Chapter 49: Hold Your Hand, It Feels Like the Whole Universe

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I don't know how Han Fei knew, I think Bai Li must have gone to find him when he couldn't find me, in Bai Li's world, I am his axis, and I can turn her small universe upside down.

The streetscape on the side of the road kept switching, and all I could think of was the face of the white glass, pale as paper, and the pear blossoms brought rain. Bai Li has shed tears over the years, and almost every time it's because of me. She has always been a strong girl, strong enough to be silent.

I rushed to the Baili rented community non-stop, climbed to the top floor without stopping, I knocked on the door, but no one responded, only the knock echoed lonely on the floor, up and down the impact, but finally because of the unbearable and dissipated.

I took out my mobile phone and dialed Bai Li, but it turned off. I still didn't give up, and I fought several times in a row, but the result was still the same.

"Bai Li, are you there?" I knocked on the door and asked, but no one answered.

I kicked the door, sat down and lit a cigarette, and took a hard puff, scratching my head. Where the hell did Bai Li go? Why didn't she sue me for such an important matter?

"Cangkoma Bar!" This name popped up in my mind, and when Bai Li was in a bad mood, he would go there to sit and drink. After thinking about it, I immediately threw away the cigarette I had just lit in my hand and ran downstairs.

The "Cangju Bar" is not too far from here, it only takes a few minutes to walk, I picked up speed and ran, and soon I reached the door of the bar.

I gasped for breath, because I was running so fast, my face was already covered with beads of sweat. I wiped my face and walked in, inside the brightly lit bar, where the DJ was hilarious, and countless men and women were shaking their bodies.

I looked around the dance floor and saw Bai Li, with her hair scattered and a glass of red wine in her hand, swaying there bewitchingly. There were two or three men beside her, who kept rubbing oil, but Bai Li didn't resist.

I ran over and grabbed Bai Li: "Bai Li, let's go, let's go home." ”

Bai Li's diffuse eyes had a little brilliance at this time, and he smiled at me: "Gu Nan, you are here, come, drink with me, people have been waiting for you for a long time." Bai Li exuded a strong smell of wine, pointing at my nose from time to time.

I grabbed Bai Li's hand harder: "Bai Li, good, let's go home." ”

"Home? I don't have a home. Bai Li burped, and the whole person looked like he was about to fall.

I hurriedly held Bai Li to prevent her from falling.

Bai Li pushed me away violently: "Stinky man, get out." ”

I was a little helpless: "Bai Li, you can see clearly, I'm Gu Nan." ”

"I know you're Gu Nan." Bai Li was obviously drunk, and then pushed me away again, his eyes were red: "Men in the world are not good things, and you Gu Nan are not things." Bai Li pointed at me and laughed.

Because of the quarrel between me and Bai Li, the DJ on the stage slowed down the music, and the people around me began to look at us as if they were lively.

"Little sister, is it that others don't want you anymore, it's okay, come to my brother, my brother will give you warmth." There was a helpless grin and said to Bai Li.

Without saying a word, I pounced on the man, punched him in the face, and knocked him to the ground. The surroundings also began to be chaotic, and taking advantage of this gap, I grabbed Bai Li's hand: "I'm sorry, let's go back first, okay?" ”

Bai Li was a little flustered, and didn't speak, but tears flowed down her eyes. I grabbed Bai Li, carried her on my shoulders, and ran out of the bar, I felt like I was eloping with Bai Li, and then wandering the world.

When I got out of the bar, I didn't stop, still carrying the white glass, I was afraid that the kid I beat just now would come to find trouble.

"Gu Nan, the person in the world who is most sorry for me is you, and the person who cherishes me the least in the world is also you." Bai Li yelled at me.

"Yes, yes, it's all me, it's all me, it's all my bad." I panted while carrying the white glass.

I carried the white glass through the alley like this, and only arrived at the gate of the white glass community after sparing a big circle.

I put Bai Li down, Bai Li didn't cry anymore, but there were still some tears on his face.

Bai Li looked at me, her two big eyes flashed with tears, and her two hands were still holding my hand, and she didn't let go: "Gu Nan, holding your hand, it feels like the whole universe." So warm, real, safe, you are so real by my side. I'm afraid I'll let go of my hand and never have it again. Bai Li said that the tears began to flow down again.

A woman in love is a fool, and Bai Li, who has never had love, is a seed, which has not sprouted, has been strangled in the soil, died in suffocation, and looked forward to the dawn in the years. It's just that I'm not the dawn, I'm just an oil lamp in the long river of night, and I've never Bodhi!

I stretched out my hand and carefully wiped Bai Li's cheeks: "Bai Li is good, Bai Li doesn't cry, what should I do if such a beautiful face cries?" ”

Bai Li cried more and more when she heard my words, and finally began to sob: "Gu, Gu Nan, where have you been these days?" ”

I still wiped her tears: "I'm sorry, I'm late." ”

Bai Li choked twice, and rubbed his eyes again: "Can you lead me up?" At this time, Bai Li is completely a child, a child who longs to be loved.

I took Bai Li's hand and walked upstairs, on the way Bai Li walked so slowly, as if time had stood still, if we go on like this, will we reach the end of the world?

When I arrived at Bai Li's room, I quickly got Bai Li some boiled water and drank it, helped Bai Li to lie down, I took out a towel dipped in hot water and applied it to her forehead: "How do you feel?" ”

Bai Li didn't close his eyes, he lay on the bed and stared at me stunned: "Gu Nan, you are always so fraternal. ”

I smiled hehehe: "What do you say?" ”

"From childhood to adulthood, you have been good to everyone. Only sometimes I like to leave me out, only when I am hurt, you will think of your side, and there is a me to save zĂ i. Bai Li looked at me and said.

I leaned back on the bed and didn't speak, because no matter what I said, I was still sorry for Bai Li, sorry is sorry.

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