I've been waiting for you in the warmest place Chapter 1: The City in My Heart

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[Chapter Word Count:2208Last Updated:2015-03-2807:45:01.0]

The city of Wuhan will always be like this, and it is scary to be empty, even if there is a constant flow of people around you. For example, now, I am standing in front of the ticket hall of Wuchang Railway Station, 50 meters near the entrance on the right, standing in front of Bai Li, holding a blue suitcase in his right hand and a large bag of clothes in his left hand. His face was purple from the cold, and he paced from time to time to relieve the biting cold of Wuhan in the deep winter.

The cold wind beside him blew a little messy, blowing Bai Li's hair a little messy, and Bai Li's face became more and more pale, Bai Li is not a person, she is the white bone spirit that pops out of Journey to the West, she is the whitest and thinnest woman I have ever seen in my life, there is no one. The lights of the train station next to him hit Bai Li's body, and in this dreamlike night, Bai Li looked even more dreamy.

I let out a sigh of white air, shook my body, and leaned forward to caress Bai Li's bangs: "Miss Bai, call me out so late, look at your line, with big bags and small bags, what's wrong?" Eloped with me? "An hour ago, when I was still leading the group, Bai Li called me, saying that I was looking for something urgent, and I rushed over non-stop.

Bai Li didn't scold me or make fun of me like he used to, which surprised me a little.

"Gu Nan, I'm getting married!" Bai Li's cold words tore me out of my surprise alive.

I listened to the noise of people coming and going, and the throbbing of my heart in my heart, and for a long time I fumbled in my pocket, trying to find a cigarette to suppress my restless heart.

Bai Li took out a pack of 20 yuan Yellow Crane Tower from the small satchel he was carrying, and a lighter engraved with the word "foam", handed me one and lit it. A series of movements are smooth and slippery, without dragging mud and water. For some reason, I suddenly felt a little scary. Have we reached this point?

Bai Li stuffed the lighter on me: "This thing, let someone else keep it for you in the future!" ”

I looked up at the night sky, the night in Wuhan was thick, covering the starlight hundreds of millions of light years away, my heart was a little empty for some reason, the corners of my eyes were a little moist because of the humid air, I didn't pick up the topic of lighters, I put the lighter in my pocket covertly, and smiled self-deprecatingly: "Why did you get married all of a sudden, you won't lie to me, right?" ”

Bai Li was still calm, not at all like the one I knew, staring at my eyes: "Gu Nan, we are not young anymore, it's time to think about yourself, have you lived in your own world all these years, haven't you come out yet?" I'm just a woman, I've done everything I have to do, I can't afford to wait. After Bai Li finished speaking, he turned his head sideways, and his whole body trembled slightly.

I stared at the cigarette in my right index finger, the scarlet that was about to go out, but it looked more and more sad in this lonely city. Yes, I have been living in my own world all these years, others can't get in, I can't get out myself, maybe everyone has a city in their hearts, and I'm trapped in my own city now.

"Some time ago, my aunt asked someone to introduce me to the object, I met briefly, I think it's very good, this time I went back to my hometown to prepare for engagement, and it is estimated that I will get married in a few days after the year. When the time comes, remember to come and drink my wedding wine. Bai Li's words were light, but I was terrified when I heard them. Bai Li doesn't say anything else, with my childhood sweetheart, there are a lot of boys around me since I was a child, after I came out to work, because I look good, I am also mixed in the tour guide industry, plus my own efforts, there are a few suitors around me over the years.

"Have you figured it out? Do you know what other people's character is, just marrying someone else in a hurry? Can you take care of yourself? I said in an aggravated tone of a nameless fire that came out of nowhere.

Bai Li, who originally lowered his head, raised his head directly and stared at me: "Gu Nan, is character so important?" That's right, you Gu Nan has a good character, but the friends around you say that you are a fool, so you are waiting for Xia Mo stupidly. You have a good character, I have been by your side for so many years, why don't you let me live in your heart? I don't treat myself well, Gu Nan is you don't treat me well, you are a bastard! Bai Li's last sentence almost roared out with a cry.

The cigarette in my hand was completely extinguished at this time, and I sighed: "No one can say anything about feelings, I don't know what I'm going to do all these years, I'm just living in such a mess." ”

"That's right, no one can say anything about feelings, so you don't have to worry about my white glass." Bai Li was puffing and puffing, not giving me any face. The crowd passing by the train station looked at us as if it were lively.

I scratched my hair, as long as it involves emotional matters, my head hurts, I'm okay with everything else, but in terms of feelings, I don't know how to deal with relationships.

On the road of these years, the past has flown by. Time slipped from my fingertips little by little, and we people are slowly aging in the ravages of the years. Over the years, I haven't learned anything else, just go with the flow, wait if I can't let go, and wait when I'm tired.

Bai Li leaned on the steps at this time, lowered his head, and rubbed his two hands on the bag to hiss: "Gu Nan, you know that I didn't call this name before!" ”

I nodded: "Ang, didn't you change the name Baili when you were in high school, I wasn't used to calling it at that time." ”

Bai Li kicked the red high heels on the stone steps and made a clicking sound, I squinted at Bai Li's side face, and there were a few strands of hair on the white face, and I was a little fascinated.

"I wish to win the heart of one person, and the white head will not be separated. This was the original intention of my name change, and I had a lot of trouble with my family for several days because of the name change. It's just that I'm similar to Fairy Zixia, I guessed the ending of the story, but I couldn't guess the beginning of the story. If you don't separate your white heads, at least you have to get your heart. Bai Li slowly raised his head, his misty eyes.

"I've been by your side all these years, I thought I could impress you, I thought I could get you, but I was never Xia Mo, and I couldn't get your heart." Bai Li approached me, and I could smell the faint fragrance of her.

Bai Li stroked my cheek: "Gu Nan, you should also think about yourself, you have also suffered all these years, those are all in the past, we are all moving forward, you are the only one living in the memories, aren't you tired?" Gu Nan, sometimes I really feel sorry for you, really! Bai Li said and hugged me tightly.

At this time, I was extremely sober, I looked at the people coming and going at the train station, the shining advertising screen overhead, the air was full of anxious airflow, I stretched out my hands and hugged Bai Li tightly, I used all my strength, I wanted to integrate Bai Li into my body, I felt a little bit of time change, there was a sobbing sound of Bai Li in my ears, I gritted my teeth and pushed Bai Li away: "I wish you happiness, I, will always go out of my own city!" ”

I didn't send Bai Li to the station, and I didn't look back, I owe so much to this woman who has worked for me all these years, I can't delay her, it's time for us to leave each other.

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