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Chu Yunchuan gently lifted Yu Ruyi's silky, delicate, pointed chin with his fingers.

Yu Ruyi flashed her big clear eyes and looked at him coquettishly.

The emotions churning in Chu Yunchuan's heart turned into a low groan: "Ruyi! ”

"Huh?" Jade Ruyi is as docile as a little lamb.

"Do you know how much I love you?"

Yu Ruyi affectionately stretched out her fleshy little hand, gently stroked Chu Yunchuan's cheek, and exhaled like a lan: "I love you too, Teacher Chu." ”

Looking at Yu Ruyi's rippling eyes, Chu Yunchuan couldn't help but lean down and hold her rose-like soft lips......

"Bell ......"

Chu Yunchuan opened his eyes suddenly.

It turned out to be a dream!

What a real dream!

Chu Yunchuan sat up suddenly, his chest rising and falling violently.

The bedside alarm still rings tirelessly.

Chu Yunchuan stretched out his hand and stopped the alarm.

The warm winter sun peeked through the window and drew a square red grid on the ground.

Thinking that he would have to go to work in the afternoon, Chu Yunchuan lifted the quilt and got out of bed.

"Teacher Chuβ€”β€”β€” 'A delicate and tender voice.

Chu Yunchuan came back to his senses, it was not Ruyi, it was the intern doctor who was newly transferred to the department, and he was also a girl with a fresh and spirited spirit.

"Teacher Chu," the new intern called out again, respectfully handing the test report to Chu Yunchuan, who was sitting at the desk, "The test results of the thirty beds." ”

Chu Yunchuan carefully browsed it and handed it back to the intern: "Okay, put it in the medical record." ”

The intern walked away with the report sheet. Chu Yunchuan was still sitting in a daze: Ruyi will never appear here again.

The past is gone forever.

All the laughter, so the emotion will be buried forever, just like those past times.

will be buried together, as well as the confession that can never be realized and the longing that will never see the light.

"Hey!" Dr. Wu Ming had a stethoscope hanging around his neck, his hands in the pockets of his white coat, leaning on Chu Yunchuan's desk, and looking at him condescendingly: "What are you in a daze?" ”

Chu Yunchuan tugged at the corners of his mouth: "It's boring." ”

"Look at the way you look lost and depressed, it looks like a little more lovelorn." The corners of Wu Ming's mouth were slightly hooked.

Chu Yunchuan smiled: "You have to have love to lose!" ”

Wu Ming smiled: "Drinking at night? ”

"You're not afraid that He Shouwu's mother will scold you?"

"She's not home."

Chu Yunchuan smiled meaningfully.

Wu Ming said dissatisfiedly: "In the future, He Shou Wu He Shou Wu will never be allowed to say, in case she gives birth to a girl in the future, and I hear people call her He Shou Wu." How embarrassing! ”

Chu Yunchuan laughed.

Wu Ming leaned forward. He raised his eyebrows at Chu Yunchuan: "It's decided, tonight, old place!" ”

Chu Yunchuan said indifferently: "Find someone else to accompany you." ”

"Do you really want to take the exam?"

"Idle is idle anyway."

"Staying at home late and not feeling bored?"

"It's boring to go out."

"Why didn't you hear you say boring before?"

"Before?" Chu Yunchuan narrowed his eyes. "What century is it?"

"Cut. You look at you. It's just a different person, how can there be a little shadow of the merry genius 'Chu Liuxiang'? Where is the once heroic wind? ”

The corners of Chu Yunchuan's lips curled: "It used to be a mess!" ”

"You won't be messing up your days now! Transgender or ...... Can't do it anymore? Wu Ming's eyes were meaningful.

Chu Yunchuan smiled and grabbed a blank prescription and threw it towards Wu Ming.

Wu Ming took the prescription accurately and put it back on the table with a smile: "See you and disperse!" ”

Hang out with friends. Maybe we can divert attention, right? Chu Yunchuan then asked Wu Ming: "Just the two of us?" ”

"If you like to be lively, invite a few more people."

In the bar, the spotlights divide everyone's faces.

Chu Yunchuan, Wu Ming, Zhang Guihong, Zhang Jiuling...... Sit around, raise your glasses, and drink glass after glass.

"I haven't seen you come out lately." Zhang Guihong smiled and clinked glasses with Chu Yunchuan: "Preparing for the exam and ignoring even my brother?" ”

Although Zhang Guihong was a little fatter, his eyes were full of exhaustion and emptiness, and only at the moment when he looked at Chu Yunchuan did he flash a trace of warmth.

"Retreat and Cultivation!" Chu Yunchuan tugged at the corners of his mouth.

Zhang Guihong complained: "Of course, the days of red sleeves and fragrance have a unique flavor, and you can't forget your friends!" ”

"Red sleeves?" Chu Yunchuan was a little stunned, "It's in a dream." ”

"So you're alone now?" Zhang Guihong was a little unconvinced.

Chu Yunchuan complained dissatisfiedly: "Who do you all think of me?!" ”

"Because your name of 'Chu Liuxiang' is too loud!" Zhang Guihong laughed, approached Chu Yunchuan, and raised his eyebrows mysteriously, "Introduce a girl to you, super punctual!" ”

Chu Yunchuan smiled faintly: "Let's talk about it later." ”

"Not interested?" Zhang Guihong was a little surprised, "You refused before you even saw someone's face?" ”

Wu Ming and Zhang Guihong clinked glasses: "He is now ignoring things outside the window, and only reading sage books!" ”

"How's the business?" Chu Yunchuan didn't mind Wu Ming's teasing, and asked Zhang Guihong with a smile.

"It's okay, it's just a lot of pressure."

"No matter how stressful it is, when you are a doctor?"

"Although I was worried about patients all day long when I was a doctor, my life was very fulfilling, and I had a sense of accomplishment in my work, but I couldn't even support myself with that little money, and I was ashamed to think about it."

"Not really, right? Wang Hao is still working there, and he has no intention of leaving. ”

"He's different." Zhang Guihong said enviously, "Ruyi is a simple and kind good girl, she likes a simple, happy life, and will not have too high requirements for material life." Of course, Wang Hao will not have financial pressure. ”

Chu Yunchuan took a sip of wine: "They ...... Okay? ”

Zhang Guihong knew that Chu Yunchuan and Wang Hao were good friends, and of course they meant Wang Hao and Yu Ruyi. He nodded slightly. said enviously: "Wang Hao's life is really good, he can meet such a good girl as Ruyi." ”

"Do you remember?" Zhang Guihong looked at Chu Yunchuan, "When Wang Hao broke up with Ruyi, we all sweated for Wang Hao, afraid that Wang Hao would really lose Ruyi." But so far, Ruyi has not dated other men. ”

Chu Yunchuan drank all the wine in the cup: "Wang Hao is very lucky!" ”

"It's not just luck." Zhang Guihong also raised his head and drank the wine in the cup, "Wang Hao also paid a lot for Ruyi, Ruyi is his spiritual pillar, if there is no Ruyi, he will collapse." ”

Zhang Jiuling hurriedly poured the wine for the two of them.

"Ruyi?" Wu Ming shook his wine glass. Ask Chu Yunchuan. "Isn't that beautiful little intern you used to be?"

Seeing Chu Yunchuan nodded, Wu Ming said disdainfully, "No matter how beautiful she is, she is just a woman, she really has such a great charm?" ”

"Do you think every woman is like the one in your family?" Chu Yunchuan glanced at Wu Ming. "Zifei fish. The joy of Anchi fish! ”

Wu Ming was unconvinced and said to Chu Yunchuan: "Do you know? ”

"Drink and drink!" Zhang Jiuling picked up his wine glass. "Mr. Wu, what did we do?"

"The world is unpredictable." Wu Ming smiled and clinked glasses with Zhang Jiuling: "A few months ago, he was a little kid who came to intern, and now he sits with us and drinks!" ”

Zhang Jiuling drank the wine in the toast boldly: "The prince will Xiangning have a kind? ”

The crowd laughed.

Chu Yunchuan kindly reminded Zhang Jiuling: "Drink less." Now that I have a home, I can't get drunk at every turn like before! ”

"I rarely come out now." Zhang Qioling smiled, "Knowing that I am with you today, Yunxia will be extra gracious." ”

"That's what it sounds like!" Chu Yunchuan patted Zhang Jiuling's back.

Zhang Jiuling turned his head, and was about to speak, but saw Chu Yunchuan staring straight at the female singer on the stage.

It is a gentle young woman, who is quietly singing an English song "Trembling": ...... Lonely for you, left for you...... I love the way you look at me, and I miss the way you make me...... When I'm lonely, I just shiver as always...... If time could go back, if time could go back......

The voice is melodious and tactful, sad and poignant.

Chu Yunchuan's eyes were ethereal, misty, desperate, and helpless......

After singing a song, there was still a lingering sound, Chu Yunchuan was in a state of flux, and he didn't come back to his senses for a long time.

Wu Ming frowned, and shook his hand in front of Chu Yunchuan's eyes dissatisfiedly: "Is that girl on the stage so beautiful?" ”

Chu Yunchuan didn't answer Wu Ming's question, and asked everyone eagerly: "What's the name of this song?" ”

Wu Ming and Zhang Guihong looked at each other blankly.

"'Trembling,' the theme song of a cartoon." Zhang Jiuling looked at Chu Yunchuan with complicated eyes.

Chu Yunchuan exclaimed: "The cartoon actually has such a beautiful theme song? ”

In his impression, the cartoon is the gourd baby and the big snake spirit, Ultraman and the little monster.

"The original song is better ......" Zhang Jiuling carefully described the background of the song.

Chu Yunchuan ignored Wu Ming's indiscriminate bombardment, and immediately took out his mobile phone to search for this song.

"There's an event there at Christmas." Zhang Jiuling seemed to be talking to himself.

Chu Yunchuan raised his head and looked at Zhang Jiuling inexplicably.

"Tonghua Villa is going to carry out promotional activities at Christmas." Zhang Jiuling looked at Chu Yunchuan with pity.

Chu Yunchuan lowered his eyes.

He understood what Zhang Jiuling meant.

Tonghua Villa means jade Ruyi.

When you go to Tonghua Villa, you can see the jade Ruyi who thinks day and night.

Under the pretext of going to Tonghua Villa to participate in activities, he can justifiably go to see Yu Ruyi.

But what if you see it?

Even if he stood face-to-face with Yu Ruyi, he had to suppress the surging feelings in his heart, greet politely, greet politely, and then pass by quietly.

After returning to the dormitory, Chu Yunchuan was lying on his back on the bed with headphones on.

In my ears is the single song "Tremble" looping.

Listening to the low chant of the female voice over and over again,

Reminiscing over and over again the bits and pieces of being with Yu Ruyi.

If time can go back, if you can know her before Wang Hao, you can at least tell her unmistakably: I love you.

There are no ifs.

Since there is no if, what is the difference between meeting her and drinking to quench your thirst?

A teardrop overflowed from the corner of Chu Yunchuan's eyes and gently slid across his cheek. (To be continued......)