371 Peace of Mind (I)

Ji Qingchen looked at him and didn't make a sound, Lou Yun walked to the bed step by step, tentatively touching her face.

Then, bow your head and kiss her on the lips.

When she didn't refuse, and he tried to hug her, Ji Qingchen put his fingers against his chest.

"Come in through the gate tomorrow."

“…… Good. ”

Lou Yun's voice trembled, if he hadn't realized that this was someone else's house, he would have almost been so ecstatic that he would call someone to bring in wine to celebrate.

The last time she left, I talked to him.

"Let's both of us, so be it."

The meaning of her words is not to meet like this again.

She didn't give him a word for a few years after she and Jia Yidao got married, and he knew that she was ruthless and did what she said.

……

After a night, he and Yi hugged her and slept until dawn, and saw the sun shining from outside the picture of the beauty on the screen, just like every morning when they were husband and wife.

He felt like he had finally waited.

Jia seems to be renegotiating the matter of his family, which is true.

That time, after the reunion in the Chuzhou military office, she broke off with Jia Rudao when she went back.

And he Lou Yun had waited in Chuzhou City for a year or two before, and when she and Chen Wenchang quit their relatives, compared with this time they waited for three or four years, it was simply not a thing.

"Young Lady...... Green Lady ......"

He wanted to wake her up and make sure again, but looking at her sleeping face, he felt sad again.

He decided to hold her and sleep a little longer.

This time he must cherish it.

……

When Ji Qingchen saw Lou Yun climb out of the window and leave in broad daylight, she felt that her mood was very stable.

She refused Lou Yun's persuasion. Following the peace team out of Xuzhou City, she looked back at Lou Yun's figure gradually moving away, and she was not in a bad mood.

She stepped into the Cheng family's village. I lived in the same yard again.

She looked at the place where Lou Yun and her had sat and stood when they had quarreled with her.

This is where he left and never returned.

She felt that she could control her emotions and not smash everything in the house.

However, she could vaguely feel that it wasn't because she wasn't sad.

It's that she is in Jia's mansion, because she can't see Jia Nidao returning to the house on time or Jia Nidao can't see her when he goes home. They each smashed their ornaments in a rage, so that they were afraid to hear the sound of shattering.

It was the sound of her heartbreak.

"Sister, be careful ahead. I heard that there are remnants of the Jin people. ”

She followed Ji Chenlong safely through the pass and arrived on the Mongolian steppe.

So, she started having nightmares at night.

And the frequency is getting denser and denser, and it is more and more out of her control.

But during the day, she has struggled to maintain a good mood and emotional stability.

"Sister?"

Ji Qingchen noticed that she didn't sleep well at night. Rocking on horseback during the day. But she smiled and said she was fine.

What she was most afraid of was not having nightmares, but when she and Lou Yun tried to get close, she was still so hysterical.

At least, she and Jia Nidao felt that they couldn't help but separate, because she and he were not like themselves in Jia's mansion.

It's just torturing each other.

The sun was still hanging over the sky when the team set up camp, and she was tired and wanted to sleep but couldn't.

Suddenly, she saw Lou Yun open the curtain and walk into her tent with a smile. She finally broke down.

She burst into tears.

"Qing Niang?"

Lou Yun hugged her at a loss, he originally wanted to surprise her. I just caught up.

"What's wrong, Qingniang?"

He coaxed her, and when he saw her tearful face, he was a little confused.

It wasn't until he saw her sad eyes after tears that he finally understood something.

She had been worried that he wouldn't be in front of her again.

"I'm sorry ......"

Holding back his tears, he hugged her tightly, "I'm back, and I won't leave you in the future." ”

He also repeatedly promised in her ear that he would never lose his temper again, he would no longer be jealous and careful, and he would not have a wife at home and still worry about repaying any kindness to the woman outside.

Ji Qingchen didn't actually hear these words.

"You get out."

She wiped away her tears and pointed to the door,

“……”

Lou Yun felt a little aggrieved, but he immediately stood up, "Call me when you want to see me." I'll go to Jiro-"

Unexpectedly, as soon as he walked out of the tent, she suddenly called out again, "Come in." ”

Lou Yun was overjoyed, and hurriedly opened the curtain and walked in again, and before he could take three or four steps, she pointed to the tent again and said, "You go out." ”

“…… Good. Call me again when you miss me. ”

Lou Yun turned around and left honestly, and when he stepped outside the tent door, he heard her shouting inside, "You come in." ”

“……”

Just go out and come in. Come in, get out.

When he tossed ten times, Lou Yun felt that she was angry with him, and when he tossed twenty times, he comforted himself that she was going to adjust the height of the curtain, and after tossing thirty times, Lou Yun felt that there was something wrong with this person.

When he tossed to fifty times, Lou Yun broke out, and he felt that he couldn't bear it anymore.

"Young Lady ......"

He cautiously turned his head to look at her in front of the tent door in advance, "Shall we play again tomorrow?" My ass hurts......"

It took seven or eight days to catch up with her on a fast horse and in the saddle, and it was really not easy for him to surprise her.

“……”

Ji Qingchen stared at him.

She just felt that the appearance of Lou Yun walking into the tent made her feel at ease and wanted to sleep.

I've watched it fifty times now, but she still hasn't seen enough.

However, she knew after all that tossing people like this was a fine line away from the hysteria of smashing the decorations.

"I'm sorry ......"

She murmured.

Lou Yun hurriedly came up and hugged her, comforting her, saying that she could sleep tonight and continue to play tomorrow.

And Ji Qingchen thought about it, and slowly fell asleep in his arms like this.

A dreamless night.

"Actually, I understand."

Lou Yun covered her with felt, opened the curtain and went out to the fire outside.

In view of the fact that her brother is also there, it is impossible for him, the ex-husband, to sleep with her.

"When I was in the southwest Yizhai, my father died early. My mother died when I was two or three years old. Suddenly, a loved one disappeared. The feeling of never coming back. I can get it. ”

He felt that Ji Qingchen's parents were dead, and it was really not easy to bring his two younger brothers, and it was of course his fault that he made her sad.

Ji Chenlong thought about it and felt that if he wanted to be able to see it himself, of course it would be a good thing.

"My sister, maybe she doesn't think it's too sad for my father and mother to be away. I always thought she loved where she used to live, and then when she was ten years old, it was all gone. She can't stand the disappearance of important people around her......"

The next day, when Ji Qingchen heard Lou Yun relay this, she vaguely knew that Ji Chenlong had said the uneasiness in her heart.

The world of her previous life disappeared in an instant.

It's completely out of her control.

Including the city, relatives, and feelings.

And her current world was built with great difficulty by herself with her own hands.

However, this is like her relationship with Lou Yun, whether she is there or not is never controlled by herself.

It's not controlled by Lou Yun.

To love or not to love, it's all natural.

Like life and death.

It was enough for her to try, and then accept the result.

The yurt undulates like waves on the horizon, and the thundering sound of horses' hooves reverberates across the grassland.

The sunset stained the long grass red, and she saw the Mongol army that swept across the Eurasian continent in her previous life and made the late emperor of the Southern Song Dynasty jump into the sea and sink himself.

She entered the tent of Arahaibel, and after exchanging greetings, she calmly said in Mongolia, which she had studied for a long time:

"I slept well on the prairie."

I slept better than in Jiafu. (To be continued......)