The dagger in Lu Li's hand pierced her heart. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

In an instant, the sharp pain was like a thousand waves, and she couldn't stand anymore. She let go of her hand, leaned back, and fell limply to the ground.

The floor tiles were as cold and hard as iron, and Lu Youyun fell heavily on it, and the bones around her body seemed to be shattered.

But no matter what kind of pain it is, it can't beat her heartache.

The blood was dripping, steaming, and alive, but she seemed to be dead the moment the dagger fell. How can it be? How dare he kill himself? As the blood flowed, Lu Youyun's pupils gradually dilated, but she still stared at Lu Li directly.

She couldn't believe it, and she didn't want to believe it.

How could he do it to himself?

She treats the world like a mustard, but treats him with her heart and lungs, no matter how good it is, what is he dissatisfied with? It is said that the eldest sister is like a mother, and after her mother died, she has been a sister and a mother at the same time, thinking about him in everything, but now she only has such a small willingness, so he is not happy?

Now, my father is bound to die.

What other relatives does he have besides himself?

How dare he- kill me? Lu Youyun screamed in her heart, screaming heartbreakingly, but she didn't say a word. The pain was so sharp that she couldn't even open her mouth, she just looked at Lu Li, at him, at him, and at him, staring at her eyes deadly.

Lu Li was still standing in place, not moving.

His hand even stiffened as he stabbed the dagger.

His eyes were full of fear, both for her and for himself. The panic and horror, like a sudden epidemic, soon devoured his brain, and he stiffened, and suddenly fell to the ground.

Those two legs, like they were made of noodles, were soft and collapsed, and they couldn't stand up anymore.

He never killed anyone.

Never.

With a mess in his mind, Lu Li looked at his sister in a daze and burst into tears. Snot and tears were muddy, and he wailed like a helpless child.

But Lu Youyun heard the cry, but laughed.

She laughed and began to cry again, and she was a madman.

Tears rolled out of her eyes one by one, and she muttered, "Why, why ......"

Obviously she loves him so much, why doesn't he accept it obediently?

Obviously, she wanted to make friends with Lian Ruosheng in such a low voice, but she refused to accept it?

What could she do? What else could she do? She never knew how to love someone, she didn't know it by nature, she didn't learn it the day after tomorrow, no one ever taught her, and no one wanted to teach her...... She can only listen to the evil voice in her heart to love people......

But they didn't love her.

No one loves her.

Even the mother who gave birth to her and raised her didn't love her, how could anyone else love her.

She knew when she was a child that her father had always had something else in her heart, and that his marriage to her mother was just a perfunctory affair driven by interests. And even what she knows, her mother is in the bureau, so she naturally sees it more clearly.

He had no intention of her.

She also has no heart for him.

They never gave each other their true affection.

Having children is just to pass on incense, and it has nothing to do with love or love for children. The birth of their sister and brother is just another product of the trade-off of interests. Father and mother, never loved them.

She always knew that she was just young and naïve, and she thought that her mother would like her sooner or later. As long as I am more obedient and well-behaved, my mother will definitely like me.

So the young Lu Youyun just wanted to please his mother all his life.

But my mother was stingy with praise and never said a word "good".

On that day, she took the poem she had written and went to see her mother happily, not wanting to meet her cousin, who was then her father's staff. When my cousin saw her poems, he praised them again and again. She stood under the porch, listening with joy, and said that her mother would definitely feel good when she met her.

But at this time, her cousin suddenly kissed her on the face, and said with a smile: "Sister Yun is really smart and good-looking." ”

There was no one under the porch, but at that moment, when his stubble was pricked on her face, she subconsciously felt embarrassed and uncomfortable, and after struggling to dodge, she stared at him.

My cousin was still holding the poem she had written, looked at her with flirtatious eyes, and said with a smile: "Cousin, I like you." ”

She was inexplicably a little flustered, and she didn't want the poem, so she turned around and was about to leave, but when she turned around, she saw her mother. Mother didn't know when she was standing there, alone, not even a maid with her, just standing there looking at them, her eyebrows were very scary.

After a while, her mother led her into the house, still with a dark face about to rain.

Xiao Lu Youyun thought to herself that her mother must have seen it, and her mother would definitely ask her father to drive her cousin out of the door.

But the mother stood still, and raised her hand to slap it.

She was beaten and fell, the corners of her mouth were broken, the pain was hot, and tears poured out all at once.

She covered her face and looked up at her mother.

The mother's eyes seemed to be eating people, and she stared at her viciously and said, "Shameless cheap embryo! If you don't learn well at a young age, you think about hooking people all day long, you might as well die clean! ”

She was scolded and cried, shaking her head again and again, she didn't, she didn't...... She's not a......

But her mother angrily picked up the hot tea on the side and poured her all over her.

At the time, she was only eight years old.

She remembered it for the rest of her life, and years later, when she dreamed about it at midnight, she would still see her mother's hideous face.

It was because she was a guest at the Duan family that year, walking in the begonia forest with the four girls of the Duan family, and when she heard the four girls scolding the little girl next to her in a sweet voice, she became murderous.

She knew that Duan Si scolded the sentence "Little girl film, but she knows how to hook people at the age of eight or nine, it's really shameless", which has nothing to do with herself, but she seems to see her mother.

So she took matters into her own hands and strangled Duan Si.

At that moment, she was as happy as she had when she found out that her mother had an affair with her cousin and burned the dog man and woman to death.

Presumably my mother should have understood at that time.

She's not a cheap embryo.

It's a demon.

Lu Youyun fell to the ground, laughing wildly, laughing so much that her body was stiff and her eyes were distracted.

But the tears flowed more and more.

Her face was so wet that she couldn't see anything.

In front of me was darkness, nothingness, emptiness, and frightening.

She suddenly shouted hoarsely, "Ah Li-Ah Li-"

She stretched out her hand, trembling and trying to grab Lu Li's foot, but before it could reach it, it had already landed heavily on the floor tiles.

From beginning to end, her eyes were open.

Those eyes are still good-looking.

But inside, there is only a white patch.

(To be continued.) )