Chapter 224: Understanding Your Mind
As soon as Yang Shangang entered the door, he was caught off guard by this news, so he was inevitably a little impulsive. But after relieving himself, Yang Shan thought about it carefully. Compared with Lu Anning, who protects himself everywhere, what has Qiu Wenxu done?
preach Yang Shan in front of everyone and don't give Yang Shan face. I had a grievance and wanted to be coquettish to this teacher, but I didn't see it. knew that Yang Shan liked him, pretended not to know, and did not keep a distance from Yang Shan, so that Yang Shan thought that he also had feelings for Yang Shan.
When I liked it, Yang Shan didn't see it. After being really disappointed, I can remember everything one by one.
said that he wanted to find a woman who was the right person, but he didn't like Yang Shan. Since zhenxiang is like this, it is really clear that it is embarrassing to do it with a helpless look.
What else is there to come back to? Who can't be chosen? But after rejecting himself, he found true love from his own home, which made Yang Shanqing embarrassing?
How long have the two been together?
According to Yang Shan's understanding of Yang Hui: Yang Hui is not a person with a sense of security! So the two have been together for at least a while. For such a long time, Yang Shan didn't hear any rumors, and he didn't have to think much to know that these two people were deliberately hiding from Yang Shan.
What is this? While watching Yang Shan fall into the guilt of Lu Anning and his desire for Qiu Wenxu, he talked about their love complacently?
Yang Shan took a deep breath and looked at Yang Hui with a speechless look. With a sneer, he pulled Lu Anning and said, "It's uncomfortable for me here, let's go out for a walk!" He didn't look at Qiu Wenxu from beginning to end.
Yang Hui stretched out her hand to stop Yang Shan. was dodged by Yang Shan. Yang Shanla landed An Ning in just three or two steps and walked into the hall. The Gu clan outside saw Yang Shan and Lu Anning walking out, and asked strangely, "Where are you going?" It's a snowy day! ”
Yang Shan didn't know what he thought, but at this time, he didn't forget to answer Gu with a smile: "Today is such a good day." Let's go get some wine and come back. ”
Hearing this, Gu Shi did not refuse, and replied with a smile: "You pay attention to safety." There is a robe at the door for you to put on. Yang Shan responded crisply, raised his feet and left, where can he take care of any clothes.
But fortunately, Lu Anning brought an umbrella when he came out, and the two of them walked towards Lu Anning's house with clogs on the soles of their feet. Since Lu Anning has opened a hotel, he will naturally have some good wine at home. Yang Shan said that when he went to drink, he couldn't come back empty-handed.
See! When you are re-electric, you have to take care of this and that. It can be seen that Yang Shan has complicated feelings when he faces Qiu Wenxu and Lu Anning on weekdays.
After the two walked some distance. Yang Shan's feet slipped because of his unstable mood, but fortunately, Lu Anning quickly grabbed Yang Shan and didn't let Yang Shan fall.
Yang Shan himself was also taken aback. After leaning on Lu Anning and standing up straight, Yang Shan raised his eyes to look at Lu Anning and said solemnly: "I'm sorry!" ”
Lu Anning didn't distinguish what Yang Shan meant, and he didn't know how to answer for a while.
Yang Shan wanted to thank him, he had been willful. Lu Anning has been tolerating himself from beginning to end. But because there are too many words to thank you. In the end, I didn't know what to say, so I apologized.
Lu Anning was stunned for a while before he understood what Yang Shan meant, and it felt like a stone had fallen to the ground in his heart. The two took two steps forward before Lu Anning spoke: "You don't like him as much as you imagined, it's just that you have never hit the south wall or looked back, so you are in this situation." ”
If someone else said this in this situation, Yang Shan would think that they were sarcastic about themselves. But the words came from Lu Anning's mouth, and Yang Shan knew in his heart that Lu Anning was comforting himself. It's just that Yang Shan still didn't have the heart to listen to this, so he didn't respond to Lu Anning.
Lu Anning was not surprised. continued: "The two of them are afraid that you won't be able to accept it if they hide it from you, and now they call us to give an explanation." ”
Yang Shan's brows furrowed slightly when he heard this. "They've been together since the morning, right?" ”
Lu Anning was stunned, he didn't expect Yang Shan to suddenly ask this, but he never hid it from Yang Shan, and at this time, he unloaded the burden that had been hidden in his heart for more than half a year, and replied: "Yes." ”
Yang Shan was not surprised at all, and said with a chuckle: "I knew that I couldn't hide anything from you." After laughing, Yang Shan stopped, stood in place and watched Lu Anning continue to walk forward, but after a step, Lu Anning found that Yang Shan had broken away from the umbrella, and then stopped.
After Lu Anning turned around and stood still, Yang Shan looked at him and said, "Why are you hiding it from me?" For my good? Or do you want to wait until this scene appears to make me die for Qiu Wenxu? Yang Shan couldn't say what he was feeling now, thinking of when Qiu Wenxu deceived himself, Yang Shan was unwilling. When he thought that the other party was Yang Hui, Yang Shan was sad. Thinking that Lu Anning also helped to conceal it, Yang Shan was full of heartache...... It's as if Lu Anning betrayed himself.
Yang Shan has read so many Mary Sue novels and watched so many love-themed TVs, so he naturally knows the reason for the formation of this reason, but Lu Anning is more important than those two people.
Yang Shan was amused for a while, and only now did he understand the truth. There is another point that Yang Shan also thinks is quite dramatic: at the beginning, he was heart-pounding, persistent in every way, but in the end, he couldn't withstand the company of another person!
Thinking about this, Yang Shan felt suddenly enlightened. In some ways, Yang Shan is a very optimistic person, and he will not blindly immerse himself in grief, and this is also the case now. After figuring out Lu Anning's position in his heart, whether it was Qiu Wenxu or Yang Hui, those messy things became not so bad.
Here, Yang Shan's mind turned back and forth, and at the end there was a relieved expression on his face.
Lu Anning was still worried about Yang Shan's question just now, Lu Anning knew that he didn't tell Yang Shan out of the intention of protecting Yang Shan, but he wasn't sure how Yang Shan had come to his conclusion. Lu Anning's mind was also turned a thousand times, and he was shocked when he saw that the expression on Yang Shan's face suddenly lost the stubbornness he had just now.
Lu Anning knew Yang Shan's temper and spoke well. No matter how you knead and flatten it, there is no second word, but you really decided on one thing, and you can't pull back nine cows if you are stubborn. Qiu Wenxu's case is a typical representative. Just now, Yang Shan looked like he was about to cry. Now that his face was calm, Lu Anning couldn't help but wonder if Yang Shan's heart was like ashes? If this heart is like ashes, it is fine for Qiu Wenxu, but if it is for himself...... How could Lu Anning accept it?
And...... Yang Shan only had such an expression after asking his own words just now! Thinking of this, Lu Anning frowned, stepped forward and put Yang Shan back under the umbrella, and said, "I am also responsible for this matter today, if you blame me, I admit it!" But I still say the same thing: the time of year has come. You and Qiu Wenxu have no future. Now, even if you don't admit it in your heart, the person you want to marry is me, and this will not change. ”
While Lu Anning said this, he stretched out his hand and gently brushed away the few snowflakes scattered on Yang Shan's hair. Yang Shan knew that Lu Anning was not a person who could talk about love. But I didn't expect to hear it today, and Lu Anning was also forced to be anxious.
Yang Shan nodded and said yes, and didn't say anything else.
Lu Anning saw Yang Shan's reaction, but his heart was even more confused, and he remembered what Yang Shan said to Yang Hui just now. That's when I'm so angry that I talk calmly.
Yang Shan didn't cry to himself now. Didn't let yourself explain either...... Is it because he died of his heart for himself, so he gave up struggling and simply let it go?
Lu Anning's brows were twisted into a dead knot, and it was rare to be angry and sullen at Qiu Wenxu, the senior brother, in his heart. At the beginning, Lu Anning found Qiu Wenxu after he found out, and at that time, Qiu Wenxu only said that he had a good impression, not to the point of giving up his future for Yang Hui. Later, Qiu Wenxu and Yang Hui's relationship warmed up, and Lu Anning also knew about it, so he talked to Qiu Wenxu again. Qiu Wenxu promised to tell Yang Shan about this matter, but he didn't expect to use this way in this situation.
In fact, Lu Anning never asked about private matters. Lu Anning and Qiu Wenxu are gentlemen's friends, where will they care about other people's backyards? Lu Anning made an exception twice just because he didn't want to see Yang Shan sad. I didn't expect it to end up like this after inserting a kick. Lu Anning was angry with Qiu Wenxu on the one hand, and angry with himself on the other.
After that, the two didn't say anything all the way.
Because of the rainy day, the two of them did not walk as well as they did on weekdays. So it took twice as long to get to Lu Anning's house than usual. After the two arrived, Yang Shan entered Lu Anning's warm room to roast the fire. Lu Anning went to the cellar behind the house to get wine.
Without Lu Anning, Yang Shan's thoughts couldn't help but think of today's things again. Although he wanted to open it, Yang Shan couldn't help but feel a little sad, so he looked a little sad.
When Lu Anning came back with a jar of wine, he saw Yang Shan and the panda occupying the warmest charcoal basin in the house, and neither man nor beast had the spirit of the past...... I couldn't help but sigh lightly.
In addition to a jar of wine, Lu Anning also brought a drinking cup over. It's cold outside, and wine can ward off the cold, so it's best to drink a little.
Lu Anning poured a glass and handed it to Yang Shan, and Yang Shan drank the wine in the cup without even Lu Anning speaking. After drinking, Yang Shan said: "This wine is good, give me a pot if you still have it there." ”
Yang Shan's tone was just like the way the two of them talked on weekdays, and Lu Anning couldn't figure out Yang Shan's attitude for a while. After a pause, Lu Anning sighed and asked, "Are you angry with me?" If so, how can you get rid of your anger? You know I'm very preoccupied, and if I can't solve it today, I'm afraid I'll have to climb back to the window tonight. ”
Yang Shan listened to Lu Anning and realized that Lu Anning was now acting on his face, and he felt funny for a while, and he was going to tease Lu Anning. But when he heard the latter words, Yang Shan couldn't laugh.
Climb the window...... Yang Shan remembered the "Great Immortal" incident again, and after Lu Anning opened the window and entered the house, the intimate behavior between the two of them. Although so much time has passed, how can Yang Shan forget it?
I don't know if it's because of the wine, Yang Shan felt a little dry, and unconsciously looked at Lu Anning's lips.
At the same time, Lu Anning also remembered the intimacy under the impulse that day. It was also after that day passed, Lu Anning did not make Meng Lang's move again, at most he only held Yang Shan's hand when the two were alone. It's just that this thought is just a flash, and now Lu Anning is still not sure about Yang Shan's thoughts, where can he dare to annoy Yang Shan again?
The same thought of the two of them flashed away, and then they were both a little embarrassed. Even so, Lu Anning was still waiting for Yang Shan's reply, Yang Shan naturally couldn't really let Lu Anning climb his window in the middle of the night, right? So he coughed and said, "I'm a little angry, but I know it's true that you're good to me, so I figured it out." If you don't want to go, just be nicer to me in the future. ”
Lu Anning heard the truth of Yang Shan's words, so a stone in Lu Anning's chest fell. At the same time, Yang Shan was annoyed by the last sentence he had just said. What do you mean by "just be nice to me in the future"? It's too straightforward! Thinking like this, Yang Shan didn't even dare to raise his head.
It's a pity that Lu Anning, who has always been sharp-minded, only thought that Yang Shan was not angry at this time, so he didn't pay attention to Yang Shan's rare little daughter posture in front of him.
The two of them have been out for a while, although they know that the road is not easy to walk in the rain and snow, but they can't delay too much. So the two of them didn't sit for a moment before getting up and walking back. Neither of them had much to say along the way, one didn't want to mention it, and the other didn't want to annoy the other, so they didn't mention it.
The way back was smoother than the way to go, and when the two returned to Yang Hui's house with wine, there were already many people at home. In addition to Yang Qingfu's family, there is also Gu's brother, Uncle Gu's family.
Wang Yuqing is now pregnant with her second child, and the road is slippery on this rainy day because she heard Yang Hui's good news, so she couldn't even take care of her body, so she hurriedly followed. It's been a while since she came, and everyone saw it, but they didn't see Yang Shan. Now seeing Yang Shan and Lu Anning coming back together, he smiled and teased: "You used to be afraid of what the Lu family kid was, how did you know that now two people are as good as one person!" Gee! ”
Yang Shan's thoughts about Lu Anning just now came to understand, where can he stop Wang Yuqing's ridicule now? A face suddenly became hot, but fortunately, it was cold outside, and Yang Shan's face was already red from the cold, and he couldn't see that Yang Shan was shy at all.
Wang Yuqing still wanted to say something, but the Gu family and others over there were already shouting in the kitchen that they could eat. Yang Shan realized that it was not too early.
Yang Shan and Lu Anning just entered the door, still carrying wine in their hands, and heard Gu shouting inside, and the two of them went out to prepare warm wine. Instead, he avoided Yang Hui, who stepped forward to talk to Yang Shan.
And Yang Hui's mind ...... She is having a very hard time these days, especially after Qiu Wenxu proposed to come to her house to say goodbye, Yang Hui has not slept all night. Now that the matter has finally come out, the little worry in my heart has no longer been hidden, and it has all been exposed. (To be continued......)