157 Resolved to depart
"No ......" Feeling Qing Yao's gaze, Bai Zhu waved his hand again and again: "It's just that the wind blew a little, it's okay!"
"What's the matter?, are you not feeling well?" Qing Yao came over worriedly: "If you are not feeling well, then go to the town to find an inn to rest!
"It's okay, I'm fine!" Bai Zhu smiled apologetically at Qing Yao.
"In this way, you will work with Senior Brother Hanshi, look at what he needs, you help with the purchase, and I will go with Qingshui to buy the things that need to be used up and down Shu Mountain!" Qing Yao smiled at Bai Zhu, and said meaningfully: "It's been more than half a year, don't think about it anymore, Senior Brother Hanshi...... Others are very nice, and if there is anything you want, you don't have to be polite. ”
"Aunt Qingyao......" Bai Zhu never expected her to say such a thing.
"Okay, let's go first, whether you want to go to the inn to rest, or go to buy, it's up to you!" Qing Yao smiled softly and turned to leave.
Bai Zhu looked at the backs of the two leaving, and felt very uncomfortable, Qing Yao's meaning, she naturally understood, but her heart was very small, so small that she could only live in one person, her relationship with Luo Chenyi had long been doomed, whether it was bitter fruit or sweet fruit, she had to swallow it one by one.
"Qing Yao's words, don't take it to heart!" Han Shi's voice was dry, what kind of person Bai Zhu was, he knew it, if it was useful for others to persuade him, he would have done it a long time ago.
"I know, I won't care!" Hakuki took a deep breath and walked towards the town.
In the end, Bai Zhu still couldn't resist the cold stone, and sat down in the tea shop in the town, bored in every way, looking at the people passing by, so lively, but terrifyingly lonely.
Holding the cup with warmth in his hand, Bai Zhu didn't feel warm at all, thinking that he could go down the mountain to relax, but he didn't expect that his mood was even more depressed!
I can't see him, but I always think of him, and I love him, like a Gu devouring marrow.
The blue waves are full of tea, and the thoughts are unknown.
Hanshi knew that he couldn't walk into the place in her heart, so he just quietly accompanied her.
Although, he assumed tens of thousands of times that if he was the one who rescued her back to Shushan, then all of this now would be different, would she like herself, and she wouldn't be so painful!
"Actually...... I'm trying to persuade myself to give up!" Bai Zhu pulled out a far-fetched smile and looked at him through the rising mist of the tea in the cup: "It's been half a year, I should have insisted on it, maybe I should have persisted longer, but I can't wait for that time!"
"What do you mean by that!" Hanshi felt faintly uneasy, but he couldn't say it.
"Fool, I'm leaving!" Bai Zhu pretended to look at him lightly and smiled: "I should go back to my own place...... I didn't remember before, I could think about how to get along with him all day long, and annoy myself with those little troubles, but now, I have to go!"
"Zhu'er, where are you going?" Hanshi struggled to calm his anxious and worried breath.
"Didn't I say it, go back to my own place!" Bai Zhu looked at him who was nervous, and felt a little funny: "Although Shushan is an immortal mountain, it is not the place where I should stay after all! I have been in Shushan for seven years, and all my wishes have been fulfilled!"
“...... Now, it's time to face it now, it's my responsibility!" Bai Zhu lowered his head and gently took a sip of the tea in the cup, the tea was inferior and bitter, but it was less than one ten-thousandth of what he had in his heart.
"Responsibility, what responsibility? Is the Demon Realm your responsibility alone? Tens of thousands of years ago, you sacrificed yourself to seal the Four Fierce Beasts for the sake of the Three Realms, and now, do you still want to deal with the Four Fierce Beasts and the Demon Venerable alone? Do you know that this is just a dead end!" Han Shi was furious and grabbed her hand tightly: "I don't allow you to go!"
"This is my responsibility, as a goddess, I have no slack!" Bai Zhu moved, but let him hold it, with a relieved expression: "You also saw it, I even packed up the baggage! In fact, this time I came out, but it was just an excuse!"
As he spoke, Bai Zhu took off the hairpin that he had worn for several years from his head and handed it to Hanshi: "This hairpin, you can return it for him! Remember to tell him that the words under the green bamboo forest that day were just childish words, let him not take it to heart!"
Having said that, that sentence seems to be engraved in my heart, and I can't forget it.
"Have you even given up on him, he is your husband!" Hanshi looked at her with hatred and anger, annoyed that he didn't even have the slightest condition to keep her.
"Husband?" Bai Zhu's expression was sad and confused, and after a long time, he slowly shook his head: "It's not anymore, he is now an immortal on Shu Mountain, Luo Zun......! You also know that there is not only the power of a goddess in my body, but also the demonic energy, and it is difficult for immortals and demons to coexist since ancient times!"
"He has cultivated to a high level, how can he not detect the power of the demon god in your body, but he has never said anything about you, do you want to leave for such a ridiculous reason?" Han Shi looked at her anxiously, his face was anxious.
"I don't know, I know, things have come to such a point that I don't have any more requirements for him, like this...... Isn't it good?" Bai Zhu tilted his head slightly to look at him, and stretched out his hand to smooth his frowning brows: "Hanshi, don't try to keep me anymore, you know, I don't have a way to respond to you for half a point!"
It was impossible before, and now with children, it is even more impossible!
"I never thought of asking you to respond to me anything, as long as you are good, I will be content, why, you are not even willing to agree to this little request!" Hanshi pursed his lips tightly: "Zhu'er, you tell me, are you really willing to leave like this?"
Bai Zhu lowered his eyes, was silent, and after a long time, he slowly spoke: "What can I do if I am reluctant, it is impossible for me to be with him, and staying in Shushan, it is me who is sad, and you are tired and suffer with me, I don't want to be like this, you don't understand, even if you don't ask me to respond, but I see your gratuitous contribution to me, I will still feel uncomfortable!"
"I didn't pay anything to you, those who care and love, if it were someone else, I would do it too!" Hanshi looked away, pretending to be relaxed: "Seeing that the New Year is approaching, I just want to celebrate the New Year with you, don't you even agree to this?"
"I ......" Bai Zhu choked, she couldn't refuse such a small request.
But she finally made up her mind to leave, and if she went back, she would definitely be reluctant to leave.
"Forget it, I understand, it's me who is amorous, thinking that it will be good to you, at least you will be good to me, even if it is not love, even if it is a friend, you should agree!" Hanshi let go of her hand, looked away, and looked into the distance: "It turns out that I am in your heart, not a friend at all, you go, I won't keep you anymore!"
Bai Zhu sat still, she knew that her actions must have hurt him, and she also knew that what he said was just angry words, but she just couldn't take a step.
After a long time, he said softly: "I promise you!"
Hanshi didn't care at all, there was no joy on his face, as if the person who was anxious to keep her just now was not him: "No need, people are absent-minded, it's in vain, I didn't keep you, you go!"
After speaking, Hanshi threw down the tea money, stood up and walked outside the tea shop.
"Hanshi!" Bai Zhuyan quickly grabbed him, stood up from the stool, and the slender figure stopped in front of him in a flash: "No, I'm serious, I'm staying for you!" Although I can't do much for you, I still want to do something for you!"
"Really?!" Hanshi raised an eyebrow, obviously not believing it.
"Really, really, of course it's true!" Bai Zhu was afraid that he wouldn't believe it, so he nodded again and again.
"Hey, white paper, why are you here?" Xuanji's smart and playful voice sounded.
"Don't be rude!" followed by Murong Ziying's young and old voice.
"Uncle Ziying!" was coquettish in her slightly coquettish voice.
"It turned out to be your ......" Bai Zhu raised a smile briskly: "Why did you come here, isn't it almost the New Year? ”
"What nonsense are you talking about, it's Uncle Ziying who is worried about you, and he came to Shushan to look for you after recovering from his injuries, I never thought that I would meet you in such a place, and I saw you pulling and pulling with people!"
"White girl, last time, thanks to your rescue, Murong Ziying is grateful!" Murong Ziying bowed to her.
Bai Zhu flashed, hurriedly staggered, and waved his hand again and again: "It's okay, it's okay, your injury is okay, is there anything wrong with it!"
"What nonsense are you talking about, Senior Uncle Ziying is very good, you don't need to curse him in front of him like this!" Xuanji couldn't hear the slightest bit about Murong Ziying, and was almost jumped to her feet when asked by Bai Zhu.
"Xuanji, don't be rude,,! Murong Ziying frowned, and her gaze fell on Xuanji.
Xuanji stomped her foot and stood obediently behind him.
"It's okay, I won't care about it like a child, Tong Yan is unscrupulous!" Bai Zhu smiled and bit down on the last sentence, looking at Xuanji's little face flushed with anger, and he was very satisfied.
"My body is fine, thank you Miss Bai for your concern, this time, there is one more thing to ......"
"You don't want my master to follow you to get rid of the demon again!" Bai Zhu interrupted him: "This time it won't work, you better find another way!"
"No......" Murong Ziying's face was a little embarrassed: "It was Elder Chongguang who asked me to bring a message to Miss Bai, so that you can go to Qionghua to find him!"
When Chongguang was mentioned, Bai Zhu naturally thought of the chess game that was interrupted by herself, she made up nonsense and fooled her through, if she asked again, she would definitely not be able to answer anything, and when she thought of Chongguang's serious appearance, Bai Zhu's whole little face collapsed.