right?" Is it because no one has ever been so presumptuous in front of him, and he suddenly can't accept the reality?
"It's nothing, it's just that I suddenly feel like I haven't relaxed for many years, and I just feel a little incredible." I don't know why, in front of her, he always naturally expressed what he wanted, never thought of hiding it, and never thought that she would use these to threaten him.
All the suspicions in the past had no effect on her, and the two of them seemed to have been running in for a long time, like old friends.
"Xiao Hongxi, your jade pendant is too heavy, I think you should take it back, otherwise I will always feel a little uneasy, as if I robbed you of something." Even if the jade pendant hanging on her waist is not attached to her skin, she can still feel his storage at all times, which she doesn't like.
For a killer, anything outside of her body is superfluous equipment, which will only make her move slowly, and the harm outweighs the good, so they never let these things go.
"Since you know it's important, put it away.
I said that there is no reason to get back what I Xiao Hongxi sent.
If you throw it away, if you lose it, as long as you don't let me see it, I don't know about it, but I will never take it back. ”
After a while, Xiao Hongxi continued, "I didn't mean anything else to send you, I just wanted you to be able to walk more conveniently in the future, I just wanted to be able to help." ”
Sensing the subtle changes in the people next to her, Ding Yishi didn't speak, still quietly looking at the moon in the sky.
I don't know what's going on, every time I come into contact with Xiao Hongxi, I can feel the emptiness in his heart, not helpless, but a kind of loneliness that no one can understand and save.
The strong are lonely, in modern times, she also lives such a life that no one can understand, looking at Xiao Hongxi in front of her is like looking at her previous self, and she feels a lot in her heart.
After staying for a few minutes, I felt that Xiao Hongxi was calmer a little before he spoke, "Xiao Hongxi, are you really happy in this position of the prince who is above 10,000 people under one person?" ”
As soon as the words came out, Ding Yishi also felt that something was wrong, what was she doing? is not particularly familiar with Xiao Hongxi, at most it can be regarded as a real and unknown master, how does this sentence feel like caring about his inner life!
Also feeling surprised was Xiao Hongxi, this was the first time Ding Yishi called his name, and he had always been very unfamiliar with Xiao Hongxi before.
Although he shouted it out by name and surname, if it was someone else, he would definitely treat the crime of disrespecting the royal family, but when this was shouted out of her mouth, he always felt a lot more intimate, and his heart was warm.
"High power, this is the life that many people dream of.
It's just that when you really have this qiē, you will find that you have lost far more than you have gained.
There are no friends, no family affection, no people around you who can be trusted and relied on, and all that is left is false currying favor and mutual use of interests. ”
The loneliness in the words deeply shocked Ding Yishi's heart, this is completely the modern version of her ancient men's clothing, so similar that she can't ignore it.
A high-ranking prince is so lonely in his heart, like a pedestrian walking alone in the dark night of winter, it is a luxury to find a safe haven.
From these few words, Ding Yishi can completely hear that Xiao Hongxi is not a person who is greedy for glory and wealth at all, and there is only a deep helplessness about his current identity, which is the sorrow of the ancient prince.
The emperor's suspicion put him in a very embarrassing position, he couldn't go, he couldn't stay, he should be cautious every day, and one step of misstep would be hatred for eternity.
"Abandon your loved ones first, don't do it."
Close relatives? This word was selectively forgotten by her when she was very young.
Growing up in an orphanage, she made her understand better than other children that family affection is not something that everyone has the right to have, and those things are a luxury for children like them.
Xiao Hongxi looked up puzzled, how could the eldest lady in the dignified general's mansion have such a feeling.
suddenly thought of the next person reporting to him Ding Yishi's life experience from childhood to adulthood, and he woke up.
The feeling for her was even more subtle, looking at the charming side face, Xiao Hongxi's heart became even softer, "Shi'er, if you have any difficulties in the future, you can come directly to me, and I will help you solve them." ”
The words blurted out, but she didn't regret it, but felt more down-to-earth, as if she should have said it a long time ago, so that she could rely on it.
'I'll help you solve it', this was once someone who talked to her, and she softened, but what was the final outcome?
Is it a betrayal?
Obey the organization's arrangement to kill her, that person is an eternal pain in her heart, will she believe it again?
She didn't dare to think about it, she didn't want to think about it, she just listened, and there was no response.
Ding Yishi didn't speak, Xiao Hongxi didn't speak anymore, and the two of them were silent, lying there quietly looking at the bright moon in the sky and the countless stars.
It's late at night.
The night was a little cool, and it was a long time, and it was time for him to go back.
However, the reluctance in his heart was involved, and his feet made him unable to walk, "Shi'er, if I can help you heal the meridians, can you not go?" ”