193 tired of it

Whether anyone has done anything about the lottery will be clear when the results of tomorrow's lottery come out. This aside, the weakness of Lei Gong's swordsmanship is the most headache. The loss of Lei Gong's swordsmanship on the body is too huge, and if she continues like this, if she is not defeated by the enemy, she herself will fall first.

And she will never allow such a situation to happen!

No matter what happens, she will fight until the last moment.

"Senior sister, I'll keep an eye on tomorrow's affairs, you go to sleep first." Senior sister was so tired from the martial arts competition yesterday, he really couldn't bear to worry about these things anymore.

Ran Zhirou nodded, "Eighth Senior Brother, I'll leave it to you here." But you have to be careful, don't say anything to your face, and don't let those people be wary of you. ”

"I know, senior sister."

The eighth junior brother is doing things safely, and she doesn't need to worry. Thinking about this, Ran Zhirou went back. Qiongshan's current situation can really be said to be extremely dangerous. Ran Zhirou didn't dare to think that if he fell like this, he couldn't compete for the leader of the martial arts alliance, and when those candidates attacked the back mountain of Qiongshan and looked for the mystery of the spiritual heart, who would be able to resist?

And my grandfather was traveling, and no one knew when he would return. And her grandfather is old, how can she bear him to get involved in the turmoil again? If she could, she really wished that she could end this qiē with her own hands and no longer let the people around her suffer.

But can he do it? Whether it is Nan Zaichen, Gao Jianling or Huangfu Song, these people are not characters that she can deal with, and it is already difficult for her to have a chance of winning alone, let alone dealing with everyone, guarding the mystery of the spiritual heart, and returning the rivers and lakes to peace.

Ran Zhirou didn't know how to do it. She can only do her best to win the martial arts conference now, so that she will still have a chance. And the others, she can't deal with them one by one, her own strength is limited after all, and it is simply impossible to defeat them all with the strength of one person, she will not be so naïve. Nor will they be in the bright light. They deal with the senior brother. When dealing with her, he was not polite at all.

Ran Zhirou sat in the room, her bright eyes full of calculations. Her expression was so focused. To use a group of smart people as opponents, you must not only have profound martial arts, but also have the mind to match them. In the previous fight, she thought she had won. As a result, he was just played around by others, and he was completely used by others.

Now Ran Zhirou. I don't dare to underestimate them at all. He is about to be precarious, where does he dare to underestimate others?

But when it comes to strategy, Ran Zhirou has to admit that this is indeed not her strong point. Speaking of strategy. Ran Zhirou thought of someone in her mind.

Sun Mubai!

Speaking of cleverness, in today's imperial court or the whole world, there are no more intelligent people than him. During his position as the secretary of the Criminal Department. Solve countless major cases and fight wits with a gang of vicious gangsters. I haven't seen him fail. Many heroes and villains have been defeated in his hands, and he doesn't even know the reason for his failure. I only know that I have provoked people who should not be messed with, and I have encountered characters that they can't deal with.

And Sun Mubai's person, in Ran Zhirou's view, has always been a mystery. He seems to have a lot of things hidden in him, she doesn't know these things, she just vaguely feels that Sun Mubai will not harm her. But she couldn't make her trust him completely.

What's more, with the things in her previous life, she no longer wants to rely on others in this life, she will avenge this revenge herself, and she still doesn't want to pull Sun Mubai into the water.

Ran Zhirou attributed her reluctance to Sun Mubai to because she didn't trust him, but in fact she just didn't trust herself. She was afraid that she would trust the wrong person again, and she was afraid that Sun Mubai really had no second thoughts about her, and her heart would be shaken because of this. She didn't want to see that outcome, either way, she didn't want to.

The only way is to directly exclude Sun Mubai from his plan.

Thinking about her heart and thinking of a headache, Ran Zhirou got up and came to the window. Her movement was so sudden, that she suddenly had to stand in the dark and watch the people on this side completely defenseless, directly exposed under her nose.

Ran Zhirou was a little surprised, why is this person here, and what is he going to do here?

Sun Mubai also looked at this side, and was caught by her, so she couldn't pretend not to know. I had to take a step, walked out of the window, and stood in front of her.

"Why are you here?" Ran Zhirou was furious.

Even though it didn't know what she was angry about, it was annoyed to find the man watching her from a distance. What is she minding and what is she afraid of?

"I want to see you." Ran Zhirou honestly admitted. Seeing Ran Zhirou's still angry face, Sun Mubai smiled, "If I didn't see you, I wouldn't be able to sleep." ”

Ran Zhirou was stunned, raised her head slightly, and looked at him in disbelief.

"It's not just tonight, I've been here every day these days, it's just that there have been many days when you haven't been back here." Because Ran Zhirou stayed in the library pavilion, she needed to practice, day and night. But even so, Sun Mubai would still come here every night, looking at the place where she had lived, even if he didn't do anything, his heart would feel peaceful.

"Why do you want to like me?" Ran Zhirou asked coldly, the more this man treated her like this, the more ashamed she felt, they were all infatuated lovers, only she was a bad woman with no heart. When he did this, he told her how ruthless she was.

"Why are you angry?"

“……”

"I like you for my own business, and I don't want you to reciprocate me, nor do I ask you to give me the same affection. As much as I wish, there are some things that cannot be changed even if I desire them. Besides, I never felt that your feelings for me would one day exceed my feelings for you. ”

For he can be sure that there is no one in this world who loves this woman more than he does. He can live for her, he can die for her, he can do anything for her. But such a mood, Ran Zhirou will not understand. No, it's not that she doesn't understand, she just doesn't want to understand, she doesn't want to give him such a chance at all, not even a chance at all. In front of her, he was helpless, he didn't know what to do?

Progress was slow, and he was afraid that this woman would never understand his mind. But if it's going too fast. His feelings were too intense, and he was afraid that it would have the opposite effect and attract the woman's vigilance and annoyance. Sun Mubai has never been so cautious with anyone in his life.

But even if he was so cautious, it still had no effect on Ran Zhirou. What should he do, what else could he do?

"Really?" Ran Zhirou pursed her lips lightly, when facing Sun Mubai Chiguoguo's words. She never knew how to cope. Even listen to him calmly. It's hard for her to do it.

"It's a painful thing to like me, and I've told you about it in the first place."

"I know."

"No matter how good you are to me, I will not be grateful. I'll just think you're a nuisance and a burden to me. ”

A bitter color flashed on Sun Mubai's face, this woman was really ruthless when she spoke. He knew it, and she didn't have to say that to him.

"I'm just looking at you. Nothing else. I will not ask of you again until the day you are willing to accept me. I won't ask you that again. ”

Ran Zhirou looked at Sun Mubai with some suspicion, she didn't know why Sun Mubai was so depressed today. Isn't he the most shameless, always saying things that she can't refuse, and insisting that she admit the relationship between him and her?

Why is it so good to talk today? It was so good to speak that Ran Zhirou felt an unspeakable sense of loss.

"What's wrong with you?" Unconsciously, Ran Zhirou had asked the question in her heart.

"Nothing." Sun Mubai shook his head lightly and did such a thing. I shouldn't be able to get her understanding, right? Now, he didn't want to ask for anything more. He just wants her to be safe and sound, and he wants her to live well. As long as this is the case, there will be no more extravagance, even if Ran Zhirou is not by his side, it doesn't matter.

"Don't sue me?" Ran Zhirou was a little angry, he knew everything about her, but he never refused to tell her about the things in his heart. Just said that he wanted to be with her forever, he didn't have such a plan at all, he just said these words to trick her, right?

Ran Zhirou didn't know why she was so angry, because Sun Mubai didn't trust her and didn't want to share his thoughts with her? Or is it because her worries about Sun Mubai have far exceeded the scope of what she can accept?

"It's not that I don't sue you, I just think it's ......" Sun Mubai thought about it, but still shook his head. In that case, how dare he sue her?

What he is most afraid of is that this woman hates him, just like she hates Gao Jianling and Nan Zaichen. But it was he who did what made her hate him.

Sun Mubai felt that he was really crazy, what did he think at that moment, why did he make such a choice? With the shrewdness of the emperor's play, he must have seen what he meant, and he couldn't deny it.

"Just what do you think?"

"It's nothing, I'm just tired." There was no way to sue him, so Sun Mubai had to find the worst reason.

Ran Zhirou was stunned, and then sneered: "I'm tired so soon, is Lord Sun just like this?" But also, I don't have any reason to stick to it, and it's normal to be tired. "It turns out that I already feel tired so soon, what kind of love and what love, it's just a game of words.

She was so stupid that she almost believed this man and fell into the trap he had set. She should be grateful to him, because because of his relationship, she didn't wake up too late, and she didn't really expect anything from him, otherwise she would have cried at this time.

"No, that's not what I meant, not for you, but for myself."

Sun Mubai knew that Ran Zhirou had misunderstood, and explained anxiously.

"You don't need to explain, it doesn't matter to me what you think. Anyway, I never liked me from beginning to end, and I didn't want to be with you, it was you who had to pester me, so I reluctantly stayed with you. Don't take yourself too seriously, I don't care about you at all, not at all, you know! ”

Ran Zhirou lost her mind and yelled at Sun Mubai.

Sun Mubai's face turned white, "You really think so?" I have nothing to do with you at all, and I'm alone in my own amorous behavior during this time? ”

Sun Mubai was thrilled by Ran Zhirou's words. I don't care if Ran Zhirou misunderstood what she meant, I just want to question Ran Zhirou.

What did she think of him during this time, was he just a poor worm who insisted on pestering her and wishful thinking with her?

Did she ever think that such a thing would be too cruel for him? But if she liked him a little, she wouldn't say such heartless words.

He Sun Mubai is not a person without dignity, he came here and was willing to accept her ridicule and insults, not because he loved her? But at this moment, he regretted that he shouldn't have come here. Because this woman has no feelings at all, he doesn't expect her to reciprocate his feelings.

He's here, it's a joke at all.

"That's right, that's what I thought, it's too late for you to regret it now, anyway, you're tired of me, this play doesn't need to be played anymore!"

"Okay, that's what you said. From today onwards, I, Sun Mubai, will never take the initiative to appear in front of you again! "If he appears again, then he is really willing to be cheap. It would be a ridiculous fool for a woman to say this, if she still has a dead face and sticks to her.

"That's the best, let's go!" Ran Zhirou showed no mercy and turned her head, her face full of determination.

Sun Mubai turned away, and until the last moment, Ran Zhirou left him with a cold side face. He was really miserable, he had loved her for so long, and he couldn't even get her a straight face.

That's it, that's it! There is such a thing as love, what else is there to hope for, he is not unable to live without Ran Zhirou, and for Ran Zhirou, he is even more dispensable.

It wasn't until Sun Mubai walked away that Ran Zhirou turned around and walked back to the room step by step. Her shoulders trembled slightly, as if she was enduring some great pain, but in the end she did not say a word, and lay on the bed with her eyes closed.

She was already very tired, the martial arts conference and the matter of her senior brother made her anxious, and she didn't want to worry about emotional matters anymore. What's more, that man was already tired of her, and like Xia Chaoyang, he quickly got tired of her.

She knew that she was not a woman worthy of love, but even if she had known that there would be such an outcome, why did her heart still hurt like this?

Perhaps, thinking about nothing is the best, these people are just a cloud of the past for her, and no matter how much she thinks about it, it is just to add to the distress. Sun Mubai will have his own life, and without Ran Zhirou's gentle life, it will be more complete than anyone else, so why should she get in the way there?

I only hope that he can find a woman who truly loves him and has his heart full of him, and I hope he will not be ...... to that woman Fed up. (To be continued) R655