Chapter 183: The Redemption of the Cross

I don't know how I got back to the Crossroads bar, or how many times the clock rolled around after I fell unconscious.

When I opened my eyes, I saw a lonely cherry chandelier in the center of the ceiling, the green shoots flowing faintly fluorescent, slightly lonely, as if the illusion of dawn, camouflaged a long shape.

I was alone again, lying alone in bed, a silent and turbulent miniature world.

In fact, I don't remember exactly what the human spirit that was slashed and killed by the scythe he took from Shaliye's hand looked like, only the grim smile and the horror of the moment before the ashes disappeared alternated in front of him.

The so-called order and principles of moral sentiment have been continuous for a long time, reflecting the pretense of decency, and no matter how vain and funny they are, they have always been solemnly adhered to.

But suddenly they rejected it, and they were rough and abundant, and they did not know the point.

Gu Xiaoxiao looked at the pale green fluorescence that was secretly wandering, and had an illusion that would not be extinguished for thousands of years, and the misty floating made her unconsciously remember the night when Alpha took her to the Fountain of Fireflies for the first time, at that time, it seemed that all the warm and quiet fantasies in the world were blooming around the two of them, pampering, growing old with their sons, and what their hearts wanted.

However, now I suddenly feel that I am not worthy of that man.

It should be said that the hatchback is even more distant......

The next time I am lucky enough to see Alpha again, face to face, under the light of those unique red eyes in the world, can I still say a long-restrained and indescribable confession...... Not sure.

Maybe I'm bloodthirsty by nature...... Because after slashing the human spirit with a wave of his hand for the first time, there was no way for Zhang Huang to forget his breathing and behavior, but instead squandered it again with hatred in his heart.

Thereupon. I don't know me anymore, and the inertia of spectators is extinguished in the moment of change. After that, whether it is gritting his teeth and jumping out or instigating infusion, it doesn't seem to be his real needs.

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"Ouch......" mixed with the smoke in unison, and this was already the thirteenth sigh of Barberet since returning to the bar.

Chi Zi was busy cleaning the bar and changing the air. From time to time, because of the exhaustion of his boss, he subconsciously wandered and looked at him secretly.

This is not good, it was originally the only "ruthless" character who supported the "relaxed and pleasant" atmosphere, and it was an understatement to lose the aura of "reliability" so suddenly, or at the important moment of Gu Xiaoxiao's soul choice, Chi Zi said that he was a little worried and it was an understatement.

"Boss, are you sure you want to spray all this bottle of all-natural cherry perfume without any preservatives?"

"It's not advertising, where are there so many official embellishments."

"I just want to make you happy!" Uncle Chi pursed his lips, "If you continue to be so depressed, the whole bar will enter the glacial period." "The rags under his hands are twisted together.

made an exaggerated and provocative depressed expression. The man broke the jar and broke it before he was halfway through it, and his eyes suddenly lit up, and his expression suddenly seemed to be resurrected with full blood on the spot, "Speaking of which, I suddenly became greedy and wanted to eat cherry shaved ice." ”

The old man put his cheeks in his hands, blinking his eyes and looked cute, very cute but also very unbeatable, so the next moment the rag in Uncle Chi's hand was thrown towards the demon with the crystal cherry platinum hairpin, and at the same time cynical but still crossed his waist and walked into the kitchen in the middle.

No way. It's okay to take this cherry-controlled demon!

In the previous life, they were either lovers or enemies, because both of them liked to be disturbed!

A full minute passed after Akazusa's figure vanished, Barberet picked up a freshly washed cherry from the crystal vessel on the bar counter, put it in her mouth, and swallowed it indulgently. Then he opened his mouth again, "You see you don't like the smell of smoke, so I won't smoke." So you just show your face! ”

The kitten "Bell" had a small face and refused directly.

"Don't do that. I'll take care of her for you! ”

Gave Barberet a white look, you think I don't know. It's always been Chi Zi who takes care of you, and you're just reluctant to take it in just for a good show.

Barberet understood the man's mental activity, and with some grievances, he took out the handkerchief embroidered with a cherry pattern from his pocket and wiped the corners of his dry eyes, "How can you look at people like this, so ruthless." ”

The "bell" kicked the man, speechless, I really convinced you!

"What are you talking to yourself there?" An abrupt sound broke through the air, accompanied by the uninvited sound of the door opening, and Barberet once again felt a terrible headache in her head.

"When did I become an entertainment place for you to come and go whenever you want!"

"Don't say that! I'm embarrassed to say it. Gu Jing smiled very flatteringly, but this was even more contrary to his identity.

"I just got that kid out of Shalier, and I'm almost going to turn this place into a theater of 'Youjump, Ijump', and I finally sprinkled cherry perfume to ward off bad luck, but why are you here again?"

Gu Jing didn't care much about the man's kind sarcasm, walked to the bar by himself, sat down next to the kitten "Bell", and smiled hippiely, "It's salt!" Hurry up and give me a glass of wine. Cheekily slapped the table.

"How are you alone? I'm not used to it, what about your Fang Xu? ”

"I'll be here in a moment."

"I knew I wouldn't ask." The man deeply regretted that his tongue was too long.

Knocking on the table and hitting a small adjustment beat, stretching his neck in anticipation of the stars and the moon, the cup of wine made by Barberet himself turned into fruity peach juice, Gu Jing suddenly raised his eyebrows and cried out, "Where's the wine?" I want wine! Wine! ”

"We do not accept people who are not well-dressed."

"I'm pretty neatly dressed!"

"I didn't see the cherries."

"Ah...... How can there be such a thing! The man twisted and shouted dissatisfied, "You're targeting me!" Bully me! ”

"Don't sell cute, this trick won't work for me."

"But 'it' didn't wear it!" Stretched out his hand and pointed to the kitten "Bell" who was about to stay next to him.

"People are felines, don't you know that our store strongly responds to the call of the 'animal protection organization'?" Baberet said it well, but everyone present heard it. The first half of his sentence is a mockery of his life, and the second half of his sentence is a false statement with a lot of water - the position of this bold demon is no longer just showing off his might in front of Uncle Chi.

"You come less! The premise is not true! ”

"Hmph." "Bell", who was met with unfair and complaining eyes, smiled. As the tone words landed, a blue light shone around his body. Every hair on the body is gradually infected with blue from the root to the tip, from light blue to clear blue, until the dark blue at night, repeating and deepening, as if it is about to drip deep seawater.

"You two are half a pound and a half." The kitten's shadow changed from low to tall, and after the light melted, I saw a cold and handsome long-haired man, dressed in snow-white silver and mouse-colored stitching, which further set off his cold arrogance, it was the fallen angel who had just returned - Lucifer.

"This lord has been idle lately. is so obsessed with COS felines uncharacteristically, is it still in love with eating fish...... "Don't even think about it, the old man who dares to be Lucifer and doesn't know whether he is alive or dead is definitely Barberet.

glanced over coldly, and before she had time to uphold the principle of "come without being rude", the little lady next to her suddenly burst into tears and a watery nose, "Lu Lu!" Sissy! I miss you so much! "It's conceivable that it's an ancient mirror.

Lucifer twitched his brow and the corners of his mouth, "What is this called?" There's one less 'law'! If you call him that way, the guy who only hears the voice will mistake you for greeting two people. ”

"I'm used to it, I can't change it."

"You've only called me a few times, where did you get used to it!" A guy who dodged the guy sticking to him.

"Hmph. Ah Xu will come in a while, and he will definitely help me humiliate you! The ancient mirror rose from the ground.

"Ahem, that's ......" Chi Zi was holding a tower-like cherry popsicle, and just walked to the outer entrance when he heard this. Speechless, he looked at the two men who appeared out of nowhere, laughing and scolding with the demons of his own property, and the coquettish anger of "you and me" and "fate to meet thousands of miles away". When he arrived, he couldn't help but sigh that "the world is so wonderful", and he had no choice but self-hypnosis to "sing and dance" everywhere. Glancing down at the cherry shaved ice that had changed from end to hug at some point, he turned around and went back to the kitchen to replenish the guests' share.

Originally. It depends on the person to be coquettish or to do evil.

Afterwards, it wasn't until Uncle Chi wandered away for a long time that he realized that the man sitting opposite the demon just now was the male protagonist that Gu Xiaoxiao wanted to see.

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"Isn't that your favorite?" Barberet pursed his lips and pointed to the peach juice that had been specially prepared for him.

"Peach juice should be packed in a carton to be delicious! Especially in school vending machines. Gu Jing spoke very seriously, and then blinked his harmless translucent eyes vigorously, and sent a lethal electric eye at Barberet, "So, you give me a drink!" ”

"No, you can't." It's another uninvited, but the ancient mirror has already been registered before, but this kind of "falling from the sky" freewheeling really hurt the self-esteem of the demon, so the demon went crazy again.

Slammed the table, trying to threaten with momentum, "Gu Jing, if you don't give me a suitable reason today, I won't let you go!" ”

"Then I won't leave!" Gu Jing was overjoyed, patting his seat and motioning for Fang Xu to come to his side.

"Uh." Only then did I realize that my stupid mouth had hurt me again.

"Ah Xu, you see that people are begging us like this, let's not refuse."

"Young master, please don't change the subject."

"I don't have it." The eyeballs moved, and the relationship was cleared.

"You are allergic to alcohol, you should not drink it."

"Oh, Ah Xu, who said he wanted to drink, he just wanted a cup to feast his eyes." The "little daughter-in-law" shifted the target again, snuggling up to Fang Xu, who had a calm face and an expressionless face.

……

"Lu Lu Xixi, next I will arrange "moderation" to purify Gu Xiaoxiao. ”

"Why do you tell me? I didn't say hello at first. ”

"I've always liked to see 'each according to his place.'"

"I've always been the 'only' thing that I like is not to be desired."

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I just woke up once and couldn't sleep, and my body was so heavy that I couldn't even lift up and toss and turn.

More like a dead man than a dead man, he indulges his swelling and sourness with his eyes open, just looking at the light in the dark center, practicing inferiority and self-pity.

Suddenly heard the sound of the door being pushed open, Xiaoxiao didn't look at it, and the light toe landing had already made Xiaoxiao hear that it was the kitten "bell".

Chasing the sound of nothingness, it was speculated that "it" collided and closed the door again, and after a few steps to the bed, a light jump came to his side, and then he felt the fluffy softness of his face extending to the strength of his neck.

After rubbing it a few times, I suddenly felt calmed down.

The twigs that grew on the wall in the dark night, although the dark green lost the profundity of nature, but it was still entangled and spreading, looking deeply at it, envious deeply, praying for the harsh reproach that it devoured, calmly.

His eyes were shaking with water, and his hands were clasped together to symbolize a certain faith, and even though his head was still torn and bitten by something that burned him, he still regained his composure.

In the form of prayer or repentance, the fingers are also interlaced into a cross, because the exit for salvation, from life to death.

At this moment, I suddenly and urgently decided to wander in this self-enlightened practice, and my heart still perches when my heart breaks, because at least I know whether I am warm or cold.

Single-mindedness is a kind of firmness, and I want to do the same - not to change my original intention, and to always have no regrets.

Gradually, in the moment when my consciousness was hazy, I felt that soft fit become a familiar body temperature, so I turned slightly sideways and entered the embrace......

Sleep forever, let us empathize, in my dream you hold me forever. (To be continued......)