2039. Chapter 2039 2039 Rest Symbol
Charlize turned around, stood there and took a few deep breaths, letting her anger burn again, but her thoughts became extremely clear, she knew that Hugo's statement was wrong, she didn't want to get back together, all she needed was a rest, a formal rest.
So Charlize took another step and strode back along the same route. It didn't take long for Charlize to see Stewart approaching him with a calm face. Seeing each other, the pace of both men gradually slowed down, and finally stopped completely, and the two stood on the tree-lined path, about ten paces away from each other, facing each other.
"So, you're back again." Stewart looked at Charlize with a shallow smile, looking so familiar, with that familiar warmth, like a perfect gentleman, polite and gentle and considerate.
Many people say that Hugo was a gentleman, but that's really not the case, Stewart is. Charlize couldn't help but think of Hugo's nickname for him: Mr. Perfect.
Charlize showed a mocking sneer, lowered his eyes slightly, kicked the pebbles on the ground, anger still burning in his chest, but did not lose control, but looked at Stewart calmly, "So, do you have anything to say?" Charlize didn't want to question, she only gave Stewart a chance, and then drew a rest.
Stewart didn't seem surprised by Charlize's attitude, he stood calmly in place, and then sketched a shallow smile, without deliberate flattery, nor excessive sensationalism, just looking at Charlize gently and quietly. The steady but burning eyes are so beautiful in the moonlight in the middle of the night that people can't take their eyes off.
Charlize once thought that he would be extremely excited to see these eyes again—in fact, it was the same just now, but now that he saw these eyes again, Charlize was extremely calm, and the corners of his mouth instead outlined a shallow arc, and the anger in his heart was subsiding little by little. It's a truly amazing feeling.
"I came back this time because there were two auditions in New York. After that, I will go to Los Angeles for a while, and this time I got an offer for a film, and I guess I will stay in Los Angeles for a long time. Stewart didn't rush to justify his original behavior, but explained the situation first, he thought Charlize would mock him, but she didn't, she still just looked at herself quietly, as if listening carefully to all the explanations, which made Stewart a little flustered, but he still exhaled softly, and let the irritability calm down.
"I thought, this time, I won't go back to London for the time being." Stuart smiled and said, "After more than a year of working in London, I've learned a lot, you know? I did three plays there, and then the rest of the time I spent all of my time in the East End, and I even became the lead character in a stage play, six months and two quarters of acting, and it was an amazing experience, not only did I have a very different experience, but I also felt different things, and it was not so easy to be a good actor. ”
Charlize listened quietly, and nodded his chin slightly, as if what Stewart was saying was completely insignificant,
This made Stewart's heart tighten, but he had no choice but to try to continue, "At that time last year, I was under a lot of pressure, I always felt that my career as an actor had encountered a wall, and there were walls on all sides, I couldn't make a breakthrough, no matter how hard I struggled, no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't see any hope, and that feeling almost suffocated me." Stewart recalled the previous time, and his whole mood involuntarily darkened, and his gloomy face was suffocating in the moonlight, with a trace of pain of struggle.
"Your career is developing well, it's a good thing, I'm happy for you. Believe me, I've never been jealous of you, because I know that you've made it this far and put in a lot of effort that others don't know about. Stewart's words finally broke Charlize's calm, and she shook her head with a sneer, which caused Stewart to pause and cast an inquiring gaze.
Charlize said sarcastically, "Don't say as if you've always been there, and don't say as if you know me so well." Because you're not. ”
These harsh words made Stewart's chest clench, as if he didn't recognize Charlize in front of him. His eyes fell on Charlize's body, looking at Charlize's terrible special makeup at this time, as if she had been demonized, which made his eyes begin to struggle, and the pain in his chest began to roll over.
Charlize noticed Stewart's eyes, which made her a little awkward, she still didn't like to appear in front of Stewart in such an outfit, she wanted their meeting again to be glamorous, and then she would condescendingly tell him as a queen: I don't need you anymore. At this time, Stewart's eyes made Charlize a little flustered, but remembering Hugo's words just now, Charlize actually felt a little happy, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but hook again.
Stewart could feel the huge gap between him and Charlize, not only in physical space, but also in psychological space, as if there was a large canyon between the two people, which was simply insurmountable.
Stewart couldn't help but take two steps forward, trying to close the distance between the two of them, "I thought about talking to you, but it was too difficult, I don't want to let my confusion constrain you from moving forward, and I don't want you to feel guilty about worrying about my career, I know that it was a very important time for you, and you were under a lot of pressure during the shoot, so, I didn't say anything." ”
"So, you mean, I still need to thank you?" Charlize asked a rhetorical question, filled with anger and mockery, and vented towards Stewart.
"You know I didn't mean that." Stewart took two steps closer again, but just five paces away from Charlize, his footsteps stopped completely, because Charlize's angry eyes kept him from moving on, "I mean, I know I made the wrong choice, I made the stupidest choice. Now, I'm back......"
"You're back? So? Charlize looked at Stewart in disbelief, as if he were telling the funniest joke in the world.
"I just don't want this to end between us......" Stewart looked at Charlize earnestly, sincerity written all over his face.
But Charlize shook his head slightly, "Stu, you were the one who made things like this. Looking at Stewart in front of her, Charlize only felt that it was too ridiculous, she really shouldn't have given Stuart time to explain, because he just made things more pathetic...... It's over,"
Stewart covered his forehead in annoyance and looked at Charlize in dismay, "I know I messed up, but, but I don't want you to hate me." ”
Charlize's eyes widened and he looked at Stewart incredulously, "Remember? It was you who chose not to say goodbye and left quietly like this, leaving me alone like a fool! Charlize's voice couldn't help but rise, and his anger finally came out little by little, "Remember? ”
"I ...... Can't we sit down and talk about it in detail? Stewart pleaded, but the look seemed so cheap to Charlize that it didn't make any sense—Hugo was right. Can't we talk calmly? I've always thought of you, you've always been in my mind, there's no way I've forgotten you, there's no way I've got you out of my life......"
"Shut up! Shut up! Charlize finally couldn't take it anymore and yelled angrily at Stewart.
"I'm back now, I just want to start over." Stewart was still talking.
"Shut up! I'll shut you up! Charlize clenched his fists and vented all the anger in his chest, "You really should listen to yourself, you sound like a jerk!" You are not qualified to control my life like this, you will leave when you say you leave, and you will come back when you say you will come back, why do you have to wait for you in the same place, why do you believe that I will still stay where I am now? You don't have that power, and I'm not the idiot you think I am. I'm not your girlfriend, much less your toy, I'm not even your friend! ”
Charlize's anger was vented like a torrential rain, and Stewart looked at Charlize helplessly, paused, and whispered, "Why not?" Why can't we be friends? I thought we were friends."
"No, we're not, we're not friends at all." The anger in Charlize's chest was extinguished little by little, and the whole person became relaxed, shook his head gently, and said calmly, "Because my friend will not choose not to say goodbye, my friend will not betray my trust and disappear without a trace, my friend will not let me think that everything is my fault, and my friend will not run away when I need him the most!" ”
Charlize ...... We, can't we really start over? I love you, I really love you. Stewart cried out hopefully, and with all his might, the moving sound startled the moonlight all over the ground, but to Charlize's ears, it sounded like the funniest joke in the world.
". You...... Exercise. You! Charlize raised his middle finger and shouted at Stewart one last time, heartily venting all the emotions in his heart. But after saying this, she stood there and laughed, the smile on the corner of her mouth was outlined like this, and then completely bloomed, and once again in a calm tone, she whispered, "Get out." "Because, Charlize knows, it's over, it's all over in this moment.
Charlize turned around cleanly, strode forward, and then raised his right hand and raised a large middle finger. This is the last break between them.